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hi everyone. i guess i'll talk about my weekend. we had school friday off, which really made my week. so kara eric and i went to matt's. it was fun, but let me just say, eric is a peeping tom. haha, jk. well, not really. i had to go to my dad's on saturday and i guess it wasn't too bad. i bought 2 new cd's from rolling stone: saves the day and the sun. i hadn't ever heard of the sun before, but they're pretty good...and nice looking. haha. i LOVE LOVE LOVE "at your funeral" and "freakish" by saves the day. they're SO good. download 'em if ya get the chance, k? things with matt are going well. gah, i am STILL worried about stuff with him, but we talked and i feel a lot better. plus, i'm so fucking emotional it's disgusting. i was watching "america's sweethearts" and i started to cry. hey, i was really bored and there wasn't much else on TV. jeez, and i was reading ann's blurty and i cried. and when i commented i also cried. i hate my period, i really do.. today had to be the worst day in spanish. i'm not kidding, guys, it was so horrible. no, not horrible; excruciating. ugh..i had to be partners with justin. i KNEW it was fucking coming. ever since the beginning of the year, i was dreading it. i knew i was with him cuz before sra. dziurgot was done pairing us up, i heard his voice and he was all happy. then he came on and was like, "hello?" and i'm like, "uh, hey." and the happiness in his voice totally went away and he's like, "hi." it was just really sad to me. i know that's stupid, but to think of all we've been through and i get a measely "hi." i was really upset and my eyes started to water. it's just so upsetting when a person means the world to you and you mean shit back. the fact he was such an asshole to me and he can't even like be nice to me makes me sick. i dunno why, but i felt like a dumbass and i was humiliated. whatever. ok, i'm not really in the mood to write anymore. Xx jenny xX |
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melancholy.