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| Thursday, October 7th, 2004 |
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hhhmmmm... well lets start off whit my school. i go to that high school where those two guys were arrested for planning a reinactment of colimbine. yes, it's all over the national news. it really want that big of a deal to the school... nothing happened last night i went to McNeil's homecomeing carnivel with a guy who goes there named adam. i also brought along william wiht me cs my mom thought i was going to be raped and stuff so she sent william with me to be my body gard. hhmmm... not the greatest idea, i'll explain. i tend to be really shy until i get to know peopel. i didnt really know adam, thus, i was shy. adam seems to be a really shy person from the two times ive seen him in person, which, i actually life... i dont know why. i guess cus i never like people with bigger personalities than me. and anyone who knows willian, he never stops talking so there i am with william who's talking nonstop and adam who isnt talking at all... so it was... interesting... adam and i pretty much just sat there and laughed at wiliam... william said he had a good time which im happy for him... ya im going to shut up now. |
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| Monday, October 4th, 2004 |
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Greatest theater practice ever. We were discussing who would be who’s bitch in a gay relationship. Here’s what we got: *Derek G is on one’s bitch except maybe Kris karim’s.. just cus Kris is so big and muscley and has a giant rock where a bicep should be. * Ricky (this freshman who’s adorable) is everyone’s bitch, even mine. He doesn’t outrank anyone on the manly field. * Alex is bitch to Kris, me, and Derek. Alex’s bitches are Sean and Ricky *Sean is only bitch to Kris, Derek, and Alex and his bitches are me and Ricky. *Kris is no one’s bitch except for maybe Derek’s. *I would be bitch to Kris, Derek, and Sean but Ricky and Alex would sooo be my bitches. Alex said he even wants to be my bitch. I also decided that the hottest 2 guys at my school to watch make out would be Ricky and Michael Gipson…. Don’t ask how this got started…. |
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| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
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well, i cant update much so i'll give basic stuff: 1) im french club senior officer 2) im anime club vice president 3) im passing all classes 4) comedy sports tryouts are thu, 5) drama clun officer elections are soon 6) eerie queerie mangas are over, no yaoiness at the end... ;_; 7) jessiac wants to start a band of like.... video game music or something... im not shure 8) i might go to an anime con 9) ann, i met a guy who looks like ted (my fav on QEftSG) and like i got his number, and guess what... i had already kinda talked to him before on DA one time... small world. detales will be provded later. 10) um.... i baught the play dirty hands. go me thats about it. i cant go on now cus im busy.... love to all. |
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| Friday, September 3rd, 2004 |
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god i am so soooo crushing right now.... ::sigh:: go to my deviantart--> http://www.thesunkist.deviantart.com |
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| Friday, August 27th, 2004 |
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| wow... it has been a while... i guess ill chatch up on whats been going on as of most resent first. i got my teath cleaned... so fucking great.... and school has started... all my classes are so hard... i have to really pay attintion.... im taking a computer class which i have come to see is quite advanced... i didnt know that when i signed up... we learned binary.... it's so hard... well... not really, it's just time consuming... i hear they have programs for that now though... and lets see... what else.... um... well i have an audition on tus. for the play you cant take it with you. itats going to be great.... | ||||
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| Saturday, August 14th, 2004 |
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| wow, it's been a while. i stayed a week at my aunt's house and got really behind in my remus/sirius community, i dont think i'll even try to catch up... and i made myself a deviant art site but i dont have much up there yet but still please please look at it. the adress is http://thesunkistvampire.deviantart.com . plaese go. i have part of my screenplay up there along with pics of me and some poems. jade finished am i your anything and i have to say im kinda happy, not that i dont love he fic but i was just getting AFIed out... have i mentioned my new love for football(american soccer, say football cus my fav team is european) im a total manchester untied fan now and my fav player is alan smith. i am also into rugby now, atleast more than i was before. blah blah bal school sarts in 3 days and i dont have my paper done. i need to do that. not much else happened so i'll go for now. | ||||||
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| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
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CAPRICORN the Quinotaur (half goat, half mermaid/merman). Cardinal, earth, yin - planetary ruler: Saturn. Keywords: "I USE" [ ya, people always say i use them.... atleast tara always said so....] Capricorn is the tenth sign of the zodiac and governs the bones, joints, and knees[ ummmmm]. Positive traits include pragmatism, maturity, patience[ now, that is so not me...], determination, awareness, a strong work ethic, realism, discipline, money management, the willingness to overcome hard luck, leadership, initiative, opportunism, prudence, and cunning[ now, the rest are pretty much me...]. Negative traits include pessimism[ SOOOOO me], melancholy[ angin, SOOOOOO me], emotional coldness[yep...], manipulation[ thats an understatement...], obsession with work and ambitions to the detriment of personal development, remoteness, and materialistic snobbery[ yep, all of those are right on the mark]. Capricorn Slytherins The traits emphasized here will be ambition, determination, discipline, and pragmatism. You can't make that castle in the sky if you don't build a solid foundation under it, and Capricorns excel at building foundations. (Actually, they excel at planning the foundations and directing others to do the grunt labour. It's not that they're afraid to get their hands dirty, but large work usually requires delegation and a staff, and Capricorns are managers more often than not.) While not flamboyant or showy[ i define the words "flamboyant" and "showy"] about it, Capricorns still tend to be obsessive overachievers, a common trait in House Slytherin. Too, wizards born under the sign of Capricorn are good at being discreet, secretive, and diplomatic; whereas the Libra's diplomacy is based on charm and a desire for harmony, the Capricorn's diplomacy is based on the knowledge that being on good terms with people is extremely useful in getting one's way or finding out sensitive information. These also are traits commonly associated with House Slytherin. They might not be sexy traits, but they're very handy.[i'd say they pretty much got me....] Taken from http://www.spenecial.com/birdsofafeather/astrology.htm |
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| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 |
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hey guys, im at my aunts house and im so F****** bored!!!! im writing poems about Michael... so far i only have one complete one... i guess ill share .. it's a sonnet ( Michael ) it was my first sonnet ever but im going to keep on trying with this form. i kinda like all the counting and stuff (it's so hard to make stuff into 10 syllables...). ive also wrote some free verse ones... and im still working with some other ideas. here's "black ink" ( Black Ink ) Im still not quite happy with that one. It’s still a WIP. A have a couple more but theyre not share worthy. I have also drawn 3 pics of Michael so far: one of him nude(w/o manly bits) as a angle(it’s sad), one of him fully clothed w/glasses, and one of him totally nude(still workin on the manly bits) w/o glasses. That’s about all ive done… and I got the pics of him developed. Im happy. Elisa, ill send them to you soon, you too ann. Im going to go for now. |
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| Saturday, July 31st, 2004 |
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| well i wrote some mor on the screenplay, im almost done with my Michael picture, i made a list of books i need to read/re-read so i'll get more smarter to impress Michael, and i saw Napolian Dynomite, Suducing Dr Lewis, Pieces of April, Before Sunrise, The Believer, and Love in the time of Money. thats about all that has happened in my life... and i had another dream about michael... and no, elisa, it wasnt "sordid". this time i saw him at some play and he was there with some girl... and i got really upset... then kris karim was there and he was helping my try to make michael jelous... but he didnt notice me... it was really sad... ok im going to stop talkign about my pathedic life.... | ||||
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| Thursday, July 29th, 2004 |
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SCHEDULES ARE IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 per. Class 1 French 2 A.P. Chem 3 R.A.P. (a peer helping program) 4 A.P World History 5 A.P. English 2 6 Adv. Theater Productions 1 7 A.P. Alg. 2 8 Computer Sci 1 it looks pretty good to me although im thinking of changing computer sci. to tech theater 2 and taking computer sci. another yesr. i just want to have 2 pers of theater again.... but i have to take com sci sometime to graduate... maybe i can take it as a summer course... i dont ill ask the counceler sometime... and should i switch from french to latin? i want to learn both but i dont know which i want more... i think ill stick to french.... in other news... leats see... last night i drew a really cool pic of a punk house elf- looking kinda of a person... it also knida looks like a human bat.... and i drew a GREAT pic of michael. i cant wait to show people. it's so great. im very proud of myself. the only thing wrong right now with is is it's a nude drawing and i havent drawn the.... um.... david thewlis parts yet.... maybe i wont bus in the pic he has wings... well theyre just nubs cus they were riped off so maybe is shuldnt draw manly bits... hmmm... what do you think i should do? ( Meme ) |
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| Wednesday, July 28th, 2004 |
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| i had the strangest dream last night. i was like at a taping of i love the 90's and one thing led to another and me and all they guy host-thingies( like that one with the really thick framed glasses and that other guy who's on QaF) were going to go have a pool party. so i went. but when i got there, all the guys were naked and making out in the pool. and i was naked. THEN I HAD A PENIS. i kept.... holding it... and toutching it... like in the BCCT where that one guys like "if you et go of it the weener theif will take it" kinda grip. i wonder whatr the dream means..... sometimes i think im REALLY a transexual.... but i like my body... it's really nice.... and other people seem to like it too.... but i always feel like there's something missing... in the bible it says we're all part man and part woman and thats why we get married, to complete the part thats missing... atleast i think the bible siad that.... my mom told me that i think when i was in my "gay" phase.... i read this web site about this girl who thought she was a gay man and it was like totaly how i felt... they said somethging like "you need a man who will treat you like a man".... i guess i would be happy with that... anyways... enought with my ramble. | ||||
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| i had the strangest dream last night. i was like at a taping of i love the 90's and one thing led to another and me and all they guy host-thingies( like that one with the really thick framed glasses and that other guy who's on QaF) were going to go have a pool party. so i went. but when i got there, all the guys were naked and making out in the pool. and i was naked. THEN I HAD A PENIS. i kept.... holding it... and toutching it... like in the BCCT where that one guys like "if you et go of it the weener theif will take it" kinda grip. i wonder whatr the dream means..... sometimes i think im REALLY a transexual.... but i like my body... it's really nice.... and other people seem to like it too.... but i always feel like there's something missing... in the bible it says we're all part man and part woman and thats why we get married, to complete the part thats missing... atleast i think the bible siad that.... my mom told me that i think when i was in my "gay" phase.... i read this web site about this girl who thought she was a gay man and it was like totaly how i felt... they said somethging like "you need a man who will treat you like a man".... i guess i would be happy with that... anyways... enought with my ramble. | ||||
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Just posting some poems ive had writen for a while. all of them are by me unless it says otherwise ( Broken ) ( Fucking Liar ) ( Torn into by my Nature ) ( He's what you never will be ) ( Thinking of You [warning: this poem is rated NC-17] ) |
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004 |
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well, my shakespeare class is over now. i miss it alot... i got to learn so much! and i also do miss the people too, especially michael... i miss rob too. i'll have to send him an e-mail sometime. Elisa has a journal so i should be able to keep in touch with her that way and also on aim. i'm kinda glad it's over though so i can just sit around till the semester starts and work on my screen play. i also have vowed to lose weight (hopefully 10 lbs before school starts back up) because today i tried on a skirt and a 7 fit kinda snug on me... i remember when i could fit into 5's.... so thats my goal for the rest of the summer on fri. night ann, her dad, and I went to go see Wizard People, Dear readers and it was so great. i need to download it... but my kazzaa(or whatever) isnt working and right now i can only download it cut not save it to a cd... ann can you download it for me? i really liked it... Hardcastle McCormick.... lol. then on sat at 4 we preformed our play 'Mid Summer Night's Dream' and it went REALLY well. my drama coach was there, Ms. Ray, and also my new drama teacher for next year Ms. Dy(i think that how you spell it). she seems very nice. i had to bind my chest for the play and it was so cool. i was flat cheated!!! (a big difference from my normal 34D's) and Ms. Ray said she might cast me as a guy again for 'you cant take it with you' (the play we're doing in the fall). then on sat night, i went with devyn, her brother DJ, and her dad to a George Ramerro movie marathon in the old cotton gen. it was from 6pm ot 5am. it was so freakishly hot in the day and at night i was so cold. i met george R and got a signed pic and a pic of him. they showed night of the living dead, night of the crazies, creepshow, and day of the dead. i fell asleep during part of creepshow.... that was very fun too. yesterday i just slept all day and today i did nothing either. i'm just getting caught up on slash ans cleaning out my closet. @7:33pm
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 |
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@5:36 well, tomorrow night ann and myself are going to see that thing on harry potter at the alamo draft house downtown. it should be so cool. i need to sew my patch on my vest(just cus i want it there insted). and on sat we preforme midsummer. i think im ready. well, not much else to report on exept i am totaly falling for michael( not like love, just strong lust cus i probably will never see him after the play). i'll add more later, right now i have to go practice for the play. |
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 |
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| well well well... im finaly online.... we preforme our play next fri..or sat.. i dont remember.. but annie, you have to come to see michael... he is too hot for words... the way he acts ant talks reminds me of the way i picture remus acting while he was at school.... and michael is a concert pianist and he was playing a song the other day and was like standing and getting all into it and like closing his eyes and moveing with the music.... omg i almost died... then there was this one time when we were trying to make him sit in the lotus position and he was like i cant... i dont bend that way but then he said "but im flexible in the hips" and me and devyn had to try SOOOOOO hard to hold in our squees.... omg he's so perfect.... anyways i'll be updating on the camp more once it's over and i have more time. i went shopping yesterday and god 2 blue jeans, 1 green plaid skirt, and like 5 shirts and some HP pins... the only one i couldnt find was a huffilpuff one and the sirius one... and i got a shirt with draco on it and it says malfoy on the front. i need to go study lines. bye. | ||||
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| Thursday, July 15th, 2004 |
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| so sorry i haveing ben writing. i have shakesheare class from 9 am to 4pm and im just plain exosted when i finaly get home. the last 2 dayes i just came home and slept. it's a great class. we're goign midsummer night's dream (im lysander). we have to put the play on on less than two weeks. i should really be studing right now. oh well. im catching up on slash. so much has happened but i dont know what to say. well for one, i am a firm believer now that snape is really a vampire. a girl at the class convinced me. and our councler Michale is so fucking cute... i want to bend him over a couch and just take him like there's no tomorrow... if i has a penis.... anyways. i'll try to update more often now that im more rested. | ||
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| Saturday, July 10th, 2004 |
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cool, look what i got, and i didnt cheat![]() Which One of Davey Havok's Body Parts Are YOU? |
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@1:15am man... i tryed to sleep but as soon as i did, i had a disturbing dream. about paris. paris being raped. not raped exactly just pissed on and then came on. and now im here at my computer tryign to write it down cus if i dont start writing this scene i never will. the problem is, i dont know how the fuck to write a rape scene. i typed in google "how to write a rape scene" but all the sites that i looked at were more about how much peopel hate the romantisisation(<---not a real word) of rape... so... all i learned was dont make it like it's a good thing... hmmm... guess paris will suffer through most of the movie now.... damn... i was hopeing to give the poor kid a break. annie, i need you back to help me write this.... so far i've writen like 2 lines AFTER the rape... but i can t bring myself to actualy write what im thinking down... i feel like I'm rapeing paris.... i feel so bad. i'll try to write some more now. |
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| Friday, July 9th, 2004 |
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@2:19am Omg this site makes me want to go join a clique to support the stopping of stupidity on the web…. Just read this site…. It’s almost so funny that its good…. http://www.potatoe.com/looselips/display_topic.php?topic_id=5196 @1:11 Pandemoniumfromamerica.!!!!1!!!1!1one!!!1! @1:08am ::reads about Dominic:: david beckom doesnt play football ::hits head on dest:: ooohhhh...socker is foot ball over there... ::sweat drop:: @12: something OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::runs around in circles flailing my arms:: It’s like 1 am and im watching tv cus I cant sleep when a commercial comes on for a new tv show called “Lost”. It’s about a plain crashing and blah blah blah, the last 2 seconds of the commercial is a close up on DOMINIC MONAGHAN’s face!!!!!!!!!!!!! Apparently he’s in the show…. And I literally SCREAMED cus I had JUST got done reading Dom/Elijah… it’s spooky… cut I had read the last part then walked into the living room and stopped to watch just that commercial. Omg omgo omg omg!!!! I haveto watch it now… when the show starts… |
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| Wednesday, July 7th, 2004 |
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@10:36 eating: pizza music: none well im back home. ill write about the vacation later, im way too tired right now to write anything meaningful. anyways, ive finaly got caught up on my sirius/remus fanfic community and im printing out some fics. pantarosa has made some new remus/sitius art and it's really good. i figured out how to text message on the trip back. it was hard not haveing a key board.... i finaly got jane eyre...now i just have to read it... damn.... i might write more later. maybe not. im not in a very good mood. bye |
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| Thursday, July 1st, 2004 |
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| hello! im in virginia right now with my cousin's jeff and jen at a barbique(sp?) and i thought i would use the chance to say im haveing fun and ill update more some other time cus i need to do a few things right now. i miss you annie!!!! im going mad for slash too... | ||||
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| Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004 |
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@5:52pm music: Boxcar racoe's there is well, i leave for hillbilly country tomorrow but i should have time to update once more before i leave. i got an awsome Hogwarts jacket with the school crest on the front and "hogwarts" across the pack. i wals saw the movie for the third time yesterday. it was funny cus some kid was talking the hole time and was like making stupid remarks like "THATS not waht happened in the book''. i hate people like that. and ron rawring was still so sexy and the movie was still really slashy to me. |
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| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 |
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@136am im totaly inlove with this song mow by the Boxcar Racers. im so inlove with the song i'm posting the lyrics WITHOUT a cut because the song is that good. here's the lyrics im underlining the parts that i like the most. This vacations useless These white pills are unkind I've given alot of thought on this 13-hour drive I missed the grinding concrete Where we sat past 8 or 9 And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our head lights I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have The days have come and gone Our lives when by so fast I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor Where I laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more Do you care if I dont know what to say Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay That theres someone out there who feels just like me There is Those notes you wrote me Ive kept them all Ive given alot of thought of how to write you back this fall With every single letter, in every single word, There will be a hidden message About a boy who loves a girl Do you care if I dont know what to say Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay That theres someone out there who feels just like me There is |
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| Monday, June 21st, 2004 |
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| well, im almost done with the fic annie sent me. and she sent me a blink 182 song and it's such a great song! i love the line "these white pills dont help at all." and the song alot like the fic im reading... that reminds me, i need to check the remus/ririus community... god i hate being out of town... and im going to be gone for 2 weeks a week from now... god... i really dont wantt to go... but i have to. oh well... i might write more later, right now im feeling a bit down. | ||||
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| Friday, June 18th, 2004 |
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i hadf the most life like dream last night. i was at an audition and i was waiting in the waiting foom for my turn and it was really hot and i was getting very nervous. when they finaly called my name i went in and the people i was auditioning for was Ant from last comic satnding, remus lupin, the fat guy we do comedy sports with, and some gay guy that i think was Mr. O. so i do the audition, starting od with my St. Joan monologue and i did really good, then i did the one from dogma and was struggling. when i woke up, i was actualy reciting it in my sleep and i spent about ten mins just sttting there trying to figure out hat the rest was. and hat was my dream. or a more slashy note, im reading a Great fic that i got from ann. im on the last part which turns out isnt really the last part (the last part has 21 chaps to the part) and im on the second part of the last part... if that makes sence. it's really good to and i just thought i would take a break from the story to update. im going to Virginia next friday for two weeks to spend time with my Baptist preacher/funeral director cousin bob. i always love going to see him and his family cus he always takes me to see dead bodies (the first time he did that i was 10) they dont believe in TV or computers so i will be without for two hole weeks. and i dont know if im going to risk printing out yaoi or not... but i will bring my sketch pad (hopefully they wont want to see my pics....) and i'll have alot of time to just write on my screen play. great. that means ill have to type it up later... oh well. im going to go read more of the fic now. love to all. |
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| Thursday, June 17th, 2004 |
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@7:56 music: Gacky's Vanilla well i have got alot acomplished the last 2 days on writing my screen play. right now i have 12 pages typed and im working on revising and editing what i have done so far. Annie, when i'm done, ill e-mail ti to you for you to beta. ive added in a short scene sence the last time we talked where rue and glow stick argue like theyre married about how they arnt allowed to use british slang because theyre american. i thought it was funny... and im adding more dialon with Ren in the fight scene. well i'm going to go weigh myself... brb.. omg i'm 144 lbs... i neeed to lose 10 lbs... ok im going to go edit more. bye. |
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| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004 |
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004 |
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@9:49 well, i want and saw Mean Girls... it was upprisingly good. i even cried. it was sooo true. i think i was able to identify with regie way too much... thats why i cried. but ya.. go see the movie. it really tells an accurate story of today's high school kids. moveing on, i also got a new bra from VC's... i'm a 34DD now... i feel like a porn star... really i do... and i got a really cool new skirt. i feel special. i need to get a hair cut... maybe i'll do that later on this week. Nothing really happened today besides that. my life is boring... i think ill go read fanfiction and check out this hole benji/joel think ann(not you annie, some other girl named ann.) was talking about. |
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004 |
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@11:55pm omg i need a page to just pute quotes on.... ann, some help here? i'll try and find some place to host that.... but for now, here's a quote from this one girl's journal: ( Read more... ) this girl is the best...... @1:25pm fun stuff to do/quizzes for today: ( Read more... ) @7:19pm MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!! this guy can impregnate me any day of the week.... and for those of you who are either gay or blind, this is travis fimmel, god's gift to my falopian(sp?) tubes. and ann, dont you DARE say anything about lj-cut, travis is way too good for that... ![]() he would also make a GREAT Paris.... |
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