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| 01:34pm 22/01/2004 | |||
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| 07:45pm 05/01/2004 | ||||
MY PRAYER Lord, don't let my heart be taken by anyone else. You are the ultimate. Let it remain that way always and forever. "Lord you have my heart..." |
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| 07:42pm 02/01/2004 | ||||
I don't want another heartbreak I don't need another turn to cry I don't want to learn the hard way Baby Hello, oh no, goodbye But you got me like a rocket Shooting straight across the sky... It's the way you love me It's a feeling like this-- It's centripical motion It's pertpetual bliss. It's that pivotal moment It's Impossible This Kiss, This Kiss (Unstoppable) This Kiss, This Kiss Cinderella said to Snow White How does love get so off course? All I wanted was a white knight With a good heart, soft touch,fast horse Ride me off into the sunset Baby, I'm forever yours It's the way you love me It's a feeling like this-- It's centripcal motion It's perpetual bliss. It's that pivotal moment It's Unthinkable This Kiss, This Kiss (Unsinkable) This Kiss This Kiss You can kiss me in the moonlight On the rooftop under the sky You can kiss me with the windows open While the rain comes pouring inside Kiss me in sweet slow motion Let's let every thing slide You got me floating, You got me flying It's the way you love me It's a feeling like this-- It's centrifugal motion It's perpetual bliss. It's that pivotal moment It's Subliminal This Kiss, This Kiss (It's Criminal) This Kiss, This Kiss ************ A survey ~ 1. Date of your first kiss: 1/2/04 2. Name of your kisser: mmmm...hmmm 3. Description of that moment: I think that song up there described it pretty darn well! 4. How did you feel?: Well I wanted to wait. I really did. I don't know how long I wanted to, but I wanted to for a very long time. but tonight I was w/ a certain someone and we were waiting for him to leave. Of course we were hugging each other very close and nuzzling a bit. Then I gave him a peck of 2 on the cheek and he starts kissing me all round my face. Then the conversation went along the lines of: M: I want to so bad A: let's. M: I don't know A: Can I? M: I am not sure some time goes by A: Please let me...you won't regret it. I won't regret it M: I'm scared A: What? (no, he really didn't hear me) M: I'm scared! A: Let's not then M: why not? A: cuz you're scared Ok then you know how people always say, "I seriously do not know what happened, but before I knew it.." and you kinda roll your eyes and think about all the ways that they should know. Well folks, I really do not know what happened, but before I knew it...he was kissing me. Full lips. I kinda stood there stunned and a little taken aback, then I realized how wonderful it felt. Sheer brilliance. So I gave him some back and all of a sudden we were kissing. Not mugging down. Not making out. It was sweet slow mouth to mouth. Heavenly. Who needs chocolate when I got this? I don't know what to say....It just felt to good. About half way through I started shaking uncontrollably. I don't know how, but it just happened. He kinda stopped and looked @ me asking if I was ok. I nodded my head a little bit and he persisted. now I was just standing there enjoying it when this car comes up and I look to see his dad, but his dad couldn't see us. I winced and we finally looked @ each other. He said goodbye and I think I whispered some form of a parting saying. He stopped and I suprised myself by pulling him closer and giving him a quick peck. then he was gone. Just like that. For some reason, I got this feeling of abuse. Like I was used up, ya know? I mean I know he never intended for me to feel that way, but it just kinda happened. One sec he's kissing, the next leaving. As soon as he drove off, I sank down and leaned against the wall for about 5 minutes savoring the moment. I don't know what to think. It happened all so fast. I recall the passage in song of sol where it sez not to awaken time until the time is right, is that what I did? Did I give love a big wake up call? I don't know what to think..... |
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| I wish you a Merry CHRISTmas | ||||
| 10:26am 25/12/2003 | ||||
A: Because people nowadays are sadistic fools who don't know what they party about, they just party...hardy.Ü So here I am on Christmas morning typing away to my little heart's content. I already ate and opened presents, but it seems that I have nothing else to do. So what do I do when everything is over and I am bored? INTERNET! That's the best thing to do w/ your boredom and what better way to kill than to blurty? I love my CHRISTmas music that I am listening to. It is quite lovely. Very quaint, that's why I put up w/ it on CHRISTmas cuz it is tradition. Tradition...it is what keeps us all the sentimental little fools that we are. I don't know why I keep on saying fools. @ least I am over my little "sup foos" phase...now that was annoying! I am not sure what to write about now. |
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| 08:47pm 19/12/2003 | ||||
You’re the wind in my sails The one who keeps me up The one who keeps me going The one who fills my cup Incomplete I seem But when I’m with you You complete me Together the ducks fly So do you and I To the world I was fetter But you made me better I love to rub your beautiful hair It is not bare But it’s not thick It’s perfect Feel the cold air While in this hug that we shall bare I hold you so tight Deep into the night I love to look into your eyes So beautiful Will I buy the feeling of love It is so full I’ve never been this protective over a girl So impractical Emotional So passionate Oh so sentimental So beautiful Holding your cute little hand Right here we stand You hug me suddenly I feel the air leave me I can’t breathe I’m breathless Over you Thoughts flying in my head They’re on the loose So I’m not afraid to say I love you I won’t let you go Counting the reasons why I like you I lost track at a trillion It took a day But that’s okay Cause that’s a day Dedicated to you ________________________________________ Michelle, I love you. ,Alex © Eight Time Poet |
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| 07:39pm 16/12/2003 | |||
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Michelle You're the wind in my sails The one who keeps me up The one who keeps me going The one who fills my cup Incompetently I seem But when I'm with you You complete me Together the ducks fly So do you and I To the world I was fetter But you made me better I love to rub your beautiful hair It is not bare But it's not thick It's perfect Feel the cold air While in this hug that we shall bare I hold you so tight Deep into the night I love to look into your eyes So beautiful Will I buy the feeling of love It is so full I've never been this protective over a girl So impractical Emotional So passionate Oh so sentimental So beautiful Holding your cute little hand Right here we stand |
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| 12:52pm 14/12/2003 | ||||
i wonder how am i still here i don't want to move a thing it might change my memory oh i am what i am i'll do what i want but i can't hide i won't go, i won't sleep i can't breathe until you're resting here with me i won't leave, i can't hide i cannot be until you're resting here with me i don't want to call my friends they might wake me from this dream and i can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been oh i am what i am i'll do what i want but i can't hide i won't go, i can't sleep i can't breathe until you're resting here with me i won't leave, i can't hide i cannot be until you're resting here with me |
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| awww...I'm melting | ||||
| 06:40pm 12/12/2003 | ||||
where would my life be? On a trip bound for nowhere on a unforgiving sea I thank God for the lighthouse I thank God for the light Legs and arms are burning I swim against the tide keep an eye above the water so I can see the light I'm a man overboard I dream about the saviour I dream about the shore I feel the sand You take my hand and we will walk forevermore I thank God for the lighthouse I thank God for the light ________________________________________ My Shell, God is our lighthouse. Keep your eyes on Him. As you always say hun, "Keep the faith." Get better soon, for me. Keep your eyes on the prize ahead, GOD! He loves you and so do I, sweety. I like you sweetheart, Alex |
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| Her heart it breaking in front of me | ||||
| 03:33pm 12/12/2003 | ||||
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| You could look inside and see what's on my mind | ||||
| 10:20am 10/12/2003 | ||||
Without you it's tainted bitter and dry Sit and watch the world zoom by Lookin for you Out of the corner of my eye I need you, that I do Forgive me Abruptness is just my style If you would let me, I would talk and talk mile after mile Without you it's dull pathetic and simple Perhaps if I sit and patiently wait for your appearance my diligence will be rewarded When you step into the light I will see you You will see me bitternes no longer be |
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| Follow the Yellow Brick Road | ||||
| 07:34pm 07/12/2003 | ||||
I always say something Sometimes you understand Other times I feel like a fool You make me feel like a fool When I am around you Nothing else seems to make sense Only your face and your smile But when that face of yours is not smiling back at me I look down in misery Forlorn I stare down miserably Wondering what it will take for you to forgive me Why do I say what I say? Do I have answers to these questions of mine? Questions overwhelm me every day And sometimes Oh sometimes I wonder why you stick with me I stumble and fall Shakily I try to pick myself up Alone But I am not alone There is a hand there to aid me Your hand is there to aid me. Without you It would be Misery Disregard my rude comments Overlook my faults See deeper than my flaws I do the same for you. Alex to Michelle: I like you, all the same And that will never change My love for you is unexplainable Undescribable Absolutely wonderful No matter what you say No matter what you do I’m with you here to stay That’s because I love you You are my best friend And that will never end Your flaws are forgiven I won’t hold them back My love for you is a given And that will never slack I like you sooo much! When I say I love you in a poem, don't take it way too personal because, I really do love you, in a best friend way. And the only reason why I put it in the poem is cuz thats the most cinsere way possible to express myself to you. I really like you soo much though. So I hope I made that clear in my poem. Hehe. Nothing that you do can stop me from liking you this much. It is the highest degree of like there is. Hahahaha. I like you sweety ------------ awwwww, I'm melting! |
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bouncy| On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, a complaint about myself | ||||
| 10:31am 06/12/2003 | ||||
Sometimes you understand Other times I feel like a fool You make me feel like a fool When I am around you Nothing else seems to make sense Only your face and your smile But when that face of yours is not smiling back @ me I look down in misery Forlon I stare down miserably Wondering what it will take for you to forgive me Why do I say what I say? Do I have answers to these questions of mine? Questions overwhelm me every day And sometimes oh sometimes I wonder why you stick with me I stumble and fall Shakily I try to pick myself up alone But I am not alone There is a hand there to aid me Your hand is there to aid me. Without you it would be misery . Disregard my rude comments Overlook my faults See deepers than my flaws I do the same for you. |
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| Excitement is my middle name | ||||
| 09:30am 05/12/2003 | ||||
My Shell I love shells, I don't know why... I just do. But, there is one shell that is the best, I love it very much, I call it... my Shell. My Shell is very beautiful. I cherrish it and protect it. It sounds corney but what can I say... I love my Shell. ________________________________________ I love you, Michelle. |
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| 06:10pm 28/11/2003 | ||||
Can this emotion be real What is an emotin? Simply a chemical reaction something that occurs in the brain then vanishes as if it never really existed Can I trust my chemicals to make deciscions for me? Relying upon feelings is for fools I am a fool. When I see you my knees wobble nobody has ever done that to me the scent of your hair hypnotizes me the scent of you... words cannot begin to indulge in describing its affect on me Am I losing it? Should I be so easy? Chemicals or not, I am falling Hard for you Chemicals or not Wow, it's been along time since I was here. |
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| I still feel the same... | ||||
| 06:31pm 04/11/2003 | ||||
I am running I keep living for the day that I'm with you that I'm with you WHY IS LIFE SO GOOD? Who knew that one person could change my whole outlook on life? Is this healthy for me? Will my relationship w/ the Lord suffer @ all? It better not! Cuz God is my first and foremost concern in life. As He should be! Cuz without Him...well I think this song sez it perfectly: "Jesus is life. The air I"m breathing. My heart is beating... Jesus is life!" |
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| The Long and Winding Road | ||||
| 04:17pm 29/10/2003 | ||||
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| 07:46pm 13/10/2003 | |||
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So I got a new Lifehouse CD mix. It is the best! I mean I haven't listened to anything since (except of course for SC & NNf) but that is a given, of course! So what's new sides my musical accompilations? -homework as always -got my orange belt -think I lost some weight -and of course guy stuff: *Christian (most important *really sweet *hot *don't know what to do about it...ahh! too much to type out |
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| My eyes deceiveth me! | |||
| 06:21pm 26/09/2003 | |||
| so it turns out that i need glasses. I passed my permit test, but I need gay glasses. gosh, what complications! | |||
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| Got Jesus? | ||||
| 11:42am 25/09/2003 | ||||
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