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[25 Oct 2004|04:29pm] |
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Steps ascend to a loaded gun.
The scent of matches hangs in the air.
A lit one flickers out in a heartbeat.
We don't want to see this: a flash of light thats letting go of a empty bullet case.
By the time it hits the ground he's out of reach.
The wolves are closing in, there is no room left to make amends.
Do you remember when we'd fly that kite so high?
All the time that we've wasted, spent fighting, it burns in the fires of our regrets.
All the time that we've wasted, spent fighting, it's blood and its running down the stairs.
Freeze the frame between the gunshot and the hole it makes.
A spinning bullet hangs in the middle.
There's no way to stop this.
It will surely hit it's mark.
You can try to understand, but I'm giving up.
The synapse fires.
It's right on time.
I'm giving up.
This should always stay out of reach.
The wolves are closing in, there is no room left to make amends.
Do you remember when we'dfly that kite so high?
All the time that we've wasted, spent fighting, it burns in the fires of our regrets.
All the time that we've wasted, spent fighting, it's blood and its running down the stairs.
I ran back down the stairs and into the garden, put both my hands into the soil.
In the spring you will bloom like her heart through the blouse in the back of the ambulance as it turned and turned down the street.
One more turn.
Won't you turn back for me?
As it turned on it's red lights you were turning into red roses.
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[20 Oct 2004|06:38pm] |
Do you have a name?: yes
Do you have an age?: yes
Have you even been in a
plane?: yes
Have you ever flown a plane?: no
have you ever died your hair
an unatural color (like red,blue,green,ect)?: yes
Hav you ever had a cavity?:
yes
Are your ears/ear peirced?: yes
Do you have a peircing other than you
ears?: no
More than one?: no
Have you ever painted you toes nails?:
yes
Do you believe in the chocolate that watches us all?: yes
Have you ever
counted past 2000 outloud?: yes
have you ever drank goats milk straight from
the goat?: no
Have you ever dank cows milk straight from the cow?: no
Do
you believe in true love?: no
Does that make you feel stupid?: no
Do you
have a pet?: yes
have you ever eaten a flower?: yes
Do you listen to
country?: no
Do you listen to rap?: no
Do you listen to techno?: no
Have you ever traveled out of the state?: yes
Have you ever been to
New York City?: no
Have you ever been to Washington D.C.?: no
Have you
ever hugged a panda bear?: no
Does you know what a Serval is?: no
Do you
know what peanut butter is?: yes
Have you ever been to a christian camp?: no
Have you ever been on a roller coaster?: yes
Do you think birds make
good pets?: no
Do you eat more than one apple a week?: yes
Have you ever
eaten a star fruit?: no
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Do you have
a cock?: no
Do you know I dont mean a rooster?: yes
Do you think mice are cute?: yes
Have you ever held a snake?: yes
Do you go to church once a week?: no
Have you ever eaten a bug?: yes
Do you have boobies?: yes
Have you ever dressed in drag?: no
Do you smoke?: no
Have you ever
had illegal stuff?: no
Are you stupid enough to admit it online?: no
Are
you gay?: no
Are you Bisexual?: yes
Are you lesbian?: no
Are you
straight?: yes
Have you ever owned a duck?: no
Have you ever(in the last two years) worn clothing with poka dots?: no
Do you have a car?: no
Is it rainbow colored?: no
Do you swollow?: perhaps
Have you ever worn a dress?: yes
Have you ever want to be the
opposite sex?: no
Do you like penguins?: yes
Have you ever seen The Yellow
Submarine?: no
Have you ever read The Wizard Of OZ?: no
Do you think
ketchup can go with anything?: no
Do you like salt straight?: yes
Have you
ever taken off your shirt in public?: yes
Have you ever taken off your pants
in public?: no
Do you think pantys are restricting?: no
Do you have more
than two remote controls for your entertainment center?: no
Are you a
vegatarian?: depends when I am asked.
Are you sorry you are a vegitarian?: no
Do you think milk
can have ice in it?: no
Do you eat breakfast?: sometimes
Has anyone ever given
you flowers?: yes
Have you ever given anyone else flowers?: yes
Do you
think butterflys are sexual?: no
Do you say 'Fuck' at least three times a
day?: yes
Have you ever scared a little child?: yes
On purpose?: yes
Do
clowns disturb you?: no
Have you ever dressed up as a clown?: yes
Have you
ever been a super hero for holloween?: yes
Have you ever bought ice cream
from a ice cream truck?: yes
Do you love snow?: no
Do you know a gay
man?: yes
Do you know a gay woman?: yes
Does she call herself a wyymn?: no
Have you ever been in love?: no
Do you think the sky is more green
than blue?: no
Do you think safety pins are interesting?: yes
Do you spell
well?: yes
Do you like math?: no
Have you ever taken a picture of a panda
penis?: no
I am doing a good job with these questions?: yes
Have you ever
been lost on a golf course?: yes
Do you still suck your thumb?: no
Do you
sleep with a special blanket?: no
Do you have to sleep with your fan going?:
no
Do you have to sleep with your T.V or radio on?: yes
Have you ever worn
a thong?: yes
Can you read upside down?: yes
Are you left handed?:
no
Are you a femenist?: no
Do you think I should end this survey?:
yes
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[10 Oct 2004|12:08pm] |
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Signals Over the Air - Thursday |
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A laundry list of problems doesn't make you interesting and never getting help doesn't make you brave. Not listening to reason doesn't mean that you have faith. You're just cutting off your nose to spite your face.
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[03 Oct 2004|06:23pm] |
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15 dollars for a pair of teeth?!? Damn...
1. Using band names, spell out your name.
Kicked in the head
AFI
Taking Back Sunday
Eisley
Elliot Smith
2. Have you ever had a song written about you?
No
3. What song makes you cry?
I'm sure there is one, I just can't think of one.
4. What song makes'you happy / laugh?
I always giggle when I hear Third Season by AFI... I don't even know why...
5. What do you like to listen to before bed?
Mae, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Straylight Run
6. Appearance
Height: 5'3
Hair Colour: brown
Skin Colour: semi-pale
Eye Colour: brown
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: not yet
7. Right Now:
What colour pants are you wearing?: blue (jeans)
What song are you listening to?: nothing, suprisingly.
What taste is in your mouth?: tongue
What's the weather like?: sunny, cold, typical
How are you?: okay
8. Do You:
Get motion sickness?: no
Have a bad habit?: many...
Get along with your parents?: sometimes
9. Favourites:
TV Show: Queer As Folk
Magazine: AP, Revolver
Soda: Grape Faygo
Thing to do on the weekend: Coffee..
10. Have You:
Broken the law: Yes
Ran away from home: Yepp
Snuck out of the house: Nope
Made a prank phone call: Yes
Used your parents' credit card: No
Skipped school before: Nope
Fell asleep in the shower/bath: Yes
Been in a school play: Yes
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
Ever had a major regret: Yes
11. Love:
Boyfriend: No
Children: No
Been in love?: No.. but alot of my friend think I have *shoots them*
Had a hard time getting over someone: Yes
Been hurt?: Yes
12. Random:
Do you have a job: no
Your CD players has in it right now: mixtape in one, mae in another, TBS in another, AFI in the bathroom, and Bright Eyes in the last one.
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?: Black or a deep red
What makes you happy?: Photography, Music, Concerts, Friends, Dumb random shit
Who makes you the happiest?: I dont know.
What's the next CD you're gonna get?: Straylight Run (...you would think I had that by now..)
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| That was somewhat amusing... |
[03 Oct 2004|05:28pm] |
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"God Save the Queen" - The Sex Pistols |
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Try to type your name using your....
Nose- kiq6t54ee4
Elbow- kiaqt564ere3
Tongue-katee
Chin- kmjazstgededr
Feet- kjatee
Eyes closed- katee
Hand-katee
Finger-katee
Butt- klfsdxjjhnbjf
Face- ulioq256t834w34
Lips- kjlsadryewwre
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[26 Sep 2004|09:56am] |
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"Misuse Their Bodies" - Beep Beep |
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Kaiti, if you read this, I hate you. I'm still bloody freezing.
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[24 Sep 2004|05:57pm] |
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Sex Pistols |
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Question: Will I die before my birthday, 10-31, this year?
Bunny's Response: Are you actually relying on a blurry picture of a little bunny to give you the answer to that?
Duck's Response: Seems like the bunny is in a bad mood. I don't think he'll be giving good advice today. Not like he ever does, though.
They both have pretty damn good points.
Yes, I am very easily amused.
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| Nothing so mundane. |
[20 Sep 2004|07:01pm] |
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Bacon, Kevin Bacon - The Natalie Fight |
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What am I doing this fine Monday Evening?
I'll tell you one thing, I'm not going to go see Oh Boy Oh Boy Commander at Common Grounds.
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[20 Sep 2004|04:12pm] |
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Alone September (8:41:38 AM): in the end you learn that deep down you can never truly love someone who doesn't love you forever.
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| RIP |
[16 Sep 2004|06:17am] |
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Johnny Ramone
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[09 Sep 2004|05:08pm] |
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sunrisehighwayxx (5:07:36 PM): what is your favorite band?
SmarterChild (5:07:37 PM): Right now I'm going to say Taking Back Sunday.
Haha, me and a robot have the same taste in music.
I think I am offended.
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| The harder they come, the harder they fall. |
[08 Sep 2004|06:49pm] |
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depressed.. reason: unknown |
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Harder They Come- Me First and the Gimme Gimmes |
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I give myself three days to feel better or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff because if I can't learn to make myself feel better how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
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| If you're leaving just let me know. |
[06 Sep 2004|02:46pm] |
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Jaws Theme Swimming - Brand New |
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So, my parents are on a canning high.
Well, happy Labor day...
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| Countdown. |
[05 Sep 2004|05:48pm] |
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Down - Something Corprate |
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ten people you'd like to make out with:
1. Jesse Lacey
2. John Nolan
3. That one kid! What the hell is his name...?
4. Hunter on QAF
5. a sexy stranger
6. Geoff Rickly
7. Adam Lazarra
8. Michelle Nolan
9. Conor Oberst
10. -censored-
nine reality tv shows that are so bad they're good:
1. Real World Paris
2. The Surreal Life (All seasons)
3. Real World/Road Rules Challenge (All seasons)
4. Wild Boys
5. Jackass
6. Viva La Bam
7. Punk'd
8. Real World San Diago (spelling)
9. Making the Band Season 1 (OTown)
eight treasured possessions:
1. My pictures.
2. My cds and records.
3. My Green and Black Ferby.
4. My lighter
5. My memories.
6. My journals.
7. Zulu!
8. My computer.
seven things you're looking forward to:
1. October
2. Summer '05
3. Warped Tour '05
4. Leaving Fenton
5. Welchfest
6. Next lover. haha.
7. New Straylight Run album
six songs that will later remind you of this summer:
1. "Down" - Something Corprate
2. "Vindicated" Dashboard Confessional
3. "A Decade Under the Influence" - Taking Back Sunday
4. "Float On" - Modest Mouse
5. "Shatterday" - Vendetta Red
6. "Hottest Girl in Highschool" - Misspoken
five jobs you wouldn't mind having:
1. Musician
2. Writer
3. Photographer
4. Musician
5. Writer
four places you'd like to visit:
1. England
2. New York
3. Kenya
4. India
three words you hate:
1. fag, faggot
2. cap
3. mope
two stupid things you've said:
Everything I say is stupid. Seriously.
one thing you need to do tomorrow:
1. homework.
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| Cupid is dead. |
[01 Sep 2004|08:51pm] |
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| I'm never comming back, I'm home. |
[20 Aug 2004|02:15pm] |
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Hollywood and Vine - Matchbook Romance |
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I want to be loved.
I want to be unattatched.
I want to be unique.
I want to be myself.
I want something to hold on to.
I want to be stronger.
I want to be able to let go.
I want to forget.
I want to be forgiven.
I want more second chances.
I want a second chance.
I want to stop wanting.
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| Ninja Sex, eh? |
[20 Aug 2004|01:43pm] |
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The Tension and the Terror - Straylight Run |
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I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
There arent enough Ninjas in the world, so, well, I decided to adopt one.
I'm a bit depressed right now. I think its because summer is almost over, and because my throat is sore from talking on the phone with Sam for seven hours last night.
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