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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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2:23a
Had a dream about John #1 last night. I was leaving the grocery store and I passed him. Dream!me was such a typical!me. I blushed and hurried on my way. I walked down the middle of the street. I wanted to be away.
But he followed me. You're being childish, he said. I'm a little sad, he called, but I wouldn't do anything differently.
My eyes watered. I was walking into the wind. It was cold and crisp. It hurt my cheeks and stung my eyes. I prayed he wouldn't catch up to me.
Ali has a gymnastics performance at her school tomorrow evening. He'll probably be there. The last time we were at something together, he didn't even look at me. Ali begged me to come. She said her self-confidence will be higher if she knows I'm there. She beamed when told her ex-boyfriend off earlier tonight. He said, You're sick. You're sisters, not boyfriend and girlfriend.
I told him - Yeah. We are sisters. And I'd rather spend time with her than anyone.
Stupid boys.
In other news, Kristin was much happier tonight. I get giddy when she's happy.
My arm hurts. The doctor gave me special 24-hour anti-inflammatory pills, but ow- my arm hurts now. I don't want to wait fourteen more hours to take more medicine. I guess the problem is in my left rotator cuff. Which makes me miss Anatomy and Physiology. I think I'm going to go read the text book.
current mood: excited current music: IOU -- Metric (comment on this)
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4:21p
From Sophie.
If you could say one thing to me, without fear of: -resentment from me -anger from me -hurting my feelings -hurting anyone else's feelings (comments screened) -shocking me -obligation to mean it tomorrow -me showing up with flowers on your doorstep, what would it be?
current music: Crazy Baby -- Joan Osborne (comment on this)
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11:09p
So I realize next to no one is going to recognize this fandom, but my girlfriend wrote more fic- and it's pretty. So read it anyway.
Between.
current mood: content current music: Perfect -- Alanis Morissette (comment on this)
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