Date:	2004-03-08 20:06
Subject:	I Sobo You = I Sabo You.
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	the astronaut by something corporate

hahahahahahahaha.

5th March.
In the morning jamie and i went to yt's place to get the bbq stuff and his puppies are hilariously cute! omg they are damn cute. just about the size of solomon's paw. hahaha! took 237601273 photos of them and after that headed to cindy's with some of the class people and played mahjong/ps2. and they suck big time at mahjong! what the hell and they were bragging about how pro they were. hahahaha amateurs! i left earlier cuz i had PIANO (zzzzzz.) and i missed the bus twice. my back was facing the busstop cuz it was so hot and the bus came and then drove off. since it was hot and i was thirsty i went to get a drink from a nearby coffeeshop and when i was walking back the bus came. i ran for it but it just drove off. thank you very much 153 bus captains.

6th March.
Went to sentosa for class bbq and stayed overnight. almost everyone went...which is quite good cuz that's probably the last class outing since the welfare head aka jamie has withdrawn from cj. food was damn good and it was really really fun...i slept for one hour at 6am on the next day and woke up at 7 plus cuz it was too bright already. oh and i slept on the bench which was just a little wider than the width of my body so you can imagine how comfortable my nap was. apparently there was a peacock invasion at our tent so thank god i was nowhere near there. haha peacocks are retarded! oh and i found out apples help to keep you awake. now i know....haha and old daniel actually cycled home! what the?! the things people do. hahahaha

7th March.
Reached home at 1 after lunch and slept till dinner...ate dinner and went back to sleep. talk about gaining weight. yeah thats it. hahaha

8th March
went back to ij for thanksgiving mass with most of the usual people and took 23029123587675 photos. oh man i saw chiam and she hasnt changed one bit. so typically yong tau foo. hahahaha. later laura tree rach joyce lous jas me headed to town..ate breakfast and yakun and it rocks! later we decided to watch mystic river and we had lots of time left before the movie started so we headed to scotts to EAT again and we actually entertained ourselves with IQ questions/quizzes and ultra lame jokes and riddles. very, very lame.

for example:
David Likes: Dislikes:
-ghost -soul
-tuesdays -saturdays
-no -yes
-denmark -singapore
-ABC -XZY

okay the last one was the most obvious. so what does david like? hahaha it took damn long for everyone to find out! its hilarious. felt damn primary school. and rach actually blew a kiss to this angmo guy at pacific plaza and the salesman next to him thought rach was doing that to him and he smiled. he was in the adidas shop...so apparently every angmo guy we saw we called him adidas. whatever this is called retardism. oh and laura told everyone her stupid swing joke AGAIN and its not even funny! it goes "why did the girl fall off the swing?". and the answer was "cuz she had no arms!" what the hell?! laura, ITS.NOT.FUNNY! hahaha but cuz nobody laugh when she gave the answer the whole scenario was hilarious in itself. so anyway we watched the movie and it was quite nice although the ending's kinda 'neither here nor there'. hahaha walked around and saw jen and kit...haha today's just hilarious! i have abs already. serious. oh man i miss these shitty people! thongcai!

Date:	2004-03-01 21:01
Subject:	Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head.
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	i miss you by blink 182

this updating has gotten more regular as you can see. and this basically shows i simply have too much time on my hand. and why the hell do i have so much time to laze around and put my brain on hibernation? im supposed to be making decisions! but ive been weighing my choices so many times the scale is spoilt. okay that pun sucked. i know. LIT OR GEOG! my brain vessels are going to burst if i still dont make up my mind. indecisive moron. i asked nathan if lit was very tough for A levels and she told me its so much easier than O levels. as raro said, if she wanted to lie, she could have done it a little more convincingly. wtf man. who's she trying to kid? and she can't even spell pre-marital. she spells pre-martal. and its no error. she paused to look at the word and left it at that. raro thinks she's a bitch, turning one big round half the time to praise herself. if you dont know who's raro, ask laura. she knows best.

today our class moved back to our original location...and that is the top level. this is exhausting. school is starting to lose its meaning. wtf when did school even start to have a meaning? i want to go back to ij days. yes 1/2 of the teacher population suck but at least i have more fun. i mean you can laugh like a mad dog and flip tables/chairs/pencil boxes/school bags there without getting wierd stares from oh-so-civilised people. but in the first place flipping those things are not even normal. this.is.shit. reminds me of the russian dance video. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that is 2347028740234071234762142347691236917639 (yes i know pam nice number!) times funnier than that stupid william hung video.

this blink song rocks. the only blink song i like. the video is so nice.....with some kinda vampy dream-like theme going on. and mark hoppus looks hot with that cello. he should play professional cello. arghhh i hope pamela's successful with her appeal! i supposed to "cross my fingers" "my toes" and my "tits". HAHAHAHAHA. what the? oh today i _ _ n locked us in class after chinese and walked away. what a bitch! can't he even spare one mintue to wait for us???!!! i know he has a VERY VERY busy schedule, like for example an appointment with his non-existant hairdresser ("pull pull")...a date with 2837126019717 imaginary girls...etc...but you know thoughtfulness comes in handy ONCE IN A WHILE?! thank god he's leaving! thank god thank god thank god. THANK GOD.

Date:	2004-02-28 14:14
Subject:	How now brown cow?
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused
Music:	clarity by jimmy eat world

Yesterday was results day. and firstly i just want to thank all the deities in the world for my results. someone pinch me? next, theodora spoke less than 15 mins and THAT is amazing. it really is. and i see she hasnt been buying new dresses. hahahahahhaa. okay. miracles happen. whatever i can't take it anymore.

i intend to carry on staying in cj...BUT my parents/sisters/friends/teachers are telling me to leave and go for places like SA, AC, NY and AJ. the last 3 are totally out because AC is too far, NY is gonna be period of communication breakdown for me and AJ is just so mo. HAHAHAHA. so that leaves me with SA and CJ and my dad's like "i know you want to go cj because you have all your friends there but cj's ranking is so lousy you will not do well there! you can always keep in contact with your ij friends what." my mom's like "you must listen to us when it comes to choosing schools you have to trust us." YAH you have soooooooo much experience right. so much so that you allowed 'her' to go to SRJC. whatever. they make CJ sound like some hellhole (although it is with some teachers around) and some kinda doomed place. dont know dont care.

anyway, i still can't believe i got that grade for lit. as i said, mark wrongly. its retarded. its ridiculous. its absurd. its...you get the idea. anyway i feel really bad that some of my classmates did not get what they were intending to.......and now its like ya.... i dont know what to say. and im not exactly the most tactful person around. i wish things might have turned out a little differently. well at least everything's over and all.

so...yesterday after results laura kat mabel and i headed down to tp interchange (OF ALL PLACES) to eat mos since we figured town was gonna be flooded with o level graduates. hung around and later teresa livia and laura came to my house to hang out and also partly to wait for my damned piano lesson to finish...later we went town to eat NYDC but it was so crowded we ate pasta fresca. the cheese smelt bad. hahaha and we were smelling the cheese right in front of the manager. he was like "uhhh so hows the cheese?" with raised eyebrows. hahaha lamo after that we walked around and shopped...and i went home around....i forgot. haha it was quite late tho. and i was still in my sch u. yuck. livia might be crashing this tues..supposedly with teresa who later dropped out cuz she felt it was "too risky". hahahahahaha. anyway gonna go out soon. heard my classmate has been locking himself in the room ever since he got back his results. even his mom doesnt know how much he got. i dont know what to say. okay this is a really long entry.

Date:	2004-02-26 21:11
Subject:	what the.
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	photobooth by deathcab for cutie

okay, so results are out tomorrow at 230. great. i was planning to update this tomorrow after i get my results but apparently im trying to find something right now to get my mind off that slip of paper, so im updating. why am i even explaning?! what the.

skipped gp lecture and headed to joyce's to play mahjong with laura and eli. haha i have abs already. mahjong is very very VERY de-stressing! hahaha michelle leaf! eli's a first time player and she doesnt know that the tiles are stacked on top of each other so she stacked an additional row on top of the original ones. so theres like three rows stacked on top of each other. hahaha she thinks she's building the great wall. hahaha its like a routine that halfway through the game someone will do something stupid and we'll smash the tiles down and start swimming our hands all over the table. hahaha. heres and example.

**halfway through the game...**

Laura (after throwing the wrong tile): oops!

Me: I did it again...(imitates britney's actions in the video) I played with your heart...

Joyce: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Laura: Ngeeeeeeyaaaaaahhahahaahahahaa!

Eli: haha!

Laura + Joyce + Me: (thrashing the tiles all over the table)

Eli: Don't!!!!!

Me: (producing a soundless spasm)

Laura: (turning purplish-red) heeehaaahahahahehheehahahahah! (falls off chair, lands on floor looking raped.)

Joyce: Muauahahahahauahaahhahahahhahahahahahahhaa!

Guitar: (Next to laura, suffers a blow from her and slams onto piano chair)

The end result: 4 mad girls, severe abdomen muscle ache, messy hair, unfinished mahjong game, unhappy neighbours and a very red face.

today was fun. hahaha this is bad. we still laugh at stupid things. well this whole thing sounds very anticlimatic now. time is passing slowly. skipping school tomorrow. doubt anyone's going anyway...except for eli. taking yearbook tmr! hahaha. anyway deathcab rocks. they really do. and the auf der maur song is fucking nice. i cant take it anymore i want to learn the song! oh watched a walk to remember for GP today...hahaha reminded me of mabel! mrs. shane west. haha tmr's gonna be a busty day. what the?! i meant, BUSY day.

Date:	2004-02-05 11:48
Subject:	i will hide my ezlink. i will hide my ezlink. i will hide my ezlink. i will hide my ezlink. i will h
Security:	Public
Mood:	dorky
Music:	taste you by melissa auf der maur

hello. im at home! yay school sucks. today's timetable sucks. double history tutorial. with aljunied. might as well watch addams family. whatever. uncle fester alert.

okay whatever. yesterday saw me meeting up with tania and nat with a bunch of school people at thomson. supposed to have dim sum but it was too hot (?) so we ate macs. so we ate and talked and as usual i became the victim of another tragedy. if im the president i will ban the use of primary school pictures in ezlink cards forever and ever. and ever and ever.

me jamie and dan (my classmates) left earlier to visit yewteng who apparently dislocated his knee after jumping over some fence during pe. now half the class thinks he's seriously injured and lying in tan tock seng bleeding his life away. hahaha okay maybe not. whatever can't wait to see what happens on friday.

this song rocks. ROCKS! its so nice i left my comp turned on the whole night (its in my media player) and fell asleep listening to it. and now im still using it. one fine day its gonna blow up. oh and stupid laura called me at 7.26am to ask me if im coming to school. i already told her yesterday i wasn't gonna come. so she woke me up and my day's totally runined single-handedly by laura teo. okay im gonna go study now and i will not update this until the release of the o level results unless some life-changing event happens to me. (which i highly doubt will since my life is so mo-no-to-nous) in the meantime, long john's still rule.

Date:	2004-02-03 20:09
Subject:	On Rachel's request!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	i believe in a thing called love by the darkness

okay. i have nothing to update actually. but my dear friend, future cjcian mate rachel wong huimin, the brandon boyd lover, wants me to update. aiya i have nothing to say! okay. just came back from long john's (YAY!) and im supposed to finish my homework. but apparently im surfing the net now. so ya. im supposed to be monkey #1 while laura's monkey #2. eileen's supposed to be the chef. oh we're all SUPPOSED to be on a ship. so katik/kakit's (eli's classmate) the captain/pirate without a hook for his hand. gideon's (eli's classmate) supposed to be the helmsman or something like that and jonathon (my classmate) is supposed to be the navigator. chris (eli's. as in, he's eileen's.) came later and he became the prisoner of laura the monkey #2 but later got promoted due to good behaviour. retarded. VERY retarded. i won't mind if you raise your eyebrows. whatever this is stupid CYAA!

Date:	2004-01-31 19:45
Subject:	So you thought i'd never update this again?
Security:	Public
Mood:	full
Music:	silver and cold by AFI

Hello! The person updating here is offically a year older.

IM SEVENTEEN!

so what does that mean?

1. I can relate more to 'seventeen' magazines (lame.)

2. My hair is much longer.

okay that's it. so turning 17 wasn't such a big deal after all. whatever. "Don't know, Don't care"....this is my slogan for the year. it helps make jc life (and life in general) a bit better. not that jc sucks, but you know. apparently i've started applying this attitude towards a maths sums, so die lah. haha cynical asshole.

met laura just now for lunch/dinner at j8. ate mac's and sushi and mrs. fields, so we're officially 3 kg heavier. whatever. teresa wants to crash cj although i think she doesn't need to cuz she has such a cj look! "i love cj" is like printed all over her. can't wait for them to come after first 3 months! I CAN'T WAIT. its times like these that i actually realise how much i miss my friends. i miss teresa. i miss louisa. i miss mabel. i miss nat. i miss soggy. i miss kat. i miss tania. i miss andrea. i miss livia. i miss pamela. i miss 4/6.

hahaha although i miss everyone terribly, jc IS fun actually. i mean my class is fun and the food is plentiful. we watch videos half the time and the toilet's near my class. mass pe allows me to run slower and 2 rounds lesser without being noticed. hahaha and we get to play functioning pianos with people humming "doh a dear a female deer" along while laura tries unsuccessfully to learn that damn song and screeching like a hyena which has a lobster overdose. AND i get to wear the rgs and cedar skirts! haha they're much more comfy than the ij ones. no pleats no belt.

tomorrow we're gonna have yet another class outing at jamie's. steamboat. yum. haha my "best friend" isn't coming! praise the deities! gonna do a maths now. i need a tutor.

Date:	2004-01-16 21:21
Subject:	soil.is.a.layer.of.unconsolidated.material.found.on.the.earth's.surface.
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	rien a perdre by COX

this song is rocking my socks off! yes, its french, and it rocks.

okay, im updating AGAIN.

i've decided to change the way i type, and basically its just simple paragraphing. i realised that my paragraphs in my essays are like never paragraphed. uhh......never mind.

ANYWAY, georgraphy is driving me rather crazy, just like some people in school whose aim in life is to let the entire world know my name is gw_ _ _o. BUT its okay! no big deal. i love my name. school's pretty fun...and my classmates are funny people. their jokes are SERIOUSLY deformed man. hahaha. anyway im telling them i dont have a journal, i dont know why, maybe.........i dont know la. hahaha whatever. paragraph!

my funny classmate is on msn right now, and his nick is "the end is near for devil paul is here". im telling you its DAMN MEAN!! but its hilarious! there's quite a strong anti-brother-paul sentiment amongst the JC1's and i dont know why. anyway laura is into this "eewwy petewy" thing.....which basically means eew lah. so when she sees something disgusting she goes "eewwy petewyyyyy" in a sing-song manner and its pronounced as "ew-we per-tew-weeeeeeeeee". someone please help me put a "roll eyes" smiley?

oh and i ran 6 rounds during mass pe, did 2382737617249572350004823487233791 of situps, pushups, crunches, starjumps, knee-bends, RAN/SPRINTED another round of the track, and did another 2382737617249572350004823487233791 of situps, pushups, crunches, starjumps, knee-bends. BUT please do not fret my friends, im still alive! miraculously. cross-country at the end of this month. thanks. paragraph!

cant wait to see them tomorrow! yay we're all meeting up for the first time after like 41 years. haha i hope they enjoy their self-awareness camp! i miss last yrs sec 4 awareness camp! the girls home-like canteen where we ate in a long row with joyce's dad's jap food! and the ghost stories after lights out. hahaha its hilarious. and my damn guitar playing skills during mass! sounded like a knife being scratched on metal. and we bought flowers for j chu and mdm tan in holland v and the latter was like "Wahhh thank you ah!" LOL. oh man the memories. haha and we ate malay food on the day the 2002 o level results were released and we're like "huhh next year will be our turn! DIE. remember what we ate!" and its like almost a year in 1 1/2 months.

okay i think i better stop being so nostalgic! this is saddening. on a happier note, im turning 17 in 2 hours and there's class bbq on sunday. is that happy news? dont know. whatever i'll stop here. farewell.

Date:	2004-01-10 11:53
Subject:	Why am i still updating this!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	12:51 by the strokes

Greetings one and all. IM BACK. i didnt intend on updating this blurty anymore, but extreme boredom has compelled me to do this. whatever. so let me tell you some "interesting" matters that happened in my useless life recently. uhhh school started. food sucks. and its expensive too. brother paul scared the hell out of me as usual. and im very annoyed with some people in my class! its okay i'll just endure it for the 1st 3 months and hope i can say byebye to that "head-turner" and "im so enthu" forever and everrrrrrrrrrr. okay. oh yesterday i was waiting at tp interchange for my bus to come, and guess who i saw? NATALIE KHOO! she came up to me, stared for like 3 secs and went "oh my god are you gwendo?!?!" i bet the aunties standing next to me must be wondering what a sad childhood i have to be named GWENDO. whatever. my classmates still dont know about this gwendo/gondola/guido thing going on since sec 1. and i dont plan on letting them know cuz that would be catastrophic. well anyway after 1 minute of oh my gods we just hung around and she followed me to take the stupid passport sized photo which, as usual, turned out horrendously hideous. on the other hand nat had her photo taken at some bridal studio that provided free makeup. hahahaha! oh i joined hockey and volleyball and i dont think i can stay there for too long if i still want to be alive. anyway 4/5 of my classmates have no intention on staying in cjc after the 1st 3 months. so i guess i'll be a loner again. but whatever. eileen likes a guy. laura likes no guys. i like too many guys.

Date:	2004-01-04 07:44
Subject:	Jet Lags SUCK.
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	running out of time by muse

good morning. im still suffering from severe jetlag. went to bed at 12, and i havent slept a wink. i feel groggy but energetic at the same time! and every 30 mins i have a new mosquito bite. whatever. solomon has been licking my bag since the sun rose and hasnt stopped! he's sick in the mind man! the zip, the strap and the insides of my school bag. disgusting. maybe i'll put some chilli in my bag, then that will keep him away. anyway, orientation on friday in cj was, to sum it in two words, amusingly retarded. they made us do stupid things like the cursed chicken dance and 1000000 forfeits all day and games that (almost) all involve holding each others hands. in this bloody warm and humid climate here, holding someone else's hands for more than 1 minute simply results in eeky sweaty palms! if teresa was there i think it'll be dripping from her palms. my og people are like having sore throat or something the whole day. except for the ijtp girls who help to remind me that im not a mute. my ogl's disappear 3/4 of the time. so everyone simply stands around with shifty eyes and goes "uhhhhh." and i hate it when that happens! whatever. i took econs georg hist and made that decision in the LAST min. at first it was supposed to be lit instead of georg. but when the girl told me there are TWO shakespeare books to study, i'd rather learn about "why there's rain in singapore and not somewhere else", according to the georg hod. up till today, as an (ex) pure lit student, i still have no idea what's a bloody metaphor. maybe even non-lit ones do. moronic. as busy as a bee lah.

Date:	2004-01-01 00:27
Subject:	I Like Paris.
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	qui de nous deux by mathieu chedid

NO. NOT Paris Hilton! She can go Saloman for all i care but the city Paris! Gorgeous. After living like a Parisian for 18 days i have come to increase my resentment towards this place i call "home". Though the apartment had a tv without reception, a laptop without internet access and a pillow without enough cotton wool, i cant believe i actually enjoyed myself, especially when night falls (sun sets at 4.30, rises at 8), and you're stuck with your sister and parents who seem to take great pleasure in discussing absolutely nothing else but her future = marriage and (proper) job. Well the trip literally had its ups and downs, and i had some brief encounters with ALL sorts of people; morons, drunkards, models, robbers, "strikers" (people on strike) lol etc. Okay its already 1am, better sleep. au revoir!

Date:	2003-12-08 20:54
Subject:	I Like T.
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	just the way im feeling by feeder

Dearest Vincent,

Yesterday night, i was very appalled by your absence from the stage at the 2003 Star Awards. I was anticipating you'd be receiving your "Top 10 Most Popular Male Artiste Award", but you've actually failed to make it! I've already told you sooo many times! Heed my advice Vince, because if you can't speak english, and go on to try acting in an english serial, you will get nowhere! Worst thing is, you're playing the role of a policeman, and that would usually mean you have to present yourself as upright, full of integrity and the one who saves the damsel in distress. But if you think playing basketball in almost every episode and sweating your guts out with your well-oiled body fulfills that criteria, i'm afraid its time you terminate that "heartlanders" contract of yours. And as if all these aren't bad enough, you put your hands in your pockets when you speak, and pierce those puny eyes of yours towards god knows what object, and try to act as though you're in deep concentration while (some) girls swoon over how perfect you are. Sometimes i wonder, with scripts like "You wanna play? Let's play.", why you actually take up the role in "heartlanders". But don't worry, all is not lost, just as long as you remove your mentality that you are absolutely suave and handsome, and put a stop to assuming that every girl who walks past you more than once has a crush on you, there is always hope. Remember the Newton Circus incident? THAT is noooottt good. I hope you'll think about what i've just said, and perhaps, try to repent. I have a lot more to say, but i'm sure behind those 6/8/10 packs of yours lies a fragile heart. I shall stop here. Goodbye.

Date:	2003-12-05 19:56
Subject:	flu is my new enemy.
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	you wanted more by tonic

heartlanders ended after 41 years, and i've just vommited 41 litres of blood watching vincent ng strut his 'stuff'. i think every alternate episode features him playing basketball with/without his shirt. does the director realise that we're not exactly fascinated with his SWEAT/water? anyway, the trip to paris is cancelled due to the untimely outbreak of some new dhfudjaoficmassfodafjdskhjf strain of flu across europe. might be going in january instead, i dont know, i dont exactly wanna miss cny.....but to think of it, my relatives from both sides give red packets containing enough money for me to buy a packet of chicken rice. so maybe skipping cny might better. whatever. downloading gunbound now to placate mabel with her incessant pleas - "i'll pay for your internet fees" - and the estimated time left = 8hrs 20 mins. what can you expect from a 56k modem. the game better be worth it. its like being on the phone for 8 hours and the bill's gonna reach mt everest. this is gonna be a loooonnnnggg entry.....i wonder if ernest teo is participating in the SEA games...hahahaha i think he's quite cute! (although i dont remember how he looks like) whatever the song rocks big time! its the best song ever! i've been wanting to dl it since sec 2! but somehow i'll just forget until yesterday when i was playing ZT halfway i remembered. best song forever and ever. i hope i dont get d/c when the dl's at 99%. THAT's the WORST thing that can ever happen, and it happened to me twice! whatever. the vietnam flag looks like some sort of badge that Mao's Red Guards will wear. i cant wait to watch lord of the rings! anyway soggy wrote me a long letter, citing all the things we did together for the past 4 years and i feel so bloody nostalgic! i can only hope she can go to cj! OH MY *** (i must stop including deities to the things i say!) vietnam is a communist country!!! am i slow? i dont know. this is exciting! hahahaha that explains the very Mao-fied flag. vietnam is cool. okay enough about that. okay gunbound is only 17%. maybe i should just cancel the bloody dl! BUT. ARGGGGGGGGGHHHH! okay, you know what. i give up. this is a waste of time! im gonna X the dl and log off now!

Date:	2003-11-28 21:29
Subject:	Paris here i come!
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	breathe by michelle branch

okay so its confirmed im going to paris MYSELF. kathie michelle indecisive ho changes her mind as frequently as solomon does his business (which is about every hour), and my mom's migraine is crippling her ability to do anything she wants to do. very well my friends, i shall go there, find a french baker, and marry him. anyway, prom is finally over, and yesterday was one hell of a hectic day! the view at the oriental hotel was just wwoaaaahh! but its on the 21st storey and the adrenalin in my body was flowing out from the surface of my skin the moment i stepped foot into the lift. we went to the pool in the afternoon and ate burgers there (??) while basking in the sun fully clothed (??!!). we left and headed back to the room to get dressed up for prom, and it was then, that i set my eyes upon this dark-haired, handsomely tall caucasian guy, aged no older than 20 (according to teresa), in matrix-like sunshades striding in to the lift lobby. in simpler words, he's a hot skinny white guy who looks identical to gregory smith, and this very person happens to be in my top 10 list of hot guys. prior to this, laura had informed me that an ephram look-alike was sitting by the poolside AFTER he was well-hidden by the bushes and cafe tables, and that means i couldn't see how exactly he looked like. so, he comes along and our lift door opens, laura freaks out, "he's the one! look! HE'S THE ONE!!", the rest goes oh.my.god (in their own respective ways), and i.......forgot what i did. in just a short span of approx 5 seconds, we were all the in the lift and all i did was press the close button about 10 times cuz it wouldn't close amidst all the "Look!!!! HE'S THERE! LOOOKKKK!!". im sure after all the racket we peacocks were making ANYONE would have turned around and shot us that will-you-just-shut-up-you-fuckers look. so he turned around WITHOUT the will-you-just-shut-up-you-fuckers look (i assumed) just when the lift door was closing and i fainted. im telling you he is gregory smith's twin. thank god he didn't take the same lift as us, cuz i have no idea what exactly will happen in that lift. okay i just typed an essay on that one guy. on to realism, we dressed up in the hotel room and soggy and gang came later and we all just hung out and took photos. ritz carlton wasnt as grand as i thought, but really, what can you expect with a mere $60? the food was pathetically little, but the photo-taking was really fun! everyone looked really formal, more formal than i'd thought actually. mabel's hair was just....intact. she was kinda late, not late, but not exactly early also cuz everyone was there already. what's new. hahahaha well our table was a lucky one cuz we won so many stuff! and that stupid towel thing you had to put on your lap fell off like every 5 mins! even laura couldn't take it. after dinner ended we went back to the hotel, teresa, pamela and me going barefooted, and we all stayed up till 5am! lous eileen and rachel went to 7-11 at 3 plus to buy food hahahaha and we just kept laughing in bed while mrs. wilkinson got up everytime we said "rugby!". and louisa the nicholl highway lover makes a damn good housewife! she boiled the water, washed the cups, prepared cup noodles, and even asked to make the bed. okay i shall stop here see you!

Date:	2003-11-24 23:20
Subject:	sour patch kids.
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited
Music:	that thing you do? its on tv, again.

hello. changed the layout. i think the old one's too messy and untidy. the new one is no better, but at least. anyway,got the leaving cert and all the admin papers today...and mrs. chu is so nice! i think mag low helped her with the testimonial cuz the english is like woah! i like her. i always did. and my cca form is f9. whole day la and i got NIL for my stupid pft. how to run 8 rounds in jc? when im like in my 1st round the guys will be recording their time for their last round. whatever. i can't help it if my lungs are so useless! went to town today...bought a pair of ear rings for grad night. its kinda nice. 10 bucks. i dont know if its cheap or expensive. my legs are aching like mad! and its official! 3/4 of the graduating classes are wearing black! okay anyway back to town. laura bought a lot of accessories and eileen bought earrings. she is so gonna join elite model look next year! i know it. she is so model material!! louisa and nat met us later, and lous was going for a cowgirl look while nat is uh....miami look. hahaha thanks for the sour patch kids! i wll eat one a day, so it'll last me pretty long! tania, pronounced as ter-nai-yer (lol), met us later, hugged everyone except me and we talked until like 10. the christmas deco in town's kind of the same every year. i think the best one was the blue-white theme about 3 years ago. but seriously, i dont really care. why am i even talking about this! oh and when i was in town there were like 3 people who sneezed/cough into my ear! what is up with them?! whatever. anyway kathie's mom allowed her to come to paris with me! i dont know if she means it, cuz kathie was like im going to france and her mom said okay be back in time to go to bali. (?!?) so it'll be snowing? i think. i dont know but its gonna be so cold! might be spending christmas there..and im gonna miss my friends! hahahahaha count down to christmas in french! its gonna be so cool! anyway its NOT confirmed yet, thanks to kathie (michelle) ho, who insists on sleeping first and telling me about her decision tmr. if i go, i think i'll lose weight, cuz the food is like, cheese, bread, soup, cheese, baguette, spaghetti, cheese. you get the cheesy idea. i wonder how french guys look like! hahaha my sis says they are smelly, esp in the train. hahahahaha. dont care. anyway grad night's on thurs! i better start learning how to walk on my heels without falling. and im going afro.

Date:	2003-11-20 21:57
Subject:	woo!
Security:	Public
Mood:	jubilant
Music:	losing my religion by r.e.m.

last paper tomorrow! and to end it off, i arrived in school at 7.30 am today when the bio paper actually starts at 2. biggest moron in the entire world. anyway, happy birthday louisa! finally we can ALL officially watch nc-16 movies. screw lido theatres. boycott them. lord of the rings coming in dec! ooooohhhhh orlando i'll be waiting! shoot me legolas, just shoot me! hahaha i'll miss studying after 9 am tomorrow. i have 10000 things to do! alter jeans, get grad night stuff, cut my hair after that and perhaps go to france. okay thats only 4 things. whatever. oohhh im so happy i can't take it anymore. im gonna tear my s.s books and let soloman shit on it. oh anyway today's bio paper was quite okay, so my science can probably be saved....and history yesterday was....i dont know. OH MAN heartlanders is back!!! oh my god i can just vomit blood watching vincent ng. HE.IS.MY.NEW.NIGHTMARE. i think the gotcha host is quite cute. hahahaha whats his name. kui jein or something! okay gonna go memorise physics formulae and have the greatest time of my life. bisous!

Date:	2003-11-17 20:39
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	relaxed
Music:	neon ballroom

hello! yay accounts is finally over today and i can throw the huge file away. screw you disposal! i have a huge lump growing in my eye and i look like i got punched hahahaha its damn sick and my stupid eye is swollen and i look retarded. i found out something new today and that is mabel is the most gullible girl in the entire world. i told her my eye was like swollen because i got punched. okay i lied to her that i got punched. hahaha and then she asks what happened and i told her i was in the bus and this guy asked me for 5 bucks and i refused to give it to him. and he punched me. so she was like oh my god bla bla bla bla and i still cant believe that she fell for it! i feel bad. anyway the doc gave me eye drops and cream for my eye and i can taste it in my mouth i dont know why its so bloody sick. my parents quarelled yesterday and i couldnt watch eye for an eye with all that stupid unnecessary glass shattering going on at like 11pm. i want to know what happened! spent like 4 hours talking rubbish to mabel and we even played tictactoe on msn and wednesday's our history paper. great. oh man this album makes me feel like locking myself in the room and stare into space. oh and screw channel 5 and the damn rugby world cup! where's everwood?? WHERE!

Date:	2003-11-07 22:37
Subject:	cramp sucks.
Security:	Public
Mood:	uncomfortable
Music:	nothing

i have a fucking bad case of cramps today, so that means i couldnt do anything the WHOLE DAY but watch mtv to get my mind off my stupid abdomen. can't eat panadol, cuz i RAN OUT of it at home. what shit is this. panadol is like every home's essential! i've seen so many videos on mtv to last me a lifetime and i cant believe limp bizkit is coming to singapore. might be going with lous and maybe other people, but gonna get the cheapest tickets if i am. and you know what, i DONT even like them, but hiring a hot guitarist can do wonders! anyway here's my hot list for myself during the exam period so my eyes won't rot due to lack of eye-candy. hahahahaha

1. Jason McCaslin (engaged.)
2. Gregory Smith
3. Mike Smith (His hair is amazing.)
4. The "Dead" Guy In Nickelback's [Someday] Video
5. Justin Berfield
6. Frankie Muniz (Go Ahead, laugh.)
7. Danny Masterson (If only he was my brother)
8. Orlando Bloom
9. Terence Tay (Only when he's in L.W.L)
10. Nick Wheeler

okay, so im gonna stay at home alone tonight. my whole family abandoned me. trust me, you wont wanna stay in my house alone at night. i just hate the corridor along the rooms! my cramp is still happily throbbing away and the shows on tv are crap. trying to learn everywhere by michelle branch, but it sounds like shit and i havent been playing for 1 month!....nothing to do!! oh my god the marble sounds. thanks. whatever cone's coming over later so its all good! cya

Date:	2003-11-05 17:11
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	fortune faded by rhcp

okay so its been 10000 years since i updated this. anyway tomorrow's e maths paper 2 and i only drew 3 graphs for revision so far. hahaha i dreamt cumulative frequency came out yesterday and i cried on the table because i forgot what is the cumulative crap all about. hahahha anyway my emaths paper 1 was okay (meaning a B) and physics can go and die (meaning between C or B). english was okay and ss was quite good. i cant believe nwk told us venice might come out like 1/2 before the exam and its so annoying! haiya dont know lah. i think studying is turning me into a boring person. i dont usually type with so many full stops. oh today's lit and a/cs mcq....my j.c essay is as good as caesar - dead. poem was arabic BUT the 20th century was quite okay. talking to tania now and i feel so busted. hahahhaha her photo is the popster bart simpson and he looks like a total moron i dont know why she's married to him. apparently their undergoing family planning. i hope the baby comes out looking normal hahahaha.

~...='@sH|eY_m@r|3'=...~ says:it is not bart!!!!u stupid CONE!

OKAY.

hahaha im reading this rgs girl's blog i think the whole world knows her anyway and she is so irritating! she's like going on and on and on and on AND ON about her academic inclination and the day she stops boasting is the day yoda grows taller. then people will comment on her blog saing that she's a bitch and all and then she'll go reply i'll say what i want to say you don't have to read it but seriously which idiot won't know she's typing all that to let the ENTIRE WORLD know?! whatever i need TARTAR!!!!!!!!!

Date:	2003-10-20 12:33
Subject:	Que la Force soit avec Toi.
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry
Music:	quicksand by lillix

okay o's exactly in 2 weeks. thank you very much. glenda just went back to france and i went to the airport yesterday! yay. finally. but i barely stayed there for 20 mins. i didnt go to school this morning although i was planning to because 1. i woke up late and my father couldnt fetch me 2. i decided to go and be late but there was no water in the tap (why? i do not know.) 3. you can't do anything if you haven't brush your teeth. fated. so i went back to sleep and woke up at 11 and the water was brown. singapore sucks. watched american beauty yesterday. so disturbing!but its a nice show. i think primal fear is still the best show ever. whatever. oh i MIGHT be going france this dec even though the people there are quite smelly and eat smelly cheese half the time. hahahaha speaking of cheese my sis brought back 1000kilos of cheese and no one's eating it. whatever gonna study bye swensens!