Wednesday, March 27th, 2013
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12:00 pm - lazy day
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another day missing him. worrying about who's taking care of him while he's sick. looking for ways we can meet again. looking at flights, vacation places.
last night things got emotional as i admitted to needing you.
we need you
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(taste me)
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Tuesday, December 18th, 2012
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6:37 pm
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there's something sad when your only option is to leave because you know you will get hurt
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(taste me)
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Sunday, November 25th, 2012
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11:28 am - Of love letters and China
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5 days before I turn 33.
Allow me to go all out emo and just say this-
I really wish things could have worked out differently. I wish we had a different ending than... this.
I'm too old to be pining for things I can't bring back. Too old to think that I have the luxury of stepping back from the verge of falling (and gambling) in love once again. Sticking to the familiar just because I dont want to get disappointed again is not a sustainable option. I need to live again. Trust, love and take a chance again.
Even if it means getting hurt again.
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(taste me)
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Thursday, September 27th, 2012
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4:10 pm
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Even in my dreams you push me away...
My dreams are not any better than my waking reality... I'm about to do the unthinkable and there's nothing holding me back. Not even dreamsand memories of open arms.
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(2 ,123 patrons satisfied  taste me)
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Wednesday, August 29th, 2012
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2:11 pm
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i wish that things dont have to change.
That people i love are still alive. And that love is really just waiting for me when I get home.
I dont like living in regrets. But there are just so many things, places and people I'm missing. Someday I'd have to make a choice. To move forward or get lost in the middle of memories.
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(taste me)
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Saturday, August 18th, 2012
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10:59 pm
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someday i hope we can get to do the normal stuff without having to always move heaven and earth just to be together.
someday i hope that waking up next to you will be part of my normal mornings.
someday i hope i'll feel that i'm enough for you.
someday i hope that love will arrive at my doorstep without having to ask nor fight for it.
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(taste me)
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Thursday, August 16th, 2012
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11:12 pm
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Being with you can make all this sadness go away...
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(taste me)
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Thursday, July 26th, 2012
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11:07 pm - D
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And while we can remain friends, i still cant help but wonder... what if...?
current music: Tori Amos
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(taste me)
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Wednesday, July 18th, 2012
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8:50 pm
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with leaves in danger of being forfeited at 10 days, suddenly felt the itch to travel out of the country.
and conditioned over the years to seek rest, relaxation and happiness with him, i found myself booking a flight to Singapore.
stopped myself just before i clicked "book"...
Oh... This wont do at all... In the words of a friend, i need to move on. Because i'm obviously the only one left wherever i'm in right now...
Where to travel... Where to forget... Where to get another you...
current music: A Sorta Fairytale
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(taste me)
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Monday, July 16th, 2012
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1:30 pm
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there was a time when you called me your girlfriend...
i miss that time. i miss you. and all that we were before reality took over.
current music: Tori Amos
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(3 ,123 patrons satisfied taste me)
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