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well, hi everyone. this weekend was fun'i hung out with kara most of the time. we went to the mall cuz some people who will be remained nameless *matt and eric* ditched us. lol jk. we had crew today, which was pretty boring and pointless so yeh. kara burned me the starting line cd and i'm happy cuz they're good! yes kara, i'll admit that. lol. well all that mike stuff is a little messed up and it really makes me sad he did that...i dunno. i think it's gonna be scary to see him in a few more years when he has even more problems. i dunno. it's his decision and only he can make them for himself. kara, eric and i were supposed to go over to matt's house, but we didn't. hopefully we do something soon though cuz yeh, i'm missing him right now :(. but yeh...i sometimes think about how long we're gonna go out for and i hope i don't screw up. he says that he screws up all the time and that if anything happens it'll most likely be his fault, but i know it'll be mine. i ALWAYS am the one to mess stuff up between guys and i'm really trying to work on that..and i think it's working!! so yeh, that's good. lol. i'm not overexaggerating or anything, but he's honestly the only boyfriend i can actually tolerate..well, besides justin, but that's old news..i dunno, i guess i'm just really happy it's working out so well. and don't laugh, but this is my longest relationship so far. lol. i THINK it's a month and 11 days, give or take a few. hehe. i'm pretty sure kara is reading this right now so yeh. i hope the whole mike thing goes well. i don't think it's stupid for you to be mad. i totally think you have a right to be mad because i'd be mad also. i just don't want you to say anything stupid that you're going to regret later on. and yeh he did do something stupid, but everyone makes mistakes. especially mike. lol. mike's a good guy, too...i mean most guys would have bitched at you after what you said to him (not that you yelled or anything, but most would be really pissed). he totally was calm about it and tried to explain himself. you know what i mean? i dunno, maybe i'm talking out of my ass. just don't worry, ok? well, that's all for now. i'll update L8r...*salutes* Xx jenny smelly pants xX |
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gloomy.