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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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12:51a
I've done it for years. I get moody at night. I don't sleep and I watch everyone else leave me go to bed.
Another thing I've done for years: I do everything I can to avoid showing neediness. Somehow it happens to bubble through, but really, I try. I don't want to ask for anything inconvenient. I like the way it feels to have someone around. I don't want to do anything that would make them leave.
The girlfriend and I were debating whether or not she should go to bed tonight. I was awake until after five this morning. Tonight I started getting moody around midnight, thinking about the long night ahead of me. Kristin's been especially tired lately. Poor timing, eh? We were debating whether she should stay with me or go to sleep - knowing the mood I was in, knowing how tired she was.
I said, Baby? Will you stay up with me for a little while?
And she did.
current mood: grateful
current music: Best I Ever Had -- Vertical Horizon (comment on this)
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12:59a
( Put your playlist on shuffle, list the first 25 songs and add 'in my pants' to the titles. )
My favorites include... I don't do crowds in my pants, good love never dies in my pants, faster in my pants, and desperately wanting in my pants. Especially that last one.
current mood: silly
current music: Mood to Burn Bridges -- Neko Case (comment on this)
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3:51a
*pants*
I'm going to sleep quite well once I make it there.
current mood: clean
current music: My Little Town -- Meredith Brooks (comment on this)
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1:55p
I STAYED AWAKE UNTIL FIVE IN THE MORNING SO I COULD CLEAN MY ROOM.
THEN.
A FEW HOURS, I WAS READY TO BE AWAKE AGAIN.
READY TO BE AWAKE... AND DANCING.
It's about damn time my usual habits came back.
current mood: bouncy
current music: Get Up -- Sleater-Kinney (18 comments |comment on this)
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5:35p
And my girlfriend claims that she's not ( beautiful. )
current mood: adoring
current music: Y Control -- Yeah Yeah Yeahs (9 comments |comment on this)
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