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[14 Apr 2011|05:46am]
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[27 Mar 2011|11:10pm]
I love the way you leave me:
Never looking back.
Did you even know I was there?
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[04 Mar 2011|11:14pm]
I've changed my whole world to fit perfectly with yours. I have pieced together everything to make this work. You've been distant lately. I ache to be near you, while you pull further away. You say we're together all the time, I feel like you're never really here. I see you watch the world, the things, but mostly people. You don't really look at me anymore, not as much as you look past me. You're not bad... but baby I'm lonely.
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[30 Dec 2010|04:43am]
Can we be honest for a minute? I'll tell you all the things I've said before.
Here's a can, you know whats in it?

I hate watching you watch tv. The way your eyes move up and down, side to side. I get a passing look, if that. Maybe if I act out, I'll win your attention back for two seconds. I hate this person. It's not me. I watch you watch the world. I hate your sideways glances, the way your head stays perfectly still. Unnoticeable, unless you go out of your way to notice... and baby, I memorize.

I hate this feeling. It's suffocating the way I can't let you out of my sight, out of my MIND! What the fuck is the problem? We're fighting AGAIN! Another broken mirror, add 7 years to that sentence. WHY do your eyes find hers (that random chick on the street)? They find the perfect spot to dig that knife deeper and it means nothing to you. My heart beat races. You know exactly what I'm talking about. It'll never change. I notice your eyes and I'm sure I know what you're thinking. Am I wrong or am I wrong?

I hate all my favorite things now. I imagine what you're seeing, what you're thinking, what you wish you had and no matter how much you reassure me... it doesn't change. Because nothing really changes. No, everything stays the same. Everyone stays the same.

Open mouth, part lips.
"I love you"
(but do you love me too?)
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[17 Nov 2010|09:40pm]
Can you climb these walls I've built for you?
This sky holds no boundaries.
These walls are as far above as they are below.
Concrete roots & steel towers.
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[14 Nov 2010|03:36pm]
When did music stop meaning so much to me?
And, by the way, how did I get here?

I am uneasy, in my own skin.
Moving, while standing still.

But this day is nothing like the last,
Except that it's exactly the same.
I tried to remember what "happy" felt like;
Fleeting, was all that came to mind.

Some days I act out just like a child,
Trying to get you to notice me.
You don't really get it though.
I frustrate you. You depress me.

I think of how cruel people are,
And I want that to wake me up.
But nothing really pulls me out of this haze,
For longer than it takes to come back down.

Or does it?

Who was I before I met you?
Because I can't remember.
Maybe I wanted to forget her.
I think she was deep. Deeper than this shell, at least.

How did I get here?
You're choking in my grasp.
And I can't remember how it was before.
And I can't remember how it was.
And I can't remember how..
And I can't remember..
And I can't...

I just can't let go.
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[03 Feb 2009|03:29am]
So I have been hanging out
Down by the train's depot. No, I don't ride.
I just sit and watch the people there.
And they remind me of wind up cars in motion.
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[26 Dec 2008|12:59am]
I can't see myself getting to sleep tonight
Cause all these dreams are locked in my mind
and they'll keep me awake for days at a time
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[04 Dec 2008|05:47pm]
You're acting all this out again.

Just wake me when it's over,
when the curtains raise.
It's time, to move on.
Exit now, credits rolling, the girl[one] who stole my heart.
The one that got away.
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[07 Mar 2008|01:43pm]

49 hours and 46 minutes to go,
but who's counting.
I just thought I'd let you know
I filled my head with your voice.
And now I'm drowning,
Well I wrote this song for YOU.

You can stay tonight,
And make everything alright.
You can hold me down,
And tell me that you're right.
Tell me what it's like to be alone.

And we have this down,
Unlike everybody.
I'll spend a million nights
Just like tonight you know,
I screamed your name at the sky,
Until I lost my voice.


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[07 Mar 2008|08:57am]

I want you to know
That I am fine here without you,
But I can't bring myself to lie to you.
And since we're being honest,
I feel I should tell you,
I've been filling up the empty space
Between you and I.

Between you and I,
He could never compare to you
Between you and I,
I still keep your pictures underneath my bed

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[23 Feb 2008|04:49am]

I find myself to be frustratingly complex
and yet at the same time, stupidly simple.
I'm not quite sure what to make of that.

"These are weighty secrets, and we must whisper them."
-- Sarah Chauncy Woolsey

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[05 Dec 2007|01:40pm]

So they ran out of the station
and jumped onto a bus
With two of yesterdays travel cards
and two bottles of bud
And he said "you look well nice"

Well she was wearing a skirt
And he thought she looked nice
And yes, she didn't really care about anything else
Cause she only wanted him
To think that she looked nice
And he did

But he was looking at her,
yeah all funny in the eye
She said
"come on boy tell me what you're thinking
now don't be shy."
He said alright, "I'll try

All the stars up in the sky
And the leaves in the trees
All the broken bits that make you jump up
And grassy bits in between
All the matter in the world is how much I like you."

She said "what?"
He said "let me try and explain again

"Right, birds can fly so high
And they can shit on your head
And they can almost fly into your eye
And make you feel so scared.
But when you look at them
And you see that they're beautiful
That's how I feel about you
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[03 Jul 2006|01:38pm]

I’ve been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall
Ignoring sound advice
And any thought of consequence
My bones are shattered, my pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain
I can see my beautiful rescue

I’m falling more in love with every single word I withhold
I’m falling more in love with every single word you say
I’m falling head over heels for you

I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings
And at the top of my lungs I’m singing you a song
“Don’t you leave me alone”
My bones were shattered, my pride lay shattered
Well I’ll trample my pride
And tell the whole world to dance with me

I’m falling more in love with every single word I withhold
I’m falling more in love with every single word you say
I’m falling head over heels for you again

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings
With you

♥ ♥ ♥
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