_- o.o -_
sun. 1/18
2.38 pm

lol this still exists?

open your eyes


_- private, no peeking @_@ -_
sun. 7/6
1.37 am

[its my mood] exhausted

okay, working on making everything friends only (: that will take ages... i got back to september of 2004 but 2003-04 were when i went craaaazy posting constantly here... oh yeah, remember when i used to be the 5th most active blurty-er? xDD of course though, now i'm like 1300 posts behind that title, but that's understandable since i havent updated in years practically... meh... anyway. i'll continue working on this later. (:

1 see the light open your eyes


_- oh hi again -_
sat. 7/5
11.35 pm

[its my mood] crushed

this thing would be fun to write in sometimes just because nobody else knows about it anymore ;-;

open your eyes


_- im alive! -_
fri. 5/30
1.14 am

[its my mood] gloomy

i have not updated this thing in 2 years-ish. i forgot i had it. switched to livejournal. abandoned that recently too. i wish i could make all my old entries on here friends only but considering i have 1800+ entries... that would take awhile :|

open your eyes


_- in a cable car -_
mon. 6/12
11.31 am

[its my mood] bored

and suddenly i become a part of your past
i'm becoming the part that don't last
i'm losing you and its effortless
without a sound, we lose sight of the ground
in the throw around
never thought that you wanted to bring it down
i won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

everyone knows i'm in over my head, over my head...

open your eyes


_- guys = slow -_
sun. 6/4
1.34 am

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

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_- beer is yucky :X -_
sun. 6/4
1.30 am

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

open your eyes


_- boobies? -_
sun. 6/4
1.28 am

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

open your eyes


_- you people are not black -_
sun. 6/4
1.24 am

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

open your eyes


_- PIANIST! -_
sun. 6/4
1.21 am

[its my mood] amused

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

open your eyes


_- yayness :) -_
thu. 5/20
5.16 pm

no, i'm still not updating this journal for you people. 'tis for me, and for me only. however, i deemed yesterday important enough to be put in here for you people to see.

* stina & jake *

5/19/04

i always knew there was a reason i liked 19s

and jake :D lol

6 see the light open your eyes


_- rocks, socks, whatever :P -_
fri. 4/9
1.47 pm

quote from the signature that the amazing sheila adds to her emails..

"Sometimes God allows us to go through tough situations. Sometimes I ask God to make life a little more bearable. Instead of leading me to a path less rocky... he gives me some thicker socks, so the rocks dont hurt as much. Maybe God put me in your life and you in my life to be good socks to each other."

open your eyes


_- pictures -_
thu. 4/8
3.53 pm

oh yeah, about that film we were picking up. 3 rolls of film from early march. i had pictures from the musical on all 3 rolls. well, anyone who remembers me taking pictures should probably remember that one of the cameras did not actually have a flash. i used it anyway cuz, at the time, the 1st camera was finished and we hadn't bought the 3rd yet so it was all i had.

well, absolutely nothing i took on that camera came out. nada. i think i'd be more disappointed if i actually could remember what i had taken pictures of on that camera. but since i can't, its just like.... oh, well, too bad, at least i have all these other pictures.

but then i remember that was the camera i brought to bryan's house between shows, so i must've had it with me on saturday, and i don't remember what else i took pictures of there except that i'm quite obviously missing the group photo we took there...... so i def. gotta ask bry if i can have a copy of that........

open your eyes


_- nice day, yaaaay! -_
thu. 4/8
3.47 pm

well since its finally gettin warmer outside.. wooohoooo.. mom had gone up to wegmans earlier and she stopped to pick up our 3 rolls of film there and they hadn't been developed yet... so later me and wendy decided we were gonna bike up to get them cuz it was nice and all...

okay, i'm just gonna say this right now. i like biking. its good exercise. etc. last summer, i often didn't have anyone to go out with me... except for wendy, who likes biking too and wanted company and couldn't go anywhere by herself anyway. so last summer, me and wendy used to hop on our bikes and go to wherever... i even took her over to christian's house once, hahahahaha. i know that sounds mega-uncool, hanging out with my little sister and all. but the thing is, half the time me and wendy hate each other, i think i fight with her more than i do with nick or billy by a mile..... but at the same time, even though she's farthest in age from me, she's still the only other girl so every now and then we actually, you know, get along. so anyway, that was why me and wendy were gonna bike up to wegmans.

anywho... a friend of wendy's decided to come along too, so we picked her up on the way... went up to wegmans... well, brian happened to be working, and we rode past him, and i was definately looking the other way because i realized i looked like a huge loser for being with 2 5th grade girls... right... picked up the pictures and left... i had some extra money with me, so we stopped at 7-11 and i bought everyone slurpees just cuz i'm cool and nice like that ;] well then they wanted to leave and didn't know what to do with their slurpees so melissa suggested putting them in the thingies on the bikes that hold water bottles, you know? unfortunately, wendy didn't have one on her bike, so i said she could put hers in mine and i'd carry my slurpee and drink it while we rode home.

unfortunately, this was not a smart idea. we discovered that i cannot drink a slurpee and ride my bike at the same time..... trust me, it doesn't work. i dropped it twice, lol. oh, i rock. not.

open your eyes


_- AWESOME! -_
wed. 4/7
7.00 pm

oh wow, i am so totally jealous of jamie.

and amy better not get a job either, grrr, i don't wanna be the only poor one!!!

open your eyes


_- JCS -_
tue. 4/6
5.25 pm

oh yeah, and i forgot to mention..... my mom won't let me go see jesus christ superstar anymore, i don't even wanna talk about that, it just pissed me off a lot, so whatever. but yeah...... my mom's an asshole and i'm not allowed to go. screw that. whatever. i am NOT looking forward to spending the next 2 weeks with this family. aaaaaaargh.

on the plus side........ i'm definately NOT going to kentucky this week. next week is still up for grabs but i doubt we'll actually end up going. but its definately not this week at least, so thats all good.

i think i'm gonna give christina a call tomorrow or thursday, get that physics outta the way hahaha.... i'm excited, i love christina, maybe i won't fail physics now if she can teach me what the hell i'm doing, lol.

open your eyes


_- movies & things -_
tue. 4/6
5.20 pm

greatestjournal is mega-cool. just so you know.

connie was over yesterday afternoon... she had dinner with us, and then we all were just hanging around for awhile & playing card games (connie won go fish, but i won crazy eights!!!) & just goofing around and stuff..... catch phrase hahaha..... then they all went up to blockbuster to pick up a couple movies. i didn't really care what they got, so i stayed home.

unfortunately, i live a highly sheltered life and i had never heard of either of the movies they picked out... Identity and Matchstick Men. Identity made me think of a weird cross between A Beautiful Mind, And Then There Were None, and Clue, lol.... oh and that other movie but i can't remember what its called but i wrote about it for health lol..... i think it was because of the whole mental illnes/multiple personality disorder thing..... anyway, i was scared afterwards though lolol, i was afraid of psycho murderers hiding in my closet tehehe.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!

today we watched the other movie, matchstick men, it was okay, what a weird twist of fate at the end there, i always like movies when the ending comes as a surprise lol.... and this one definately did surprise me..... poor guy.....

anywho, i haven't been doing much lately to update about, just relaxing and enjoying not having school. woohoo! and yes, the computer is still acting weird, but less often than it was yesterday - maybe the problem will just go away on its own? :P i hope so...

open your eyes


_- grr -_
sun. 4/4
7.12 pm

melissa is a dumBie because she said something about jellybeans and it made me go back and find the conversation from my bday where we nicknamed him jellybean and that just made me start reading other old convos and EVERY TIME I DO THAT i get upset.

BigRed87: You know what Stina?
BigRed87: Fuck off
BigRed87: goodbye

open your eyes


_- pitter patter -_
sat. 3/20
9.21 pm

its raining again...

hey, thats a song by supertramp.

open your eyes


_- surveyyyyy -_
sun. 2/15
10.16 pm

i filled this same survey out exactly one year ago... funny to see how my answers changed.

WHOOSH )

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