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Friday, December 9th, 2005
5:25 pm	i hope you know just how much i hate you. you are worthless pieces of shit (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Sunday, August 14th, 2005
11:55 am	i am fucking sick of people not being able to be up front about things. if you've got something to say FUCKING SAY IT! dont try to be all coy about it because it only makes you come off as immature, which you obviously are .... grow up, seriously. oo and if you're supposed to be allll past this stuff then why cant you act like it. god, sixth grade mentality much!? if you're so "hard core" then live up to it bitch! ppl are just so freakin annoying!!! Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: tellie (leave some sugar)
Monday, December 6th, 2004
7:27 pm	this week is crazy with cheerleading. today i had practice at CCA till 5:15 and then im going back at 8-9 to tumble. tomorrow we have a game, wed we have a game. thursday we'll be practicing again and then ill prolly go tumble 8-9 again. and then friday we have another game. saturday is competition dear god we're gonna suck!! im predicting we'll get second to last. man this is gonna be embarrasing!! not too much other than cheerleading and school going on with me. midterms are next week..i cant wait to get out of school!! they shouldnt be too hard, at least i wont worry about them now. i'll wait till next week to worry. no new guy updates to tell either..i have NO guy life whatsoever. dont even like anyone. never gonna talk to karl it seems. oo well boo hoo. im out..kisses Current Mood: blah Current Music: karma police-radiohead (3 sugars | leave some sugar)
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
8:31 pm	tired tired and MORE tired...always tired...we actually won the homecoming game friday! that was like a friggen miracle. lashe won queen and johnaustin won king so that made me happy. both of my ppl won. i was gonna go to brandons after homecoming but i was too tired so i just went home. sat i went out with karl..no new news though. i guess were gonna go to the state fair on friday. that will be fun. i can only go during the day with him though which sucks cause i would like to go at night. but i have a game so theres nothing i can do about that. today i got sushi with mommy. gawd it was yuuummy!! we also went shopping and i got a tweed jacket. nothin more to say tho, sorry it was so boring..toodles! Current Mood: tired Current Music: 3 days grace (leave some sugar)
Sunday, September 26th, 2004
7:41 pm	this wkend was kinda a bust. i was sposed to do something with karl fri and sat but noooo shit came up for him and we couldnt do something either night. pissed me off...but what can ya do. jess came home though so that was nice. saturday we went out for her bday and got sushi with moo moo. we also went shopping and i got a skirt and a polo. the skirt was only 10 dollars at aeropostale which was awesome. next weekend i spose ill be going up to app..i wanna go and all cept for if im just going for sat. cause friday i cant do anything w/karl cause i have an away game and then if im at app sat i wont be home in time to do something with him sat night i would like to go out with him considering it didnt work out this wkend! plus...riding that much with my dad in a car in one day..dear god someones gonna have to kill me! im out! tooodles Current Mood: groggy Current Music: hoobastank cd-thanx to jess :) (leave some sugar)
Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
7:59 pm	yesterday was the first day of school. once again im back in hell. i guess besides the fact that its so boring, schools alright. the only class that i realllly hate is 4th pd which is bio. i have no friends in there. hmmm kinda reminds me of last year and my beloved history class! oo, well i got that cute guy brandon in my french class. but yeah, TOTALLY changed my mind about him. his personality beyond sux. but at least its something to look at. haha. today tho he KEEEEPT talking to me and like would not shut up. i dont know if he thought i was just playing the "hard to get" thing. but no, i just really wanted him to stop hitting on me because ms blanchard was gettin pissy. hahahaha man i love him tho. cause he comes up with the STUPIDEST things to say. and just the fact that hes so stupid is just ahh i love it. i have this thing now..like i reallllly hate kyle and i think hes so stupid but like i feel bad that hes that stupid and then i just love him cause hes stupid. but i dont actually like him. well i felt like that before him bitching at me. now i just purely hate him but yeah.. ok so hes brandon's line. i had on this shirt from AE that said Turn Me On and he was like "turn me on...see thats what im tryin to do w/you if you would just talk to me. is it working?" hahahahahaha i mean..COME ON!! i can come up with something better than that! he has really pretty eyes tho..ahhh thats the only really good thing about him. oo and his eyebrow ring..seeexy. but yeah it wouldnt work w/his cockiness and stupidity. i found someone that i thought was cute tho. hes i think a senior this yr. but ive never talked to him so i dont know how thats gonna work. but i'll make it work somehow. haha. well im out tho cause i miiight do some more eng hw. TOODLES!! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: breakaway-kelly clarkson (leave some sugar)
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
6:42 pm	friday i went out with brandon..we didnt really do anything worth mentioning so i'll move on to saturday..hahahaha man, the highlight of my summer i would have to say. well not the highlight..but the 2nd best thing thats happened to me. im not gonna go ALL into it cause its a long story but ill make it short and just tell you that kyle was telling rita he liked her but telling me he liked me too. i said i wouldtn go there cause him and rita were w/e and he was like ok. he kept hitting on me..i told rita..blah blah blah. then i came up with this genious plan to fuck him over. it didnt QUITE work out the way planned cause we didnt get to go to the party..but we did go over to his house. me and him were wrestling cause he likes to talk a bunch of shit to me and it was the only way id get to flirt with him. and then he hit me and ran into the bedroom so i followed him and we fought for a little and then he kissed me. blah blah blah..and so then i come out and ritas like "did u do it" and i nodded. and she had to pretend to be all mad so i was like "rita..will u just talk to me" and we went into the bathroom and started cracking up. then we went on pretending and then when matt took us home we got into hillsborough and rita was like ... you know kyle...next time u wanna play 2 girls make sure theyre not best friends. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! stupid lil fucker :) they talked later that night and he just came up with more and more bullshit about how she wasnt paying attention to him and "i was hott" so he kissed me. like WTF?! he claims to have liked her and then thats what he does to show her. dude hes so stupid. so yeah that was fun. maybe it'll teach him a lesson not to be so fucking stupid. alrighty im out tho cause im out of words. toodles!! Current Mood: tired Current Music: nickleback-figured you out (leave some sugar)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
8:08 pm	yesterday i went over to brandons house with rita because lil bitch ass mother kyle cancelled on us. and not only did he cancel..but he didnt even call. he was fucking SLEEPING! rita called him and 7 and was like "whats up with tonight" and he was like "oo well hes being a bitch so were not going" gawwwd lil fuck ass. i wanted to go to a damn get together. but yeah brandons was ok tho. definately better than nothing. we played kemps and me and brandon were on a team and at one point we were losing 9-0 (when u get to 10 u win the game) but then me and brandon made a comeback and ended up winning like 20 games in a row. dude we rooooock!! haha. today we went to the lil shopping area in raleigh and i got a sports bra, a white bra, a jacket, a shirt, and make-up. WOOO! i really need to stop spending muh money. ima go broke :( alrighty tho ima go! toodles Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: karma police-radiohead (leave some sugar)
Friday, July 23rd, 2004
9:36 pm	i got moved up to varsity..WOOOOOO HOOOOOO! dude i am SO much happier its not even funny. there goes like a total weight off my sholders. i think i woulda died having to have been on JV but im not anymore. WOOOT! umm i havent done much lately. just finished cheer camp, also known as hell, on weds. then last night i went to the mall with rita, kyle and kyles friend matt. i talked to alex..its odd, i havent talked to him in like over a yr. yeah thats all tho..not anymore to say! *buh bye* Current Mood: full Current Music: the killers-somebody told me (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
9:55 pm	"Here, here I am again And I'm starin at these same four walls Alone again And now, all the colors blend And I'm growing old and I've become This empty thing I just wanna talk to you And my broken heart just has no use" "I'm better off everyday When I'm standing in the pouring rain I don't mind I think of you and everything's alright" "Here I am, As perfect as I'm ever gonna be You'll see Love me for me Stick around, I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave, You'll see, Love me for me" "Sometimes love is addiction Sometimes it hurts like hell Sometimes you just can't get enough" "Slow down just look a little closer, You might find that it’s not the end. You wonder how your life could get better, When you’re alone you just tear yourself down" "Take it back, take it all back now The things I gave Like the taste of my kiss on your lips I miss that now All the things left undiscovered Leave me waiting and left to wonder I need you When I'm in the dark and all alone Dreamin' that you'll walk right through my door It's then I know my heart is whole There's a million reasons why I cry Hold my covers tight and close my eyes Cause I don't wanna be alone Cause I can't fake And I can't hate But it's my heart that's about to break You're all I need I'm on my knees Watch me bleed Would you listen please" Current Mood: sore Current Music: ashlee simpson cd (leave some sugar)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
11:14 am	Sooo..i guess not really much going on in my life. umm well im grounded from the comp and tv (unless someone else is watching it..i can) but yeah thats a bunch of bullshit. do you think i actually follow it?! hellllll no!! friday i was SPOSED to have plans but soooomeone cancelled on me. not that it was his fault really, his parents made him work, but still..i gotta put the blame on someone so i'll blame him. then sat me, jess, steven, and shaun went out for sushi, played some pool for a lil (oo yeah, i won 2 games...well technically 1 cause steven claims he won the other one cause i didnt call it), and then we went back to shauns house to watch a movie. but we didnt really watch it cause we all got kicked out of the room and then we went swimming and then just kinda chilled outside. i was going FULL man on sat tho..cause i went in the pool with my clothes on bc i didnt have a bathing suit..so i had to borrow boxers, shorts, a shirt, and a sweatshirt from shaun. ok, boxers and shorts does not work..it starts bunching..haha. i was very very proud of myself..i turned down drinks all night bc i have exams this week and i didnt really wanna kill anymore brain cells. oo, layed out a bit too. the pools finally open, so im happy bout that..no more laying out in the nasty ass grass. the dude that works at the pool seems nice, no more of that stupid bitch..YESSS! alrighty well i guess im out! *kisses* wish me luck on the foods exam..it might actually be hard haha. Current Mood: bored Current Music: missing you-john waite (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
5:05 pm	whoooa, havent written in a LOOONG time. sorry bout that one. actually not TOO much has been happening. went to the gavin degraw concert with rita, went to blink 182 with amanda, jo, and w/e that dudes name is, umm last weekend went to tylers. wow, what a great time getting in trouble. but thats ok, now ill be here for Ais's bday :) no more throwing water bottles at me. hahaha. then this past sat me, jess, and steven went to shaune's (as jan told me how to spell it) house. we went swimming and in the hot tub..hahaha man, saw a great movie! well i mean, its one of those if your fucked up-movies. but still good times. not much to say about this week cept ive got a project to do, turned another project in monday and im getting ready for exams. ALL while im pms-ing. great fun. i actually hadnt fought with daddy for like a week cept for last night...im sorry kristen pmsing+my dad smacking=HELL! w/e..i'll live, im always pms-ing so is it really a change..im sorry, im not pmsing..im a bitch as jess once told me :) haha, yes i did not forget that. Much Love Current Mood: tired Current Music: dive right in-story of the year (leave some sugar)
Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
9:13 pm	All i want to say is fuck you... Get over your damn self cause its gettin fucking hard to deal with! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: rapture (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Saturday, April 17th, 2004
1:19 pm	Quick Update... not too much going on in my life. i had cheerleading tryouts this week. im praying for varsity. i wouldnt mind being on JV if it werent for the people on it..i HATE the 8th gdrs and i just dont think we'll be good. cause theyre all short and little..who the hell are they gonna pick up?! and im sure as hell no baseing. im hoping that maybe they need some backspots on Varisty so helllooo! mee! haha cause i mean, im actually good at that. tryouts today went alright. i didnt make any major mistakes at all..just minor. aight well im out! byes Current Mood: sore Current Music: anthem of our dying day-story of the year (leave some sugar)
Thursday, April 1st, 2004
9:14 pm	Thank god I have my jessica....I LOOOOVE MY BIG SISSY! :D Current Mood: cold Current Music: marques houston (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
7:42 pm	Nothing much has been up with me lately really. im not gonna go into joannas party cause everyone already knows what happened and if you dont. well straight up, i macked w/jeremy. woop dee doo. friday we're playing at randleman. so i get to see matt :) i think for once i actually found a nice guy. is that possible? i do not know! haha. we'll see how it turns out i guess...it always starts out good but then it goes to the shits. stupid guys..haha. oki, i kno this was really short but i dont have anything to say...*kisses* Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: (i got that)boom boom-britney spears (leave some sugar)
Monday, December 15th, 2003
7:09 pm	AHH i wish this week would just be over!! i dont want to deal with midterms and all that. im seriously scared of my history one..dear god i think im going to fail it...ugh, im so sick of school! at least i can think that all of this will be over in good time. i didnt really do too much this weekend. friday i had a game. then sat i went shopping and to the movies. it ended up just being me, rita, and kristina at the movie cause people couldnt go bc of the rain that was supposedly gonna freeze over. yeah, didnt happen...haha. i saw gothika. it was pretty good. def not as scary as everyone made it over as. it wasnt that scary at all. rita was scarin me by screaming all the time tho..haha and it was her THIRD time. so slow, so slow :) well i spose im out! *kisses* Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: i never knew the meaning of christmas-NSYNC (leave some sugar)
Sunday, December 7th, 2003
9:14 pm	yesterday night i went to the movies and saw Honey. im not even gonna go into the shiz that made me mad that night but yeah, the movie was good tho i was bout to cramp from being so smushed in there. i got presents for people that day so that made me happy. shopping always does that. i also got some pants for myself..yay! they were only like 16 dollars from hollister cause i had a 15% off thing. still havent talked to hunter...gawd im not gonna go into that either. everythings just kinda sucking lately. im in a forever bad mood. i need something to cheer me up! Current Mood: cold Current Music: quicksand-lillix (1 sugar | leave some sugar)
Sunday, November 30th, 2003
8:17 pm	just got back from FL today. it was pretty fun..a VERY nice change from the cold ugh weather here in NC. i acutally got to lay out 2 days so im a tad bit tanner. woop woop. i got to see tara last night. YAY!! we went shopping at the florida mall and then to city walk. which was hella fun dancing and singing along to xmas music. although it was freeezing last night. ooo i got my pic with guys that work at AnF and all i had to pay was a dollar. definately worth the money if i do say so myself! i had many good times in FL....haha all the signs were hilarious. i mean really, who picks the minuteman for their mascot?! hahahaha. oki well im gonna jet cause ive got a damn eng project that i should prolly be doing!! *kisses* Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: just a game-socialburn (leave some sugar)
Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
7:35 pm	yesterday was the powderbowl..we lost. surprise*surprise. the damn refs called nothing on the sophmores tho and called everything on us!! BIIIOTCHES. when they called my name like when they go down the line and call ur name i saw someone waving at me. so i was all what the hell. and it was hunter. which fucking surprised me cause i expected him to like not even remember me or anything. so yeah we talked later and what not and he said that he would get my sn from nathan and we could talk and whatever. so i dunno...we'll see what happens i spose. i think i might have a life again this weekend. shane invited me and rita over to his house for w/e on friday so i think im going there and then sat hunter and rob invited me and rita to the movies so we'll be doin that..a weekend full of hunter..haha YAY :) Current Mood: pooped Current Music: in a dream-rockell (leave some sugar)