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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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6:21p
*is so behind, but*
I finished AND submitted a college application tonight.
Take that, evil lack of ambition.
current mood: triumphant
current music: Don't Die In Me -- Mirah (10 comments |comment on this)
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8:09p
I realized something bitterly humorous last night.
John #1 didn't like when I came out. He told my mom I must want women because men had let me down.
And then he really let me down.
Why can't I stop thinking about him? I'm willing the lines to be blurred between him and Colin in my memory. The smell. I can smell him above me.
current mood: nervous (53 comments |comment on this)
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