``Give you the gun - blow me away."



``While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies
I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth."
-- From Pablo Neruda's "Every Day You Play"







Those hours that with gentle work did frame
The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell,
Will play the tyrants to the very same
And that unfair which fairly doth excel:
For never-resting time leads summer on
To hideous winter and confounds him there;
Sap check'd with frost and lusty leaves quite gone,
Beauty o'ersnow'd and bareness every where:
Then, were not summer's distillation left,
A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass,
Beauty's effect with beauty were bereft,
Nor it, nor no rememberance what it was.
-- But flowers distill'd though they with winter meet,
-- Leese but their show, their substance still lives sweet.
William Shakespeare's Sonnet 5



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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002

Time:6:47 pm.
Mood:busy.
Music:// Saliva - Always [ 89.9 WNRN ].
So, I'm starving myself today. All for the good of fucking Thanksgiving. Chris said I have to actually eat tomorrow, and not just pick at my food. ..like I usually do. So starving myself in my solution to that problem. There's always a way.. always a way.

I am having some killer cramps, y0. Womanhood = hell. Yes, yes it sure does. Woe is me..

There's lots of stuff going on. A lot of stuff to think about. It'll all drown me in the end, like it always does. ..but I'll live, right? Of course, I always do. Sometimes I just narrowly escape actually living, but I still am! So yeah..

I've come to the conclusion, that this is more than likely going to be a journal of nothing buy rambling. Rambling and nonesense, that nobody is going to care about. ..but oh well. Everything I say seems to be pretty pointless anyway.

I'm trying to get back into the groove of writing. ..I'm failing horribly. At least I'm making the attempt. I'm going to class tonight. The first time I've gone in about four weeks. ..but that was all because of some problems at home, and with my health. Wont my teacher be surprised? Of course she will. I need to print up a poem to take in. I'll probably print up a few copies, in-case she wants it be read in class.

..oh yeah, life is... life.
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Time:3:12 am.
Mood:awake.
Music:// Ernie - Living on the Moon [ Yes, it's Sesame Street ].
So, Chris tried to get the doctor to get on my ass about not eating, today. The doctor's response? ``She's at the same weight she was, the last time she was here. So, I don't think she needs to change her eating habits." I just sorta smirked, and stuck out my tongue. Though I'm seriously cutting down on how much I eat. Gotta ditch the weight. Yes, yes I do. I think I'm fat, and I don't care what anyone elses say. So there.

Ex-boyfriends are stupid, thinking they're gonna get my jealous. Funny funny funny funny. Burn in hell. Thank you.

Someone told, at some point in time, that I look like some movie star. ..and now, I can't remember who they said I looked like. It's driving me nuts. Don't ask me why. ..but it will until I remember. I'm so easily amused, it's not even funny.

Sandra Bullock has a new movie coming out! I can't wait to go see it. I've seen pretty much every movie she's been in. My fascination with that woman, will never cease.

Chris is mad, 'cause he didn't do so well on a quiz I put together and e-mailed out. It was only three questions he missed! Besides, they weren't anything important. Jesus, I was just like.. Blah. Definitely had to stroke the ego, so he'd stop complaining, and trying to justify why he got the questions wrong. It's alright tho.. I still love him.

I'm getting a new kittennnn... I don't know when, but I'm getting it. Yes sir-ree-bob. I'm in a very alert, awake, and perky mood. It's kinda frightening.
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Sunday, November 24th, 2002

Subject:// initial this
Time:9:27 pm.
Mood:bored.
Music:// No Doubt - Simple Kind of Life [ Return of Saturn CD ].
My first update in this thing, and I don't have a clue what to say. ..or what to write about. I could just cut and paste everything from my LiveJournal, in here. ..but I don't see any use in having a separate journal, just to C&P everything. Call it a pet-peeve, or whatever. Of course, now I'm just rambling about nothing. So yeah..

I do want to say thank you, to Nancy [ digitaldreamer ] for doing up my journal all sexy-like. I'm lovin' it. Definitely sexy. Mhm.

That's going to be pretty much it. ..for now, anyway.
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Time:1:48 am.
Mood:accomplished.
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