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Monday, September 1st, 2003

Subject:xxx i'm not a starving artist..heh xxx
Time:8:17 pm.
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Sunday, August 31st, 2003

Subject:xxx thinger xxx
Time:1:44 pm.
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Subject:xxx thinger xxx
Time:12:27 am.
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Monday, August 25th, 2003

Subject:xxx not quite the idiots. xxx
Time:1:37 am.
Mood: surprised.
Music:xxx bowling for columbine xxx.
A - Age: fifteen
B - Band: my chemical romance, fall out boy, the mars volta, senses fail, the starting line, brand new, tons more
C - Choice of meat: chicken or steak mmmm
D - Dream date: going somewhere fun like great america or watching fire works..haha
E - Excites you: boys with tight pants..aww man and lots of sexy veins on their arms and hands<33
F - Favorite food: sushi, green tea ice cream
G - Greatest Gift: don't like too many..but i love my gizmo<3
H - Happiest day of your life: seeing the starting line was a happy day :D
I - Internal conflicts: omg, i'm the most jealous person alive and it kills me.
J - Jealous: ^ haha, what a coinkydink. i'm jealous of everything..
K - Kool Aid: cherry
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: cd's [not money wise, bitch ass]
N - Name: favorite...is lux
O - Outfit: blue slip and purple collared little grrls shirt :D
P - Pizza Topping: cheese and spinach
Q - Question I want to ask: "why can't i get some fucking action?!"
R - Roots: german, bohemian, other stuff i dunno..
S - Sport to watch: bowling..aw yeh
T - TV show: the simpsons, family guy, six feet under, the critic
U - Unique habits: i can play my rubber band like an instrument
V - View from the window: from the window closest to me, i can see the trees outside my house and dirt and grass..and probably a few cats
W - Weather I Love: 70's and rainy
Y - Yesterday's best meal: mashed potatoes and asparagus [sp?]
Z - Zodiac Sign: capricorn
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003

Subject:xxx body builders=hottnessssss<33 xxx
Time:3:04 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:xxx the body builders-prince xxx.
so i decided to update in here cuz i have nothing else to do right now. haha. listening to some body builders..cool shit yo. their coming out with their third cd in the winter i think, but they already started making new stuff. haha, fucking awesome..what's up. lol.

gah, i'm really bored. hahah, i forgot to write about something that happened last night. kara, molly and i had to pee really really bad and we were running to see who would get there first [even though i called the downstairs bathroom!!!!] and molly stepped right into the dog bowl. lmfao. she didn't make it there first obviously, but it was soooo funny and her pant leg was all wet. lol, it was soo great.

the sister's store had a bag sale today :(. i have no money though, damnit. oh well, i have a lotta stuff from there already, but there's no crime in getting more, hahah.

well i guess that's all.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Subject:xxx still lifting, awwww yeh xxx
Time:8:39 pm.
Mood: giddy.
Music:xxx the bodybuilders-simple charlotte xxx.
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003

Subject:xxx and i know i should be home xxx
Time:9:40 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:xxx fall out boy-chicago is so 2 years ago xxx.
01. What do you think of the way you look? not too satisfied
02. What do you think about your attitude? can get a lil' cranky, but for the most part it's sarcastic, in a good way, haha
03. What do you think about life after death? hope it exists
04. What do you think about karma? blahblahblah, who cares
05. What do you think about love? i'm not THAT experienced with it..
06. What do you think about fate? eh not so sure about fate
07. What do you think about yourself? haha, i don't really like talking about me..i guess i'm alrite with myself
08. What do you tell youself if times get hard? nothing, i'm just kinda stuck in the hard part
09. What would you give your life for? my friends
10. What do you think about your first love? exciting? i dunno, it was nice, but it ended sooner than i'd hoped.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you? i don't think he DID love me, cuz i didn't really love him
12. What are you scared of? being alone, losing my friends
13. Do you cry easily? sometimes, especially when aunt flow comes to visit, haha
14. Name something that has touched you: all my friends and how much we care about eachother
15. What was the saddest moment of your life? seeing all my family cry at my grandpa's funeral
16. What would life be without friends? i wouldn't have a life
17. Without family? ditto
18. Without you? i dunno, hopefully people would miss me, haha
19. Are you deep? i think so, i'm definitely not shallow
20. Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? yeh right. even if you say it's once in a lifetime, you're wrong cuz you're gonna love so many different people.
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003

Subject:xxx boooooooooooored xxx
Time:12:21 am.
Mood: sympathetic.
Music:xxx my chemical romance xxx.
01. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? mom, mary, chris, alvarez, lisa
02. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? 'choke' by chuck palahniuk
03. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? spongebob
04. FAVORITE BOARD GAMES? monopoly, is cranium a board game?
05. FAVORITE MAGAZINES? circus
06. BABIES? none, as of now. haha
07. FAVORITE SOUND? horse's hooves on the ground, my chemical romance, the early november
08. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? lonliness
09. BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD? love, or something like that
10. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? what time is it? or i wanna go back to bed
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? 2
12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? ethan, edward, rogue, jade; something unique
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? family, friends
14. FAVORITE FOODS? sushi, pickles, green tea ice cream...mmmmmm
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? well i wouldn't know because i don't drive
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? yeh hehe
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? awesooooome
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? --
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? jake gyllenhaal, prrr, i would pounce on him :D
21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? sxe bitch.
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? capricorn
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? mmm, yes
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE JOB IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? no clue..
25. IF YOU DYED YOUR HAIR, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU PICK? black, or dark dark dark red..or dark dark dark green, haha
26. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? something really close to it..
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? half empty
28. FAVORITE MOVIES? a clockwork orange, taxi driver, ghost world, mallrats, clerks, pirates of the caribbean, requiem for a dream, tons more.
29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? yup
30. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE? enough about the fucking cars.
31. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? nothing much
32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? ew
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Monday, August 11th, 2003

Subject:xxx i'm a sucker for surveys xxx
Time:12:58 am.
Mood: quixotic.
Music:xxx the early november-come back xxx.
name = jenny loeffer
:*: piercings = 5
:*: tattoos = none, yet
:*: height = 5'5" ish

:*: shoe size = 8
:*: hair color = right now brown, but soon it will be black :D
:*: length = short and boring :X
:*: siblings = 4

LAST...
:*: movie you rented = um, either may or swimming
:*: movie you bought = i don't buy movies regularly
:*: song you listened to = 'where is your boy' by fallout boy
:*: song that was stuck in your head = the mars volta-'son et lumiere'
:*: cd you bought = afi i think, but i always get burned ones
:*: cd you listened to = 'take this to your grave' fallout boy
:*: person you've called = kara
:*: person that's called you = ann
:*: tv show you've watched = the osbournes
:*: person you were thinking of = matt

DO...
:*: you wish you could live somewhere else = no way jose, what town could beat wheeling?
:*: you think about suicide = i have
:*: you believe in online dating = um. no?
:*: others find you attractive = probably not.
:*: you want more piercings = ahh, *orgasm* yes
:*: you drink = sxe fo life bitches.
:*: you do drugs = ditto ^
:*: you smoke = " "
:*: you like cleaning = when i'm in the 'kara mood' aka 'ocd mood'
:*: you like roller coasters = ahh, i <3 them
:*: you write in cursive or print = print, my cursive is ugly
:*: you carry a donor card = no

FOR OR AGAINST...
:*: long distance relationships = too hard to deal with and there's always the feeling of being cheated on.
:*: using someone = not cool, i'll never do it and i'll never put up with it.
:*: killing people = too extreme
:*: teenage smoking = you're young, at least wait until your life is REALLY that fucked up
:*: driving drunk = horrible
:*: gay/lesbian relationship = for it
:*: soap operas = i love love love 'la catrina'

FAVORITE...

:*: food = sushi, mashed potatoes, mac 'n cheese
:*: song = 'come back'-the early november, all of my chemical romance songs, 'where is your boy'-fallout boy
:*: thing to do = hang out with my buddies
:*: thing to talk about = boys, problems, worries
:*: sports = bowling
:*: drinks = pink lemonade
:*: clothes = skirt, tshirt
:*: movies = a clockwork orange, ghost world, taxi driver, the virgin suicides
:*: band/singer = my chemical romance, the early november, fallout boy, the body builders *hehe*, senses fail, the starting line, saves the day, soo much more.
:*: holiday = xmas
:*: new nerdy saying = bitch ass, but that's not the least bit nerdy
:*: disney movie = parent trap [the first one, none of that sequel shit], beauty & the beast, the little mermaid, the land before time
:*: scent = i <3 a boy's natural scent, that's nice
:*: word = bitch ass, yo, g
:*: nickname = smelly
:*: guy name = edward, ethan
:*: girl name = rogue, jade
:*: eye color = darrrk
:*: flower = iris
:*: piercing = madoona definitely, labret, lip, ears..etc
:*: actress = thora birch

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:*: pretty = not really, i'm not like disgusted with myself, yet, but i don't think i am
:*: funny = hope so *insecure smile*
:*: hot = haha, yeh right
:*: friendly = yes
:*: amusing = hope so
:*: ugly = a bit
:*: loveable = yeh <333
:*: pessimistic = haha, me?
:*: optimistic = i usually always am..sometimes
:*: caring = yes
:*: sweet = i think so
:*: dorky = 's the only way to be :D mwhahaa
Comments: 1 fistful - gimme all your money bitch.

Thursday, August 7th, 2003

Subject:xxx like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun xxx
Time:1:22 am.
this icon isn't as sexy, but it'll do.x
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx take my fucking hand xxx
Time:1:05 am.
Mood: thirsty.
Music:xxx la lalalla allalallal xxx.
Who was your first crush? : brian kerns. ew.
Who was your first kiss? : leszka..ew.
Who was your first total infatuation?: justin
Who was your first true love?: justin, i wasn't in love with him or anything, but i guess he was the closest thing to 'true love'

So now that we know that basics...

Who did you give your V card to? : no one hahaha
What is your sexual orientation? : straight
Have you ever been with someone of the same sex? : no
If you could take back one person that you've been with, who would it be?: nick
Do you ever plan on getting married? : yeh
Do you want to have kids? : yeh
How many times have you had your heart broken? : twice?


All about your buddies...
Who's your best friend? : ann, mike, kara
Who is your sworn enemy? : no one at the momento
Who is the best to party with? : i don't party
Funniest? : everyone.
Biggest airhead? : molly
Smelliest: haha i dunno, me?
Biggest flirt: sam. that's a give in.
Cutest? : all of 'em.
The one that you confide in most? : ann, kara
One that you secretly want to punch in the face?: shh :X
Name 3 people you wish you could see more of: jason, matt..my other friends i guess, but i see them like everyday haha
Someone that you wish you could see less of: :X
3 people you would want to get stranded on a desert island with and why: mike, ann, kara cuz their amazingly awesome g's
Someone you always get to do your dirty work: uhm, no one?
One person that you would trust with your life: ann
Most superficial: dunno
Biggest asshole. none of 'em
Biggest Drunk. sxe crew :D
Biggest Pothead: dunno
Most likely to succeed. melissa, mary
Going to die first. dunno, that was gruesome.
Someone that you have secretly fantasized about. haha.
Someone that you want, and they know it, but you just can't have them: they don't know.
Person that you thought was your friend but turned out to be a backstabbing asshole: dunno
Someone of the same sex that you would hook up with: no thanks, haha


Last but not least...

Do you love it? : yes
Is it in the air? : i wish
Are you happy? : eh, i can't complain
Need anything? : a boy :[
Are you glad that this is over? : not really..
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Wednesday, August 6th, 2003

Subject:xxx boooooooooooooored xxx
Time:7:12 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Music:xxx my chemical romance xxx.
Start..
What time is it?: 7.12 pm
What is the date?: august 6th
Why are you filling this out?: boredddd

You You You..
Name: jenny
Do you like it?: i guess
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: rogue, or jade
DOB: 12.22.87
Hair colour: brown
Eye colour: blueish/greenish
Where do you live?: 'gheddo' wheeling
Do you like it there?: yep
Why/Why not: it's just cool hah
Where were you born?: somewhere in il
Astrological sign: capricorn
Grade: sophomore..ew
School: wheeling

The Family..
Parents names: joseph and michelle
Do you have any siblings?: yes
If so, what are their names and ages?: mary 18, chris 16, alvarez 16, lisa 10
Do you like your family?: yeh

Favs..
Color: pink
Sport: uhm noo
Candy: gummy stuff
Fruit: strawberries, pomegranite, a lot of stuff
Radio station: radio blows..
CD: my chemical romance-i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love
Actor: jason lee, jake gyllenhaal<333
Actress: thora birch
Animal: koala, gizmo hehe
Flower: iris
Article of clothing: hoodie, sweater
Ice cream flavor: green tea
breakfast food: cinnamon toast crunch

This or That..
CD/Cassette: cd
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: cd
Slow dance/Freak dance: freak dance, aw yeh bitches!
Jeans/Khakis: skirt
Jacket/Coat: neither
Car/Truck: car
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: dinner
Nsync/BSB: uhm, i guess nsync cuz justin is awesome haha
Britney/Christina: christina
Love/Lust: love
Inside/Outside: inside
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: both

Friends..
Who is your best girl friend?: ann, kara, mike
Guy friend: mike
Do you get along with people easily?: yup
Who have you known the longest?: kara, represent
Craziest: molly haha
Loudest: molly
Funniest: mike, molly, ann
Quietest: mike

Love and Relationships...
Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
If so, who?: -
If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: jake gyllenhaal<33
If your single, why do you think you are?: cuz the boy i like has a grrlfriend, but even if he didn't i doubt we'd go out.
What was your longest relationship?: little over 6 months
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: yes
First kiss: leszka..

Past...

Do you have any regrets?: yeh, shit loads
Last song you heard: my chemical romance-demolition lovers

Present..
What are you doing right now?: eating a roll from bob chinn's, talking to matt...
Are you cold?: nope
What time is it?: 7:30
Where are your parents?: my mom is at her friend's house and my dad is most likely at work..coughworkaholiccough. haha

Future..
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 18
Are you going to get married?: i wanna
Are you going to have children?: i wanna
Do you want to go to college?: not really, but i'm going

Have you ever...
Drank: yeh i've had like a sip of my dad's wine and stuff
Smoked: yes
Skinny Dipped: no
Prank called the police: nope
Been followed, ect by the police: umm i dont think so
Been high: hell no
Done drugs: no
Stole: yeh awhile ago though
Been in a fist fight: no, i wish. haha
Broken a bone: no, but i sprained my wrist and thumb
Thrown things at your parents: yeh
Filled out a survey this long: yup

How Would You Spell these...
Sean/Shawn: shawn
Desiree/Desirae/other: desiree
Megan/Meghan: megan
Nicole/Nichole/other: nicole
Mark/Marc: Mark
Eric/Erik: Eric
Morgan/Morghan: Morgan
Jackie/Jaqui/other: Jackie
Caitlin/Kaitlyn/other: caitlin
Shelly/Shelley/other: Shelly
Carey/Carrie/other: carrie
Vick/Vic: Vick
Darren/Daren: Darren
Derek/Derrik: Derek
Bryan/Brian: Brian
Christina/Kristina: Christina
Zak/Zack/Zach: Zack
Gina/Geena: Gina

Others..
Do you right in cursive or print?: print
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: righty
Do you believe in God?: yup
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: 5 in my ears
If not, do you want any, where?: i want my ears all the way up, a madonna, lip, and i want a buncha tattoos, maybe 5
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: yes
Do you drive?: no :X
Ever worn black nail polish?: yes. ooh, too gothic for ya. haha
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: purple
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: dunno
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: fly
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yes
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf/ex today?: yeh i am right now
If so, for how long?: still am..
Do you think this is stupidly long?: dunno
Do you like me for this?: dunno..

Finish..
What time is it?: 7:37 pm
What is the date?: august 6
Why did you just do this?: because i was bored
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx you left my heart an open wound xxx
Time:6:00 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:xxx anatomy of a ghost xxx.
ok so i am bored off my ass, there is NOTHING to do. hopefully we do something tonight cuz i am about to chew through my fucking brain, i'm just that bored. haha.

today is mi madre's cumpleanos [birthday] and i cleaned like a mad man. i started at like 11:40 and i ended at almost 2:15. i washed the floor, cleaned off the counters and microwave, vaccumed like everything..oy, it took forever. but hopefully she will be happy. we're going to lake lawn lodge the 16th and mary bought one room for a night. yay, i can't wait to go. cuz the food is good. lol.

i bought this blue hoodie from the sister's store and i painted on it. on the back it says 'poison free' and on the front there is a heart on the left side and on the right there's 'xxx.' pretty cool yo. i'm gonna paint another one with my chemical romance lyrics. *gets excited* i can't wait, hehe.

so...*looks around* yeh...wow, there is nothing to do. after i painted my hoodie i just laid on my bed and listened to music. and thought. and thought. and it's boring to keep on thinking about the same person over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over..and over again..haha, this is how bored i am.

well, that's all.

see ya later bitches.
Comments: 2 fistfuls - gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx i'm boooooored xxx
Time:2:17 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:xxx my chemical romance-cubicles xxx.
IDENTIFICATION:

*1. Full Birth Name: jennifer kathleen loeffler

*2. Natural Hair Color: light brownish/little blondish

*3. Hair Color Currently: darkish reddish brown

*4. Eye Color At Birth: greenish bluish

*5. Eye Color Currently: " "

*6. Height Currently: 5'6"

*7. Glasses/Contacts: nope

*8. Birth date: 12.22.87

*9. Sign: capricorn

*11. Parents Names: michelle and joseph

*12. Siblings: mary, chris, alvarez, lisa

*13. Location: wheeling, IL ['gheddoness'] right mike? haha

*14. School Attended: wheeling

*15. Grade attend: starting 10th soon..eep.

*16. G. P. A.: no clue..but i'm not THAT dumb

*17. College Plans: i wanna go, but not exactly sure yet

*18. Planned College Major: jesus, stop

*19. Planned College Minor: k, let's stop now

*20. Any Piercing: 2 holes in each ear, cartilege and hopefully a madonna someday<33

*21. Any Tattoos: no, but when i turn 18 i am gonna go buck wild.

SOCIAL LIFE:

*1 Best Girl Friend(s): ann, kara, mary, jess, jen, melissa, sarah, sam

*2. Best Guy Friend(s): mike, matt

*3. If You Could marry Anyone Who Would It Be? too young

*4. Current Dating Partner: no one :[

*5. Current Crush: matt

*6. Hobbies: listening to musica, writing, going online, talking to friends, s&s, etc..

*7. Where Can You Usually Be Found: my room, s&s, kara's house

*8. Who Can You Usually Be Found With: all the grrls and mike

*9. Cell Phone: nope, not a big technology whore haha

*10. Pager: no, like i said up there ^ haha

*11. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: wallflower

*12. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none

*13. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: anything with wheels

*14. Who Do You Know Personally That Has The Best Car: i liked sarah's astro..but molly's astro is awesome..'89 baby haha

*15. Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely, i'm not a mozal..mwhaha

*16. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: friends

*17. Where Is The Best Hangout: s&s

*18. Do You Have A Job: no, but when i'm 16 i want to

*19. Where Do You Attend Church: nowhere bitches

*21. Are You Active In Your Youth Group: no...

*22. Do You Like Being Around People: yes

FRIENDS: Out Of Your BFF's (or friends in general)

Who....

*1. Have You Known The longest ?: kara :D

*2. Do You Argue The Most With: sam.

*3. Do You Always Get Along With: ann

*4. Is The Most Trustworthy: ann

*5. Makes You Laugh The Most: ann, mike, molly, mary, kara, etc..

*6. Has Been There Through All The Hard Times: ann

*7. Always Has A Man/Woman: none of us haha

*8. Is The Most Sensitive: sam.

*9. Has The Coolest Parents: kara and mike's mom is the shiznit

*13. Is The Most Blunt: mike, but that's cool

*14. Is The Shyest: haha i think mike

*15. Is The Most Outgoing: molly or me

*16. Is Most Rebellious: molly or mike breaking silverware hahaha

*18. Is Most Likely To Become Famous: mary

*19. Is Most Likely To Become Rich: mike

*20. Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: molly hahaha!

*21. Is Most Likely To Have a Million kids: kara, haha

*22. Is Most Likely To never Have Kids: mike

*23. Always Wears A Smile: jen

*24. Is Smartest: ann

*25. Has The Biggest Attitude: mike

*26. Without Thinking About It, Who would die for you: ann

*27. Complains The Least: probably jen or me, i don't complain THAT much haha

*28. Biggest Flirt: sam. duh.

*29. Needs A Good Man: kara :D

*30. who would Never EVER Betray You: ann, kara, mike..all my friends.

PERSONAL:

*1. Who Is Your Role Model: thora birch..she's just cool

*2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: i twirl my hair, bite my nails..i dunno

*3. Have You Ever Been In Love: i don't think so

*4. Have You Ever Really Liked Someone You Had No Chance With: haha YES

*5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: all the time

*6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no, i <3 the hot boys but when it comes down to going out with them, their not the cutest.

*7. How Long Was Your Longest Relationship: uhm, like 6 months, almost 7

*8. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): probably

*9. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge On Someone Because They Hurt You: yes, molly, i am going to get you back for hurting gizzy..

*10. Ever Been Lied To By A Significant Other: i dunno, probably

*11. Ever Been Cheated On: no, i hope not

*12. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: yeh

*14. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumpee: both hurt

*15. Rather Have a Relationship or A "Hookup": relationship

*16. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes

*17. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: yeh, but that was a long time ago hahah

*18. Are You Lonely Right Now: god, yes.

*19. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeh, i don't wanna be alone..

*20. Do You Want To Get Married: yes

*21. Do You Want Kids: yeh

*22. Do You Believe In Psychics: uhm, kinda not really

*23. Do You Believe You Know Who You Are Going To Marry: uhm no, i'm just a kid

*24. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: not much to like..uhm i guess my eyes

*25. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: uhmm...funny? caring, i dunno.

*26. Are You Happy With You: not really

*27. Are You Happy With Your Life: pretty much

*28. Are You Scared Right Now: not really

*29. If You Could Change Something In Your Life, Right Now, What Would it be? ahh, shit loads

30. Say Something To Someone That May Or May Not Read This: don't wanna say it in front of everyone haha


FAVORITE:

*1. Quote: dunno

*2. Room In house: my room

*3. Girl's Name: jade, rogue, enid

*4. Guy's Name: jason, brian

*5. Ice cream: green tea

*6. Person to talk to about your problems: ann

*7. Type of music: emo, punk, heavy, indie, some metal

*8. Magazine: circus..mwhah

*9. Song: 'demolition lovers'-my chemical romance

*10. Shampoo: suave, i dunno it doesn't matter

*12. Soap: whatever

*13. Movie: ghost world, requiem for a dream, pirates of the caribbean, finding nemo, slc punk, white oleander, disney movies, mallrats, clerks, matrix, i dunno shit loads..

*14. Actor/Actress: jason lee, kevin smith, thora birch, drew barrymore, i dunno a lot

*15. Beverage: h2o, sprite, bubble tea, sierra mist, anything without caffeine

*16. Candy: reese's peanut butter cups, twizzlers, skittles, anything gummy :D

*17. Gum: orbit

*18. Sport To Play: no thanks

*19. Sport To Watch: skateboarding, yummy<333 heheh

*20. Subject In School: bio, lit

*21. Time Of Day: night

*22. Family Member: mary

*23. Number: 11

*24. Salad Dressing: ranch

*25. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: gizmo and a buncha others

*27. Quote From A Movie: anything from fight club

*28: Day Of The Week: any day

*29. Color: pink, black

*30. Perfume And Cologne: tommy grrl

*31. TV Show: simpsons, family guy, real world

*32. Flower: iris

*33. Pair Of Jeans: paint pants :D

*34. Fast Food Place: mcdonald's..mmm

*35. Game: any old school nintendo games, mario rocks my socks off, right kara? hehe

*36. Teacher: ms. pacyk

*37. Love Song: at last-etta james..i think?

*41. Month: december

*42. Season: spring/summer

*43. Vacation Spot: wisconsin..hopefully we camp again!

*44. Person To Give Advice To: anyone who wants it

*45. Person To Get Advice From: ann



IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:

1. Cried? yeh, i think

3. Gotten Sick? no

4. Sang? yeh

5. Eaten? yeh

6. Been Kissed? i wish, mwhaha

7. Felt Stupid? yeh

8. Said I love you? yeh

9. Wanted To tell someone you loved them but didn't? yes

10. Met someone new? no

11. Moved on? No

12. Talked to an Ex: yes

14. where did 13 &14 go? fuck you bitch ass hahaha

15. Had a Serious Talk: maybe, i dunno

16. Missed someone? yes

17. Hugged Someone? yes

18. Fought with you parents? no

19. Fought with a friend? yes, guess who?

20. Dreamed about someone you can't be with? no

21. Had a lot of sleep? yes

22. Describe the Funniest thing that happened: i dunno, probably something mike did at s&s haha, like almost getting his feet run over, loser...lol

23. Wanted the Survey to be over: yes
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx kill me now, and make it fast... xxx
Time:2:12 am.
Mood: numb.
Music:xxx i can hear my brother's shitty ass music xxx.
> > ?> > Full name? Jennifer Kathleen loeffler
> > b-day? 12.22.87
> > looks? Straight brown hair [soon to be black :D], greenish bluish eyes, braces..dunno
> > siblings? Mary, chris, alvarez, lisa
> > boyfriend? I wish..
> > pets? nada
> > ?> > Three things that scare me:
> > 1. loneliness
> > 2. losing friends
> 3. cancer
Ø
> > Three people who make me laugh:
> > 1. mike
> > 2. ann
> > 3. molly cuz I am soooo slap happy around her :D
> >
> > Three things I love in no particular order:
> > 1. my friends
> > 2. family
> > 3. boys
> >
> > ?> > Three things I hate:
> > 1. fighting with friends
> > 2. stupid boys who get you hooked on ‘em
> > 3. being lonely
> >
> > Three things I don't understand:
> > 1. boys
> > 2. why grrls HAVE to get their period
> > 3. people who act as if everything’s ok when it’s not
> >
> > Three things on my desk:
> > 1. well I don’t have my own desk, but there’s peroxide here..
> > 2. a light bulb
> > 3. the mars volta cd case
> >
> > Three things I'm doing right now:
> > 1. chewing chicle [sp?]
> > 2. thinking about him..
> > 3. trying to keep my lids from closing
> >
> > Three things I want to do before I die:
> > 1. have sex with at least one hot boy..haha
> > 2. crowd surf
> > 3. make an impact on someone, anyone
> >
> > FIVE things I can do:
> > 1. kick your ass..haha
> > 2. do a triple back flip with my eyes closed
> > 3. walk on my hands, on stilts
> > 4. put spaghetti up my nose and make it come outta my mouth
> 5. make you go insane
Ø
> >
> > Three ways to describe my personality:
> > 1. crazayyyyyyy
> > 2. lonely
> > 3. overall happy
> >
> > Three ways to describe my looks:
> > 1. the whitest white grrl ever, right mike? Haha, woo!
> > 2. yucky
> > 3. german
> >
> > Three things I can't/don't do:
> > 1. paint..wish I could
> > 2. swallow any poison, aka sxe
> > 3. hmm, I think it’d have to be anything with a dick..that’s just gross to me haha
> >
> > FIVE things I think you should listen to:
> > 1. my chemical romance..fucking amazing..
> > 2. yourself
> > 3. the scary music right before ‘ender’ cuz it’s scary…haha
> > 4. the starting line
> > 5. senses fail
> >
> > Three things I don't think you should listen to... ever:
> > 1. people who put you down in a negative way
> > 2. Ashanti..jesus christ, she needs to die.
> > 3. faith no more, gag me with a spoon.
> >
> > Three things I say the most:
> > 1. bitch ass
> > 2. whatev
> > 3. yo, g fry, home dog, slice..just to mike though, hah, you so ‘gheddo’
> >
> > Three of your absolute favorite foods:
> > 1. sushi
> > 2. green tea ice cream
> > 3. this crazy shit ann gave me..i think it’s called kimchi er something? But it’s too hot so I have to dip it in water…hahahaha
> >
> > Three things I'd like to learn:
> > 1. german
> > 2. how a boy’s mind works.
> > 3. what makes the world go ‘round. Yeh fuckin’ right haha
> >
> > Three beverages you drink regularly:
> > 1. water
> > 2. sprite
> > 3. h2o?
> >
> > Three shows you watched when you were a kid:
> > 1. are you afraid of the dark
> > 2. pete & pete
> > 3. hey! dude
> >
> > ?> > Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
> > - being so inconfident..or is it unconfident? I dunno haha
> > - biting my nails
> > - I tend to be a nag..or that’s what my mom thinks
> > - being selfish
> >
> > Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
> > - ooh man, a nice FLAT tummy, haha, yeh right.
> > - black hair
> > - a boy..
> > - some sushi cuz I’m pretty hungry right about now, haha.
> >
> > Name Five Scents You Love:
> > - tommy grrl
> > - adidas
> > - omg, that axe stuff…you really can’t resist it when you’re around it..gah, hehe..
> > - cool water
> > - that stuff kara has in that cool ass blue bottle..like the one from ‘happy gilmore’ that doesn’t get cold..hahha
> >
> > Name Four People That Know You the Best:
> > - ann
> > - kara
> > - mike moci
> > - I hate to say it, but matt
> >
> > Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
> > - low cut shirts..not with my knockers..lol
> > - [I agree with ann, those are just disgusting] anything with the logos "flirt" "baby" "daddy's girl" "angel"
> > - haha, I hate those pants with the really faded butts, it looks like you sat on a wet bench, haha
> > - anything ‘trendy’
> >
> > Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
> > - how I am about to sneeze..bless me
> > - dying my hair and trying to do something with it
> > - fusion..i can’t wait
> > - boys<333
> >
> > Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
> > - babysat
> > - bought clothes from sister’s store
> > - thought about him
> > - went to s&s, woo
> >
> > Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
> > - harry potter shirt
> > - cute rainbow dress..thingy
> > - fries from mcdonald’s
> > - a blue hoodie..
> >
> > Name Five Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
> > - I f I had to say one, I guess the who
> > - the smiths? I kinda like them..haha
> > - system? Haha I really don’t know, I’m not THAT withdrawn from people
> > - yellow card..? ok this is getting ridiculous..
> > - your fucking mom, bitch ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> >
> > First Grade Teacher Name?
> > -ew, mrs. jagielo
> >
> > Last Words You Said:
> > - ew, you’re gross
> >
> > Last Song You Sang?
> > -‘take the reins’ tsunami bomb, either that or ‘demolition lovers’ by my chemical romance<333
> >
> > Last Person You Hugged?
> > - either mary or shmalvee
> >
> > Last Thing You Laughed At?
> > - chris farting, hahahhahah
> >
> > Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
> > - haha, you know
> >
> > Last Time You Cried?
> > - last night
>
> > What's In Your CD Player?
> > - my chemical romance
> >
> > What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
> > - no socks
> >
> > What's Under Your Bed?
> > - a few posters..but other than that, nada
> >
> > What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
> > - like 10:40..that’s a record
> >
> > Current Taste?
> > - orbit gum
> >
> > Current Hair?
> > - down and boring :X
> >
> > Current Clothes?
> > - boxers and a DARE shirt
> > Current Annoyance?
> > - boys..or should I say boy? haha
> >
> > Current Longing?
> > -seeing ann cuz I miss her L
> >
> > Current Desktop Picture?
> > - my chemical romance..gotta love it haha
> > Current Worry?
> > - school, boys, mike, matt, lotsa shiznit..
> >
> > Current Hate?
> > - nothing, I don’t playa hate yo
> >
> > Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
> > - oooh man, the veins on the arms..curly/long hair, black hair, purrrrty eyes/smile/teeth…gah, there are so many things..oh yeh, skater with A LOT of scars..sooooo sexy :D
> > ?> > Last CD You Bought?
> > - don’t buy too often, but kara burned my chemical romance and anatomy of a ghost for me
>
> > Favorite Place To Be?
> > - s&s, anywhere with friends
> >
> > Least Favorite Place?
> > - I think the kitchen
> >
> > Time You Wake Up In The Morning?
> > - lately it has been early..like 10ish/11ish
> >
> > If You Could Play An Instrument?
> > - bagpipes..aww yeh bitch, either that or the accordion
> >
> > Favorite Color?
> > - pink
> >
> > Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
> > - dunno, I don’t really relate to church and death and god and all that..
> >
> > How Tall Are You?
> > - 5'5 I think..ew
> >
> > Current Favorite Word/Saying?
> > - shudddddddddddddddddddap, whatev, yo, g
> >
> > Favorite Book?
> > - fight club, the last time I wore a dress, harry potter, the perks of being a wallflower, stargirl, cut, go ask alice, shit loads more..
> >
> > Favorite Season?
> > - spring/summer
> >
> > One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:
> > - I hate to say it, but Justin.
> >
> > Favorite Day?
> > - any day is ok I guess
> >
> > Where Would You Like To Go?
> > - Japan or germany
> >
> > What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?
> > - no fucking clue..don’t remind me
> >
> > How Many Kids Do You Want?
> > - right now I’m not comfortable with the fact of squeezing children out of my..’lady part’ cuz it just scares me..ew
> >
> > Favorite Car?
> > - anything with wheels, bitch.
> > ?> > Religion?
> > catholic, or some shit like that, who keeps track anymore eh? hahaha
> >
> > Type A Line You Remember From Any Book:
> > - the first rule about fight club is you do not talk about fight club..amazing book
>
> >
> > A Random Lyric:
> > - I’m trying, I’m trying to let you know just how much you mean to me…
> >
> > ?> > What do you think of the person who sent you this? Ann, what’s up dude. hahahhaha
> > ?> > When did you finish the survey? 2:12 am, bitches..
Comments: 6 fistfuls - gimme all your money bitch.

Friday, July 25th, 2003

Subject:xxx what was i to do xxx
Time:7:07 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:xxx the get up kids xxx.
yello everyone. last entry before i leave for camping. i'll miss all of you dearly! i won't be back 'til like next saturday, but i'll comment mad crazy style when i come back!
Comments: 3 fistfuls - gimme all your money bitch.

Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003

Subject:xxx 'nother survey xxx
Time:1:28 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:xxx the get up kids xxx.
what should YOUR screen name be?
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx buncha quizzes xxx
Time:2:56 am.
lip piercing



You Are A Lip Piercing


In your face punk, and borderline angsty.

You wouldn't be caught dead at a corporate job.

But you can be found at Tower Records.

You rate your friends by how hardcore their piercings and tattoos are.



What Piercing Are *You*?

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boyfriend



You need a boyfriend in the worst way.


You’re horny, lonely, and looking for love.

Without a man by your side, you’re adrift.

Alone on the sea without any oars.



In high school, you always had a date to the dance...

And that’s how you continue to live your life.



But this doesn’t make you co-dependent or a "yes-girl."

Au contraire.

It just means you know how to snag a man when you want one.



You date, Girl!



Do You *Need* a Boyfriend?

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bikini panties



You Are Bikini Panties!


Cute, but conservative.

Girl next door hottie.



What's Kind of Panties Are *You*?

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restraining order



You'll Be Issued A Restraining Order!


Lay off, sister.


If you continue calling your lovers non-stop, and peeking through their windows, you're bound to find out something you don't want to know...


Like what the inside of a jail cell looks like.


Keep your stalking to late night Google digging and anonymous psycho emails.



What Sex Crime Will You Be Arrested For?

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virgin



You have the safest protection. You are a Virgin!!


When things get too hot, you calmly say "No" and leave.

Hey, that way you can't get pregant or you catch any dieases!

But deep down, you realize that you are missing out on a lot of fun.



What Kind of Birth Control Are You?

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vanilla condom



You Are A Vanilla Flavored Condom!


Yummy and easygoing - unless it comes to kinky sex.

You innocently seek romance and are often lured into compromising positions.

You're the most likely of all flavors to be a virgin.



What Flavor Condom Are *You*?

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sorry, these were kinda yucky, but i was really bored. now i am off to bed. night.
Comments: gimme all your money bitch.

Subject:xxx gotta show justin these techniques xxx
Time:2:50 am.
Mood: awake.
Music:xxx the body builders xxx.
juicy



You Are A Juicy Kisser!


About Your Kissing Style:


Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them.

You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue.

It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates!


What Your Kissing Style Says About You:


You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time.

You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ...

Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up!

You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills.


Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches:



Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of
hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a
Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate.
Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty.



Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and
ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and
rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much.



How Do *You* Kiss?

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hahaha, the part where it says i have no trouble scoring dates is a fat lie. and the part where it says i'm sexy. lol.
Comments: 2 fistfuls - gimme all your money bitch.

Monday, July 21st, 2003

Subject:xxx don't waste your time xxx
Time:11:48 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:xxx i have 'the leaving song pt. 2' by afi in my head :/ xxx.
i got back like awhile ago from playing in the mud at heritage with the usual..mary, jess, jen, melissa, brian, mike, ann, kara and tara and her friend came too. we all came back here and hosed off. hehe. it was sooooo dirty [obviously] but it was really fun. i probably won't do it again next year though. it was too messy and hectic. hahaha, it was fun though. so after everyone left i took a shower and the bathroom was a mess, but i finally got all clean. i feel so nicee :D. i already took 2 showers today, i feel like mike. Mwhahah.

so then i come on and i TOTALLY wasn't thinking about justin and guess what??? he IMed me and was like "i gtg but i'll be back." i'm like "ok..thanks for telling me" and he's like "wait, why didn't you im me?" lol. aw, how cute is he. really! ahh, when i saw it was him i felt all warm and fuzzy inside. grrls, you know what i'm talking about. isn't that the grrrreatest feeling in the world? *melt* <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

today i went to the mall with mary, lisa and my mom. lisa got her ears pierced and i ate subway. yummy.

didn't do much of all, as you can see, but that's what summer's all about, haha. it's like almost over and i wanna start school, but then i don't cuz i hate to work. haha, i'm a lazy free loader.

that's all for now. i'm sure you'll be reading like 8 other entries from tonight cuz i have no life. haha, true too, funny and true.
Comments: 8 fistfuls - gimme all your money bitch.

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