* ... he's my bionic duo. *

Subject:	still alive and kicking.
Time:	1:11 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	viva hot babes in my head. tae..

i'm still here. and i haven't been missing my friend's entries.
i just haven't found the inspiration to update.
sorry. but a day doesn't go by that i don't read about your entries, blurty friends.
i'll be back soon, i hope.

now, i wish i can get this song out of my head.
ang bango, bango. ang bango, bango. ang bango, bango ng bulaklak. pag inaamoy, pag inaamoy, pag inaamoy ang bulaklak.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.
*tears hair out in frustration*

wishes; 0

Subject:	(belated) happy birthday to me!
Time:	4:42 pm.
Mood:	content.
Music:	just the way you are:milky..

so this is how it feels like to be 19. doesn't feel any more different when i was 18. but then again, who can tell the difference? haha.Ü
except for a couple of gifts, i had a lowkey birthday. which was fine because that's how i wanted it to be anyway. it didn't stop carl from getting me something though. (aww, sweet.Ü) he got me a "hug me" pillow. it's a pillow with an arm attached to it so when i'm cuddling up to the pillow, it looks like the arm's hugging me. weird, but cute. plus, it smells just like him so who's complaining?
also, my bestfriend gave me a cake--swiss mocca from becky's kitchen. DOUBLE yum.
spent the day with carl (as usual.Ü) and went to greenbelt. we watched texas chainsaw massacre. FREAKY movie, i swear. halfway through it, i was ready to bolt out of the theatre. so much for spending a quiet birthday. this movie? definitely NOT for the faint-hearted.
had a delicious birthday dinner-- karekare and tilapia. i ate A LOT. i couldn't move at the end of the meal.
it's funny though, the simplest things in life made me happy yesterday. texts from my friends wishing me a happy birthday. (i got messages from people who i didn't expect would remember me!) had blurty friends greeting me. (thanks

howiwonder and

mushmellow!Ü), had a pleasant surprise when

funkfaith texted me. and i had time alone with carl, who was the absolute sweetest yesterday. (dapat lang noh!Ü)

best part of my birthday--
sister: anong country ang mahilig manuntok?
me: ano?
sister: e di, PAKistan.
HWEKHWEKHWEKHWEHKHWEK. ang corny namin, grabe.Ü nakakahiya.

there was one glitch though, he never greeted me. and as much as i try to ignore it, it hurts. SOBRA. but what can i do? obviously, he wants nothing to do with me anymore. fine, bahala siya sa buhay niya.
i'm happy with what i have and who i'm with now. so screw you. be bitter forever, i'm tired of running after you na.

onward to year 19 of my life. hope this is going to be better than my last one.

falling stars!wishes; 7

Subject:	high school, o high school.
Time:	10:42 am.
Mood:	hungry.
Music:	secret garden: bruce springsteen.

( whee! this was fun.Ü )

okay, so this was a little late. what the hell.Ü
mamayang gabi pa LEAP ko, 6-9 pm. ARGH.
something's bothering me, i don't know what. i think i'm getting praning again.

oh god, please let me be wrong about this. =/

falling stars!wishes; 13

Subject:	haha.Ü
Time:	10:33 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	dream of me: kirsten dunst.

( only if you have nothing better to do. )

lookie, i have a new icon.
yun lang, sleepy na ako e.
sorry i haven't been writing much, ang blank ng mind ko e. =/
but i have been reading your entries, don't worry.
my day isn't complete without them.

wishes; 0

Subject:	i'm in love..
Time:	9:20 pm.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	the promise: martin nievera.

with this song, that is. you have to check it out guys.
i've been listening to it over and over again for the past hour na and hindi siya nakakasawa.
nakaka-in love.. basta. martin leaves me in awe. shucks.
LISTEN TO IT, seriously.Ü

oh yeah, nine days na lang, birthday ko na.
YAY!Ü

wishes; 0