-- first entry, wow.
Yeah, I decided to get a journal to write down whatever. Too lazy to write and not enough erasers. Well, I'm waiting for the answer if this girl will host me or not. I've decided to give it a try, and I heard it was so much easier then working on Geocities. If she declines my request, then that's fine, I'll ask around. If I do get hosted by whomever, I will change my layout and name completely -- it's a surprise. ;x
This coming Monday I'll be getting my school schedule then head off to get senior pictures taken. Bleh, I hate pictures. As you can tell in the photo, I'm not all that attractive. Next Thursday, I'll be getting more medication and get weighed in. I've lost 20 lbs. since May. ^______^; I'm proud. ::Bounces:: I'm surprise this stuff actually works, I'll defiantly recommend it to other people who are wanting to lose weight, yes-sums. So I weight 198 now, w00t. I'm heading for 156, which is an average weight for my age and height. I don't want to be all skin and bones though, and I do have a small frame. Hm.. A lot of my online friends got the virus, not me though, I updated windows not long before the virus struck. Mwuhahaha.. and that I have 98. I'm a cheap-ass-bitch who can't afford Windows 2000 or XP. ..XP looks like a face, lol. I'd like to say hi to Nikki -- Toxic Goddess. Her and I stayed up 'til 8 Wednesday morning, talking and stuff.
It is the feeling of rejection that has lead me back into depression.
I hide my emotions behind a fake smile even if I'm denial.
..I Show My Emotions With Crimson Tears.. Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Where Is The Love? -- BlackEye Peas and Justin (??)