| 3:39p |
whatever.....i give up
am the day and the night,
I am the apology and the fight,
I am the body and the shadow cast,
I am the slow motion and the vortex-fast,
I am the black and the white,
I am the wrong and the right.
If im having a bad day, let me have it.
If I seem like a "dark person" dont bitch about it, show me some light.
If i have nothing nice to say, act like I said nothing at all.
I know youre capable of it.
Its like Me: " ___________________________"
and thats all you hear, nothin, nada, no how, Im nowhere.
I am the logic and the nonsense,
I am the victory and the loss,
I am the stutter and the blush,
I am the girl that never was good enough.
This has stopped rhyming. Because I stopped believing in the written word.
In words in general, so Im not participating in consistency. Consistency is an illusion. Life is inconsistent. You are inconsistent.
I reward the dog that bit me. Good boy, good boy.
But I know better to complain lol. haha.
I know whos ears are deaf.
I know who views every hardship as a fucking competition.
"You have enemies? good. that means you believed in something"
Im the bitch with the truth,
Im the detective with the proof,
Im the sucker with the gullability
and the capability,
to believe in the words I know, youll never say. |