Oldies but Goodies.   
01:08am 22/07/2009
 
music: ABBA - Take a Chance On Me
I am just chillin here listening yo music while my significant other is playing video games. Ain't that just the quiantest thing you ever heard ?

It seems to me like a lot of our time is spent on crazy ass shit that does not even matter. When was the last time, and answer honestly now, you really thought about someone other than yourself ? for reasons totally unrelated to you and your own gain ?

Right ? Okay, so you can count those times in one hand. Sure as my name is Maria.

My point is I don't think anyone ever thinks outside of their little box. this little tiny box that we create for ourselves that keeps us as prisoners in our minds. So thinking of someone elses needs only comes into play when it is helpful to our own desires and motivations.

We think if anything tries to crash or destroy this little box, this evil, wicked, illogical, box we have built , that we are over, we feel defeated and humilated.

So then if this is the case .... why will I say and do the same things over and over again that only perpetuate and help build this box i have built ? ...

that is the question.		  
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08:39pm 23/07/2006
 






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I feel gooooood   
10:09am 20/07/2006
 
mood: good
music: Tegan and sara - I know I know I know
Today I feel is going to be a good day. Gotta go learn to do my job ... training is so much fun but it is also intense. There is so much to learn I think thats what gets to me. Its all simple stuff, just so much of it ....


anyway ....

gots to run ...		  
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and I feel ...   
10:16pm 19/07/2006
 
mood: exhausted
music: watching "THE HILLS"
like I just got home ...


ohhh madonna ....

thanks for your ever inspiring music !


anyhoot ... I was looking through all my old journals and I love this one. I am going to start writing in it some more. So much shit has happned in the last few years ...


YAY !


so anyway ... I'm sure I will write more later tonight !		  
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dhdhd   
10:47am 03/03/2004
 
mood: okay
music: VH1
I have a huge head ache and I think its because of the cleaning of my ear. It hurts bad so I've spent the morning in bed. I have a new featherbed which makes me very very happy. ^_^

I just wish I did not have this headache. its totally runing my mood. So lets see I was supposed to go to phoenix with carla today but I ended up not going because she did not bother to call. which is good because I had no money. hehehe

I think thtas it foe now. tomorrow is 311. I was excited but not as much anymore, I really hope they play Amber. I am almost posative they will.


woot.		  
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blu blu mu shu   
10:17am 06/12/2003
 
mood: apathetic
I am tired ..

I should be heading to work but I am not.


bloop		  
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hmmmmm   
01:23am 24/11/2003
 
mood: worried
music: Sex and the City
"maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back, maybe you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be. "





truer words were never spoken .		  
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