Sunday, November 8th, 2009
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1:26 am - 500 days of summer
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weird how the movie made me remember waiting for autumn...
hmm...
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(taste me)
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Saturday, October 24th, 2009
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3:26 pm
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sometimes you get the epiphany that you deserve to finally find the kind of love that you've been giving. today was one of those times. i finally broke down and confessed i was not happy.
and so we part ways. and im left feeling incredibly empty.
maybe i dont deserve more than what he can give me. maybe that's all im meant to have. maybe i should have just kept my mouth shut.
comfort zones...
someday he'll realize im right. loving includes stepping out of your comfort zone. and if he doesnt want to do it then maybe im not who he's looking for.
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(3 ,123 patrons satisfied  taste me)
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3:13 pm
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true to tradition, october is break up month.
happy break up day to me!
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(taste me)
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Friday, October 23rd, 2009
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10:15 pm - wish
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i want champagne and fireworks on my wedding day.
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(taste me)
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Monday, October 5th, 2009
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12:16 am - if you look into places you shouldnt be looking into...
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"If You Forget Me"
By Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists:
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loveing me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
current music: sunshower - chris cornell
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(taste me)
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Sunday, September 20th, 2009
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12:02 am - regrets? regrets! regrets, regrets...
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just attended my mba barkada's first baby's christening.
at nearly 30, i've always thought i'd be settled down by now.
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(taste me)
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Sunday, September 6th, 2009
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9:17 am - early sunday at MOA --
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surprised that the ride from antipolo took only 48 minutes. not too optimistic though that the trip back to Antipolo will be as fast as that... pasig-ortigas can be such a pain in the ass. one can spend 30 minutes straight looking at the same sari-sari store at the side of the road.
im here for the boss. if he had his way, id need to go to work as well tomorrow even though its a holiday.
right now its just my innate sense of responsibility that keeps me working. inspiration from the boss and the company is at an all time low. zero even.
and that's why this feels oh so much like work. have been thinking of that jg58 work more and more the past few days... too bad its out of the portal already.
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(2 ,123 patrons satisfied taste me)
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Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009
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2:13 pm
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just got back from boracay.
i wish there was some way i can stay there forever. hmm... kahit siguro taga-drive lang ng buggy sa shangrila ayos na... or yung personal maid sa villa
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(taste me)
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Friday, August 21st, 2009
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11:11 am - kababawan
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watched time traveller's wife last night, and i realized how much i was wrong about time travelling being good.
ayoko ngang patalon-talon ng time ng nakahubad
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(2 ,123 patrons satisfied taste me)
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Monday, August 17th, 2009
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5:32 pm - there are days i just want to space out and tune out...
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there are days when i feel like staying in bed and letting my comforter act as barrier between me and the problems i have (whether work, personal or school).
lately, i've been encountering many of these type of days.
proof? i'm late to work almost everyday.
the sad part is i can't show demotivation to the staff.
so smile i must. even though i really dont feel like smiling
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on other news... it's starting to feel like october again.
i dont want to kick myself in the head or anything, but a nagging little voice is telling me "i told you so" over and over again inside my head.
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(taste me)
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