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| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003 | |
| 3:55 pm | as if im not depressed enough. as if i don't have enough stress. my mom just got put in the hospital. and last night my grandfather got put in the hospital. and this morning alana was like feaked out aboout the nickelback video bc u know someone dies?? yea that doesn't ease my fears. i can't take anymore. God, im not strong enough. |
| Monday, September 15th, 2003 | |
| 9:07 pm | this weekend was horrible yet so great all at the same time. i wouldn't take any of it back for anything. Friday ok so we decidedto go to the game so me andrew and patrick all met at alanas house and we rode to the game. a lot of stuft happened at the game but im not going to write about it. but nathan met us at the game. after that me alana andrew nathan and marie all met tyson kyle j.r. katie tiffany and this other guy at waffle house. that was really fun. we were the only people in there for a while. then after that me nathan alana marie and j.r. all went to tysons. more stuff happened there but again im not saying anything.it all turned out fine though this wasn't anything big. then me and alana spent the night at maries. that was lots of fun. Saturday We woke up, took showers, and went to the mall. we had a fun time. we went into victoria secret and they have these press for assistance buttons and so me and alana pressed 2 of them and we ran out. well then we saw this lady run into the dressing rooms so we walked back there. and the workers are banging on all the doors saying do u need help and they look so confused. one goes... no ones in there and they go what the hell?? it was so funny. then we went on a rampage to find alana a bathroom bc jcpennys had a massive line so we ran through the mall to parsians. then we went to walmart bc me and alana needed shirts for church. we took marie home and then went home and watched the alabama game. then joel and adam and nathan came over. we just hung out down stairs. and i spent the night at alanas. Sunday Time to dance!!!!!!! woke up and i was dead tired! got to church and i really wasn't nervous. we did our dance and i didn't think it was that good. it felt sooo blah. like there was no feeling. we left and me sarah alana shelley stephen chris jessica kennedy mallory jessica went to mcdonalds. we came back adn went to normal youth. yea me and alana got coffee... HOT... coffee spilt on us, on our white shirts. it came out though. then we danced second service and it was a lil better but i still didn't feel it. but we got tons of compliements on it so i guess it was good. then went back to alanas and mama moore cooked us a good lunch. then me adam joel and alana went to lowes and lichaels. more chaos and madness but it was fun. then i went back to my house. fell asleep for an hour then went to choir. i like the songs we are singing. then youth which was fun too. more drama but it was stupid and highschool but is over now. after youth i went over to dans. it was really fun. then sarah and shelley spent the night. and that is my weekend!! it was sooo fun and sooo awful and total madness and crazy like always. but it was actualy a really good weekend and i wish it wasn't over. it reminded me of summer. i miss summer so bad. those last 3 weeks were the best!! i miss them!! hey you my heart is going to break when you say no Current Mood:  nostalgicCurrent Music: phish-farmhouse |
| Saturday, September 6th, 2003 | |
| 12:32 am | My hands Smell AWful!!!! i just got home. tonight was so much fun. school was normal. we got yearbooks and i have to say i don't like them. but i came home and took a shower and all that madness. then went to julies. we ate and then went to the game. it wasn't that good. we are a horrible football team. but then i met anna. we went and got her car then got my car and left her car then went to brittanys. o man that was sooo fun. guess who was there!!!! SARAH GENTRY!!!! i haven't seen her in years!!!! she has changed so much!! i remember when we always used to hang out. she looked totally different i didn't recognize her at first. we laughed sooo much all night. it was great fun! we started to watch just married but we didn't start it till like 11:45 so we didn't see much. brad couldn't get me a ticket to the game tomorrow so i think im just gonna stay home. i don't wanna stay in his room all day. i would go crazy!! im tired so im out Current Mood:  sillyCurrent Music: afroman-mississippi |
| Thursday, September 4th, 2003 | |
| 8:47 pm | worst day ever!! nothing about today was cool! someone told me writing a poem makes it better so i did that and it was horrible!! i was going to post it but it was too bad. if u want to read it just ask me and maybe ill read it to you. but this weekend is going to suck too! i have no one!!!!! to go to the game with! i think i am going to brittanys after the game but b4. im a big fat loser who has no one! |
| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003 | |
| 8:42 pm | today was good. i like today. i went to first priority this morning. i liked it. in 2nd period we had a toranado drill and i was in computer so we just got under the desk. omg! that was the funniest time. me and alana were laughing so hard! there was gum under the desk so we were trying to dodge it. then we stuck a note under the door to the people in the hall but i don't think they found it. we got out and everyone was like Lauren... i could hear you laughing the whole time but even mrs. hooper was laughing at me so it was cool. then science was just funny. ms. chandler is a weird lady. but in a cool way. I did get a 58 on my history test, but i deserved it bc i didn't even open my book. then me and lana had a great ride in the car... like always!! we hung out until small groups!!!! that was great!!! i love it! Leslie asked me and lana to be on leadership!!! yes!!! im sooo glad!!! i wanted to be on it soooo bad!! but then we had choir and terry was a lil how do i say..... roar!!! he was in a bad mood. but i was at church from 5 to 8. thats a long time! but now i have to do some more broadcast!! ahhhhhh!!!! Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: guster-amsterdam |
| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003 | |
| 10:21 pm | Who backed into the parking spot!! o yea!! i own!! i was so proud. school was cool. i liked going at 9:30!! made the day real short!! but afterschool. went to dance at church. o yea. i love it. we have it sunday but i dunno if i can go. the performance is sept. 13!! everyone should come see me shelley alana leslie and sarah! o yea b4 church me and lana went to mickie d's. we ate it at the church. it was yummmmmmmm! i enjoyed it! then went back to alanas to do homework. we watched the o.c. that show rules. but then i had ro come home and type all that broadcast!!! ahhhhhh it was horrible!! i hate work! Current Mood: im just kinda here Current Music: yellow cord-way away |
| 8:29 am | o yea!!! thats right!!! look at the time! i am so not in school! i forgot my broadcast stuff and we have these million articles that are worth like a bagillion points so my mom let me stay home!! im checking in later! high5! mom definetly earned points for that! Current Mood: i feel wondeful!! Current Music: fuel-fall back down |
| Monday, September 1st, 2003 | |
| 8:56 pm | saturday night......went to alanas. spent the night. anthan and joel were there. we watched football and threw cheese in each others mouth. went to sleep. sunday went to church. went to look at paint for my room. didn't find any. went to alanas. spent the night. we went to joels house. got theer and nathan was there. so me and nathan went to the gas station, went to another gas station but they didn't have what we wanted so we went to another gas station. then went back to joels. we had fun. went back home to alanas. we made some popcorn then fell asleep. woke up and went home. took a shower then went to cracker barrel to meet kristen. then me stephanie ashley and julie all went to the lake. i drove down there and we ad the top down. it was fun. the whole lake thing was fantastic. i had fun. we all tried some things: julie can knee board, steph and ash can ski, and i got up sorta once on the skis. im more of a tuber. ash said i was a pro. but i am sooooo tired right now i can't even keep my eyes ope and i have to typer 10 broadcast papers!! help!! im screwed!! Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: coldplay- the scientist |
| Saturday, August 30th, 2003 | |
| 7:51 pm | friday...school was so fun. it was just mad crazy all day. i really got into the pep rally. it was fun. me and tera did a lil dance and then i held a sign hehe.on the way out of the parking lot me and alana put the top down and we were dancing to great music. i love being a loser!! its so boring when u care what people think. we were doing our lame running man to vanilla ice and run dmc! but then we went to the bank and cashed 62 dollars!! score! then went home and took a shower. went to stephs b4 the game. we went to eat at chickfila and then went to herdmont. we left the game a lil early and went to target. we played hide and go seek. it was funny. i was totally getting into it. then we went back to stephs and we were all pretty tired. came home at like 7:45 this morning to get ready for the big ALABAMA GAME!!! yea that was so fun. anna came with me. we tailgated which was great. me brad dee anna and my dad threw the football. but then these kids totally interupted our game and started playing full out tackle football so we had to go by the car and the ball kept hitting this tree branch so we quit. the game was really hot but i had a really fun time. alabama won 40-17!! yea!! it should have been 46 bc they robbed us on one of our tochdowns! his foot was totally inbounds. you could majorly tell on the big screen. but we came home and celebrated my dads birthday. its on like wednesday or something but since brad is home we are celebrating now. Current Mood: iamsopleasantlyhappyrightnow! Current Music: smile empty soul- bottom of a bottle |
| Thursday, August 28th, 2003 | |
| 9:01 pm | school was much better today. i laughed so hard all day. went to lanas like normal after school. we went to her grandaddys and earned us some money!! hey gave us 50 dollars in cash and 40 in change. so we went home and rolled alllll that money. so were stocked to find out we had 10 extra dollars. ALANA ISN'T GROUNDED ANYMORE!!! im excited!! now we get to go out saturday night and sunday! score one for the big team! i should be at alanas right now making t-shirts. we decided to do it bc we were bored and had nothing to wear tomorrow but then i came home and my mom was really sick so i had to stay home and take care of her. i need to do my math sooo bad right now but i have no idea what im doing so its frustrating me. maybe ill give it another try. Current Mood: im pretty much jsut chill Current Music: wilshire- specal |
| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003 | |
| 6:49 pm | ok this day has totally sucked! first off.... i swear can i pick em. i can't keep a friend for the life of me. everyone seems like they are in a bad mood or something. And secondly..... i got a leter saying my schedule change has been DENIED. everyone got a schedule change!! but nooooo mine doesn't come through! this year suckx ass! i want to quit school. i wanna move away, make all new friends, be totally different, and just start over. ive never wanted to grow up so much. i just wish things would go right for once. i want a good day at school. and to be so happy that ur wonder if things are too good. u know? Current Mood: unsatisfied Current Music: eve 6 |
| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003 | |
| 9:38 pm | wtf? real world.... ace gave him 5 dollars and he cabbi gave it back to him so ace flips out?? i am so confused!!! i think i missed something. o and did anyone see nick lachey check out that girl!!! damn dude your married! |
| 7:37 pm | omg i think i am going to throw up. Mr. Bolin just called my dad and said that Josh Harvey, a guy that used to play on brads football and baseball teams for the longest time, died!!! He was one of those kids that died in that awful accident this weekend! Everyone is dying!! and like 4 people ahve told me they have either had dreams of them dying or that they feel like they are. Please don't die!! omg, im really making myself sick. Josh was sooo cute too! He was that doofy looking kid with the big glasses just like on Little Giants! remember that kid!! hrrrrrrrrr this is horrible! please don't die on me! I love all of yall!! i know ive been thorugh alot of shit this year but i forgive everyone for it!!! please don't die, i can't take anymore pain. im too depressed already! Current Mood:  sick |
| Monday, August 25th, 2003 | |
| 8:46 pm | school today was ok. every class soemthing hilarious happened. in first period we had to write these lead things to a fair tale. and instead of saying itsy bitsy it eency weency and this guy at my table made a joke and i couldn't stop laughing. it made me cry. 2nd period alana tells me a joke. it goes alil like this: the baby says to the mom " MaMa wheres pa?" " Hes on his way to the white house, HaHa." if u didn't catch it, its a political joke. Me and Alana were the only ones who thought it was funny. came home and watched soem tv. thenw e went to Zapatas for dinner. it was good. it was the funniest time ever. but then we came home and we were supposed to study for chemistry but that didn't happen. we watched a walk to remember. very cute. i love that movie. now im home. this weekend is madness! so many choices!! uh.. first football game friday. don't really wanna go but well see. and staurday i dunno if im going to the game (alabama) bc there is no one to go with! or i could go to the lake with alana. i dunno!!! but sunday i know fo-sho what im doing! yea. fun times!! Current Mood: i feel so unproductive Current Music: rancid-fall back down |
| Sunday, August 24th, 2003 | |
| 7:35 pm | im baaaaaaaaaaaaack! "Some words arn't funny after a while. Weiner is not one of them." I Love The 70's is hilarious!! i didn't think it would be as good as the 80s but it is! one of my favs! i got back from the beach today at 4. It wasn't that bad. We did actually get to go to the beach saturday. i was excited bc I didn't thionk we would. cut when i got home guess what the first thing i did was.... yep. thats right. called lana. she was like lauren! i was like alana!! yea so went to her house and she told me bout the weekend. she said it wasn't that great. i was happy i didn't miss anything. but we totally missed each other. like for real. we haven't been apart from each other for more than 10 hours in the past month. no lie. but then we went to church. it was fun. i love church. but tomorrow is school. blah blah blah. i hope school gets a whole lot better!! don't like it right now. Current Mood: happy to be back! Current Music: jessica andrews-show me heaven |
| Friday, August 22nd, 2003 | |
| 3:35 pm | ok so im about to go to the beach! blah!! i haven't even packed!! but this week has been fun fun fun but then again so horrible!! monday went ot tcby then alanas, tuesday went to church and learned our dance, wendnesday went to alanas and then the wafle house/ first priority thing, thursday went to alanas and out to eat with ehr and her mom<< i love her mom! then back to alanas where i didn't want to go home. but also i have to go to the beach and miss the whole weekend!! it was going to be fun!! but i have to go pack! ahhhh!!! miss me! o yea plus! joel comes home this weekend! but no! i have to be at the beach so there is a really good chance im not going to see him! |
| Thursday, August 21st, 2003 | |
| 8:55 pm | well screw me!!! i swear my whole weekend is ruined!! it was going to be the best weekend ive ever had! me adn patrick alana joel and andrew. all night!!! waffle house at 3 in the mroning partying all night. scray movies. o god!! why!!!!!!! then the lake saturday! we arn't coming home til sunday afternoon! now im have to go to the beach! u might say... the beach! sounds fun!! yea except for the fact that im not even going to be by the beach!! its like waving candy ia babies face and then taking it away! Current Mood: i wanna stay!!! |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003 | |
| 8:39 pm | ok don't send a email bashing one person to the PERSON YOU ARE BASHING!!! u act like we are friends to my face then you go and do that. thankx. best friends right? i thought the drama was over! but no!! just another time when my so called friend makes me cry. Current Mood: why why why would u do that? Current Music: live-heaven |
| Monday, August 18th, 2003 | |
| 7:04 pm | um yea checked out of school friday bc i felt sick! slept. felt better. alanas calls and wants to go to taco bell. we go. takes us 2 hours to get down 280! eat it at home. get ready to go out. since it was joels last night at home he ate dinner with his parents so we didn't go out til 9. I drove tonight so we could all go in 1 car. It was me and patrick and alana and joel.so we are driving and we decided to play the sex game. u know see a headlight thats out and yell sex. last person to say has to strip. well so we put the top down and we all start playing. Patrick sucked so bad! Patrick took me all the way down alabaster and we were in this neighborhood and patrick wanted to drive so i let him. he didn't do anything crazy. but it started raining as we were driving with the top down. yea that was cold. by the end of the game alana had to take off her shirt and shoes and bracelet. joel had to take off his shirt and pants. i had to take off my shirt and patrick had to take it all off. He was butt naked sitting in my leather driving seat! him and joel were craking jokes like... man i hope i wiped good!! yea then we went to joels and we all fell alseep. saturday we had a bday party for my grandmother. so not fun! then i went to alanas and me her sarah and shelley all spent the night at alanas. we went to go get a movie and we had the top down and blarring music. it rained on us again but we didn't care so we left the top down. that was a crazy night. we watched the real cancun which was stupid except for this one guy who was a total loser. but then went to church sunday morning. mr. morton taught the class!!! i love him. then went to alanas and we fell asleep. we only woke up for choir so went to that 30 minutes late. then it was church which was soooo fun. we had these crazy races. then me and mom went to go get school supplies and junk. we bought bringin down da house. i stayed up til 11:30 watching it so i was tired for school but went to alanas and we went to school. school was ok. 6th period i sat in mrs. freelands class the whole time bc we were going over a test i missed so i talked to stephen. then after school went to tcby with stephanie and ashley. fun fun. we didn't stay long though. steph had to go home and i told alana i leave at 4. so then went to alanas and we were supposed to study but we didn't. then came home and thats bout it. Current Mood: i have a cold!! Current Music: evanescence-going under |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2003 | |
| 7:15 pm | ok school was a lil better today. Me and alana rocked out in the car. she broke her toe last night by kicking the door. poor girl. she said it was all karma! bc the whole tyler thing. but good news thats all better. i finally gave alana a bracelet. so now i ahve 2 and she has... like 6!!! but neways.... went to school. was a lil bit better. got out of the parking lot a lil faster, then my mom calls and is like where are u and im like on my way home and she goes ok. so shes not normally home til 6 so i was like huh? but she came home to take me shopping!! i got 4 shirts??o yea. but they are kinda fall-ish. i hope tomorrow is even greater! and i hope i get out of photography. but i dont want m schedule to change. just 5 and 7 period. ill keep hoping!! Current Mood: hopefulCurrent Music: the ataris- boys of summer |