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Monday, May 10th, 2004
12:31 pm
Yah I just presented my computer class project. I felt dumb cuz all it was was dancing pictures with a dance song! But I liked it! The bell rang g2g. Season finale of 7th Heaven on tonight!

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12:30 pm


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By the way... Thank you so much for the new blurty Laura! I absolutly love it! Thanks!

current mood: accomplished

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Friday, May 7th, 2004
11:07 pm - break-in!!
woot this is laura!! i re-did sarah's blurty, what do you think?!?!

Sarah - i love you!! i hope you're having a GREAT time with Dan tonight!! woot!! love always, laura

current mood: excited
current music: janet jackson - for a little while

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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
12:22 pm - The best weekend ever!
OMG! I had the best weekend ever! On Friday Laura, Dayna, Katie and I went tanning and got our nails done. We then went our separate ways for a bit. I shopped around for last minute prom stuff and then met up with Laura, Dayna and Sean at subway. Dan and Mikey came and then we all went to see Mean Girls. The car ride the way there was a bit crazy lol. So before the movie started I was telling all them I didn’t want to sit on the end and Dan, who was sitting on the other end by Mikey, also said he didn’t want to sit on the end. To everyone’s surprise he got up and came and sat by me. He put his arm around me which I’m glad he did! Everyone was looking and Dayna, Laura and I were giggling like little girls. The movie was awesome. After the movie on the way to subway to get our cars I couldn’t figure out the seatbelts in the back seat of Sean’s van so Dan was like my seatbelt the entire time. There was a really cute song on the radio too! Little Moments by Brad Paisley. Cutest song ever at the moment. Then we went to Mikey’s house and watch some weird but funny show and I was totally tired but I didn’t want to be rude and fall asleep. Laura told me on Saturday that Dan’s eyes were closed for a while so I wonder if he fell asleep. So then Dan walked me out and asked for my number and I have him a hug. I feel dumb but I didn’t want to kiss him right away. I do feel a little like a slut from my point of view but it just felt right and I’m glad I met him!

So prom was so much fun and I really tried to be respectful to Andrew and not talk about my best Friday ever. That didn’t happen.lol. I do feel bad. But dancing was fun and Andrew got a little crazy so I kind of wanted to dance without him most of the time.
I’m not going to give all the details. LOL Laura pretty much covered it all in her update.
So dinner was good and I love all the pictures I’ve seen so far and I want to get my developed this afternoon. Katie’s house was so much fun. Thanks so much for letting us come over. I left Katie’s around 3:15 on Sunday and on the way home Dan called and asked me if I wanted to do something with him. I totally would’ve loved to but I had to do my paper and we all know that I’m real slow so I told him I had to get it done. He told me to call him later and so I called him around 8 and I woke him up from a nap. I felt bad but he said he would call me back after he ate dinner. He called back and we talked for about 2 hours! We talked about life, school, and some random things. I just so glad that I met him. He asked me to go see a movie with him on Friday. He wants to see this scary movie; I don’t remember what it is called. I’m excited for that. But anyways the bell is going to ring!

Oh and today Mr. Vifquin said he would put my metal thing with my name on it that I have been working on in the contest next week. So I am excited for that.

current mood: giddy
current music: Burn - Usher The Music we listen to in computer class. LOL

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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
12:32 pm
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Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
5:55 pm
This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post. I want you to reply to this post with anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like, and then put this in your blurty to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your blurty) have to say.

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Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
12:28 pm
What is your theme song???

(With You - Jessica Simpson)

We have two words for you: Hopeless romantic! Some might say that you're from a different era—when people were less cynical about true love and happy endings. Your optimism is a breath of fresh air! Your theme song says that you're looking for (or have found!) that special guy who makes you feel like an absolute princess, even when you're not feeling so hot. You give us hope that maybe fairy tales do exist!


go here to find yours...

http://www.seventeen.com/quizzes/qu.st.ths.question1.epl

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Monday, April 19th, 2004
7:29 pm
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

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12:15 pm
Hey everyone. Long time no updating. Sorry. Ok so I am going to prom with Andrew, Laura & Ted, Katie & Brandon, and Dayna & Sean. I'm not sure if I want to have Kristy do my hair for prom or go to Spa A School. I know I want to get my makeup done there. I would love to have a limo for prom. I'm sure we all would but it would be to expensive. I want all of us to be able to ride together. So I don't know.
Yeah, I sort of feel like there is no one reading this cuz people dont have me as friends. So I don't even see the point to be typing anything but I will anyways. John called me last night and I was totally thinking he would tell me that he wanted to go to prom with me, but he didnt Thank God. That's what my mom thought too.
We got our tile done above the counter in the kitchen and i had a really awesome time on Saturday and Sunday with Adara, Laura and Leeann. We went and saw LadyKillers at 10:45 (the latest movie I have ever been too). There were like only two other people there! Then we went driving down this one street to see if the street light that goes on and off whenever Leeann drives by it would do it for us. We did that twice and then the low fuel light went on which scared us and we had to find gas. At 1 in the morning there is no where to get gas and be able to go in and use the bathroom at 1. So we drove around for a while freaking out and stoped at Cub to go pee. Then we finally got gas and headed back to Leeanns. Then on Sunday we went to the play Adara's sister is in at her church. It was really good! Then we went to Cali pizza kitchen with Adara's Grandma and her friend. We went shopping and I almost got hit by a car! I got some cute clothes and a skirt, thanks to laura for borrowing me those four dollars! I love You! Anyways. Katie, Laura and I are going to make appointments after school today and the bell is about to ring. So if anyone wants to add me that hasnt. Feel free to do so. I love you all:) Have a great day.

current mood: dorky

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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
4:45 pm
Hey. Long time no entry. I got back from Colorado on Sunday night around 9:30. I was so tired. I talked to Katie for about an hour. I talked to John on Monday, but it really wasn't about anything dealing with prom or the so called "date" on Friday. Although he did tell me AGAIN that he goes cosmic bowling on Fridays all the time. I should've then asked him if we were still on for bowling this week, but I didnt.
Today I caught up to him after class. Sometimes he walks with me and sometimes it feels like he totally ignores me. After class today when we walked out I tapped him on his shoulder and then like motioned him to come to my locker, which was right next to our class and I had to grab something really quick and becuase I wanted to talk to him about prom. But I looked over at him and he was wlking right down the hallway. I felt like crying and I feel stupid for saying that but I just did. Anyways. So I caught up with him in the hallway and said his name. He stopped and I talked to him for like a split second. I asked him if he had though about prom and he said, "I'm still thinking about it." When he said that he practically had his arm around me on my back and he smiled. I just really want to know. And then Ali was telling me that I would probably have more fun not going with John because I would worry about like having to live up to his expectations (or like give him what he wants LOL, but something like that). Ya maybe I'll worry. But I believe I can deal with it. So I don't know. I would have fun with him. And I kinda feel like he is just going to lead me on or tell me that we are going to prom together and then not show up and be there with the sophomore he also wanted to go with. But I guess I deserve it for everything I've done to him. I just really want to know what he's thinking.ARGH! I'm going to go watch Anything Else for my film study quarter essay.

current mood: confused
current music: The Reason - Hoobastank

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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
8:39 pm - COLORADO!!
Hey everyone! I hope you are all enjoying your spring break! We got to Colorado at about 7 last night. Today we went to the grocery store and went to old town... they have this dress store with some cute prom dresses. I love Colorado but I would miss ALL my friends! Tomorrow we are leaving for Keystone! I think I might snowboard one day but I don't know. We might drive up to Vail which is a half an hour away from Keystone so I can get a sweatshirt or something.
I hope you all have a great spring break. I'll update more on Wednesday when we get back from Keystone!

current mood: excited
current music: This Love - Maroon 5

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Friday, March 19th, 2004
12:22 pm - interesting...
wherewillugo?
Where Will You Go?

Your Lyrics


You're too important for anyone
There's something wrong with everything you see
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
you don't want to escape

However did you manage to push away
from every living thing you've come across
so afraid that anyone will hate you
you pretend you hate them first

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't refrain from everything
You cant' escape
You can't escape

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one
understands
is it clear enough that you can't live your whole
life all alone
I can hear you when you whisper, but you can't even
hear me screaming

And where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize your're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape


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current mood: curious

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12:07 pm - BYE BYE!
Marissa
You are MARRISA'S BAD HAIR DAY.


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OMG! I do not agree with that one bit! Dude anyways... I hope you all have a fun spring break. I'm leaving around 3:30 now I think for Colorado. Update in your Blurty's so I can keep up with all the news:) I still don't about John and prom. I want to go with him, but I guess he is going to decide between me and some other girl. So I'll just wait I guess.

current mood: confused

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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
3:15 pm
So in conclusion. I need to stop caring about what other people think. I'm hoping that he still decideds to go to prom with me. And it was almost left hanging, so I'm not really sure. But I hope he firgures everything out for himself. But I am excited to go to Laura's tonight. Dayna said they would call, so I will do homework until they call. But right now I am going to a couple stores with my mom. ByeBye!

current mood: indescribable
current music: My Immortal - Evanesence

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11:12 am - BoYs PaRt 2
Ok. So I called John last night. We talked for about two hours. He told me that his girlfriend broke up with this last Saturday night. She told him she still wanted to be friends and friends with benefits. We were both like wtf. LoL anyways. We talked about prom. He brought it up by saying that he probably wasn’t going to go because he wanted to go with her. Then I told him I probably going stag, which now I’m thinking that I shouldn’t have said that. He asked me to go with him. I said yes and then a bit later he asked me if I liked bowling. I said yes and he asked me if I wanted to go on a date and go bowling and then maybe dinner before. I said that I would be leaving for Colorado then he said what about next Friday and I said I would be gone too. So he said ok how about the 2nd of April. I barely realized that I heard the word *DATE* after I said yes.
I was really happy for a bit, but then I was like… john I don’t want to you have just taken the opportunity to do that or you are doing something you don’t want to or you are like rebounding or something and he was like yeah I think I need to think about things and I told him that too. So I kinda ended the conversation telling him to just let me know when he thought about it. And I totally said that I wanted to go as friends bowling and hangout and stuff. Lalalalala idk anymore. Ive completely just confused my self and I sorta now don’t think that I shouldve called him. Idk I need help. I just really want to be his friend.

current mood: blah

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Monday, March 15th, 2004
8:04 pm - BoYs
Hey. So this weekend was a blast, well at least Friday and Saturday. Saturday night I didn’t do much but go to church, go out to eat with my parents and the Christensons from church, go to Walmart, and fill out my FAFSA form. Yesterday I started packing for Colorado. We are leaving right after school on Friday and coming back on the 28th. So I’ll be gone all spring break, but at least I get to see my sister and meet her boyfriend Derek.
So last night Katie emailed me this link http://www.vikings.com/News/2003HSAllStateTeam12903.htm
So I went to it and scrolled down the list and saw David Hildebrand. So now that his name was in my head I started to think about him. (I know your thinking, “Sarah, stop it!” lol but I’m not going to.) I went to the Totino Grace home page and looked at the varsity football team page. Throughout the page were all the records of things he did. It all just led me to think about it all. My mom was even like, “Sarah, ask David to prom?” I was like we haven’t talked since this one time at Crystal Ski & Patio when I had to get ski polls and he got new boots. Why would I just up and ask him to prom, even though in my mind that would be awesome! Then I was telling her about the time he asked me out twice in one day and I said no because I figured he was joking and trying to make me look stupid or see what I would say. She told me to think about all the times we walk by each other at church and he pretends to scratch his head so that he doesn’t look at me. Either he feels awkward around me or he is shy or he really did like me and never did anything about it just as I didn’t. Laura Meath told me today that he had a girlfriend for a couple months she thinks. She said that she was the most popular girl (that feels weird to say, but you know what I mean). And the fact that when my 5th hour computer apps. Teacher puts in the Mariah Carey CD, we always end up listening to One Sweet Day, the song we first danced to in 7th grade. I remember crying when I danced with him in eighth grade and I guess he told someone and he was like “ I didn’t know what to do.” But I guess it was nice (I think) that he thought he should’ve done something but I don’t know. I mean he could’ve like laughed or made fun of me or done a number of things. This whole day I have just felt weird and I don’t like it. It felt like I was back in the eighth grade. I feel so stupid for bringing it all back but I just regret not doing anything about me liking him. I regret not talking to him at all after St. Raph’s and not just saying yes when he asked me out and seeing what would’ve happened. But I hope this is the last time I sit here and dwell on him because I know it would never happen. Anyways.
I was thinking of calling John tonight. I keep putting it off. He wasn’t at school today I don’t think, or at least he wasn’t in my class. But I’ll stop the talking about boys. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

current mood: nervous
current music: The Reason - Hoobastank

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Thursday, March 11th, 2004
12:24 pm
Hi. Today has gone pretty good and im am so excited for tomorrow! Laura and I are going shopping for Adara's birthday present and then tomorrow we are going to two boys state hockey games. I have never been to like a REAL hockey game before and... well I'm just excited! I have come to my senses a bit and i am siding towards Makato. I like both duluth and Mankato but after some thought, I will still go to the orientation for Duluth but I am still not quite sure if it is the best place. Sorry this is a short entry, but the bell is going to ring. I hope everyone has a great weekend and I promise I will update this more often! Love you all!

current mood: excited

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Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
12:38 pm

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current mood: bored

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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
2:27 pm - My weekend
This weekend was a lot of fun! On Friday night I went out with Katie and Laura to McDonalds and then to Katie’s house. We picked up Dayna and went to Sean’s house. We looked through his yearbook for people we new and picked out some hot guys for me! lol. After that we went downstairs and played DDR. On Saturday I went sledding with Ali, Aaron, Justin, Erica J, Alison J, and one of their friends. I didn’t think it would be that much fun but it actually was except for the fact it took me forever to get up the damn hill, lol! Anyways, after that we picked up Dayna and got my car at Ali’s. Dayna and I then went to get Aaron and went to my house so I could change. We then went to have a blast at Laura’s with Tony and Ryan. On the way to Ruby Tuesday’s Ryan got pulled over by some hot chick I guess and they got out of it. We went to Coldstone after that and then went back to Laura’s. We watched Underworld, which was pretty interesting until I fell asleep. When I woke up everything was just HILARUOUS! Ryan kept making this scary face at me with his eyes and then everyone was doing it. I didnt like that face. It scared me. I feel kinda stupid for being so weird but it was FUN! I brought Dayna home and she said something about next weekend but I can’t remember exactly what she said. I think she said something like have a sleep over which would be totally fun! Anyways, I am waiting to hear from Hallmark about the job. I have a haircut appt. on Tuesday. How much should I cut off? I’m thinking like shoulder length like my 11th grade school picture or like my senior picture. But today I am bored and I don’t want to do the little bit of homework that I have and then watch the Academy Awards. So Yah. Bye!

current mood: silly
current music: Toxic-Britney Spears & Falls On Me-Feul

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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
11:20 am
So again another day sitting in the computer lab doing nothing! I love it! Anyways, my interview went ok but he only asked me two questions and then started telling me about customer service and all about the job. I feel like I could’ve answered more questions but oh well. He said he would call next week but if I get the job I am kind of scared to ask him about the times I need off. I absolutely cannot work from June 8th to the 17th. I will be in Italy with Ali and it’s all paid for, all $2,000 of it. I am also going to Colorado over spring break and I really want to see my sister. We’ve paid and rented a condo for two days and two nights at Keystone. My dad wants to fly put my mom is having something done on the 11th and she doesn’t know how well she will feel by spring break if anything goes wrong. So my mom and I don’t want to have tickets purchased and not be able to go. I would really like to have it off and I don’t think that two weeks during a six month period would be that big of a deal. My sister says that me taking the job is a favor for him and him giving me those two times off are his favor for me. Like we are negotiating it or something, I don’t know exactly, but something like that. He said he would start me out at $5.25, which I think is minimum wage but its ok. It would go up after a while anyways and I really don’t care as long as it is money.
This weekend I am going to go sledding with Ali, Paul and others but I don’t know who. But anyways, that’s all for now.

current mood: hopeful
current music: That dumb fan agian

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