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hii guys. i didn't go to circus today, but i guess that's fine. stupid lisa always gets in the way. whatev, haha. i <3 saying that, lol. so i guess today i am just gonna babysit. since i don't wanna work @ the rec i think i'll just babysit everyday. my mom said the lady would pay me well so i'm excited :]. ok, so i'm missing matt so much right now :o(. he's coming back tomorrow, so i guess it's not that long of a wait. i was kinda scared before he left cuz i thought i might stop loving him, but if anything i think i love him more. it just sucks to be away from him. when ever i get in a bad mood i can just call him and talk to him and he'll put me in a good mood. so now that he hasn't been here it's like i don't know what to do when i get upset, ya know? i kinda have just been thinking about him and it makes me feel tons better ;p. god, and these urges! kara, help! lol. it's really super hard when i get them. jeez louise! ok, well i guess i'm gonna go now. i'll update L8r though. byee!! :o] Xx jen xX |
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anxious.