Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Suicidal Drug's Blurty:

Monday, November 3rd, 2003
11:06 am	I am the great big mouth... bleh.. I hate A days... here I am again 3ed block with nothing important to do... School is soo boring... Junior needs to come to school tomarrow so I can go with him, so I can see Anathea because the weekend is soo far away it seems... No one is here again today... no Josh nor Junior... the only people I talk to, and they never show up...... figures.. Well I got to go before I get in trouble... Later... Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
8:02 pm	We are the anti-cancer, we are the only answer... well this weekend went by way to fast... Halloween was good, except when kelli pissed josh off... and then Anathea didn't have a ride because juniors mom was being a bitch... so then she had to call her mom and get a ride and her mom was pissed.... but we had fun while we waited for her to get there hehe... then saturday we were going to hang out at like 12 but I wanted to wait for josh which I shouldnt of because we didn't get to hang out untill like 5 or 6... which sucked.. and then we had to go to this dinner thing which was kinda boring but alright.. then when we got back we watched the Big Hit.. which was fun and we just chilled... once that was over we called kelli's mom to see when kelli was going to come home so I could get my ride home from junior but her mom said that kelli was going to stay the night at juniors again.. so we called junior and to see what was up and he said he and his mom got into a big fight and shit so he couldnt go... so once again there was no ride because of juniors mom... so Anathea's mom had to drive me home and now I don't think she's going to let me go back over there unless I have a definate ride from someone other than junior... but I am really glad I got to see her yesterday... I like being around here, and with her... I wish we could hang out more... but anyways... today was werid.. I sat at home untill about 3 then I went to rons to see if josh was there.. he was... they had bought vodka yesterday so they had alot let so we did a bunch of shots and then smoked a lot of pot... and kept smoking untill around 7.. then we went to joshs and ate... and then about 8 I left and here I am now... I'm still feeling pretty good too.. so today was all that bad.. but alright I don't really have much else to say and I am already talking to much... and I'm not quite here right now anyways so I'm off... Later... Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 30th, 2003
11:03 am	Cost to play, eternal life.. Here I am at school... hmm this week has gone by really slow and I havn't really updated this thing in a day or two.... it's an A day.... bleh... but it's going by kinda fast.. Josh is acctaully here today.. and he has my lunch and I go to lunch in 50 min.. so.. as soon as this class is over things will go soooo much faster for the rest of the day... only one class after this one and it's easy... my fangs came in the mail yesterday.. so I fixed them up and shit when I got home... they fit really well and they look good too.. they were worth the $20 they costed... grr... I have to stay after today untill 4 so Josh can do his makeup shit in his classes... which means I'm going to be bored for an hour.. then after we're done with that his mom is going to come pick us up and take us to go get our Halloween supplies that I was supposed to go get yesterday but never got around to it, Junior acctaully came over and hung out with us, it was amazing... and also something that hasn't happend in lik forever.. but ya I got to go before I get yelled at I'll update later tonight maybe if I remember... as for now..... Later.... Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
2:07 pm	Ultra-Violence.. Well I stayed home from school today.. didnt feel much like going to an A day... I hate them... But becasue I have stayed home I can't go anywhere today.. but that doesn't really bother me much because my plans for today were already canceled.... I was wanting to go see Anathea but I guess Kelli didn't want me and her to come over... I dunno.... So here I was bored at home in the middle of the day with nothing to do... so I decided to watch the classic movie "Clockwork Orange" a very disturbing english film... good but disturbing.. and it's over now so I'm bored again... but atleast I feel well rested... tomarrow I have to go buy Halloween supplies and such... Josh had better not flake out on me like he always does and make some bull shit excuse not to go with me... if he does I'm going to be pissed... all's he ever want's to do is sit at home and get fucked up.. this I have no problem with and don't mind doing in the least... but it really gets boring after a while.. and sometimes you have to not get fucked up to get things done... he doesn't understand this, he has to be such an addict to pot that he is to fucking lazy to do the easist shit and get it over with.... shit like that really pisses me off... but enough about that... hmmm I don't know what to do with the rest of my 'free day' probably draw somthing and listen to music untill Lee (my step-father for all you who don't know) wants to watch the Matrix movie that he bought the other day... I havn't seen it yet but heard it was good.... but he doesn't get home untill like 7 and right now it's only 2 something... o well fuck it.. I still have to take a shower and do laundry and all that good stuff.... hah that's one of the other main reasons I stay home, I want sleep, Need to do laundry, and don't want to go to A days.... but anyways I'm rambling on to much on non-important things... so I am off to do somthing productive with myself.... Later.. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Cannibal Corpse - When death replaces life (Comment on this)
Monday, October 27th, 2003
6:31 pm	Born of Desire... well I havnt written anything in here lately... I've been too busy.. I'm really out of it right now, I had a pain killer eariler and smoked some weed so I'm pretty messed up... but ya I don't really have much to say so.. later.. (Comment on this)
Friday, October 24th, 2003
11:04 am	word.... alright yesterday was really really crazy.. I can't really talk about it now becasue I'm at school but I will write about it later... on another note, ITS FRIDAY! ... yay... today seems to being going by pretty good so far.. 50 more min un till lunch... and only 1 class left after this one.. 4th block is going to go by so fast but I'm not sure about this block.. Things in this class are always slow but I dunno... I wore my trench coat to school today I'm probably going to start wearing it more... bleh well I'm outta shit to say and I don't want to get in trouble so... Later... Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
9:08 pm	And so it goes... Well I finally got my hair cut today... yay.. I think it looks pretty good.. I still got my long ass bangs and now they look so much better when I spike them... but ya... other than that today was like any other day got stoned hung out with Josh, the usual... Thankfully it's almost Friday, and then this week will be over with... because I am really sick of it already... shit goes bay way to slow around here... The weekends are the only thing I have to look forward to and they always take so long to get here... well as always I am really stoned right now so don't mind my endless rambleing... but ya acctually I'm outta things to say so I'm getting off now to call Anathea she what she is up to... so ya... Later... Current Mood: high (Comment on this)
11:03 am	Snoogans. Well of course it's an A day so Josh is here and Junior isnt... I don't think they are able to come to school on the same day any more... hmm.. Luch is almost here only 50 min haha... This class is so boring... I have nothing to do what so ever... I'm going to get my hair cut after school today... so I will finally feel better! yay... Shit I don't know what I'm doing today other than that... bleh O well time to go before I get in troulbe... Later... Current Mood: anxious (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
11:08 pm	Yawn... I am so damn tired.... ugh.. I went with junior today to kelli's house and got to see Anathea which made things good, but then some shit happend and he dad wouldnt let her swich weekends with her mom so now I dunno what the hell we are going to do on Halloween... Also I get bitched at when I got home because I was 30 min late... I was supposed to be home at 10:30 but I didn't get here till 11... Not my fult nothing I could do to prevent it... my parents said that it can't happen again and if it does I don't get to go over there any more on tuesdays.. which would suck becasue then I wouldnt get to see Anathea... I let her barrow my hoodie but I don't think she really wanted to... I dunno, I still have her bra tho haha.. I'm so damn tired right now I'm going to bed really soon I just thought I would get on and update this thing while I had time because I need to call Junior to inform him that I got bitched at when I got home... I dunno... But I'm outta shit to say so maybe I will write more tomarrow.... Hopefully I will get my haircut then to... but I dunno..... Later... Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Monday, October 20th, 2003
7:33 pm	bum bum bum.... ok today went by like usual.. went to josh's smoked 2 bowls I got like 3 hits.. and I was so fucked up so bad.. that was some good shit hah.. but ya I was supposed to get my hair cut today but josh doens't have my fucking money and he keeps making excuses not to give it to me today... so it looks like I won't get it done untill tomarrow or wed.. but o well.. I'm out later.. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
11:04 am	Eternal Death... Well here I am at school.. it's monday... I'm so damn tired right now it's not even funny... But it's almost time for lunch.. damn this class is so damn boring.. But that's ok because it gives me alot of time to work on my new song I am writing to go along with some of the music Josh and I made up over at his house.. so Far it seems promising.. With such lyrics like "Stabbing, Hacking, Killing Dead. Slicing, Chopping off your head." has a good ring to it hah... Maybe once we acctually get like a drummer and bass player we will sound a little better... hmm... One day... but for now I'm off to write when I should be working but I'm off now.... Later.. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 19th, 2003
9:22 pm	All that is dead.... Well... this is to be my new online journal what fun we will have yes.... I don't really have much to say this is the first entery hopfully not the last... But we shall see.... hmm School is tomarrow and I hate mondays.. In fact I loathe mondays... and somthing tells me this week is going to go by very slow... considering Josh and me have decied to stop smoking pot daily and instead only save it for the weekends.... so I dunno... But I don't want to go to school thats for sure... Oh well fuck it... I'm out of things to say I'm gonna go and probably get offline and call Annathea now even tho I am talking to her... but I am tired of this annoying bright screen so I'm off..... Later... Current Mood: blah Current Music: Pantera - Cemetary Gates (Comment on this)