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| Sunday, July 20th, 2003 |
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so we watched 'american history x' at the johnson's and i just <3 that movie. i've seen it before, but it really makes you realize what jerks there are. it makes you feel dumb when you make stupid racist jokes, even if you don't mean them. so yeh, that was a great learning movie. so we had our 'family talk' today and it was so bad. i didn't say anything the whole time. my brother actually thinks what he did is justified and it doesn't bother him. my dad blames my mom for all this because he thinks she has brainwashed us all these years. my dad said all of this to my brother, and he didn't say anything. my mom was just like, "well, when he said this to you, didn't you tell him it's not true? unless you think i DO brain wash you." he's just like, "i didn't disagree and i didn't agree." mary was really upset. she was just like, "god, all those years mom has been there for you when dad wasn't and you can't even defend your own mother." it's so true, though. so i can't sleep so i decided to give a shoutout, even though you know who you are, but shh. haha. -ann [quivering red snapper] -kara [little foot/one] -mike [yo g fry home slice dog homie yo] -sam [crazy ass hyper one] -molly [dingle berry sista] -mary [mullet lover] -jess [crazy small hand] -jen [cool hip dance] -sarah [you don't wear bras, and i like that] -melissa [just go, get your hair done. and nails.] haha, i'm a loser, but hey i have nothing else to do. but i <3 all of you dearly :D. haha, alvarez's cd kicks so much ass. well it is also kain and adam's. don't worry folks, justin will be in the 2nd body builders cd :D. hehe, so cutee. it's awesome cuz it's really weird and they're cool jiggas and they can rap better than a black man on drugs. haha, i don't know. that was bad. i'm sorry. but adam sounds soo nice. justin does too, in that one 'prince' song. haha, kicks.so.much.ass.i.love.it. well, that's all. i can't sleep so i just wanted to write this. byee. |
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tonight we went to s&s and i made the coolest shirt ever. if we go tomorrow i am totally wearing it with my black dress :D. it says "i <3 fire crotches" on the back and on the front i wanna write "fire in the hole." score motha fuckas. mwhaha. ok, so we're leaving s&s and i was fucking around with sarah saying the only reason she wanted to bring mike home was because she wasn't wearing a bra and she wanted paul to see her..lol. and we were kinda like pushing eachother and i backed up into her and we were totally just having some fun and like everyone [not everyone, mary, mike, kara and melissa seemed upset] was getting all embarrassed saying sarah needs to act her age and shit. sam told me that melissa said sarah needed to act her age and she was like yelling at sarah and shit. ok, they always have to like bite our heads off when we're trying to have some fun. it's so annoying. i thought the guy from the local scene said "shut up" to us, but it was the other guy in the white shirt. not that i really care, like i was yelling at sarah saying she ruined my chances with him, but i was totally fucking around. i hate when people are like scared of their image so they don't act like themselves. but whatever, i dunno. mary wasn't that mad, but melissa was probably the one who was most pissed off. whatever, i am not changing for anyone. even if they are sexy guys in bands, so there. right now i am talking to mike and jen online. yahoo..nothing to do, except go take a poo and kick a kangaroo..sorry, i am so bored right now. i hope alvarez comes home today. damnit, i miss him. he rocks the house cuz he is just that cool. he doesn't like when i talk about justin so i am going to have to stop all that. he said he feels weird cuz justin is his friend and i like him. i don't want him to feel weird, so he said he won't "go all chris on me." as in my brother, cuz he gets pissed and hates any guy i like.. hmm, i need more holes in my body..gar, i think i will pierce my 3rd and 4th holes with ann or molly, cuz they know how to do that shiznit. i want a madonna sooo bad and if i wasn't such a pussy, i'd wanna get like on my cheek, by my eye..but that would mean no job for jenny..ever. lol. and definitely tattoos..sxe one fo sho, maybe one that says "drug-free" on my wrist..yeh, that'll be cool. only 3 more years 'til i'm 18, woop! well, that's it. |
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 You are Garrett Zablocki. You're a funny guy. You're usually the one doing the snickering whilst everyone else tells the jokes. But you've been known to crack a couple good ones.. You're an awesome guitarist. *highfive* What Senses Fail Member are you? brought to you by Quizilla i <3 garrett soo much.x |
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| Friday, July 18th, 2003 |
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 ah...so cheery and optimistic! You love to help others out and always see the bright side of things Whats your motto for life? (with pics)(now finished) brought to you by Quizilla |
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 You Are Stevo! Which SLC Punk are you? brought to you by Quizilla haha, kara, wanna switch? i'm not gonna be upset. i'm not gonna be stupid and get all upset, there will be other times.. |
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x. Name: jenny x. Nickname/s: jen, jenster x. Location: wheeling, IL x. Natural Hair color: brown x. Present Hair color: brownish reddish yucky color x. Eye color: green/bluish x. Religion: catholic? x. Sexual Preference: boysss x. Bra size/Penis size: c36, ew [The Nosey] x. Does anyone have a crush on you? yeh right. x. What turns you on? boys with lots of veins in their arms, tattoos/piercings, skateboarders.. x. What turns you off? boys that lie to you. x. Which celebrities do you find attractive? jake gyllenhaal, jason lee, etc. x. Which celebrities would you make out with given the chances? ^ x. Which of your friends do you find attractive? no se. [The Perverted] x. Have you ever watched porn? yeh. x. Did you enjoy it? well it was with people, so it was funny lol. x. Do you fuck or make love? neither yet. x. Have you ever had sex with a girl? no. x. Have you ever had sex with a boy? nope. x. Have you ever kissed a girl? does my mom count? x. Have you ever kissed a boy? yes. x. Have you ever gone down on someone? no, too scared and that's yucky. x. Has anyone gone down on you? not a chance. x. Have you ever used any sex toys? no, jeez i am 15. x. Do you masturbate? nope, there are much better ways..like going to s&s and look at all the cute boys :D. x. Do you like S&M? uhm, i have a feeling that i don't. x. Do you like animals, dead things, children or anything else unacceptable in that way? ew, no. x. Are you sexually shy? yeh. x. How many sexual partners have you had? zip. x. Do you have any sexual tips you'd like to share? no experience. x. Would you ever make out with someone outside your race/religion? yeh, chavo ;D. x. Would you ever make out with someone who is ugly? depends who it is. x. Would you ever make out with someone who is really fat/really thin? sure, i dunno. x. Would you ever make out with someone who has bad hygien? dunno. x. Sarah McLachlan or Wild Monkey? i hate sarah mclachlan. x. When was your last perverted dream? probably in 8th grade. x. What/who was it about? i was having sex with someone, haha. x. Where is the weirdest place you've ever had sex? on top of a washing machine. yes. x. Have you done it in public? yes, in a movie theatre. x. Are you comfortable being naked around people? no. x. What gives you goosebumps? when your crush rubs up against you. [not sexual]. [The Morals] x. Would you kiss someone you don't love? probably. x. Would you have sex with someone you don't love? never. x. Do you believe in sex before marriage? yeh. x. Have you ever been in love? no. x. Do you want to get married? i think? [The Ending] x. What is the time? 1:01 a.m. x. How long did this take you: not long enough cuz i'm still bored. x. Did you enjoy this? surely did. x. Are you a pervert? oh yeh. x. What did you do most during this survey? type, i'd have to say. |
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tonight was really fun, we went to the animal place and got applications. i hope we work there cuz i need money so bad. i dunno when we're getting our job applications. hopefully before next week. then we watched some of "sanitarium" and it sucked and then we watched "may." that movie was awesome, i wanna get the dvd. right now, i'm talking to alvarez, jason and justin<3 online. haha, he is so nice. ok this is so lame, but we were talking about gay people and he's just like "that would really suck if you were gay." i dunno, i'm lame, shut up. alvarez is being sooo weird. so is jason and he's just saying that all these people are asking him if he's ok and he's like annoyed or something. whatever. yeh, i told justin i think he's hot hahaha, he's just saying he's ugly, but yeh, nooooooooooooooooo he is not. <33333333333333333 god, i am soo bored. i mean, all this talking to justin is making me hot..lol!!!! ahahha, sorry. i'm stupid, sorry. lol. ok, let's think about something else for a change...hmm.. i think we are all going to the mud volleyball court thing and play in the mud. it's gonna be awesome, i can't wait. but hopefully mary and i can go cuz we have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks.. well, that's all...... xxx jen xxx |
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ex·san·gui·nate ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ks-snggw-nt) v. ex·san·gui·nat·ed, ex·san·gui·nat·ing, ex·san·gui·nates v. tr. To drain of blood. don't ask me how i am gonna die...i'll probably get shot to death. |
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stole this from me friend mike.. Ten bands/artists that are important to you: [1] the starting line [2] senses fail [3] rooney [4] phantom planet [5] thursday [6] at the drive-in [7] trail of dead [8] anti-flag [9] elliot smith [10] the softies Nine tv shows that are important to you: [1] the simpsons [2] most extreme elimination challenge [3] trading spaces [4] conan o'brien [5] family guy [6] that 70's show [7] premium blend [8] road rules [9] real world Eight movies you'd watch over and over: [1] american beauty [2] finding nemo [3] jackass [4] a clockwork orange [5] either of the harry potter movies [6] white oleander [7] donnie darko [8] ghost world Seven things that annoy you: [1] homework [2] stupid people [3] tv [4] radio [5] matt [6] lippy smacky noises [7] rubbing my head/hair Six of your favorite songs: [1] drunk girl [so. co.] [2] if u c jordan [so. co.] [3] one eight seven [senses fail] [4] the best of me [tsL] [5] the setup [rbf] [6] got the numbers [anti-flag] Five of your favorite artists, as in painters, printmakers, etc: [1] ? [2] [3] [4] [5] Four of your all-time-favorite writers: [1] jk rowling [wrote hp, mike] [2] i don't tend to stick to one writer [3] [4] Three albums you've bought recently: (or burned) [1] not too recently..but saves the day [2] afi [3] ben kweller Two Musicians/Actors you would like to date: [1] kenny [2] jake gylenhaal One Band whose music would be described as writing the soundtrack of your life: [1] either rooney or phantom planet |
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+ Basic + [ full name] jennifer kathleen loeffler [ age] 15 [ sex] grrl :D [ DOB] 12.22.87 [ blood type?] hmm, A? no, i dunno. haha. [ where do you live?] wheeling [ghettoness] [ what state?] illinois [ sign] capricorn [ family members] mom, dad, mary, chris, shmalvee and lisa [ hair color] brown [ eye color] green/bluish kinda [ height] around 5'5 i think [ weight] no thanks :[ [ shoe size] 8-9 [ vision] 20/20 hehe [ single or taken] single [ what school do you go to] wheeling [ what is your mascot] wildcat [ what are your school colors] blue and yellow [ nicknames] the jenster, jen, smelly [ where were you born] illinois [ what are your hobbies] writing..i dunno [ hat color] no hats for me [ hair length] pretty short, but i am gonna grow it out [ hairstyle] yucky and plain [ have any pets] no suh [ what's their name(s)] --- [ do you have glasses] cool heart ones<3 [ are you good at school] i dunno, define "good" [ piercing(s)?] 2 in each ear and cartilege + Education + [ what grade are you in] 10 [ where is your school] in wheeling, hense the name "wheeling high school" [ what do you want to be when you grow up] i have no clue.. [ how are you going to achieve that goal] --- + Social stuff/With the opposite sex.. + [ what do u notice first?] the veins on their arms, smile, shoes... [ last person u slow danced with] oh jeez, uhm, rew at the 8th grade dance? [worst question to ask] what's your bra size? i even got that from my boyfriend, pathetic eh? [ who are your best friends?] kara, ann, mike, sam, molly [ do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] no [ who makes u laugh the most?] mary, jess, all of us together [ who makes you smile?] the purple shirt guy from the tsL show..cuz he's sweet<33 [ who gives u a funny feeling when u see them?] i got a really funny pretzel feeling in my tum when i saw justin.. [ do you have a crush?] yup, it's great :D [ who do you have a crush on?] justin [ who has a crush on u?] haha, yeh right. [ who is easier to talk to] ann [ if you could date anyone in the world, who would it be] the purple shirt guy from tsL concert..mwhaha [ do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee] neither, you get hurt both ways. [ if yes, do you know who yours is] come again..? [ do you believe in love at first sight] no, that's called looks [ what do you like about your (crush) or bf, gf] hilarious, weird, he has chub, cutee... [ when was your first kiss] in 4th grade. + On Dating.... + [ long or short hair?] oh man, long, but it doesn't really matter. [ dark or blond hair?] doesn't matter, but darker is nice [ tall or short?] taller than me [ Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?] definitely mr. hilarious [ good guy or bad guy?] damn, i like 'em bad..hehe [ dark or light eyes?] doesn't matter, both are nice. [ hat or no hat?] both are nice [ pierced or no?] pierced is niceeee [ freckles or none?] either way [ stubble or neatly shaved?] jeez, people are really damn shallow. [ rugged outdoors type or sporty type?] wow, shut up. + Favorites.. + [ color] pink [ food?] sushi [ fruit?] strawberries, plums, pomegranites [ boys' names] jason, or something unique [ girls' names] rogue, jade, autumn [ subjects in school] espanol and any science related subject. [ animals] koala or polar bear [ sports] uhm no [ salad dressing?] ranch or this good raspberry stuff. [ color of socks?] any color, pink, black, gray... [ toothpaste?] does it matter? [ toothbrush?] no matter.. [ alcoholic drink?] sXe [ non-alcoholic drink?] bubble tea is yummy, h2o, sprite.. [ character?] hello kitty [ shoes] converse, mary janes [ candy] anything gummy. [ TV Show] most extreme elimination challenge. woo! [ movie] pirates of the caribbean, finding nemo, a clockwork orange, white oleander, etc.. [ dance] don't dance. [ vegetable] spinach, carrots, pretty much everything except peppers and mushrooms. [ number?] 11 [ holiday?] x-mas, halloween [ radio station?] sellouts [ place?] s&s, any concert venue.. [ flower?] iris, pink rose [ scent?] i like strawberry body spray and i like boys when they don't wear anything cuz they have their own nice smell :D + How good are your memories? + [ first grade teacher's name] ms. jagielo..ew. [ last words you said] "hi mom" [ last meal you ate] food from s&s [ Who was the last person you touched?] kara [ Who was the last person you talked to?] mi madre [ Who was the last person you hugged?] i think jess [ Who was the last person you instant messaged?] mike [ Who was the last person you yelled at?] kara [joking] hehe. + Currents + [ what's in your CD player] anti-flag [a new kind of army] i think it's called.. [ what color socks are you wearing] pink, purple.. [ what's under your bed] loads o' shit. [ what's the weather like] around 70ish [ what time did you wake up today] haha like 2. [ Current Clothes] tank grrl shirt, purple skirt. [ Current Mood] anxious [ Current Taste] orbit gum [ Current Hair] down [ Current Annoyance] matt is online and won't IM me. the funny thing is, i don't even wanna talk to him. [ Current Smell] my good house smell. [ Current thing you ought to be doing] nothing, it's the summer baby. [ Current Desktop Picture] this cute bunny, she's hello kitty's friend ;P [ Current Favorite Group] anti-flag, tsL, senses fail, msi [ Current Book] HP [ Current DVD In Player] --- [ Current Refreshment] mint gum. [ Current Worry] job [ Current Favorite Celebrity] jake gylenhaal, hehe. [ Current Makeup] sparkly pink stuff and mascara. [ Current Music] nada [ Current Color Of Toenails] green. + On preferences.. + [ being hot or cold?] warm [ sun or moon?] moon [ emeralds or rubies?] cheap silver. [ having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?] 1 best Friend [ vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?] green tea [ boys or girls?] boys<33 [ Kids or no kids?] not yet.. [ Cat or dog?] kitten :D [ Half empty or half full?] half empty [ Mustard or ketchup?] ketchup [ Hard cover books or soft cover books?] softee [ Newspaper or magazine?] zine [ Sandals or sneakers?] sneakers [ Wonder or amazement?] shock [ Red car or white car?] black [ Singing or dancing?] singing [ Hugging or kissing?] oh man, i'd say kiss...but it's so nice to get a hug :( [ Happy or sad?] depends my mood, right now happy. [ Purple or green?] green [ 2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 4 [ Coffee or ice cream?] ice cream, no caffeine for me. [ Shampoo or conditioner?] conditioner cuz that's what makes your hair smell nicee. [ Bridges or tunnels?] bridges. [ One pillow or two?] 3 [ coke or pepsi] sXe [ flowers or candy] flowers [ tall or short] tall [ Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?] chocolate leche [ Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend?] combo of both [ Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?] sXe [ Sappy/action/comedy/horror?] horror [ Ocean or Pool?] pool, but ocean is awesome. [ With or without ice-cubes?] w/ cubes [ Shine or rain?] rain [ Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?] spring and summer [ Eyes open or closed? when kissing?] ahh, closed.... [ Fly or breathe under water?] fly under water..mwhhaha [ Bunk-bed or waterbed?] bunkbed. [ Chewing gum or hard candy?] gum. [ Motor boat or sailboat?] sailboat :D [ Lights on or off?] off ;) [ Chicken or fish?] fish [ grey or gray?] grey [ color or black-and-white photos?] black and white [ lust or love?] depends...right now, lust.. ;D [ sunrise or sunset?] sunset [ M&Ms or Skittles?] skittles [ rap or rock?] rock [ staying up late or waking up early?] staying up late [ TV or radio?] tv, but i don't do much of either anymore. [ eating apples or oranges?] plums. + Have you ever/Do you ever.. + [ been in love] not IN love.. [ cried when someone died] yes [ lied] yes [ ever dyed your hair] yes [ given anyone a bath] no [ smoked] yes [ bungee jumped] no [ broken the law] yes [ made yourself throw-up] yes [ gone skinny-dipping?] no [ made yourself cry to get out of trouble?] probably [ sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?] yes, s'what i'm doing right now. [ save aol/aim conversations] been doin' that lots lately.. [ wish u were a member of the opposite sex] just to see how much easier they have it than us grrls. [ cried because of someone saying something to you] course, i'm a huge cry baby. [ done something u regret] all the time. [ fallen for ur best friend] no [ been rejected?] yes [ rejected someone] yes [ used someone] no [ been used?] no, well i dunno. [ been cheated on] that's another thing i dunno. [ cheated on someone?] no, never will. [ been high] sXe [ stole] yes [ stayed up all night on the Internet] yes, just last night, lol. [ been in a fist fight] no, but i'm dying to. [ been in a cat fight] no [ wanted to kill someone] yeh [ fell off a chair] yeh, in the foreign language lab. hehe. [ made out with JUST a friend?] no [ been in lust?] been IN lust? what? + Do you?/Are you?/Have you? + [ smoke cigarettes] i have before [ could u live without the computer?] no [ how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 51, but there are only 7 on now. [ drink alchohol?] i have before, but when i was like a young'n. [ like watching sunrises or sunset] i'd love to. [ what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?] definitely emotional. [ trust others way too easily] no [ Been In Love w/More Than 1 Person?] no [ Meanest Thing A Guy/Girl Has Done to You] hmm, this is a hard one. put me through like a year and a half of shit. yeh, that's it. [ Ever Broke Someone's Heart?] no, not enough guys like me, lol. [ Someone Break Your Heart?] yes [ Kill] no [ Look Like] what? [ Be Like] come again.....? [ Talk To] ok, what. [ Buddy Icon] phantom planet, i think. or robert carmine<33 [ Walls] white..? [ color ur hair] i have and i will again when school starts. [ ever get off the damn computer] yes suh. [ simple or complicated?] complicated is more fun. [ Considered a life of crime?] no [ Considered being a hooker?] no..well.. [ Considered being a pimp?] no, but i love mike's answer to this one, lol. [ Are you psycho?] i'd like to think so, yes. haha, no. [ Split personalities?] no, but ann has like 9. [ Schizophrenic?] schizo MEANS to have split personalities tard.. [ Obsessive?] sometimes... [ Obsessive compulsive?] no, i'm not kara who folds her damn head band things, lol. [ Panic?] yes [ Anxiety?] not too much. [ Depressed?] sometimes [ Suicidal?] used to be. [ Obsessed with hate?] no, i love [ Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?] no [ Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?] no [ Understanding] yes [ Open-minded] yes [ Arrogant] sometimes [ Insecure] very [ Interesting] hopefully to someone. [ Hungry] not at the moment, but i could use some water. [ Friendly] i'd like to think so. [ Smart] no. [ Moody] sometimes, when AF visits. [ Childish] yeh, it's the greatest. loosen up. [ Independent] noooo [ Hard working] double no. [ Organized] yeh [ Healthy] no, does it look like it? [ Emotionally Stable] i hope. [ Shy] yes [ Difficult] sometimes. [ Attractive] no, but maybe a few people think i am [ Bored Easily] yes [ Thirsty] yes [ Responsible] i think [ Sad] not at the moment. [ Happy] yes. [ Trusting] yes [ Talkative] sometimes [ Original] i dunno [ Different] i hope [ Unique] i hope.. [ Lonely] very [ Have tattoos?] no, but i'm dying for some. [ Have a boyfriend?] no :| [ Sprechen sie deutsche?] no [ Habla espanol? pequeno. +Miscellaneous.. + [ if you could do anything without consequences, what would it be] give the honest truth to people [ if you could be anywhere, where would you be?] lying in the grass with a boy..one in particular. [ what would you be doing?]: holding hands and looking at the sky. [ can you do anything freakish with your body?] no, i'm a loser. [ what time is it?] 1:04 am. [ what do/did you hate most about school] hw [ what is your biggest fear in the world?] drowning, getting on fire.. [ where is your favorite place to shop] uhm, cd stores, hot topic [ what social group are you in?] no labels or groups, thank you. [ do you do drugs] sXe [ what kind of shampoo do you use] suave, i dunno. [ what car do you wish to have] anything with wheels. [ who is the last person that called you] mary. [ where do you want to get married] somewhere outside. [ how many messenger buddies do you have on right now?] like 7. [ Do you like filling these out] when i'm bored and in this case i am. [ How many people are you sending this to?] 0 [ Who will send it back] no one [ Gold or Silver] silver [ What is the last film you saw at the cinema] the league of extraordinary gentlemen. [ in the morning i am] i don't see morning..well i do at like 5, but that's it. haa. [ all i need is] friends, music. [ love is] far from here. [ if i could see one person right now] i'd have to say justin. [ do you like your handwriting] si. [ if you could be anybody, who would you be and why] myself because i'm fine with myself i suppose. [ which superhero would you be] batman cuz he wears a cool mask. [ are you picky] not really. [ what makes you cry] boys, movies, anything sad.. [ what makes you mad] people at s&s who come over by you and stick their face in your milk shake. [ do you believe in heaven] yeh [ do you believe in God] yeh [ do you think there is a hell] yeh [ when you get mad, do you swear a lot] yeh, but i swear a lot anyway. [ do you believe in fate] used to [ do you see dead people] boy, i wish. [ do you ever steal anything from hotels] haven't been to one in awhile, but yes i do. [ do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up] you're so stupid, you know that? [ what's your weakness] cute boys.. [ where do you want to live?] illinois still. [ how many kids do you want?] 2-3? [ do you want to get married?] yes, and he'll be the cutest boy ever and we'll be perfect for eachother<33 [ when was your last hospital check-in?] when i broke my wrist in like 7th grade. [ where do you see yourself in 10 years?] job, boyfriend, apartment with all my friends. [ have you ever been convicted of a crime?] no [ what do you do most often when you are bored?] go online, read [ name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you?] i think melissa. |
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| Wednesday, July 16th, 2003 |
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oh man, last night was so fun. what with ann and i commenting for like an hour lol. and talking to shmalvee's hot friends..adam and justin<3. omg, adam is so fucking funny. shmalvee called me at like fucking 4 in the morning and i was talking to adam and he thinks i sound like a teacher. he's like here's my adult voice (his voice got deeper) he's like, "can you please pass me the non-dairy creamer?" lol, i was laughing so fucking hard. i woke mary up and my mom came in like, "who are you talking to?" i'm like, "ugh, alvarez.." lol. but yeh, they're sooo funny. adam is kinda perverted but that's ok!! haha. i have to babysit soon and i don't want to. ya know, i'm just having too much fun talking to justin, so ya know...lol. aww man, i like talking to him. i mostly love it cuz it's making me forget all about matt. i'm slowly getting over him, which is so awesome. like i don't even think about him really, unless it's about yesterday when he was being a huge ass to me..but yeh, anyway. i think everyone is going to the local scene concert today. i can't go, so i guess i'm just staying home tonight. hmph. oh well, maybe i'll start another book cuz i'm done with harry potter. well that's all for now..by the way, justin is STILL talking to me..oh man, i'm melting all over the chair......... |
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i'm on cloud 9 right now. i got a wink. that's all. |
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i'm talking to justin. that's all. |
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well, tonight i went over to sam's house and watched "a clockwork orange." that movie is amazing. i love all their lingo, it's so cute. they call their friends "droogies" and they call eggs "eggy wegs." aww, i <3 it, i <3 it, i <3 it!! hehehe. we also watched some of "swim fan." damn, that grrl has some major problems. i'm talking to ann and shmalvee online. justin IMed me!! i know it's just cuz shmalvee was at his house, but still. oh man, so adorable that one is :D. adam is over there, too. he's hot, too. lol. or at least his voice is. i'm trying to get over this whole matt thing. hopefully it works. i don't want him to think i'm some dumb kid who needs a fucking apology from him, cuz that's the last thing i need. i don't think i'm being irrational when i say i'm upset about all the shit, but obviously he thinks i am. mary still isn't talking to me. i don't know why it's so hard for me to swallow my pride for 5 minutes and say sorry. i'm so dumb like that and i wish i wasn't. and all this stuff with mike just needs to stop. mike, i'm not mad at you. you're one of my very best friends and i wouldn't want us to not be!! |
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2003 |
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something has been on my mind for a little bit and i don't care if mike reads this, i really don't. on the survey when it asks if you go for looks or personality or something, i put personality and mike wrote that that's a lie or something. just because we're in steak 'n shake and i see a hot guy and say "he's hot" doesn't mean i'm some fucking fake bitch or something. and when i'm in steak 'n shake i'm not looking for a fucking relationship either. i'm in there to have fun. but ya know, mike always finds something wrong with everyone so i shouldn't be fucking suprised, right? if you ask all the grrls, as in our "group" if they go for personality or looks, they'll say personality. but ya know what, i bet i'm the only one who would have gotten shit for it. but whatever, it doesn't even fucking matter. |
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[current desktop picture] hello kitty [current favorite group] the starting line, finch, senses fail [current cds in stereo] the starting line [current color of toenails] blue [current worry] matt.. [current hate] nada, i’m super happy right now :D [current love] who knows if it’s love.. Basics : . [ .001. ] first name: jennifer [ .002. ] middle name: kathleen ;| [ .003. ] last name: blah. [ .004. ] nickname(s): the jenster, jen, smelly ;) [ .005. ] gender: grrl [ .006. ] age: 15 [ .007. ] birthday: 12.22.87 [ .008. ] height: 5'6" (ish) [ .009. ] hair color: right now it’s brown, but i’m gonna dye it black soon :D [ .010. ] eye color: greenish blue w/ a little yellow [ .011. ] race: white [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither [ .013. ] do you have braces: yup [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short [ .015. ] where were you born: somewhere near skokie [ .016. ] current location: wheeling, IL [ .017. ] zodiac sign: ew, i think the goat [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english and hopefully i can be fluent in spanish [ .019. ] nationality: german and a few others [ .020. ] bad habits: nothing too serious [ .021. ] piercings you have: 2 in each ear only [ .022. ] piercings you want: uhm, i want my ears pierced all the way up, maybe a lip piercing on the side, a madonna and maybe maybe MAYBE oneon my cheek, by my eye..i would be the coolest cat :o) [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none [ .024. ] tattoos you want: definitely one on my wrist, my hand, MAYBE my knuckles, and definitely a sxe one. [ .025. ] today's date: 7.14.03 [ .026. ] the time: 3:10 pm [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: bring ‘em on :P . : Family : . [ .028. ] mother's name: michelle [ .029. ] father's name: joseph [ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: none [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): christopher and christopher hehe [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): lisa and mary [ .033. ] favorite aunt: kiki..aka, christine [ .034. ] favorite uncle: marty [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: my grandma..haha [ .036. ] worst relative: i’d have to say none, just because our family’s not too bad i guess..i dunno [ .037. ] best relative: dunno [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: my mom, yes [ .039. ]does anyone in your family understand you: i don’t think anyone does, haha . : Pets : . [ .040. ] do you have any pets: no [ .041. ] what are their names: ….. [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: … . : School : . [ .043. ] are you still in school: yes [ .044. ] did you drop out: no [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: i dunno [ .046. ] favorite grade: i actually managed a B+ in algebra [ .047. ] least favorite grade: B in spanish [ .048. ] favorite teacher: ms. pacyk, even though she isn’t MY teacher [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: dunno [ .050. ] favorite subject: spanish [ .051. ] least favorite subject: algebra or any kind of math oriented subject [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both..but usually buy cuz the food rocks :D [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: circus, crew, fusion this year yes!!! [ .055. ] are/were you popular: nope [ .056. ] favorite dance: none [ .057. ] favorite memory: when someone told me i was beautiful..probably my favorite cuz he made me feel awesome.. [ .058. ] least favorite dance: i don’t really dance..haha [ .059. ] least favorite memory: anything that involved justin..no, not the hot justin..yummy [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: i don’t get humiliated too easily . : Favorites : . [ .061. ] number: 11 [ .062. ] clothing brand: no clue [ .063. ] shoes: converse, mary janes [ .064. ] saying: … [ .065. ] tv show: simpsons, family guy, real world [ .066. ] sport: quidditch..mwhaha [ .067. ] vegetable: spinach [ .068. ] fruit: strawberry, bananas [ .069. ] movie: clockwork orange, donnie darko, pirates of the caribbean, finding nemo, american beauty [ .070. ] magazine: not too into those [ .071. ] actor: jake gylenhaal [ .072. ] actress: thora birch [ .073. ] candy: reese’s and dark chocolate [ .074. ] gum: orbit [ .075. ] scent: tommy grrl or strawberry [ .076. ] candy bar: milky way or 3 musketeers [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: raspberry or cookie dough [ .078. ] color: black, pink [ .079. ] season: summer [ .080. ] holiday: x-mas [ .081. ] band: tsL [ .082. ] singer: buddy from senses fail [ .083. ] group: finch [ .084. ] rapper: none..but if any, i guess outkast [ .085. ] type of music: emo, indie, alternative [ .086. ] thing in your room: my gizmo <33 [ .087. ] place to be: steak ‘n shake [ .088. ] radio station: yuck..sell outs [ .089. ] tv channel: MTV 2, discovery health, TNN [ .090. ] junk food: oh man, funyons [ .091. ] overall food: sushi ;) [ .092. ] store: rolling stone records, hot topic (cuz of the band shirts and bracelets) [ .093. ] shoe brand: converse [ .094. ] fast food: mcdonald’s or burger king [ .095. ] restaurant: todai [ .096. ] shape: star [ .097. ] time of day: night [ .098. ] country: japan [ .099. ] state: new jersey cuz a lot of good bands are from there [ .100. ] boys name: jason [ .101. ] girls name: autumn or rogue or jade J [ .102. ] mall: randhurst..so old school <33 [ .103. ] video game: old school mario on nintendo [ .104. ] shampoo: suave [ .105. ] board game: does cranium count? [ .106. ] computer game: snood [ .107. ] car: doesn’t matter, as long as it has wheels and can drive [ .108. ] music video: smack my bitch up-prodigy [ .109. ] swear word: motha fucka is awesome [ .110. ] word: awesome [ .111. ] month: december [ .112. ] cartoon character: hello kitty <33 [ .113. ] scary movie: texas chainsaw massacre [ .114. ] team: blah [ .115. ] possession: gizmo <3 . : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : . [ .116. ] eminem: wigger [ .117. ] dog: smelly [ .118. ] hot: cold [ .119. ] britney spears: whore [ .120. ] nsync: sellouts [ .121. ] real world: cool [ .122. ] orange: orange [ .123. ] choice: drug-free [ .124. ] fuck: justin..woops, did i type that?.. [ .125. ] bisexual: not for me [ .126. ] black: white [ .127. ] icq: w-w-w-what? [ .128. ] insane clown posse: nasty [ .129. ] linkin park: sucks [ .130. ] jack: the ripper [ .131. ] rainbow: john [ .132. ] cherry: sex [ .133. ] cucumber: dick [ .134. ] shark: finding nemo [ .135. ] lifehouse: hayden christensen [ .136. ] bat: man [ .137. ] leather: bondage [ .138. ] whip: sex [ .139. ] america: war [ .140. ] water: slippery [ .141. ] volcano: lava . : This or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: gah [ .147. ] rap or r&b: neither [ .148. ] rap or metal: metal [ .149. ] pop or r&b: ah [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: they both suck the big one [ .153. ] tool or korn: korn i guess [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: they both suck [ .155. ] hot or cold: hot [ .156. ] winter or summer: summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: spring [ .158. ] shakira or britney: none [ .159. ] icp or eminem: none [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn cuz he’s so weird [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: kittie [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: MTV [ .163. ] buffy or angel: niether [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore grrls [ .165. ] football or basketball: none [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: hate sports [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: no [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding<33 [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic [ .175. ] inside or outside: inside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: xxx [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: neither [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: ppg [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: neither [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: neither [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: both [ .184. ] prep or punk: don’t like labels, but i guess punk [ .185. ] slut or whore: both.. ;) lol jk . : Private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no [ .187. ] do you have a crush: matt and justin i guess [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i dunno if it’s love [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: you’re not gonna know until a few years later i think..and when you look back and can tell you were in love, then you were. [ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: not THAT many.. [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: leszka *shudder* [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: i like to think none..but i think 1 [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: it’s the best thing in the world <33 [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: funny and weird and really nice….. [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yes [ .197. ] please post it if you do: no.. [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes [ .199. ] please post it if you do: yuck [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: i don’t think so [ .202. ] are you still friends: … [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no [ .206. ] how about a little x : never [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: never [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: fuck you, the alcoholics and druggies are the sissies [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: no [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: no, why are there so many questions about this shit? is it THAT important.. [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: oh man, stop it. not for awhile, and i need some :D . : Would you ever : . [ .215. ] bungee jump: yeh [ .216. ] sky dive: yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes [ .218. ] scuba dive: yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: no [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: of course [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no! [ .223. ] cross-dress: hey, it might be fun [ .224. ] lie to the police: i’m not a criminal [ .225. ] run from the police: no [ .226. ] lie to your parents: yes [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: sounds tempting..haha [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no, i’m not like my cousins [ .230. ] streak: no . : Your friends : . [ .231. ] best friend: kara, ann, mike, sam and all the sisters <3333 [ .232. ] known longest: probably kara :D [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: justin or matt [ .234. ] wish you saw more: same [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: enough J [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: don’t wanna say [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: matt..and not just cuz i like him, he’s just cool [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no [ .239. ] craziest: mary [ .240. ] loudest: all of us [ .241. ] shyest: me [ .242. ] best hair: mike..hehe [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: matt, alvee, jason and mary [ .244. ] best eyes: kara, i love your poo poo eyes [ .245. ] best body: justin…………can you blame me? he has the chub [ .246. ] most athletic: none of us haha, but probably ann cuz she was on badminton [ .247. ] sex symbol: me lol haha [ .248. ] hot tempered: matt [ .249. ] most impatient: ann [ .250. ] shortest: kara :o [ .251. ] tallest: mike [ .252. ] talented: all of my friends are :D [ .253. ] best singer: uhm none of us lol but probably mary if i had to say someone [ .254. ] skinniest: kara and sam [ .255. ] nicest: sam, jen and sarah [ .256. ] best personality: jen [ .257. ] biggest drug user: don’t wanna say.. . : Have you ever : . [ .258. ] flashed someone: no [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes [ .260. ] been to michigan: yes [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no [ .263. ] skateboarded: sort of [ .264. ] skinny dipped: no [ .265. ] stolen anything: yes [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nope J [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no, but i hope to in the near future..maybe at the DTR tour mwhaha [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yes, it was great [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: does the cheek count? [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: no [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no [ .275. ] been to a concert: yes [ .276. ] been to another country: no [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes..kainu [ .278. ] got pulled over: no [ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes [ .280. ] broke a law: yes [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: haha, it’s kind of opposite [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: haha there ya go [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it: i dunno, what the hell? . : Opinions : . [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: fake [ .288. ] about boy bands: blah [ .289. ] about flag burning: i dunno, I’m not the most patriotic person [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: it’s dumb and i don’t like our president for it [ .291. ] about suicide: i think there are better things to do when you feel bad [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: they suck [ .293. ] about abortion: when i look at it like that, i’m not for it, but if i was in that situation i dunno what i’d do.. [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: it rocks..haha get it? [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully settling down with a nice boy ;D [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: kara, ann and all the sisters . : What did you do : . [ .297. ] last birthday: had a sleepover and boys came over..oh, scandalous.. [ .298. ] yesterday: saw pirates of the Caribbean, finding nemo and the league of extraordinary gentlemen and went to steak ‘n shake. [ .299. ] last weekend: hung out with the group [ .300. ] christmas: i think i was at grandma’s [ .301. ] thanksgiving: grandma’s [ .302. ] new year's eve: kara’s house with everyone [ .303. ] halloween: i was with the group and we walked over by jim’s house haha [ .304. ] easter: grandma’s [ .305. ] valentine's day: with matt<3 . : the last : . [ .306. ] thing you ate: sushi [ .307. ] thing you drank: h2o [ .308. ] thing you wore: boxers and a t-shirt [ .309. ] place you went: living room [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears [ .311. ] person you saw: mary [ .312. ] person you kissed: matt [ .313. ] person you fucked: haven’t gotten to that stage yet..haha, but i’m not complaining [ .314. ] person you talked to: mary [ .315. ] song you heard: some rx bandits song . : Now : . [ .316. ] what are you eating: i’m chewing gum [ .317. ] what are you drinking: nada [ .318. ] what are you wearing: my orange grrl shirt and my purple skirt and yellow flip flops [ .319. ] any shoes on: yes [ .320. ] hair: down [ .321. ] listening to: the washing machine [ .322. ] talking to anyone: no, i’m not online [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: not really, it gives me something to do . : Yes or no : . [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: nope, i’d like to be, but i’m not [ .325. ] do you like cows: yes, they’re yummy [ .326. ] are you a bitch: sometimes, especially when i have my period haha [ .327. ] are you artistic: i dunno [ .328. ] do you write poetry: yeh, but it’s nothing special [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: not really, but i kinda like to run [ .330. ] can you ski: no [ .331. ] are you british: i wish [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: just cuz i don’t like her music doesn’t mean i want her dead..jeez.. [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yeh a loooooong time ago [ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: ew, no [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: haha, i dunno, but that movie is amazing. [ .337. ] are you straight: yes [ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ?physically handicapped: i’m strange and stupid Mascara? yes Eyeliner? sometimes Push up bras? no, but i’d like to wear one sometime Scented clothes? no Hairspray? no Blow driers? no Nail polish? yes suh Foundation? no Lip stick? no Lip gloss? yes Breath mints? sure Eye shadow? yeh Rouge? no Lipliners? no Sexy outfits? haha no, but i’d like to think a cute boy thinks i look sexy in my outfits :D Heels? no Body spray? not really Eyebrows... Pluck? yes Wax? no Shave? no Curved? i dunno, are they? Arched? no Not their natural color? no Thin? not TOO thin Nails... Get 'em done? no Do 'em yourself? yes Keep them nice but long? no Clean and short? yes Clear nailpolish? no Leave 'em alone? no, i always bite them Bite them? yes Eyes... Contacts? nope What color goes well with your eyes? green, pink and orange Do you like dark eyes? yes Long lashes? yes What makes a pretty eye? a cute boy, hehehe Lips... Full? not too full Small? no Huge? no Normal? yes Small upper lip? yeh basics 1. do you illegally download or pay? neither 2. what service do you use ? none 3.how long have you been downloading music for? i used to, but not anymore 4.what speed connection do you have? uhm..i’m not good with computers the songs 5.how many songs have you downloaded, to date? none 6.how much space does it take up on your computer? ok, these q’s suck 7.what genre of music do you download most (rock,rap,pop,ect)? don’t DL for the last time 8.on average, how long does it take to download one song? you suck 9.do you end up downloading fake files often? shut the fuck up. 10.how often do you download music (every day, week, ect)? go to hell and burn for an eternity. other downloads 11.do you download music videos? NO 12.if yes, which ones have you downloaded? eat shittttt 13. do you download movies? no 14. if yes, which ones? none, you stupid johnny fuck face. 15.how long does it take to download one movie or music video? eat my ass all good things must come to an end 16.what did you think of my spiffy little survey? gave me something to do. What's on your bedside table? bracelets, alarm clock, earrings and whatnot What is the geekiest part of your music collection? no clue What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? Pickles, cereal What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? american beauty, life as a house, i dunno, there are soo many. i’m a wimp :| If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? nothing, i’d rather be ugly than fake Do you have a completely irrational fear? no What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? when my cheeks get pink Do you ever have to beg? not too much, unless it’s for sex..lol jus joshin’ Are you a pyromaniac? no, but mike is :D Do you have too many love interests? nope, there are never too many Do you know anyone famous? no, but i bet a lot of people i do know will be famous some day. Describe your bed: comfy ;P Spontaneous or plain? spontaneous Who should play you in a movie about your life? thora birch cuz she rocks. Do you know how to play poker? nope What do you carry with you at all times? my rubber bands and purse How do you drive? i dont drive... What do you miss most about being little? sitting on people’s laps and having everyone tell me how cute i am, cuz lord knows i don’t get that anymore lol. Are you happy with your given name? i’d like a more interesting one How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? lots What color is your bedroom? white What was the last song you were listening to? “i like boys” on ‘teen witch’ Have you ever been in a play? yes Who are your best friends? you already asked me.. Have you ever been in love? don’t know Do you talk a lot? depends Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? not really Have you ever done any illegal drugs? no Do you think you're cute? no Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? yes Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? yes Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? friends cuz i <3 them!! :D |
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we went movie hopping last night and it was pretty fun. 'pirates of the caribbean' was awesome and so was 'finding nemo.' i thought LOEG was gonna be WAY better, but it wasn't so bad i suppose. we went to s&s afterward and it was totally abandoned. there were some cute boys, but they were only in there for a little bit so yeh. i think we are going back again tonight around 11 (big surprise). lol. mary and i went to sushi joon today cuz she got off work. yummy, it was sooo good. the philadelphia rolls and tuna rolls were so good ;D! right before we left though, i noticed that matt was on and i talked to him. only for a little bit though, which sucks. he always used to go on like late at night, but every time i'm on he's not :[. he was talking about justin and said something about how he thinks i'm cute but he was joking or something..and he's like "don't worry, i'm sure he thinks you're cute." i decided i wanna try and not make him jealous with all that justin stuff. lol, it's hard though. right now i'm talking to ann and mike and listening to something corporate. oh man, the DTR tour...oh man, i cannot even tell you how excited i am!! i've been thinking if i wanna try crowd surfing or not. i definitely wanna go in more of the mosh pits though. it's cool as long as you don't get like majorly hurt. i just know i am gonna go soooo fucking crazy especially when senses fail comes on!!!!!! ahh, i can hardly contain myself... well, i don't really know what else to say so i guess i am gonna go. byebye. xoxo jen |
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2003 |
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well, i got up at like 2 today..in the afternoon. lol. i haven't gotten up that late since last summer. haha, shmo shmell :D. we are going movie hopping today and i am pretty excited. i can't wait to see 'pirates of the caribbean' and 'the league of extraordinary gentlemen'. at least i hope we're seeing that. i know melissa will be super bored. haha. i miss matt..haha, i hate to say it. it's not that i wanna go out with him, or at least right now, but like i just miss talking to him. a few days ago at my mom's work i talked to him and i dunno, it was just so great. he's so funny and even when we're not going out he makes me feel better. *sigh* i just hope he and this 'sheryl' grrl aren't like gonna go out or anything.. he told me "not to worry cuz we're gonna have no future." as in him and sheryl so i don't think he likes her too much. i just feel lames mcplanes cuz i still like him a super lot and i'm scared he doesn't like me one bit... that's all for now mates. much love<3 xxx jen xxx |
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sleepy.
amused.
awake.
cheerful.
ecstatic.
worried.
horny.
excited.
crazy.
refreshed.
working.
artistic.