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. . .there's g0tta be m0re [06 Jan 2004|07:44pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Music From R0TK. <3 Megz. ] AHHH. I'm so mad. At my mother. Ohmygod. 'You can't send your friend her present?' 'Why Mommy?' 'Because I'm la whore di stupido!' . . .well, the c0nversation was a bit different, but UGH. Fucking BiTCHH. . .!!! MEGZ, I will send y0ur present if it's the LAST thing I do in my lifetime. ahh. L0NG LiVE T0MAT0 W0MAN. . . I'm so red right now. Wendy had my go a step higher in my tinglers, I'm now at a 5, which is good for me! I started at a 1, and I'm m0ving on up! lol. Tinglers are special tanning l0tions, they make your blood vessels enlarge [t0tally harmless] and your blood comes closer to the surface, and you get BRIGHTT fucking redd. But, anyway. It helps you to tan better, and I started at a one, which is like a minty feeling, and now it feels like I'm a bit sunburnt when I get out, but I'm not. You guys will see t0morrow. I'll be a bit br0wner than usual. Hell jes. Jes. Jes. Jes. [The new Butterfly accento.] 0MG. S0 FUNNY. Sean g0es to me, at the end of gym today, 'So did you climb t0day?' and I said, 'Yeah, once' and then Robbie g0es, 'Have you tried the Intermediate wall?' so then I said, 'Yeah, but it was really hard to do.' And he had this l0ok on his face. . .he th0ugh Sean said 'Did you C0ME today?' Ahhh. I was like, N0 N0 N000! Evilll <3 So then offff c0urse, Robbie, Wes, Andrew and Sean were making fun 0f me for it for a g0od 10 minutes. Ah, I love my morning classes. Mommy made me this AWES0ME h0t chocolate my Daddy got me. It is AMAZiNG. It was like some sort of creamy dessert. Yummy. It only has like 100 cal0ries per 2 tablesp0ons too. [Versus 200 in m0st hot choc0late drinks.] WOOHOO! Alrighty. Off to do my Pugie h0mework and eat some grapes. ciao tutti. something isn't right here

. . .i'm y0ur little butterfly [05 Jan 2004|05:34pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Three Simple Words -- Finch ] WHAT A W0NDERFUL FiRST DAY BACKK <3 Are we catching the sarcasm? Letss seee. . .First peri0d, umm, weight r0om. Woo, sat there and held onto a weight that must have been like 5 lbs. 0H YEAH. PUMP S0ME iR0N BABY! Second peri0d, Fi0RE M0NSTER WAS THEREEE, yay I love that mannn!!! We talked ab0ut the incredible incompetance of doct0rs today, and then we listened to music. Hell yeah. Third peri0d, Whitey's class wasn't too bad. I like the class, even th0ugh I don't like her. Fourth period. Lunch. The same 0l' shitt [Alyssa, I h0pe you're feeling better! <3] Fifth. . .n0thing. Spanish is J0KE. As is Geometry. HELL YES, I G0T A 32 0N THE TEST, w0o. All time record. *cough*. History, we just talked ab0ut movies + James Madis0n. And then 9th peri0d, we did some bullshit ad of Doug's. *yawn* Boringness. Except, Mev commented that I lost weight. HELL YES. 5 WH0LE POUNDS! i FiT iNT0 A THREE AGAiN. <3 Why did y0u just read that l0ad of excrement? You just wasted 5 minutes of your life. I pity y0u <3 Anthony. . .the new w0rd of the week is *PEENER* <3 H0LY FUCKING HELL!!! Mev told me s0mething tres interesting today. Not that I shall repeat it, but let me say, it is the nastiest thing I have ever heard in my life and I feel s0rry for my wonderful lovey wh0 was asked this questi0n straight out. I want to die, when Mev told me, I thought I'd thr0w uppp!!! 1. NASTY. 2. It's RUDE to invite yourself places. 3. MORE NASTY. ciao tutti something isn't right here

. . .cuz that's where all the cool kids aree [04 Jan 2004|01:14am] [ mood | full ] [ music | Usher -- U g0t it badd <3 ] 2 MALLS iN 0NE DAYY <3 I went to Monmouth this m0rning with Mommy, because she had to get a DVD, and I saw KAYTEE. Ahhh, she l0oks awesome with her dark hair & sexyness!!! Ahhh. . . THEN. . .it was T0 SH0RT HiLLS WiTH DADDiE. . .& the BLACK CARDD <3 My dad is s0o funny, we were looking around D&G, and he was like. . .'Christine. Why would you pay $200 for underwear?' 'Daddie, that's a tanktop.' 'Oh god. It looks like something Paris Hilton would wear' 'How do you know who she is?' 'Uh, *hangs head*' Greatt. So, I made out withh. . . A pair of D&G jeans A top from bebe 2 pairs of 'dress' pants [Diesel + D&G] A jacket & a zip up from Abercrombie DKNY jeans Light pink cords [kind of make me look like a chubb-m0nster. lol] A dress from Neiman. It's D&G. Daddy did very good with this. But it's for Joe + Dana's wedding. Unless. . . Yes yes! My second c0usin Joe[y] g0t engaged to his girlfriend Dana! Ahhh, I'm so excited for himm!!! I have this weird feeling that Dana [who I really like, by the way, even th0ugh my Dad hates her and thinks shes 0bsessed with my Joey.] is going to ask me to be in her wedding. I supp0sedly asked if I could at my dad's wedding. I WAS DRUNK! The day after, she told me I could be in her wedding. . .while we were at Pisces. I was like. . .'Ooh, um, sounds great. . .?' Total confusion. Should be funny, considering I've got ab0ut foot on her, and I'm about 3 sizes bigger than her. Bless her heart. l0l. DAMN KiDS. SCH00L 0N M0NDAY. fuck shit mother mother fuck shit. <-- Hell yeah SEX AND THE CiTY. NEW EPiS0DE T0MM0RR0W NiGHTT. . .final 8!!! My favourite sh0w everrrrrrr <33 Great. I get to g0 back to school and be harassed by Semenza at 7:50 in the m0rning. Happy New Year to y0u too, you bastarddd. PRETTY GREEN BLUE EYESS What a sc0user song. UltraBeat -- Pretty Green Eyes, c0urtesy of Richie. Love love love. 'NEVER HAVE T0 BE AL0NEEE <3' 0KAYY. . .I'm g0ing to sleeeep. L0VE Y0U GUYS!!! ciao tutti *LAURA L0VES MEEE. . .f0r typing that whole thinggg <33 something isn't right here

. . .old wrinkly balls [02 Jan 2004|05:48pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Michelle Branch -- Breathe ] Let me just sayy. . .I MISS Lago Del Bosco, ESPECiALLY. . .LAURAA <3 part 0f the reas0n I love this chicckk : Sweet Huni Babi: well marry some rich dying guy Sweet Huni Babi: get in the will LuCkyU628: lol okay! Sweet Huni Babi: and then marry a sex bomb LuCkyU628: like OLD men LuCkyU628: play around with their old wrinkly balls until we kill them and get their cash Sweet Huni Babi: fuck yes Sweet Huni Babi: and then buy houses and cars Sweet Huni Babi: and CLOTHES Sweet Huni Babi: <3 LuCkyU628: lol yes LuCkyU628: and LuCkyU628: male whores LuCkyU628: oh i mean... LuCkyU628: nevermind Sweet Huni Babi: lolll Sweet Huni Babi: and you know Sweet Huni Babi: we could buy wolfie full body electrolysis LuCkyU628: lol yes LuCkyU628: ! LuCkyU628: no Sweet Huni Babi: or a hit man LuCkyU628: i wouldnt spend a penny on that shithead LuCkyU628: lol a hit man to kill him LuCkyU628: that i would my dear Sweet Huni Babi: lolll Sweet Huni Babi: and we could donate money to like... Sweet Huni Babi: make ldb all schnazzy LuCkyU628: the hair removal foundation for children who look like beasts Sweet Huni Babi: AHAHA! LuCkyU628: lol Sweet Huni Babi: omg, classic. LuCkyU628: im laughing out loud LuCkyU628: hahaha Sweet Huni Babi: me tooo LuCkyU628: lol haha LuCkyU628: omg i mgonan pee my pants ohhhmygod. <333!!! and I'm *sure* I'll regret posting this butt. . .it's DEFiNATLY one of the *D0WN & DiRTYY LDB MEMS* ~especially f0r me, laura and krysten. LuCkyU628: member our p bombs how none of us could shit for like the first three days cuz it was infested with every kind of insect and smell Sweet Huni Babi: omg yes! LuCkyU628: + none of us had the guts to do it in daylight with major bathroom usage by every other person in the whole camp Sweet Huni Babi: hell yes! LuCkyU628: so we concocted a plan to shit only when it was lights out Sweet Huni Babi: and wed end up like Sweet Huni Babi: dying becuz either Sweet Huni Babi: bugs crawled on us Sweet Huni Babi: orr LuCkyU628: we were constipated LuCkyU628: lol Sweet Huni Babi: we were so constipated it was sad LuCkyU628: lol yes! LuCkyU628: member we used to sing songs on the bowl so that we couldnt hear eachother LuCkyU628: lol Sweet Huni Babi: YES! LuCkyU628: or like SCREAM LuCkyU628: lol LuCkyU628: lol LuCkyU628: haha Sweet Huni Babi: and that time LuCkyU628: GOOD TIMES Sweet Huni Babi: the counselors stayed in there LuCkyU628: oh yeah hahah LuCkyU628: ! Sweet Huni Babi: becuz they thought we were like Sweet Huni Babi: i dunno Sweet Huni Babi: smoking LuCkyU628: smoking up or something LuCkyU628: lol LuCkyU628: yeah LuCkyU628: hahahahahahha LuCkyU628: shes like RAGAZZE! E PIU TARDI! ANDATE AL LETTO! ** LuCkyU628: lol! LuCkyU628: we're like Sweet Huni Babi: NOOOOOO PBOMBB LuCkyU628: noi abbiamo bisogno facciamo LA CACCA! ** Sweet Huni Babi: AHAHAHA LuCkyU628: lol haha LuCkyU628: lol wowwwwwwwwww i missssss it ENGLiSH, f0r the non-italian speakerrss : 1. Girls! It's Late! Get to Bed! 2. We need to go. . .umm, I'm sure y0u can *all* guess what caca is, no? l0l <33 LAURA, WE'LL THR0W PEANUTS AT THE OLD PEOPLE ON THE PLAAAAANE! <3 ciao tutti something isn't right here

. . .lock me in y0ur heart & thr0w away the key <3 [01 Jan 2004|10:42pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Steward Of Gondor -- Billy <3 ] HAPPY NEW YEAR KiDSS <33 Hope every0ne had a great 2003, s0o lets h0pe 2004 is just as good. Savvy? I just watched PiRATES 0F THE CARiBBEAN. Did any0ne ever notice that Bloomer is just ab0ut the sexiest man alive. ANTT. . . FL x PaPi: How many times do I have to tell you? I prefer metrosexual. It does not directly state that I am, in fact, gay. It merely hints at it. Therefore, I am a metrosexual butterfly. Auto response from Sweet Huni Babi: *...sleeping <3 FL x PaPi: Okay. It is now three hours after I posted that crock of excrement up there ^. I think I was drunk. I know I'll never lived that down though. . . .fucking METR0SEXUAL BUTTERFLY. That is, in fact, PRiCELESS. Metrosexual: A guy who likes to keep up with the current fashion, and does such things as get manicures & wear obvious designer labels. *DIES* I'm still laughing from that. Ant, I love you anyway. DEAN IS C0MING H0MEEEEE!!!!!!! yay. I should bake him c0okies. Kelly had this strange urge to hook me up with the b0y with the poofy jacket. I w0uld sit there, and poke him. I love that thing, it was like, FW00SH. *pokey pokey* Ugh, I hate Dominos, I don't know why the fuck I even eat that shit. Yuckie. Anyways. I'm off to watch All I Wanna Do. If y0u haven't seen it, go rent it, It's awes0me! ciao tutti. CHRiSSY<3 carmela something isn't right here

w0ww. . .check it 0utt [30 Dec 2003|11:19pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | do y0u believe me? -- tjt <3 ] CHRiSSY'S NEW LAY0UT!!! Sexyful, hmm? Reminds me of cotton candy. I stole it s0mewhat from kelly + changed it t0 my girlie pink-and-blue-and-white col0ur obsessions. I stole a nice, big, huge survey fr0m kaytee. who is a sexy bitch!!! 1.do you have a name? Why yes. Yes I do. 2.what is your name? Christine. Chrissy is preferred. 3.why? I won't tell you the real reas0n. My parentals liked it th0ugh. 4.what color is your razor? Pink & see thr0ugh. Venus is the best! 5.what size is your bed? Twin. 6.do you like it? surely. 7.you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. what do you wear FROM your closet? Uh. . .that's a really gay date. But um, probably the usual, jeans // pants, a nice top + a jacket. 8.Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? . . .that is so gr0ss. Lets skip this, on account of I'm sick, and I only read up to 'naked with an old man.' 9.if you woke up one morning and found out you were going to stay in the body you have now for the rest of your life, what would you think? I kind of like myself, so it w0uldn't matter much? 10. letter or e-mail? I love getting mail. It's so. . .pers0nal! 11.If world war III broke out, what would you say? Bomb fucking Iraq already. God dammit. 12.buttons or boxes? I love to push butt0ns. 13.which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? uMm. . .kelly // megz // ant // chrissy // mich 14.what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you off? Those t-shirts that are like a 65X and huge. They're white. Seriously. This is white-ville. We live in fucking SUBURBIAAAA. . .ugh. 15. what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? n0thing *wink* 16. what do you think of soulmates? sure. . .why n0t? 17.florida or cali? FL0RiDAA. . .my antt <3 18.is the world screwed? yep. We send aide to the rest 0f the world when a l0t of our c0untry is STARViNG?! 19.is cussing a neccesity in life? Yes. 20.what's an object you can't live without? My computer + my purse. . .containing makeup + m0neyyy 21.can you live without the microwave? Um, yes? 22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? I'd die laughing, and tell him. He'd laugh t0o. 23.would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? I agree with Kaytee. Rich with 15 brats. HELL0 B0ARDiNG SCH00L! 24. how's your schoolwork for you right now? Good in s0me, H0RRiBLE iN GE0METRY. . . 25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? I don't h0ld grudges. 26.Favorite weather- A cool, Spring day. No humidity. 27.what's one trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? Looks. w0o to being superficial. 28.what personality trait attracts you to a guy/girl? Someone funny. . .sweet. . .knows when to be serious. . .fun 29.do you know what 143 means? 0f course. 30.who's phone number are you hoping to receive a call from? ANT<3 and maybe s0meone elsee? 31.describe melancholy, if you don't know, then skip this question. Melancholy means depressing, dreary and bleak. 32.describe mellow- Mellow is laid back, calm, c0llected. 33.do you believe in ghosts? why or why not? Surely. n0t sheet-like gh0sts, that's just silly. 34.what time did you sleep last night? Ar0und 113o. 35.which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? He kn0ws who he is. . . 36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? haha. Yepppp. 37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu, hawaii? iTALiA<33 38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? pasta. And get all nice and fat like a *REAL* italian! 39. how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? I've g0tten flowers. It's, uh, nice? 40.do you want to drop school? Nope. I quite like sch0ol. 41.what do you think of the words, "no pain, no gain" ? They're true sometimes. 42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul" ? It's true, y0u can tell alm0st everything from someone's eyess. 43.What do you think of sleep? Best thing everr <3 44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? That questi0n is confusing. 45.at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one of them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? Will always happen. Inevitable. 46.Are you a procrastinator? Fuck yes. 47.waffles or pancakes? Neither. Chrissy is lactose int0lerant & sensitive to most wheat productss. 48.how's your cereal in your bowl? Usually dry. I like to munch. 49.what's an annoying trait about you? I'm kind of dependant. Plus, I used t0 lead people on a l0t. n0t goood. 50.football or rugby? Real English Rugby. Th0se boys are sexxy <3 51. hat or visor? I want a pink Coach bucket hat this Spring =) 52.ice skating or rollerblading? Ice Skating. Soo r0mantic. 53. your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with a shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think? Cry. A lot. I hate baldness and shaved-head-ness. Then I'd buy him a wig. A bl0nde one. And s0me ears. [MEGZ!] 54.pizza or burgers? Pizza 55.what color is your jacket? Which one? I've got a white one, 2 pink ones, a black + white one, a denim one, shall I g0 on? 56.what's something you ALWAYS have on you? My bag. 57.what do you think of guys with nailpolish? A little fuity-lici0us. . . 58.do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? On Sundays, It takes me f0rever to fall asleep. The rest of the time, I halfway pass 0ut. 59.would you rather go to a boarding school, private school, or an all girls or guys school? All guys. I'll be the 0ne girl. Or a b0arding sch0ol. 00H THE P0SSiBiLiTiES! 60.there's a high school that'll be on a cruise ship and you have the opportunity to go. it's your last year at school. do you go for it? No. I want to be with the hobos I came back f0r. 61. who do you want to take with you to the prom? Dunno. Scared I won't have any0ne to go with. . . 62. your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. they wake up the next morning with a slight memory that they did something stupid. what do you do? Smack them. Tell them. And walk 0ut. 63.is cyber sex considered cheating? No. . .but wh0 does that? 64.how do you react to change? N0t very well. 65.are you happy? Most of the time. I'm an 0ptimist =) 66.favorite berries- Watermelon-berries. =) 67.what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? My nose. It's kind of. . .large. 68.do you take a shower after a bath? Who d0es that? 69.what's color's your towel? Red 70.what do you think of knuckle cracking? It's a little shkeevy. 71.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? Probably s0mething silly. Like feeling fat, wh0 knows. 72.chalk or crayons? cray0ns. woo, love colouring. 73.how's you happiness level right now? 0 (low)- 10 (high) 7. 74. coffee, tea, or me? ;) 0oh, y0u babyy. 75.wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? Yes. I might go ask m0mmie for a hug. 76.who was the last person who complimented you? Hmmm. . .Ant or Wes, pr0bably. 77.what's wrong with your school? It's Holmdel. Enough said. 78.do you know what an aphrodisiac is? Oh yes. Something that appeals to one or more of the five senses and ar0uses a sexual urge. 79.who do you wish you could kiss? MYSELF BABYYYY <3 l0l. 80.movies at home on in a theater? h0me, with friends 0r *him*. 81.wanna live in a castle? YES. True princess-ness! 82.isn't gondola a cool word? Yep. Those things kick ass. 83.what coat do you wear in the winter? I love my pink one. 84.what's something about guys you don't get? 1. GAY PE0PLE ARE N0T G0iNG T0 BiTE! jesusss. 2. Emotions aren't illegal. 86.who was better in rush hour/rush hour 2? Uh, neither? 87.it someone said you were hot, what would you think? Um, thanky0u? 88. you go to your bf/gf's house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. what do you think? Aw, I'm l0ved. 89.what happens when you hear the word christmas? I l0ve Christmas. I'm a greedy bastard. 90.does being a psycho sound appealing? Nope. Sounds Un-Sexyful. 91.what food brings back good memories? CHiNA BUFFET. MCD0NALDS. FRiENDLYS 92.do you talk to yourself? My m0m does. It's pretty funny. 93.sun or moon? Moon 94.what's your opinion on love? Love is yummy. 95.what's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex? Shopping with Ant. 96.would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? Ballroom. 97.do you think you can afford to lose weight? Like, 20 p0unds would be fabuloso. 98.if you could dye your hair any color, what would you dye it? I like it bl0nde. 99.what's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? 'I think you're beautiful, and perfect. I love you for wh0 you are.' -- My h0mosexual butterfly <3 100.how was the survey? Uh, superfilis! 1. What brand of toothpaste? Crest 2. Shampoo Conditioner in one or separate? Separate, my fro can't take the c0mbination. 3. What Brands? Paul Mitchell + Frederic Fekkai + Thermasilk. Depends on the m0od. 4. Do spiders scare you? YES. 0MG. 5. Do you roll your socks or pull them up? They're ankle socks? And when I wear my fuzzies, I push them l0w down. 6. What is your favorite comic (like in the paper!)? Johnny the Hom0cidal Maniac. w0nderful. 7. Do you know Donald Duck's middle name? Fuck. That w0uld be funny. Donald Fuck Duck. teehee. 8. Favorite colour? Okay. You spelled 'colour' correctly, but why n0t 'favourite'? H0NESTLY. But, anyway. PiNK is my SiGNATURE colour. 9. Summer footwear: sneakers. 10. Apples, oranges, or bananas? Apples + Oranges 11. Lefty or righty? Lefty 12. Glass is half-empty or half-full? Depends if y0u're pouring or drinking. 13. Bleh or blah? Blah. 14. What do you like about yourself? I like that I'm funny. And I can be cute. w0o. Plus I'm a parent-pleaser. 15. Would you ever wear Taz boxers? nope. He scares me f0r some reason. . .? 16. Do you sing in the shower? Yep. I did f0r Wes that 0ne time, l0l. 17. Do you talk to your pet? I yell at him. 18. Do you talk to yourself? n0pe. 19. Do you have a secret crush on your dentist? N000. . .I've kn0wn him since I had teeth. Plus, He's a chub-m0nster. And he's alll Mafia-ish like my Daddie. 20. Do you know your mailman/woman's name? Sherri. 21. Do you give your mailman/woman a gift on Xmas? Yepp. 22. Do you have 11 toes? Ten. 23. What is the lamest pick up line you've ever used? I saw y0ur father steal candy bars fr0m Kmart. -- TheSpark.com 24. Would you ever buy/use a pink pen? Yes. . . 25. Would you ever buy ANYTHING pink? Half of my wardr0be is pink. It's my FAV0URiTE. . . 26. Mickey Mouse or Bugs Bunny? Mickey. 27. Do you think Daffy Duck is hot? Hell yes. 28. Would you ever recite poetry to a girl? I'm n0t a lesbian. . . 29. What color nail polish/lipstick would you wear? French. . .Lipstick is scary. 30. Do you bite your lip when you're nervous? Tepp. And my nails. A L0T. 31. Would you skip school if you had a huge zit between your eyes on picture day? I don't get pimples really. . . 32. Did you ever eat crayons when you were little? Probably. 33. How do you take mascara off? I sleep on it, and wash my face in the m0rning. Wow, I'm gonna end up with h0rrible skin. 34. Would a girl wearing blue/green mascara turn you on? No. 35. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas. 36. Would you ever wear lip gloss? Everyday. . . 37. What's better: gummi sweettarts or sweettart gum? Neither. 38. M&MS or Skittles? Crispy M&Ms. 39. Do you go to public places with your mom, and actually TALK to her? Haha. When she's being n0rmal. 40. What is 1+1? Two. . . 41. Pick one: RuPaul or Dennis Rodman: RUPAUL. It's my idol. haha. Sarcasm. 42. How old are you? 15 43. How old do you WANT to be? . . .15? 44. Where do you live? Jersey. 45. Where do you want to go? Barbad0s. October. w0w. MEM0RIESS <3 46. Who do you want to meet? Bloomer. I love him <3 47. Do you like Kool-Aid? noooooooo!!!!!!!!! 48. Does pine-sol smell good? Never smelled it? 49. What are your favorite pizza toppings? Pepperoni // Jalepeno peppers // pepperochini peppers // Cheese. 50. Do you like toast? It's kind of shkeevy. 51. Do you still carve pumpkins? haha, yes. 52. Do you still leave cookies & milk out for Santa? Uh. . .I left 0ut beer & a cigar f0r my dad this year. Was quite funny. 53. Have you lost all your (baby) teeth? Yes? 54. Have your wisdom teeth seen light yet? No! This summer. Pulled out! Ack. 55. Clear or colored? f0r? 56. When your dentist asked, what flavor fluoride did you pick? Watermelon // Bubblegum 57. Where is your hand right NOW? The mouse // the keyb0ard. 58. What is better: your right ear or left pinky? Right ear 59. Okay or O'tay? Okay. 60. French poodle or french kiss? French kiss. 61. Are 2 x 4s really 2 inches by 4 inches? Nope. 62. Do you have a 2 x 4 or a 1 x 2? No....? 63. Do you know your parents' birthdays/ages? My Dad's is February 6th, and he's currently 44. My Mom's is June 29th & She is 42. 64. Do you know your siblings birthdays/ages? Yep. January 31, She's 22. 65. Does your grandma tell you she is 29? No. 66. Have you ever used colored white-out? No. 67. What do you think of Smurfette? Loved her. 68. What is your favorite book? Eragon & Rainbow High. 69. How does a cabin far, far away, with a fire, candles, and the one you love sound? Yummy. And sexyful. 70. Salmon or Cod? SALM0N. OMG, my favouriteee!!! 71. Crab or Lobster? Lobster. 72. What sounds better: up or down? Both. 73. What sounds better: sideways or sidewards? Sideways. 74. Ok, NOW where is your hand? Still on the keyboard. 75. Describe the best day of your life. Everyday! 76. Broom or mop? MR. M0P!!! ahahahahahaha. 77. What is your favorite word? Booger. 78. Free! Don't have to answer this since there is no question. You are an idiot. 79. What is your full name? Christine Castellano 80. What do you wish your name was? I like it. 81. Describe your most embarrassing moment. There's manyyy. 82. What is the weirdest middle name you've ever heard? Geraldo. Damn the Italians. 83. Are your feet the same size? Yes 84. Cassettes or CDs? CDs . 85. Is watching "How The Grinch Stole Christmas" a tradition in your home? Nope, but we l0ve. 86. What are your Christmas traditions? Presents in the AM & Dinner in the aftern0on. 87. How do you open your envelopes: tear or cut? Tear. 88. Are you bored? Yes 89. Do you like onions? No. 90. What would you name your band, if you had one? Me? A band? Good one. 91. Have you ever worn a dress? Yes. 92. Did you know that if you talk into a vent, someone in a nearby room will hear you? Yes. That's fun. 93. Frogs or toads? Frogs. 94. Do you believe in making a wish at 11:11? n0pe, used to th0ugh. 95. 8 or 3? 8. 96. How long can you hula-hoop for? Not l0ng, like a minute? 97. Did you know Dave is AWESOME? Uh, sure? 98. Do you love me now? Oh yes. 99. On your last birthday, what did you wish for? A life. l0l. 100. Do you know all the words to the National Anthem? Yepp. 101. Is watching the Superbowl a party in your house? No, we go t0 this silly party at my dad's boss' house. 102. Are you going to name your son Elvis? No. 103. If not, what? Anthony, Vincenzo, Luke 104. What about your daughter? Kate or Ella. 105. Do you read tabloids? No. 106. If I give you a piece of paper, what are the odds of you not eating it? uhh. . . 1:1 I won't. l0l. 107. Do you like cotton candy? Yeah. 108. Favorite food? iTALiAN0. . .and salad. Anything H0T. 109. What would be the first thing you would do if you won the lottery? SH0PPiNG. 110. Ribbed or plain? Whatever. 111. "Lala" or "Skittle de bop du wop"? LaLa. 112. Apple pie or cherry pie? Neither. 113. Pepsi or Coke? Neither. no soda f0r chrissy. 114. Strawberry or Vanilla? Vanilla. 115. Favourite movie? Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Empire Records, Cruel Intentions, Nightmare Before Christmas, Black Hawk Down, Pirates of the Caribbean, Ice Age 116. Favourite Actor? 0RLAND0. . .aka BL00MER. 117. Favourite Actress? Sarah Jessica Parker, Reese Witherspoon. 118. Cheerios or corn flakes? Cheerios. 119. Panty hose or thigh-highs? Both Suck 120. Do you shave your legs? Yes 121. Midnight or mid-day? Midnight. 122. Hope or Billy? Hope. 123. Cottonball or Q-tip? Q-tip. 124. Dry or lubricated? Lubricated. 125. Fast or slow? Fast. 126. Hard or soft? Soft. 127. Yogurt or ice-cream? Neither. Lactose int0lerant. 128. Spoon or fork? Spork. w0ot. 129. Are you crying right now? No. 130. Tootsie pops or blowpops? Blowpops. 131. Look at your middle finger, on your right hand, what do you see? Uh, the middle finger? 132. Look to your left, what do you see? A window. 133. Look to your right, what do you see? a closet. 134. Who is at your house right now? Mommie. 135. Are your legs crossed right now? At my ankles under my chair. 136. Do a few twirls, are you dizzy now? No thanks. 137. Favourite song? Do You Believe Me? -- JT <3 138. Boxers or briefs? Boxers. 139. Big Red, Juicy Fruit, or Doublemint? Doublemint I guess 140. Do you like to fish? Yep. 141. Is your grandpa cool? Sure. poppy is a neat 0ld man. 142. Does your grandpa bore you with long stories? Negat0ry. 143. Do you snore? n0pe. I talk in my sleep. 144. Describe how your breath smells right now. Like I need sleep. lol. 145. If you were a girl, would you rather be "Matilda" or "Alexis." I'm a girl? But, Alexis. 146. Does it taste good? 00H YES BAYBEEE!!! 147. Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge? Lick it. 148. Do you chew on pens/pencils? Yes. Badly. 149. Acting class or class act? Class act. 150. Upside-down or downside-up? Upside-down. 151. What's up? nmhu? 152. What does "GROWL TIGER" make you think of? rrrrrr? 153. What does this -> .dm,'fglkserhngjkqb; Spasm! 154. Blondes or brunettes? BL0NDES. 155. Push or pull? Push. 156. If a door says pull, do you automatically push? No... pull 157. Do you even read those door things? No 158. What does? Does what? 159. Did you know I was scared of FROGS when I was a baby? I'm scared of skunks. Would y0u like a c0okie? 160. What was your first word? Daddie. 161. What was your first phrase? 'Cookies in the oven' 162. What can you not pronounce? Cinnamon. fucking w0rd. 163. Did you know my phone just rang? okay? 164. Is your phone ringing? N0pe. 165. What's your phone number? 609 851 4340 166. Do you eat your toe-nails? EW! no. 167. WalMart or Kmart? neither 168. Jim Carrey or Mariah Carey? Jim. 169. How many REAL push-ups can you do? About. . .negative one? 170. How many fake push-ups can you do? a bunch, I'm a pro. 171. Go run a mile. You have ten minutes. Are you tired now? I w0uld be. 172. Does your bike have 2 wheels? I don’t have a bike 173. Are they flat? Maybee... If I had a bike. 174. Can you do a hand-stand? Yepp 175. Front or back? Front 176. Walk backwards for 5 steps. Stop. Turn around. What time is it? 12:42 AM? 177. Are you on fire right now? Yes. 178. Sprite or 7-up? Sprite 179. Mug RootBeer or Dr. Pepper? Rootbeer. 180. Bambi or Thumper? Thumper. 181. Do you think Flower is hot? He's such a sex b0mb. And a cutie! 182. If I told you to jump off a bridge, would you? I'd push y0u. And then laugh. 183. Would you lick Prince's feet for $5? EWW. n0o! 184. Do you know there are people who would do that for free? Sure. 185. Umm. can you count how many questions are left? three? 186. Is your left pinky right-handed? These questi0ns are getting stupiderderderr. 187. 5+7+8-1234569%555x3=? shut up shut up. Don't give Pugie ideas now! 188. If you had 5 dollars, went to the store to buy 1 apple for 50 cents, but they were out, how many apples would you have? Zero. ciao tutti CHRiSSY <3 carmela 3 never said goodbyes // something isn't right here

. . .if i just *breathee*. . . [25 Dec 2003|10:16pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Into The West -- Annie Lennox! Me & Megz' s0ng right there. ] w0w, MERRY CHRiSTMASS <3 I h0pe fat bastard treated every0ne well! s0o. . .what'd Chrissy gett? fr0m m0mmieee. . . - Tiffany necklace I p0sted down there. . .<3 - A g0rgeous pair of white gold, diamond & sapphire earrings. - 2 turtlenecks fr0m bebe - Pink cashmere sweater, which is the softest everr <3 - 'French Kitty' Calendar - Victoria's Secret Breathless & Body perfume - Victoria's Secret gift sets for Breathless & Body ((purse-sized spray & b0dy lotion)) - BeneFit's Maybe Baby. - MY SiGNATUREE. . .Davidoff -- Cool Water. So I can be back to my normal, yummy smelling self. - Like, 20 'v-strings'. Gotta love Victoria's Secret, s0o damn comfy. - La Perla Bra & Thong set. Which I pr0lly won't wear, it's kind of fancyy, well. . .maybe f0r someone speciall <3 - Guiness Book of Records 2004, just as I get everyy year. - Sterling silver heart necklace. - A bracelet that's totally rhinestone from bebe - A black leather band bracelet with a heart charm - A DVD player - 2 new winter jackets. I'm g0nna be rockin the Baby Phat fleece. l0l, it's s0o comfy! And a puffy, white jacket. It's cute, n0ttoally my style, but g0od. - As always, about 6 tins of Vicki Mintss, I always run outt. - A pair of Juicy jeans. fr0m daddie i g0tt. . . UhH. . .n0t sure, will find out tomorrow when I have Christmas with him and the Devil bitcch <3 fr0m danielle + chuck - Gift certificate to bebe (($200, yay)) - 'Left Hander's Handbook'. s0o cute, all about being a Lefty, like mee. FRiENDSS. . .s0o far. - Megz ~ ROTK soundtrack, talking Gollum, g0rgeous photo frames. <3 - Mevvy ~ Incense & Massage oil. 0oh baby <3 - Emily ~ Dior Ligloss in Lick of Taffy 151. <3 - Ant ~ a bebe turtle neck & skirt, three dvds [breakfast club, pretty in pink, & the g0onies, g0tta <3 the 80's. . .] a b0x of GODiVA, a bracelet, a b0ok and a bottle 0f his cologne to spray on everythingg because it's amazing <3 - Dean ~ Abercrombie pajama pants. . .he sh0uldn't havee. . .He's getting better, *THATS* my giftt <3 - Ross ~ What a smartass. Sent me c0ndoms & a pair of bebe sweatss <3 W0W. . .d0es everyone just kn0w me that welll? <3 g0nna have a 'CASTELLAN0' Christmass on WEDNESDAYY<3 Mommie is in the *BEST* m0od. ME: m0mmie, y0u're sure I'm allowed to go over his h0use right? M0M: yesss. As l0ng as the parents are h0me. ME: Don't embarass me by being all m0m-ish and meeting the parentsss. . . M0M: But, I'm y0ur mommy, it's my j0b to embarass y0u, ME: H0NESTLY! M0M: Finnee. I trust y0u, if y0u say they're h0me, then I'll believe y0u. . . sc0re. Mommie trusts me! yay. right thenn. . . I have to wake up at SiX THiRTY t0morroww. . .g0dd, g0tta meet FATHER SADDAM // GANGSTER M // Daddie at 9 AM. Christmas at the Castellano h0usehold tomorrow. Castellano // Wright? wh0 knows. Nasty woman. asdfngfrehtj! I hope he gets me the ring I wanted. My little Lord of the Rings ring. I'm such a nerd. w0w. ALRiGHTT, i'M G0iNG N0WW <3 ciao tutti. BU0N NATALE // ti am0, babbo natale <3 something isn't right here

. . .until my dying dayy <3. . . [24 Dec 2003|01:30pm] [ music | Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman - Come What May (Moulin Rouge) ] '. . .Never knew I could feel like this. . . Like I've never seen the sky before. . . I want to vanish inside your kiss. . . Every day I love you more and more. . .' iT'S CHRiSTMAS EVE <3 w0o. I h0pe every0ne was good this yearrr. . .!!! I kn0w I wasn't. l0l. <3 . . .DEAN. . . s0 you *finally* decided to give me a call? I'm s0o relieved that y0u're coming homee s0on <3 Glad y0u like what I g0t youu, and D0N'T W0RRY AB0UT MEE. . .y0u being safe & happy is *all* I want fr0m youu. '. . .Listen to my heart. . . Can you hear, it sings. . . Telling me to give you everything. . . Seasons may change. . . Winter to spring. . . But I love you until. . . The end of time. . .' I f0rgot like *every0ne's* gifts at my h0use, so everyone has to wait until afterr break <3 . . .GUESS WHAT CHRiSSY iS GETTiNG T0M0RR0W? <3 [I deleted this fucking pic because it was making my blurty all. . .ugly-fied] finally. after what? like a tw0 years of asking my dad. Because, he d0esn't believe in buying me jewelry. . .which makes N0 SENSE. . .because, he's buying me a ring this year. Uh, go figure I guess. I h0pe my smelly gets her acoustic bass, because she's been wanting 0ne for while. . .this just further pr0ves the statement that opposites attract. She's asking for a guitar, and I asked for Tiffany jewlery. '. . .Come what may. . . Come what may. . . I will love you until my dying day. . .' Megz, I still have to send y0ur present, meaning it will be veryyy late. Muchos apologies. <3 Kelly, I still have to actually GET y0ur present. After break. r0fl. <3 Richie, I'll start when I'm finished s0me odd bits of h0mework. i MiSS KAYTEE MURPHY & ASHLiE CARB0. . . .m0viess, great timess. '. . .Suddenly the world seems. . . Such a perfect place. . . Suddenly it moves with. . . Such a perfect grace. . . Suddenly my life. . . Doesn't seem such a waste. . . But our world revolves around you. . .' I l0ve this song. I c0uld kill megz f0r telling me about it, I've had it on repeat since *LAST NiGHT <3* ahh. Megz is like, my other FF 0bsessed half. I'm s0o into FF-reading m0de. grr. I need t0 find s0me new, good ones. Best Christmas present 0f all : NEXT DV CHAPTER. . .imp0ssible though. Damn Cassie Claire. DAMN Y0U. Okay, I love you <3 Hiney & Manboob. Funniest w0rdsss <3 I h0pe my m0m was c0ol this year and b0ught me that bracelet fr0m bebe i HiNTED THAT i WANTED when we were in the st0re last weeek <33 Hopefully, my mom didn't do what she did last year. Mostly everything was either a size too small [t0p half. *ahem*] or a size t0o big. [acc0modati0n f0r the twins, *ahem again*] My crazy sister & Chuck(ie) are c0ming over tomorrow. He cracks me up. He's such a bad b0yfriend, and I'll smack myself if they get engaged. blehhh. But he's c0ol, despite his. . .un-c0olness. l0l. <33 '. . .And there's no mountain too high. . . No river too wide. . . Sing out this song. . . I'll be there by your side. . . Storm clouds may gather. . . And stars may collide. . . But I love you until. . . The end of time. . .' 0nly 9 h0urs and 53 minutes until midnight. w0o. I was thinking ab0ut my New Year's Resolutions. they're really nice, but I'll *never* live up to them. *grin*. . . '. . .Oh, come what may. . . Come what may. . . I will love you. . . I will love you. . . Suddenly the world seems. . . Such a perfect place. . .' w0w. if y0u guys only underst0od how much i'm AD0RiNG this songgg <33 Ewan + Nicole, their v0ices fit together s0o perfectlyy <33 0KAY KiDDiESS <33 I'm g0nna g0 wrap the rest of Mommies' Christmas presentss <3 [WHiCH SHE BETTER LiKE. . .i SPENT A L0T 0F TiME TRYiNG T0 FiND THAT C0ACH BAGG, l0l <3] carmela something isn't right here

. . .y0u g0t it badd <3. . . [22 Dec 2003|04:27pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Pretty Green Eyes - UltraBeat, c0urtesy of Mr. Orgasmic. ] and baby, Y0U G0T iT BADD. . .<3 w0w, today was interestingg. . . Lets start fr0m this weekend. CRAZY party with Nat at her friend Josh's. I f0rgot how nice it was to be 0ff my ass drunk. -All- I remember is a l0t of nakedness ar0und 1130. . .and then waking up at likee 3, in J0SH's carr. . .!!! DAD: Chris. Have y0u been drinking? ME: uHh. . .0f course nottt. . . DAD: WHAT DiD Y0U DRiNK?! ME: Umm. . .water? DAD: DO Y0U THiNK i'M AN iDi0T. . .? ME: well. . .it was *clear* like waterr. . . ALi: MARK. I think she's justt. . .*tired* Let her go t0 sleeep. . . DAD: It's THREE THiRTY. . .!!! ALi: And she has a lifeee. g0tta love the y0ung stepm0ther every once in a whileee <3 uMm...yeah, and then m0re drinking on SUNDAY, yuckk. Monday morning with a hangover. Lovely. ANYWAYY. . .uMm. . .t0dayy. First peri0d, I was l0oking -wonderful- I'm sure. Especially f0r volleyball. 0H!!! Mr. Semenza. . .'CHRiS! PULL Y0UR SHiRT D0WN!' oRr. . .'PULL Y0UR PANTS UPP' no jokeee. That man, I swear t0 g0d, Me & Leah are especially d0omed, but all the girlss are fair game t0 be molested by that man. *Ahem* Anyway. Chem. Chemistry is alwayss fun n0wadays, getting harassed by likee, Wes, Andrew, Joe and Sean. haha, right. But we had this really strange w0man teaching uss. . .and then there was Joe on my left saying s0me really weird shitt. . .l0l. After that was English. . .where Wes * Matt decided to write a dial0gue about me being harassed by a chinese kid. Lovely, hmm? Lunch was n0rmall. Spanish, t0ok a quiz, which I kicked ass 0n. I've been d0ing s0o well in that class. Hmmm, math. I was *supp0sed* to take a testt, but the Math & Science lady wasn't there. So Me and Ashley were just standingg there. So0 then I see Matt Hazen d0wn the hall, and he walks by me and is like. . .'Do y0u like . . .?' So I wasn't g0nna lie, l0l. Then he came back, and we had a nice l0ng conversation ab0ut how him + Chuck used to ask me *EVERY DAY* in Satz if I stuffed my braa. . .and then he wanted to kn0w about the Shane & Swedish fish thingg. I pr0lly shouldn't bring it up, Kelly will -NEVER- let me f0rget thatt <3 l0l, Matt's a funny kid. I used t0 like him in like 8th gradee, I think he called me ugly th0ugh, lol. But then again, I was a beast in 7th & 8th. I had to do the test during 7th peri0d, and when I came late to the library f0r Dougherty, she had a shit fit, and went t0 yell at Pugie. And guess wh0 I see? Matttt Hazen. l0l. So I was talking to Sean for a while, and he gave me a nice, big hug. I love guy hugs. They're so like, grrr. l0l. So at the end, Matt comes over and is like, s0o do you know about the Swedish fishh? But, 0f course nott. Sean is newww! l0lll. And then, as usual, a c0nversation was started ab0ut my chest. 0F C0URSEE. . .!!! Unfortunatly, I don't even caree anym0re. It's theree, I'm n0t gonna hidee it, s0o look if y0u wantt <3 Anyway. TV was like a free peri0d as usuall. Stephanie, y0u legwarmer-b0ots were s0o cutee, and Rachel I love your hairr! ANYWAYY. . . DEAN. . .D-D-D-D-D-D UNiT. I *kn0w* you're reading thiss. I hope everything gets better really soon, call my t0nightt, I know you want to. h0nestlyyy. . .we all need to know you're alright, and I'm here f0r you always <3 MEGZ. Macy*s = BAD. h0w'd everything g0? They better cancel 0ut the THREE chargings of $230 insteadd 0f 1 <3 J0SH. need I say it again? you're my LiFESAVERR <3 'Wait, she's Hanukkah-ish?' -- Mev, ab0ut Kelly. totally classsic. 0oh yeah, g0tta love the new nickname Wes gave me. *c0ugh* Tickle Me Elmo. *shake shake* . . .w0w. Ant left me the funniest v0icemail I've ever heard in my lifeee. That song, Sex Bombb, yahh well, i g0t it in ITALIAN0 fr0m my antt <3 'La bomba de sessa' g0d. That's what happens when y0u have little gay boys for friends. hehe, love youu. 0MG. . .w0w. Right, I was in the tanning sal0n, as always on Mondays. And on Monday nights, all the guys are always in Baysh0re getting less0ns // band praxx. This gr0up of really sexy guys was staring at me when I came out, and I was s0o sweaty. yuck. Anyway. This guy was in there, he had to be ar0und, I don't know, 40? And he was like, HITTING 0N ME. . .he was like, w0w, you're beautiful. Would you like to g0 out sometime? The guy that was w0rking there t0night was like, SHE'S FiFTEEN. He's like my father, it's great. And the girls are like my friends, I l0ve Caribbean Sun. Every0ne go, they rock. Anyway, So I go in and whatever, and I c0me out and HE WAS HiTTiNG 0N MY M0THER. . .nasty nasty nastyyy!!! gr0ss. bleh. richie changed his name [legally] t0 Joe Orgasmic. w0w, I love the little sc0user. anywayy kids <3 I l0ve you all t0 pieces. something isn't right here

. . .baby, do y0u like my sweater?. . . [19 Dec 2003|11:18pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | Soo upset about dean. I don't even want to hear music. . . ] w0w. dean, we love you. . . FL x PaPi: Ciao Bella. Sweet Huni Babi: Hey. FL x PaPi: What else did you send me? Sweet Huni Babi: 0h, f0r me to know, and you nott to. . . FL x PaPi: unfair. Sweet Huni Babi: aren't Ross, Dean and Cris there? FL x PaPi: Um, i think Ross and Cris are like molesting eachother, and Dean never came, his dad won't let him out. I feel really horrible. Sweet Huni Babi: Explain the whole story, I get bits and pieces fr0m everyonee, what's going on with my D unit? FL x PaPi: You know about Gina, right? Sweet Huni Babi: The blonde girl I met in December? She's really tall, and totally gorgeous? FL x PaPi: Yeah, well, Dean and her have been friends since 2nd grade. He is completely in love with her, he'd do anything for this chick. So, she led him on, and made him think she likes him and shit, and then she started going out with Tom. Sweet Huni Babi: Tom? FL x PaPi: Tom Mangioli. He;s tall and he has really green eyes Sweet Huni Babi: 0MG. . .he's so hotttt!! FL x PaPi: I know. Anyway, they started to go out. Dean found out, and he took four Vicotins and drank a fifth of absolut. Sweet Huni Babi: I didn't know about the vodka part. I thought he learned from his mom. FL x PaPi: I guess not. But he's with his dad for a while, to get away from it all. Sweet Huni Babi: Can I call him at Mike's? FL x PaPi: of course, you idiot. He's not in prison, he's recouping. He needs his friends. Esp the blonde one in NJ. Sweet Huni Babi: Who is that? FL x PaPi: wow. Sweet Huni Babi: oh! me?! FL x PaPi: I love you, seriously. Sweet Huni Babi: lol. FL x PaPi: mafiosa, i'm going to go and check on ross and cris, I don't trust the two of them. Sweet Huni Babi: I knew they liked eachother. FL x PaPi: ciao bambina, ti amo. Sweet Huni Babi: e tu. <333 h0ly fuckk. . . DEAN, BABY, WE ALL MISS Y0U<3 feel betterr. . . mike better be fucking sp0iling youuu! 2 never said goodbyes // something isn't right here

. . .SURVEY <3. . . [19 Dec 2003|09:18pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | I Wanna Be With You -- Mandy Moore ] the *I* surveyy <3. . . I see: thiss <3 I need: to buy christmas presents for m0mmie, a lifee <3 a b0yfriend ? I want: HiM <3 I have: bl0nde hairrr and the *BEST* friendss everr. . . I wish: Ant didn't remind me about James. Seriously. I love: Orlando Bloom <3 & the c0lour pink. I hate: bugs, skunks, peanut butter & the dark. I miss: L0ND0N <3, LDB o3 & BD0S o3 <3 I fear: being al0ne. I feel: c0ntento. I hear: Definatly music from the Lord of the Rings soundtrack. Because, My m0m got it for me. w0o. I smell: My mousse. It smells like candy. I crave: the c0ck. 0mg, mem0ries w. kelly & kaytee. COCKL0VERS foreverr <3 I search: for my cell. I wonder: why I am the way I am. I regret: al0t. t0o much. n0t enough. last time y0uuu...<3 Smiled: today. First during 0ur lab period, and last during TV when Rachel & I were talking ab0ut the 'tr0ll'. Laughed: The whole day. Cried: Just bef0re. That's what happens when I see pictures of Laura, Grace, Jess & AnnMarie. I miss them s0o much. . .LAURA, I'LL SEE Y0U AFTER CHRiSTMAS!!! Bought something: Today. More Lenox for m0mmie. Danced: Uh, I rand0mly start dancing when they're g0od music. . . Were sarcastic: To my m0m. 'Right m0m, and you're just the busiest fu...damn pers0n ever!' 'EXCUSE ME?!' Kissed someone: uh. Like, a m0nth, maybe less. Watched your favorite movie: New favourite, yesterday. Other favourite, day bef0re. Had a nightmare?: Last night. Last book you read: Erag0n. L0VE L0VE L0VE <3 Last movie you saw: Return of the King // 0ne hour photo. The former fucking amazing, and the latter sucked. Last song you heard: 'I Wanna Be With You' -- Mandy Moore, teenyb0pper for lifee <3 Last thing you had to drink: Water. It's all I drink. Oh, and some vodka. Last time you showered: This morning. Last thing you ate: Milano cookies. Yuck, I feel so fucking fat n0w. do y0uuu?. . . Smoke: n0pe. My mom d0es though, I hate it. I think it's f0ul. Do drugs: Never everr. . .(('But you sure do know how to pretend y0u have' -- Mike)) Sleep with stuffed animals: Every night, Shagooz. My little buddie since I was 0NE <3. Live in the moment: This morning. *sigh* Have a dream that keeps coming back: It's that 0ne. . .with Ant & Alex. I hate it, s0o fucking scary. Play an Instrument: . . .right. Believe there's life on other planets: Where d0 you think my friends came fr0m? Remember your first love: Oh right. Yeah, That turned out really fucking well. Obviously, y0u haven't seen my arms. First l0ve, caused my friends to w0rry about me everytime my arm/wrist/hand gets s0re. . .i HATE himm ciao tutti <3 CHRiSSY<3 carmela something isn't right here

. . .Y0U <3. . . [18 Dec 2003|09:17pm] I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you. . . Your breath on my face your warm, gentle kiss I taste the truth, I taste the truth. . . We know what I came here for. . . So I won't ask for more. . . [ch0rus] I wanna be with you. . . If only for a night. . . To be the one who's in your arms for you tonight. . . I wanna be with you. . . There's nothing more to say. . . There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way. . . I wanna be with you. . . So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore. . . And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before. . . How beautiful it is. . . Just to be like this. . . [ch0rus] Oh, baby. . . I can't fight this feeling anymore. . .(anymore). . . Drives me crazy when I try to. . . So call my name and take my hand. . . Can you make my wish, baby, your command. . .(command). . . Yeah. . . [ch0rus] Oh yeah. . . I wanna be with you. . . Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah. . . I wanna be, I wanna be. . . [repeats. . .] - dedicatedd <3 - 1 never said goodbye // something isn't right here

0MG. . . [18 Dec 2003|06:50pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Congratulations -- The Juliana Theory <3 ] CHRiSSY FiNALLY SAW R0TK. . . okay, I'm g0nna be the true nerd at heart. Make most, if n0t all, of this entry ab0ut that movie. s0o um, if y0u didn't see it, and you want to. . .d0nt read the rest of this entry that's in white. . . 0kay, the funny qu0tes // parts of the m0vieee, as best I remember, and certainly n0t in order. 'We've been searching f0r you, and here you are, SM0KING!' After my *husband* kills an Oliphaunt, Gimli - 'That only c0unts as 0ne!' '34!' '35!' '36!' When Merry tells Pip he sm0kes too much. When Gandalf hits Denethor over the head with his staff. Woo, go Mithrandir! Denethor in general. Such an assh0le, but such a great character. Viggy 'attacking' Arwen when he sees her. He like, eats her face. So cute. -After Pip saves Gandalf from the Orc- 'Ah, well. Guard of the Citadel, up the hill.' 'An elf going underground when a dawrf will not? I'll never hear the end of it' 1000 year-0ld Bilbo 'Well, I'm ready for an0ther adventure!' the tearjerking parts, there's a l0t. Again, remembered as best I can, and n0t in orderr. . . 'We'll see each0ther again s0on, right?' 'Merry?!' 'My b0dy is br0ken. . .' Pippin singing. His angelic voice, and that assh0le Denethor sitting there, eating something that dripped red down his fr0nt. 'Home is behind, the world ahead. There are many paths to tread, through shadow to the edge of night, Until the stars are all alight. Mist and shadow, Cloud and shape. All shall fade, All shall fade.' Denethor burning, and flinging himself off of the wall at Gondor. Smeagol killing Deagol, wretched little shit. 'The fat one will try to take it. Yes. The fat one.' When Gollum threw the Lembas over side of the mountain. Frodo lying lifeless in Shelob's lair, when Sam c0mes to his aide. Sam crying, in the corner. Frodo and Sam, laying on that rock, as Mordor crumbles into itself. 'Frodo, it is time' 'Well, I'm back.' Frodo leaving Pip, Merry and Sam, Before the ship to the Grey Havens. 'No, please, please do not go where I cannot follow' The entire ending sequence. 'I never thought to die beside an elf.' 'How about beside a friend?' King Elessar. And Legolas & the elves bringing Arwen. . . 'You wish it had been I, instead of Boromir.' 'Yes, I do wish that.' The ship, sailing into the sun. . . The general, kick ass parts & qu0tes. n0t in order. 'No man shall ever kill me' '. . .I am no man' Aragorn summoning the Army of the Dead, in Ered Nimrais. They're scary as hell. The Oliphaunts. And that Pig-ish looking Orc, who spits on the rock. Anduril. It's huge th0ugh, think Viggo is maybe trying to c0mpensate? When Pippin st0le the palantir from Gandalf, and it burns, and fixes itself to his hands. Faramir alm0st being burned alive by his father, who has been driven mad. The Battle at the Pelennor Fields. wow. Amazing. Merry getting r0yally pissed at Pip for the Palantir, caused Saur0n to believe Pip is the ringbearer. Climbing the steps to Shel0b's lair. . . Shel0b. About, 50x scarier than Aragog in Harry Potter. Bilbo, he l0oked about 1000 years 0ld. Eowyn, I really l0ve her, she's so pretty & str0ng willed. When the ring is cast into the fire, and it sinks. . .fading. And the inscription can still be seen briefly in the lava. The Eye & The voice. If that thing ever sp0ke to me, I'd chop my ears off. Sam. This was as much Sam's m0vie as it was Aragorns. Sam was such an amazing friend in this, It was awes0me. . . .umm, the wh0le movie was iNSANELY AMAZiNGLY G00D <3 . . .w0w, I want to go see it again really s0on. I'm such a nerd @ heart with my Megz. Us and 0ur obsessions. . . okay, start reading again f0r all th0se who didn't read my sp0ilers. It's CHRiSTMAS iN A WEEK <3 I unf0rtunatly know just about everything I'm getting, but that's 0KAY! alright kiddies, I'm 0ut, Sex and the City is 0n soon & I've g0t a date with Mr. Big. <3 ciao tutti CHRiSSY<3 carmela megz, we're 0bsessed with that s0ng! diana & emily - nicowwwe took it up the butt howwwe. . .l0l! <3 something isn't right here

. . .but my heads spinning <3. . . [10 Dec 2003|04:25pm] [ mood | thirsty ] [ music | Ant's voice & the techno shit he's playing in the backgr0und ] why can't i breathe whenever i think ab0ut you. . . . . . . . . . . 0KAY. . .can we say 'CHRiSSY'S DAD SUCKS'. . . he . bought . her . a . villa . in . the . caymans a house in the caribbean. A H0USE IN THE CARiBBEAN. . . .and he yelled at me because I called him an insensitive bastard when he wouldn't buy me the baby pink marc jacobs bag I saw when we were sh0pping for 'HER' christmas present. So, me and kelly decided. Not only is my father a woman, he's a Hasidic jewish man/w0man. ah. whatever. anth0ny kept me on the phone last night for THREE h0urs. Do you know what he was talking about? Not Alex, and not himself. He was talking about a pair of Armani glasses and a pair of Burberry jeans. Do you see what I put up with? The epitome of a gay guy right there. ((I mean that in a nice way ant.)) What do you all want for christmas? Becauuuse. . .I already bought Kelly, Michele & Chrissy's presents. Bought Megz' & Ant's. I still have like $400 to spend on everyone else. Ross, you have every colour and style made in those stupid Von Dutch hats, I'm not buying you an0ther, I'll buy you an Armani shirt or something. DEAN. . .i L0VE y0u, D0N'T EVEN THiNK AB0UT iT. Honestly. Everyone cares about you so much, I don't know where you come up with this shit. Just D0NT. Seriously. Okay. Lets all be happy n0w. Every0ne at lunch thinks I like Sean. PSHHH, I think n0t. We're just married. And we're bestest friends. whee. an0ther pointless entry. <33 CHRiSSY 2 never said goodbyes // something isn't right here

lasciate mi cantare. . . [05 Dec 2003|06:11pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Do You Believe Me? -- THE JULIANA THE0RY <33 ] M0RE SURVEYS;* ST0LEN FR0M. . .uHh? If y0u were a faerie. . .;* *What color would your skin be? the colour it is n0w. . .nice and tann <3 *Wings? PiNK. . .light on the edges, deepening to the centre, which would be fuschia. *Hair? pale, pale blonde. Like the colour of moonlight on a still lake. *Eyes? the colour they are n0w, sapphire blue. *Your tail/ears/other appendages, if you have them? Elf-like ears, delicately pointy. <3 *How long would your hair be? What style? Mid-back, perfect curls. *Would you have a pattern on your body? n0pe. *On your wings? yepp, white hearts <3 *What shape would your wings be? delicate, but coming to a sharp point at the tips. *How many would you have? 2 wings, larger on top than on the bottom. *How many limbs would you have? arms. . .and legs. . .1 set of each, l0l. *Body type? tiny and v. feminine. *Would you be naked? n0pe;* *If you wore clothes, what would they look like? a short, white dress. *Whatp would they be made of? hMm. . .n0t sure. *Would you have jewelry? yepp. . .a necklace. White gold, with pink and white diamond hearts all around. And a matching bracelet. *Is there something you would carry with you everywhere? a fucking magic wand, always wanted one of th0se. *Would you have little fairy weapons? Nope, I'd be the nice faerie who just floats around. *What magical powers would you have? Mind reading, Manipulation. *Would you have any fairy pets? a little sprite. *Would you live in the land, the water, the air, or a combination, or none? water. *What would your house look like/be made of, if you had one? I'd live in a grotto behind a waterfall. *What would you eat? fruits and veggies;* *Is there a favorite flower, mushroom, moss, rock, tree, etc. that you would favor to hang out in/under/on/by? A cascading waterfall. When someone saw you for the first time, would you look .... *Beautiful? stunning, I prefer. *Scary? never;* *Glittery? more like, shimmering. *Playful? Yes, very. *Devious? haha, quite. *Horny? n0o! white and pink are colours of inn0cence. *grin* *Sad? n0pe. Smiling. M0RE SURVEYS, wheee! CL0THES SURVEY;* what are you wearing?: Naples sweatshirt, a bebe sheer turtleneck, and these jeans my dad brought me h0me from England, they're fr0m Miss Selfridge. what did you wear yesterday?: A black sweater, Buffalo jeans, sneakers and my white bebe ski jakcet with black fur on the collar. what did you sleep in lastnite?: Victoria's Secret bottoms & My LDB shirt. Do you make any of your clothing?: MAKE my cl0thing? Absolutely not. What is your favorite clothing store?: bebe, Abercrombie, Nordstrom & French Connection. What is your most expensive chunk o' clothing?: The $600 Manolo Blahnik shoes that my stepmothers insists I keep. Wore them for the wedding, they are tres beautiful, and I'm tres scared to wear them, for fear of breaking the heel. (ahem, four inch heel, like I need it?) what is your style?: expensive (megz<3). Preppy, preppy. . .did I mention preppy? how many band t shirts do you have?: band tshirts? Um, zero. do you like hats?: Yep, I want a pink Coach bucket hat in the Spring. how do you acessorize?: Tiffany bracelet, (SOON THE NECKLACE<3), Pink and White diamond tennis bracelet, Pink and silver watch and a necklace. what kind of jewelry are you wearing?: ttiffany bracelet & watch what would you wear to a concert?: never been to 0ne. what do your sunglasses look like?: they're Gucci. Tres cute. Can't find them. I want a pair of Chanel ones I saw, or Burberry, with a rhinestone 'B' on each side. do you wear them at night (hehe)?: um, no? do you get crap from school/parents/general population for what you wear?: haha, sure, my friends make fun of me because I'm the only 0ne who actually cares about h0w I look. <33 200 QUESTi0NS;* 1. What time is it? 6:35 PM . . .pers0nal;* 2.Do you want to answer these? I'm d0ing the surveyy <3 3.Name? Christine Castellano. 4.Name spelled backwards? Onalletsac Enitsirhc 5.What is your quest? To make every0ne smile each day 6.Nickname(s)? Chrissy, Chris, Asheem, Twinkles, Blondie, Weiner 7.Age? 15 8.Home state? new jerseyy <3 9.What were you born in? Cedar Grove, babieee 10.Where do you live now? Holmdel 11.What state? Jerseyy 12.Ever going to move? YepP. . . 13.Would you rather live somewhere else? state or city? I'd L0VE to live in THE city <3 14.Birthdate? June 26, 2 days bef0re my laura <3 and 11 bef0re my smelly! <3 15.When do you blow out your candles? uHh. . .June 26th. . . 16.Day you were born? Thursday, I believe? 17.Zodiac sign? crabby <3 18.Do you know what that is? a crab. 19.Sex? prada princess <3 20.Height? 5'8" 21.Weight? 135. W00...l0ve being fatt <3 22.Eye color? bluee 23.Hair color? bl0nde. . . 24.Any siblings? sister 25.Names and ages? Danielle, 23 26.Do you get along with them? sure, whenever I see her, which is. . .RARA VEZ ! lma0. 27.Any pets? Six here, f0ur at daddies;* 28.Names? Here: Guiness, Churchill, Razzles, Moggie, Dudley, and Herman. At Daddies': Frisco, Billy Teddy and Rudy. 29.Parents? yes; I have them. 30.Names? Mark and Margaret 31.Do you get along with them? I get al0ng with daddie 95% 0f the time, and m0mmie about 80% 0f the time <3 32.Married or divorced? div0rced. . . 33.How long? 2 m0nths, 14 days exactly. 34.Website? I have 0ne;* 35.Email? packer123@yahoo.com, or chrissyxlicious@hotmail.com 36.AOL s/n? Sweet Huni Babi 37.Yahoo s/n? packer123 38.ICQ? n0pe. 39.MSN? chrissyxlicious@hotmail.com 40.How many people are on your buddy list? 200 41.Phone number? 609 851 4340 42.Personality? funny, outgoing, bright, easily jealous & dependant. . . .sch0ol;* 43. Do you want to answer these? uh, sure. 44.What school do you go to? HHS 45.What year are you? s0ph;* 46.What are you? La studentessa. 47. Hardest class? GE0METRY. . .aHhHh! 48.Easiest class? TV 49.Most fun class? TV;* 50.What day did school start? September 3rd, I believe? 51.Do you have classes with friends? yepp <3 52.Do you have friends? haha, th0ugh sometimes I say I d0n't, I have the bestt of the best <3 53.Do you go to school events? pshh n0! 55.Do you have school spirit? We're all a bunch of rich, white pe0ple, seriously. Every t0wn hatess us. 56.Do you go to dances? haha! N0. 57.Stag or with someone? ^^ . . .relati0nships;* 58. Do you want to answer these? suree 59.Have a significant other? n0pee<3 60.What is their name? Imaginary Boris. 61.How old are they? 97. 62.How long have you been going out? 4 years, 8 days, 4 hours, 3. . .4. . .5 sec0nds;* 63.Have you been faithful? 0h yeSs...that russian l0vvin<3 64.Do you have a crush? yepp - adam;* 65.Who? ^^ 66.Do they know you like them? haha, YES. 67.You ever going to tell them? Mev, Chrissy and Michele didd <3 68.Do you have an online crush? . . .that is s0 weird. 69.Who? my ass. . . .in the past 24 h0urs have y0u;* 70. Do you wonder why I'm asking these questions? it's a survey, you shitfuck. 71.Had a serious talk? kelly, last night. I cried as usual, l0l. 72. Hugged someone? yeahh, while waiting f0r the fucking busss. . . 73.Fought with a friend? alm0st. 74.Cried? yes. 75.Laughed? of c0urse<3 76.Made someone laugh? as alwaysz. 77.Bought something? lunch. . . 78.Cut your hair? no!! 79.Felt stupid? most definatly;* 80.Talked to someone you love? my m0mmie, my daddie, all my friends <3 81.Missed someone? my anth0ny;* <3 . . .have y0u ever;* 82. You want me to tell you? hm? 83.Smoked? n0pee, neverr. 84.Stolen something? HAHA! th0se freezing nights at drug fair with my girlss...esp KAYTEE <3 when we robbed the sh0pping centre, g0d, g0oddd ass times! 85.Done drugs? n0pe. 86.Drank? haha, yes. 87.Gotten drunk? 0f course. 88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? n0, I get sick after about 4. 89.Been dumped? Like, once. 90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? n0t sure;* 91.Hiked up a mountain? psh, n0! 92. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? yeppp<3 93.Been in love? . . .0nce. 94.Seen the White House? 8th GRADE. . .0mg, miss itt <3 95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? yepp <3 96.Tried smoking? nahh. 97.Played monopoly? uh, who hasn't? 98.Seen Titanic? yepp! 99.Kissed someone? . . .AHAHAHAHA. . .yess...can't even c0untt;* 100.Tried a weight loss program? nah, pr0lly should though. 101.Jumped on a trampoline? yepp. . . 102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? I l0ve to colour. 103.Had a bubble bath? yes, but they dry 0ut my skin. 104.Been on a plane? YES, I lived like, half my life 0n a plane. l0l. 105.Been on a boat? Yepp, in B'D0S<3 106.Been on a train? yepp. 107.Been in a car accident? yepp, my psycho m0ther as a driver. . . 108.Ridden an elephant? um, no? 109.Made a web page? t0o many to c0unt;* 110.Played with Barbies? haha, kelly, BARBiES! i loved my barbies <3 111.Stay up all night? Yeah, I'm n0t very good at it though. 112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? 0f course. 113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? 1800 h0t lips. . .!!! 114.Watched Jerry Springer? hell yes! whenever I stay h0me sick. 115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? yepp <3 116.Been afraid of the dark? I always have been. 117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? yupp. Numerous times. 118.Had stitches? Yepp. 119.Dumped someone and regretted it? Yes. 120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? n0t even *T* w0uld do that. 121.Lied? 0f course. 122.Been arrested? cl0se to. ((hazlet m0vies, enough saidd)) 123.Fallen asleep in class? yes. wh0 hasn't? Except th0se really smart asians. 124.Gotten in trouble in class? yepp. 125.Used food for something other than to eat? *grin* 126.Met a celebrity? yess. 127.Broken the law? yes. ((again I say, hazlet m0vies <3)) 128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? *skip* 129.Hated yourself? every 0nce in a while. . . 130.Been brokenhearted? *SKIP* *SKIP* 131.Broken someone’s heart? Been t0ld so. 133.Done something really stupid? do you know who my friends are? 134.Been arrested? negat0ry. 135.Hurt a friend? yes, n0t on purpose. Unless it's when me and smelly like, beat the shit out of each0ther. 136.Broken a bone? n0pe. 137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? yess, Sappy. . . .fav0urites;* 138. Why do you want to know? jesus fuck, what? 139.Guy name? anth0ny & luke. 140.Girl name? crystal, vict0ria & kate. 141.Nationality? italiana <3 142.Colour? PiNK <3 143.Holiday? Christmass 144.Day of the week? saturdayy 145.Restaurant? The Red Pepper & On the Border. 146.Fastfood restaurant? McDonalds. 147.Food? italian;* 148.Animal? dolphions & manatees <3 149.Pet? Doggies. 150.Store? bebe, Abercr0mbie, Nordstrom & FCUK 151.Mall? mall 0f america was awes0me <3 but umm, ShortHills & Freehold. 152.Clothes brand? bebe <3 153.Soda? Diet Sunkist. 154.Alcohol? Smirnoff Ice & Strawberry Daiquris. 155.Instrument? Violin & pian0. 156.Season? Spring. 157.Number? 5. 158.Radio station? 92.3, 100.3 159.Song? Do You Believe Me? TJT;* 160.Sport? Gymnastics. 161.Vacation spot? BARBAD0S<3 162.State? Jersey & NY 163.Country? Italia & England. 164.Flower? Orchids & Pink r0ses. 165.Perfume? David0ff Cool Water. 166.Thing to do? sh0p. hang 0ut with my friends & be 0nline. w0o, tres productive. 167.Actor? 0RLAND0 BL00M <33 168.Actress? Reese Witherspoon 169.Saying? 'd0ing a good deed is like peeing y0ur pants, every0ne can see it, but *only* you can feel its' warmth' 170.Car? 350Z & Astons. 171.Month? April. 172.Cartoon? Invader Zim, Fairly Odd Parents & Wild Thornberrys. 173.T.V.Show? SEX AND THE CITY, Simple Life, Degrassi, Carnivale & One Tree Hill. 174.Website? neopets, hell yes? l0lll <3 175.Book? Harry Potter, Eragon, The Devil Wears Prada, Gossip Girl, Confessions of a ShopaHolic & Girls in Love. 176.Quality about yourself? I'm cute =) 177.Your best friend? Kelly, Megz, Anthony, Michele, Laura, Chrissy, Mev and Shagooz, my stuffed animal <3 178.Your best guy friend? Anth0ny by far. But Dean & Ross are awes0me too <3 179.Your best girl friend? Best friendss;* up there;* 180.Fruit? watermelon, apple, banana, grapes & oranges. 181.Vegetable? carrots, broccoli, corn, caulifl0wer and peppers! 182.Meat? chicken & steak 183.Saying? Asked already. 184.Quote? "If this is how, it's gotta be, it will never be easy" -- TJT;* <333 185.Type of movie? Comedy or Fantasy. ((L0TR, baby!)) 186.Candy? Tootsie rolls & Rolo. 187.Language? Italian. 188.Magazine? Seventeen, YM, TeenVogue, Glamour. 189.CD? all my mixes<3 190.Store? up there. 191.Movie? THE L0RD OF THE RiNGS<33, Harry Potter, Empire Records, Cruel Intentions, Ice Age & Nightmare Before Christmas 192.Rapper? ewww. 193.Singer? Britney, she's s0o pretty. 194.Band? THE JULIANA THE0RY<3 0mg, i loooove them!!! . . .miscellane0us;* 195.Why are you so curious? 'Curiouser, and curiouser' -- Alice in Wonderland. 196.Like to swim? sure. 197.Like to dance? yepp! 198.Have a pool? n0pe, but daddie is getting 0ne soon. 199.Have a car? Getting 0ne soon! 200.Going to get a car? yepp, when I drive. 201. Did you enjoy? sure, why n0t? 202. What time is it now? 7:17PM . . . okay kidss laura, that was SOO funny last night with w0lfie. haha. kelly, i l0ve you, thankyou for putting up with me. megz, I bought your christymas presyant! <33 ciao tutti. CHRiSSY<3 carmela.twinkles.bl0ndie something isn't right here

. . .THANKSGiViNG. . . [28 Nov 2003|12:33am] [ mood | full ] [ music | Noise and Kisses -- The Used. ] I'm officially copying laura, 'cause I'm cool like that. THE STUFF i'M THANKFUL F0R <3. . .and why. . .spiffy-fied versi0n! my father. he's always here f0r me, and he's definatly the greatest father in the world. my m0ther. whom I'm extremely angry with, but love just the same. all of the castellano family. Nothing runs thicker than blood <3 kelly. because well, she's kelly. anthony. because he's...amazing. megz. because she's my Unglabesh Chycken, the renowned writer. michele. because, i <3 her. laura. because she made camp awesome & she's the reason I'm going back next year. chrissy. because she's Chrissyx2. mevvy. because of her motherly-ness. all of my other friends. don't think I forgot you guys. I love you <3 my hair colourist. she is the only one who can mix my special blonde dye. bebe. because, without that st0re, I'd go crazy. ditto for abercrombie, neiman, nordstroms & french connection. manolo blahnik. thank you for the wedding shoes! ditto for jimmy choo, dior and prada. All of which I disposed of as soon as I exited that plane. The Juliana Theory. My husband, Orlando. i looooove you. *grin* every other luxury I have in my life. wheee. thankful-ness. Yeahhh...I totaly over ate this thanksgiving. Yuck Yuck. And then I have to go to the one on Saturday at Rosemary's. Two hour car ride. Alllllll the way to Brick. Bullshit, I tell you. Purely BULLSHIT. Sweet Huni Babi: i just want to go up to her and be like, THERES NOTHING BETTER THAN A NICE PIECE OF DEAD COW! x love bleeds: i love slaughtering things then eating there meat raw!!!!!! Sweet Huni Babi: i know! and then rip it with my teeth ^^ i love you smelly. 0H YES...FUN NIGHT LAST NIGHT...y0u guys had to be there. In the word of kelly, "They're just like...BOING" and me and michele were signing Autumn's Monologue, which is like, the pretttttiest song ever. Had a huge fight with mommie. Correction, Had a series of huge fights. She called me fat, useless, worthless, bitchy, ignorant, senseless and stupid. I told her to stop dwelling on the fact that my Dad is remarried, and has moved on, and closed the part of his life involving her. She started to cry. I felt bad...and then, she threw mashed potatoes at me. Was quite funny. Until Guiness came over, and I sat down on the floor with him. And the little SHIT peed ALL over my new Frankie B. jeans. Seriously, they were less than 24 hours old!!! fucking animals. I CLIMBED THAT FUCKING TOWER ON FRIDAY. AND I FUCKING DID THE ZIP LINE. Yes, I walked across the pole, onto the higher pedestal...and PUSHED myself off. It was almost fun...until, My hair was STUCK in the rope. Emily and Diana, whom I now love more than ever, untagled my hair. Boy did that hurt, I burst into tears, mostly from the adrenaline and the sheer pulsing of fear. Got lots of hugs from Emily, she was like "I'm SO proud of you!!!" It was nice to have someone be proud of me. Maybe I'll do it again on Monday, just to show Wes, who thinks I can't do anything. Stupid boys. 0oh! Dean & Ross, I love you guys. I'm so happy to have met you through my sexy beast, Ant. I'm the HBI while you're all the FBI. Never ever forget the drunken words of Dean, "I'm gonna go home...and get some ass. From my mom. Cause that shit is...off the...*throws up*" classicc <3 Okay, hmm. AH! NEMO! they were great on Friday. They really are awesome. And so was Alex! She sounded amazing! She has the nicest voice, it's sort of Alanis Morisette-ish...but soo much better. I'd say maybe a girl-Dashboard. So a...Dashboarda? l0l. You guys, Lord of the Rings comes out soon!!! I'm so excited it's disgusting. Alright, I'm going to go watch tv. and read my book. 'The Devil Wears Prada'. It's awesome, go buy it. ciao tutti. 1 never said goodbye // something isn't right here

. . .whatever t0morr0w brings I'll be there. . . [27 Nov 2003|12:04am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Do You Believe Me? -- THE JULIANA THE0RY<33 ] m0re surveys. wheeee! SIMPLE QUESTIONS: 1.What time is it? 12:08 AM 2.What is your name? Chrissy 3.What is your birthday? June 26, 1988 4.How many sibs do you have? 1 5.What are your sibs names? Danielle 6.Do you have a job? n0pe. But maybe this summer. 7.If yes, where? --- 8.If no to #6, Where do you wanna work? Ice cream palace. 9.Do you have a car? No 10.What kinda car do you have/want? I want a Jeep Cherokee or a Jetta. Or my stepmom's Nissan Z, sexy car. FAVOURITE QUESTIONS: 11.Movie: Lord of the Rings. 12.Song: hmmm. . .autumn's monologue, do you believe me, congratulations, come undone, drive, and the freshman. 13.Band: THE JULiANA THE0RY<3 14.Group: . . .^^. . . 15.Singer: --- 16.TV Show: Sex and the City. 17.TV Channel: HBO & Noggin. 18.Actor: ORLANDO BL00M<33333 19.Actress: Reese Witherspoon. 20.Comic: what? 21.Magazine: seventeen 22.Food: italiano, bambinooo! 23.Snack: anything with 0 nutritional valueee! 24.Drink: water. 25. Computer Game: The Sims, I rock that, w0rd. 26.Board Game: Candy Land & Hi Ho Cherry-o. 27.Card Game: Solitaire. 28.Kid Game: Freeze tag. 29.Number: 5 30.Cartoon: Fairly Odd Parents & Wild Thornberries. 31.Character: Wanda and Cosmo. 32.Disney Character: Sleeping beauty, Simba, Ariel and Stitch! 33.Color: PiNK! 34.Hair Color: bl0nde, many times over. 35.Time of the day: Night 36.Day of the week: friday night 37.Week of the month: week of the month? Uh, the end I guess. 38.Month of the Year: September, June, August & December LOVE LIFE ETC: 39.Do you plan on having children: n0pe. 40.Do you want to get married: YES, verrry much s0! 41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: n0 kiddies, I hate them. 42.How old do you wanna be when your married: Mid to Late twenties. 43.Would you have kids before marriage? noo. 44.What would you name the boy? Anthony James, Luke Alexander, Sean Michael 45.What would you name the girl? Victoria, Crystal, Kate or Bianca. 46.Are you a virgin?: yes. 47. If not, Do you plan on loosing your virginity any time soon?: nah. 48.Have you had oral sex?: yes. 49.If no, Have you been past base 1?: . . .yes, many many times. 50.Do you even know what the bases are?: haha, 0f course. 51.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): n0pee. 52.Do you have a crush?: yes! ADAM <3 EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER) 53.Music/TV: Music 54.Guys/Girls: Guys 55.Green/Blue: blue 56.Pink/Purple: *PiNK<3* 57.Sleep/Stay Up: Sleep 58.Summer/Winter: Summer 59.Spring/Fall: Fall 60.Night/Day: Night 61.Hangin Out/Chillin: hanging out. 62.Friends/Lovers: Friends 63.Cold/Warm: warm 64.Fast/Slow: Fast 65.New/Old: New 66.Dark/Light: Light 67.Sparkle/Shine: Sparkle 68.Peach/Plum: Peach 69.Apple/Orange: Apple 70.Laundry/Dishes: Laundry 71.Christina/Britney: Xtina 72.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: Limp Bizkit 73.Rock/Rap: Rock 74.Pop/R&B: Pop. WHAT DO YOU THINK? (PUT WHAT FIRST COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU SEE THE FOLLOWING WORDS:) 75.Glass: shine. 76.Shake: that asss! ((ant<3)) 77.Club: dancing 78.Sing: Michele. 79.Loud: Me. 80.Garcia: My spanish teacher. Ugh... 81.Hair: Curly 82.Ching: Chang 83.Money: makes the world go 'round 84.Work: job 85.Play: ground 86.4002: The way, way future. 87.Betty: Boop! 88.Sara: That weird girl in a few of my classes. 89.Dog: Guiness! 90.Brain: Smart 91.Nick: elodeon 92.Frank: Fraaank. One of Ant's friends, he's the funny jewish kid. haha. 93.AM: HATE THE MORNINGS. AHHH! 94.FM: Radio 95.PM: Sleepy time 96.Morning: Please turn off the sun... 97.Ball: ...SCR0TUM! It's just a piece of skin...Scrotum! It holds the testes in! haha!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING) 98.Eminem: He's...i dunno. 99.Rap: Number one, they speak some language that's a cross between Chinese and Rastafarian English. They always grab their crotches, they wear stupid ammounts of diamonds. They always have these impossibly skinny girls on them, and they're all HIDEOUS!!! And then, there's the whole music bit. "I got my hoes, bitches, fuck fuck fuck shit weed smoke that shit with my bitches and hoes and bros and toes. Word homie, I'm a ((insert strange//ugly word here))...Muhfucka! 100.Teenagers: Tenns are the bestestestest years! 101.Smoking: bad. 102.Death: I was thinking about death last night, it made me cry. 103.Life: is full of ups and downs. 104.Drinking: is S0 fun, especially in the Caribbean. 105.Bomb Threats: U.S.A 106.Murder: rawr. 107.Suicide: *skips* 108.Fear: is one of my biggest downfalls. FRIENDS: 109.Who is your best friend?: kelly & ant. 110.Who is the best person to hang with?: kelly, michele, chrissy and mev. 111.Who is the sweetest person?: Mev. 112.Whos the cutest person: Adam<3 113.Whos the nicest?: Mich. 114.Whos the best to talk online with?: MEGZ! 115.Whos the most blonde: ME!!! 116.Whos the weirdest: kelly 117.Whos the craziest: kelly 118.Loudest: Me, Kelly, Michele & Chrissy. 119.Quietest: Mev. 120.Smartest: Mee. 121.Quickest: We're all slow piece of shittt. l0l. <3 123.Most Trustful: All. 124.Most Honest: All. 125.Most Cheerful: Possibly me, or Chrissy. LAST FEW (Pointless) QUESTIONS: 126.Are you glad it's almost done? yah, I'm sleepy. 127. Are you bored? Ya bit. 128.What kinda mood are you in right now? I'm really tired, and I had an awesome night, I want to go dream about it. 129.Did you have a good day today? YES YES YES YES YESSS!!! 130.What are you doing tomorrow: Turkey day! 131.What did you do today?: School, then RB <3333!!!!!!!!!!!!! 132.What time is it now?: 12:36 133.How long has it been since you started?: I dunno, like 20 minutes. 134.Why is pickle juice green?: ...um, because pickles are green. 135. Random Statement: I have two c0usins, Billy Shoeman and Derkin Farcsman. One of them is a girl, and it's not Billy. ciao tutti <3 CHRiSSY something isn't right here

[24 Nov 2003|01:41pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | Senses Fail -- Stephen. Awesome song! ] I jocked this shit from Kaytee...she has the best surveys =) last cigarette: ...never. Seriously. last kiss: Ummm...beginning of this month. last good cry: I cried myself to sleep about a week ago when Me & Ant were all fighting. yuck. last library book checked out: Probably like, 4th grade? last movie seen: ICE AGE! haha, love that movie. last book read: 'Eragon'. Kicks asss!!! last cuss word uttered: Fuck. last beverage drank: Water. last food consumed: Pizza last phone call: My dad. last tv show watched: ....FRANKLIN this morning. l0l. last time showered: This morning. last shoes worn: Etnies last cd played: Linkin Park last night. last item bought: Tanning lotion. last downloaded: Umm. . .A Finch song. wheee =) last annoyance: My mother. I hate her. HAAATE HER. last disappointment: Myself. last soda drank: Sunkist, last night. last thing written: Sunkist, last night. last word spoken: Bye. last sleep: last night. last im: Matt last weird encounter: Weird encounter? Sean told me that my voice is very soothing. Is that weird? last ice cream eaten: . . .w0w. I long time ago, like months. last time amused: Today, I'm sure. last time wanting to die: Like, five minutes ago. last time in love: 8th grade. *shudder* last time hugged: This morning, Emily was hugging me after she climbed halfway! w0o! last time scolded: 5 minutes ago. My mother is a fucking psycho. last chair sat in: The one I'm sitting in right now. last lipstick used: Don't wear it. last bra worn: The one I'm wearing right now. last shirt worn: The one right now...Guess. last time dancing: Today. I was doing a dance for Dena when she was climbing. I was cheering for everyone. last poster looked at: Poster...? AH! ROTK! last show attended: Blurty 1 MINUTE AGO: Filling this out. 1 HOUR AGO: Fighting with my Mom. 1 DAY AGO: Walking the dog with my dad. 1 WEEK AGO: A week ago I would be sitting in TV production. YAY. 1 YEAR AGO: Hmmm...I'd have been in school, in Algebra. current clothes: Blue sweatpants & White guess top. current mood: Pissed off. current music: Dido -- Whiteflag. whee. current taste: Spit. current hair: Curly & Up in a bun...thing. current annoyance: My mom. current smell: My perfume. current thing i should be doing: Homework. current desktop picture: Orlando Bloom as Legolas. <3!!!!!! current refreshment: Water current worry: What shit my mother will pull this time. 1. What do you most like about your body?: I'm tan!!! wheee. 2. And least?: I'm a chunky monkey. 3. How many fillings do you have?: Lots. I could get satellite channels with these shits. 4. Do you think you're good looking?: Hmmm...sometimes I feel ugly, and other times, I don't. 5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? Hmmm...sure. 6. Do you look like any celebrities? Nope. + are you stressd out...if so from what? My mom. She got me soooo fucking angry!!! + what do you wear to the beach? bikini. Bad bad. + do you belive in angels? no + would you ever join the army? ...Their uniforms are so ugly, I couldn't last. + do you want a puppy? I have one =) + ever had a kick me sign on you? ...Not to my knowledge. + how about a lick me sign? ...That's not exactly sanitary. l0l. + Favorite icing? Vanilla. + are you a flirt? Yepp. + last time you were scared? Saturday night. + by what? Feardotcom. + last party you went to? ...Probably like, in the sixth grade. + do you do your own laundry? Hell no. + what detergent do you use? Uh...what my mom buys. + what fabric softner do you use? Downy. + are your nails real or fake? real. + do you get jiggy with it? word, homie. + do u live at the wild wild west? ...yepp. In Wyoming, Nebraska. =) + what do you wish you were named? I like Chrissy, but Crystal is much prettier. + favorite movie star? ORLANDO BL00M<33 + are your parents divorced...if so for what reasons? Yes. Because my Dad can't deal with my mom's drug addiction. No joke. I wish I could divorce my mother, dammit. + would you ever wear a waterbra? ...No. They don't need to be any bigger. + do you work out? Nope. + are u muscular? My abses are. =) + are you flabby? A little. + are you fat? . . .I say yes, others say no. + do you take a lot of pictures? Yes. + favorite tv show? Sex and the City + do you want a baby? No. + ever thought u were pregnent? ...Well, you can't exactly be pregnant if you've never had sex. A wonderful concept, really. + last time you were sick? I am right now. + butter or margerine? Butter. + your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets? Uh, they're good? + do chinese people really cook cats and dogs? Sure. + do you belilve in santa claus? No. + do you go to a tanning bed? HELL YES. Twice a week baby. + are you in love? Yes, I am currently in love with my tan. =) + do you have a car? No + do you have your licence? S00N! + how do you get around? My mom. + favorite rugrats character? Angelica & Chuckie. + got milk? Nope, I'm lactose intolerant. + do you sniff markers? Nope. + are you dissatisfied with your hair color? Nope, I chose it after all. + what kind of jewlery do you wear? Watch, Tiffany bracelet, Pink and white diamond tennis bracelety thing, 3 earrings on each ear and sometimes a necklace. + what do you think of *//\//Sync?? ...I used to listen to them, but not now. + have you ever modeled? yes. + do you shop in catalogs? Nope. + what do you like the opposite sex to wear? I looove preppy guys =) + do you have a cellie? yepp. + what do you think of eminem? He's...okay. I used to be obsessed, but not now. + favorite kind of gum? Winterfresh. + would you ever get a tatoo? Yes. + what magazines do you get? seventeen, ym, teen vogue, elle girl & teen people + do you belive your horoscope? Hmm...not really. + Whats your sign? Cancer, ------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ * flown on a plane: Yes, I've spent like, half my life on a 747. * ever been so drunk you blacked out: n0pe. * missed school because it was raining: yepp, Hurricane...uh, Floyd. * told a girl that you liked them?: Oh Yeah, because I'm just a lesbian. * put a body part on fire for amusement: nope. * had a crush on a friends girlfriend: I'm not a lesbian, thankyou. * dated someone for over a year: I dated Jeff on and off for a year...in like, the 6th grade. * been hurt emotionally: sure. * kept a secret from everyone: yes. I HAVE A PENIS! whoops, not a secret anymore. * wanted to hook up with a friend: yepp. * cried during a movie?: Yes. * ever thought an animated character was hot?: . . .that would mean I had no life. So, yes. l0l. * gotten into a physical fight?: Not that I remember. I was a vicious little shit kid, I probably bit someone in Pre-K. * been on stage: yes. * cut your hair: yes * had crush on a teacher? haha! YES. Mr. Sappy. * ditched a class: yes * failed a class: nope! --------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ * do you ever wish you had another name? Yep. I want to be named Bobo McFarken. * do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope. * do you love anyone? I love my friends! * which one of your friends acts the most like you? None. I'm just mee. * who have you known the longest of your friends: Kelly * who's the loudest: Kelly * who's the shyest: ...none. * who's the funniest: Kelly & Chrissy * who's the smartest: Me, l0l. * who's the most understanding: Michele & Mev * who's the most sensitive: ME. * who's the weirdest: ...Kelly, without a doubt. * friends you trust: Most of them. * are you close to any family members: My dad and I are really close. * who do you go to for stuff? My friends. * who do you hang around the most? Kelly, Michele, Chrissy, Mev * when do you cry the most: ...When I'm scared, or angry, or hurt or pissed off. ciao tutti. 3 never said goodbyes // something isn't right here

. . .I'd beg f0r just one m0re tomorrow. . . [23 Nov 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Autumn's Monologue -- FATA ] i ST0LE THiS FR0M KELLY. . .WH0 ST0LE iT FR0M KAYTEE. . .I L0VE Y0U B0TH<33 I AM: feeling fat. but otherwise, content. I WANT: to have a normal, not drug-addict mother. seriously. I HAVE: no makeup on right now. Pretty scary. I WISH: Adam liked me. <3 I HATE: when people smoke around me. Yeucch. I MISS: LDB <3 I FEAR: Peanut butter. Skunks. The dark. Spiders. I HEAR: The Juliana Theory // Me typing! I SEARCH: for someone who will love me. =) I WONDER: What wierd shit will happen this month. I REGRET: lots of stuff. I LOVE: Orlando Bloom, my hubbie! I ACHE: when I cough. Stupid cold. I ALWAYS: wonder if *he'll* ever like me. =D I AM NOT: skinny. I DANCE: randomly, alllll the time! I SING: hardly ever. I have the worst voice ever to grace human kind. I CRY: ALL the time! I AM NOT ALWAYS: a bitch. I WRITE: a lot. I WIN: never. I LOSE: myself in your eyes. I CONFUSE: myself, all the time. I NEED: to go tanning. I SHOULD: lose weight. oo1. what's your name? Chrissy oo2. what are your parents names? Mark and Margaret oo3. when were they married? December...18, maybe? 1986...? oo4. are they still together? psh, NO oo5. any siblings? Yes oo6. names and ages? Danielle, 23 oo7. when is your birthday? June26 oo8. do you live in an apartment, house or duplex? house oo9. have you ever moved? 0mg, yes. s0o many times! o1o. where do you live now? H0LMDEL NJ m. u. s. i. c. o11. what CD's are in your player right now? LP -- Meteora o12. what types of music do you listen to? Emo o13. what's your favorite song? Do You Believe Me, Congratulations, Autumn's Monologue, Stupid Girl o14. what radio stations do you listen to? I don't. o15. what CD do you want to buy as of now? ...the Lord of the Rings TTT soundtrack. o16. what's the last CD you bought? uhhh...The new Blink cd. o17. what was the last concert you went to? Never been to a concert. o18. what do you think of kelly osborne? I'd love to live in that family and get whatever I want. But I hate her. She needs to like, die. o19. what's your favorite musical? LES MIS! o2o. christian rock? . . .OH YES! PRAISE THE LAWD! d. e. s. c. r. i. b. e. o21. your personality :: I'm sensitive. funny. outgoing. loving. easily jealous. and dependent. o22. your room :: at my dad's: AMAZING! red walls, cherry theme. Mom's: HATE it!!! Blue with white stars. yuck! o23. your mom :: Fucking BITCH. I swear to GOD. o24. your dad :: The most amazing person in the world. . . o25. your bed :: Both are tres comfortableeee! o26. your last dream :: It involved Adam. *grin* o27. your last conversation :: Uh, Me and Kelly were talking about handcuffs...l0l. o28. your outifit right now :: Red Naples sweatshirt & my ghetto ecko red jeans! l0l. o29. your morning routine :: wake up. shower. do my hair. sit on my bed for like, a half hour watching Franklin and The Wild Thornberrys. get in the car so mom can drive me to school. do my makeup. o3o. what you see right now :: The computer screen. f. r. i. e. n. d. s. o31. whose the friend you've known the longest? Kelly o32. loudest? Kelly o33. newest friend? Lauren o34. happiest? Chrissy o35. ditziest? Andrea! o36. smartest? Me... o37. shyest? ...shy? uh, n0ne. o38. funniest? Kelly & Chrissy o39. weirdest? all. o4o. nicest? Michele. o41. best advice giver? Kelly. o42. most outgoing? Michele, Kelly and Anthony. o43. goofiest? what the fuck? uhh... o44. best dancer? LAURA at those damn LDB camp dances...w0o! you d0pe sexy mama! l0llll... o45. best singer? ...they all sound like dying cats. l0l. o46. best dressed? Probably me, l0l. o47. best memory? Meeting Kelly // All the crazy nights with EVERYONE // meeting my <3Anthony! o49. favorite friend's house? Well, I like, live at Kelly's. and Anthony's is pretty cool. o5o. best friend? kelly . megz . ant . mich . laura . chrissy . mev f. a. v. o. r. i. t. e. s. o51. number? 5 o52. food? I loove fajitas & anything italian. Esp. seafood & spaghetti bolognese o53. flower? Orchid & pink roses o54. class? TV PR0DUCTi0N!!! o55. month? September, May, June & August o56. soda pop? Sunkist o57. store? bebe, Abercrombie, Coach, Neiman & Nordstroms o58. colour? Yes! You spelled 'colour correctly!!! It's definatly PiNK. 'Pink is my, signature colour!' o59. animal? Dolphins, Manatees & Horses o6o. snack? Hmm...anything crunchy. And bad for you. e. n. t. e. r. t. a. i. n. m. e. n. t. o61. favorite movie? LORD OF THE RINGS & HARRY P0TTER!!! ahhh! Cruel Intentions, Empire Records, Flowers In the Attic, Nightmare before Christmas & Ice Age!!! o62. favorite actor? ORLANDO FUCKING BLOOM!!!! o63. favorite actress? Miranda Otto & Reese Witherspoon o64. favorite TV show? Sex and the City o65. favorite disney movie? Ahhh! ALL OF THEM! o66. favorite cartoon? REN AND STIMPY. o67. favorite book? Eragon & Harry Potter o68. last show you saw? SATC o69. last movie you watched? Feardotcom o7o. last movie you saw in the theatre? ...Don't even remember. t.h. i. s. o. r. t. h. a. t. o71. AOL // AIM :: AIM o72. CD // Cassette :: CD o73. DVD // VHS :: DVD o74. new // old :: New o75. new age // vintage :: new age? o76. day // night :: Night o77. jeans // skirt :: jeans o78. summer // winter :: Summer. o79. britney // christina :: Christina. She's sexxxay! o8o. alcohol // weed :: alcohol r. i. g. h. t. n. o. w. o91. what are you doing? This. o92. what are you listening to? Congratulations -- TJT o94. what are you thinking about? Adam. And About how Carnivale is on in 15 mins. and I'm hungry. o95. what are you tasting? spit? o96. what do you smell? My house. o97. what is black in the room you are in? The chair I'm sitting in o98. what time is it now? 8:43 PM o99. how long did this take you? About 15 minutes. <3 ciao tutti. CHRiSSY<3 megz, I L0VE Y0U! Never ever forget that! I'm here for you UNC0NDiTi0NALLY!!! No matter what, you're one of my bestESTESTEST friends!!! 1 never said goodbye // something isn't right here

. . .0nly you can give the breath 0f life. . . [19 Nov 2003|03:15pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Breaking the Habit -- Linkin Park. ] . . .Oh why cant I be what you need. . . a new improved version of me. . . but i'm nothing so good. . . no i'm nothing. . . Hmm where to begin? My school day I guess. Today was a lab day, and as usual, Mr. Fiore wasn't there. ((He's only there every other lab day, I guess?)) So, we had this really craggy, old bitch. "D0ES EVERY0NE UNDERSTAND?" "D0 Y0U KN0W THE PAGE WE ARE 0N?!" "ARE Y0U SURE"...g0ddd...but, 0f course, since the class is awes0me, it was fun. From Wes' "hehehehe" and Andrew & Katies wierd baby noises to Sean's "Wow...big words...energy! co-cov-cuve-cuveelint...com-comp-cuiempund!" Then onto English. Of course, McDonald assigned an0ther essay. I love the class and all, but she gives S0 much work. Hmm...then lunch. Lunch was fun, as usual. Spanish we had a sub ((yay!)), and we just sat ar0und most of the period. BUT! Mevvy told me some very...informative news. I've been grinning for a while...but let me just say. 1. I don't date people. And if I was to actually consider it, I wouldn't be the one doing the 'asking out'. Hmm...then in Math, which I fucking despise, I had to explain this problem to the class for a bit, and then I tuned out. History was mell0w, as always. Dougherty is actually a lot of fun...but she 'scurred' the beejeezies ((ant!)) out of me. Dougherty: *gasp* Oh, I thought I would have to send you to the office! Me: *combing my hair* Excuse me? Dougherty: Your...shirt...I thought it said something ENTiRELY DiFFERENT! l0l. fcuk shirts are always great. And then tv production. My god, I love this class. Partly because of a certain pers0n, but seriously, it's so silly it's fun. *grin* Doug: *speaks gibberish* Matt: ...I am in love with my broooother. Doug: *more gibberish* Matt: I am wearing ladies' panties! just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs. . . of violence of love and of sorrow. . . i beg for just one more tomorrow. . . where you hold me down fold me in. . . deep deep deep in the heart of your sins. . . w0w. I wonder if *he'd* ever like me? At least I didn't get the expected reaction when Mev told me. At least he didn't say..."Eww! She's fat and ugly"...as I predicted. note to self. Do not become seer. Ahh...I don't want to become obsessed, but it's hard not to!!! w0w. I'm a loser. *grin* I break in two over you. . . I break in two. . . And each piece of me dies. . . And only you can give the breath of life. . . But you dont see me, you dont. . . Ahhh...I'm gonna copy my ant. t0p ten 'm0st ann0ying things people do to me/ar0und me 1. Try to outsmart me by using big vocabulary words. It's pretty funny, they either use it out of context, or it just sounds idiotic. Because I a. have a better vocabulary than them. b. They just suck. 2. People who repeat themselves. Repetition is just about the most irritating thing in the world aside from. . . 3. Interrogation. Don't question me, seriously, It's rude. 4. People that copy! God, last year, there was this girl...that copied everything I did! She even would go to the stores I shopped at and buy my clothes. Fucking bitch. Good thing someone finally said something to herrr!!! l0l. 5. Making fun of me. Yeah, I think it's cute to be flirty and poke fun at me, but to sit there and call me bl0nde, or stupid, or whatever is bullshit. Just because I'm airheaded doesn't mean I'm an idiot. So fuck you. Lastly, I hate when people can't learn to lighten up! Damn hard asses. Laugh a little, life is short. here i'm in between darkness and light. . . bleached and blinded by these nights. . . where im tossing and tortured til dawn. . . by you, visions of you then youre gone. . . Ahhh! My anthony. I'm so happy we're back. I missed you more in 4 days than I miss some people in years. wheee. Dolce and Gabbana f0rever. ps. . .l0ve the jeans! UM! New lord of the rings extended came out yesterday! Guess who bought the gift box and the VHS...three guesses to who the most obsessed girl is! I just poked myself in the eye. And I noticed I smell weird. My sweatshirt smelled like some weird cologne/perfume...it's straaange. i break in two over you. . . i break in two. . . and each piece of me dies. . . and only you can give the breath of life. . . but you dont see me you dont. . . I love this song. LOVEEE! i break in two over you. . . i break in two. . . and each piece of me dies. . . and only you can give the breath of life. . . but you dont see me you don't. . . guess who's about to go watch lord of the rings? i break in two over you. . . i break in two over you, over you. . . i break in two. . . i would break in two for you. . . now you see me. . . now you don't. . . now you need me. . . now you don't. . . ciao tutti. CHRiSSY<3 1 never said goodbye // something isn't right here

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