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Monday, April 4th, 2005
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3:36p
School was oh my god, so WONDERFUL.
I want to spend the rest of my life learning. I want to take notes and ask questions and read textbooks and hear lectures. I want to read French fables and study the progression American voters' rights and uncover what exactly happens in the endocrine system of the human body.
I want teachers with crazy bounding amounts of energy first thing in the morning. I want to be surrounded by my classmates, all with psychotically differing opinions from mine.
I don't know if the depression and anxiety I experienced was a one-time thing or something I'll battle with my entire life (although I suspect it's something I am going to learn to just wade through), but I do know that THIS, the energy and the love, THIS is me. This is how I feel best. This is me being amazing.
And, yeah. Everyone? I missed you.
I slept for all of two hours last night. Less if we're counting solid hours. I think I want to go for a walk. Or maybe a run.
A jog.
That sounds good.
current mood: right current music: Face Up And Sing -- Ani DiFranco (1 comment |comment on this)
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5:19p
Well, my thighs are mad at me, my feet very well could be dying, and my lungs are most definitely not happy campers, but...
Damn that felt good.
current mood: exercised (comment on this)
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