[-i could be an accident, but i'm still trying-]'s Blurty

Subject:	Xx it's gonna be a lonely day xX
Time:	4:09 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	Xx phantom planet-lonely day xX.

hello everyone. today is gonna be a boring day. i have to babysit @ 5:30 and be there 'til like 10:30, so i can't do anything with kara, sam, molly and mike :(. oh well, there's always next weekend right?

last night was coffee house. i went over to kara's house after school since there was no crew and we ate toastee strudee's!!! yeeee, that made me soo happy ;D!!! lol. coffee house was really, really, really, really good! and let me just say i hate mary, sarah, erin and sam and all the other people who can actually read really well in front of people ;[. lol jk, i don't hate them, i'm just jealous.

yay, i hope molly and mike get their mac on with eachother!! hehe, they'd be so cute together!! aww, ok sorry. lol. mike, she digs you and you dig her...that has to mean something right? hehe ;D.

tomorrow i am going to my aunt's house for my grandma's surprise party. i'm gonna see brit and i haven't seen her in a long time...i dunno, it's just gonna be weird cuz she's been through a lot the last couple of weeks..i'm scared to see her though. hopefully she's doing better...

ok, well i gtg. i'll update L8r. byee!!!

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Subject:	Xx so push the seats back a little further xX
Time:	10:22 pm.
Mood:	groggy.
Music:	Xx thursday-understanding in a car crash xX.

well, i came home from babysitting a little while ago. blah, i got $20 so that's good. the kid is just a brat, but hey, whatever.

i hope kara and mike and whoever else had fun without me!!! haha, jk. damnit, i wanted to hang out :(. oh well.

since i haven't actually "written written" about stuff that i think, maybe i'll do that right now. i guess i've just been thinking a lot lately about how people are really negative. i'm not pointing fingers at anyone cuz lately a lot of people have been doing it. it's just i don't see the point of wasting your time by saying stuff that's never gonna happen to you, or you hate the way you look, or people hate you, the list goes on and on and on. i just think that people should be happy with what they have. yeh, i get upset sometimes about stuff like that, but i don't go around saying it 24-7. i dunno, whatever. even though you want something to happen it doesn't mean it will NEVER happen. just because a situation similar to this one didn't go well, has nothing to do with the outcome of this situation. ya know? ok, i'm probably not making sense, but it just bugs me a little bit.

i think a lot of people have changed since middle school. well, the people that i do know of cuz i barely talk to any of the people i was friends with before. i used to feel really bad about that. like i was blowing them off and how i thought they were mad at me and stuff. but ya know what? i don't give a shit now. i'm glad that i changed, i'm glad i don't hang around with most of the people i hung around with in 6-8 grade, i'm glad i have a new crowd and most of all i'm ECSTATIC that i don't wanna drink and that i'm not going to. yeh, i admit that i wanted to try it before, but it's different now. i thought people were like mad at me for that, but i guess their not? i dunno. it just seemed like people threw it in my face that i'm straight edge now, but i had the impression that was a good thing...? i dunno, i guess not. but to me, i'm really happy about it ;D. so screw everyone else! hehe.

ok, well i gtg. byee!!

Xx jenny smelly pants xX

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