im doing better
im doing better this week i get to hang out with Courtney after school on friday and she understands me so well and would never make me feel bad. She still has to ask her mom but i still cant wait because hanging out with her will make me feel so much better. now im happy and excited.
now tomarrow i have to go with my dad to go get school supplies and then im going to check who my teacher is and write down my whole class. i hope this year is so much better especially with one imperticular person shes like one of my best friends but my other friends tell me other things and well i hope that maybe we are in classes together and that things hopefully get so much better
Maybe if things get better with this one friend maybe i wont feel depressed or sad and like hurting my self which is the worst thing to do and im not stupid but i guess ill just have to wait maybe ill feel better....................... someday. Current Mood: gloomyCurrent Music: first wives club song