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well, how is everyone? i'm alrite i guess. nothing is really going on so there's not much to say, but i'll try... crew is over and i'm gonna miss it a lot. there's always the next 3 years, but it just really sucks cuz there's no more mary, jes, jen or sarah. it just sucks really bad cuz they fucking rock and crew is never gonna be the same...oh well, at least i'll still see them around. circus is almost over too, even though i haven't been to too many of the latest meetings, i'm gonna miss it. circus is gonna suck next year without them, too, but i bet they'll go to a lot of the meetings! er i hope so.. things with matt are good. he came over last night and i was in kind of a pissy mood in the beginning. i felt like a bitch, especially when he says things like, "you always have something to get mad at me about" and "all you ever do is complain about me." it makes me feel like shit and i know he feels like that too cuz he thinks i act that way, but i honestly don't think i'm THAT cruel of a person to do something like that. i sometimes feel like his friends and skating come before me. allison, sam and i were walking after school today and all the guys were in front of us and he didn't say one thing to me. of course he sees things the opposite that i do and it never gets us anywhere when i tell him how i feel. i just wonder about breaking up. i'm curious as to how he'd react and if he'd be alrite about it. i dunno, i get the impression he sometimes only wants to see me cuz he's fucking horny and wants someone to make out with and do other stuff with. sometimes i just wanna talk to him and stuff and he's hung up on fucking kissing and shit. i dunno, whatever. on a nicer note........ WOO, GUESS WHO'S GOING TO WARPED TOUR?!?!?!?!?!?! c'mon, guess. it's ME!!! ahhh, mrs. johnson bought two tickets and kara asked me to go!! ahh, i was so happy!!! i <3 kara and mr. and mrs. johnson!!!! :D <33333333333333333333333 well, i'm gonna go now. i'll try to update l8r. byee. xx jen xx |
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horny.