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sweeeeeeeeet [01 Feb 2004|10:13pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | none.. ]

wow..i had like the best weekend..this is what happened-
friday- hungout with brit roger and jeremy at britneys house....saturday hung out with them at rogers house(jeremy asked me out!)and today...went to jeremys for a superbowl party and HOT TUB! duuuuuude it was so fricken fun...welllll schools tomorrow and im sad...but i got to go to bed soon so bye!

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Blahhhhh... [28 Jan 2004|03:51pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | uh...tv? ]

God..i was hoping for a snow day today but nooooo, we had to go to hell aka school. The only good thing about that was we got our report cards (woo! seman passed me!) and surprisingly my grades were good..probly be makin some mula off of it. lol.
hm...i really want something to happen this weekend...i know..im a loser...
DAMMIT. certain people are kinda makin me mad right about now.....

randomnesses of the day

me: roger...its spelled C-H-O-D-E
heather: psh..yeah..he should know. of all people. he has one!
*roger trips heather*
*i slam him into a locker*
*teacher yells at us*
AND THE HARASSMENT BEGINS YET AGAIN!

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[26 Jan 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | drugged ]
[ music | smile empty soul ]

hahahahaha. im a weird one
my dog is laying on me right now with her tongue hanaging out. its cute
la de da da da. later!

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blah blah blah...... [23 Jan 2004|05:05pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | hands down- dc ]

Just as i expected. Things are just never going to work out for me.ever...it's official. And oh great! i have to go to my dads for the weekend...day just keeps getting better and better doesnt it. omg why the hell am i so fucked up.

oh well, britney wants me to go to jeremys hot tub party sunday or whatever....ehh...i dunno

godddddddd i want the man *inserts name here* so fucking bad!!!!

enough complaints for the day. off to pack and eat.buh byes

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ah ha! [22 Jan 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | dunno ]

After school was SO damn funny.lol. but i just don't know about stuff anymore..not that i really did anyways, like at sometimes i want something sooo bad but at others im just like psh whatever....but i think i just get my hopes up too much..

might be going ice skating tonight.either that or to someones house later.sweet

have the worst headache at the moment. i am leaving.

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Open up that can of whoop ass [19 Jan 2004|06:07pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | megalomaniac- Incubus ]

Me and the bp went to food emporium for a job but they had somethin up there ass and we didn't like them.we stand in front of the cameras and kick things and brit slaps my ass.soooo we went to L and L and got an application for a job..we went back to brits filled it out, talked to ruger and then went back to L and L...very fun..I think i told ruger something i shouldn't have...uh oh..

and so yeah i changed my bed around and cleaned my room

i am soooo not looking forward to going back to school tomorrow..my schedule sucks and everything..ah!

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whoaaaaa [18 Jan 2004|02:20pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Chic n Stu- system of a down ]

I FUCKING LOVE SYSTEM OF A DOWN!!!

Was forced to go to church today. I dont like it. they try to make it sound as if life is perfect.yeah wellll its not. The place i went to was just a group of extremly sheltered people disconnected from the real world....ehh but whatever.

hmm...I feel the urge to do something crazy.Dont ask

Last night i was talking to roger(yay! he likes talking to me again) and he says i cut my ankles..thats really weird.......
I want to do something today..but everyone is snowboarding and there's no one to call.damn

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yessssss more [16 Jan 2004|01:16pm]
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Tarzan!


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You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
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know what you want in life... even if they are
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At my cousins! [16 Jan 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Lip Gloss and Black- Atreyu ]

Yeah we're having mucho fun..My cousin and Alex say i need to write in here..ok so here it is..
I bit Alex. hard.heh whoops. ppl shouldn't body slam jess. definatly not cool.lol. skateboarding in the basement, quite fun
We are off to wander the neighborhood and be weird..possibly go get a jones at the storeee.

Alex Is One Dead Sexy Punk! oh yes!

^..hmm..guess who wrote that.....



Brit just called me..she says jeremy REALLY wants to go to the movies with me..oh im confused

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Ypu've been hit by, You've been struck by the smooth criminal [15 Jan 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Distillers- Drain the Blood ]

woo hoo no school today. that was sweet as hell. Hah. i was playing nightfire with my brother and he pauses the game
Dan:jess..how do you kiss?
Me: well..um.......why?
Dan: becasue i like this girl and i really want to kiss her
Me:*laughing my ass off at this point*(guess he's not gay after all)I'll tell ya later buddy*pat on the head*

i got a kick outta that for some reason
guess the little one just knows who to go to for help.haha

yay. i just talked to my dad. he says i can get a new electric guitar!! thats beyond awesome. i just learned some really sweet new songs. and i made some too, just have to work on the chords more.oh yes i know. its badass. lol

dinners ready!
-Later-

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i want a snow day..i want one very much so [14 Jan 2004|07:29pm]
[ music | No doubt cd- tragic kingdom ]

Britney shows up at my door and wants me to go frolic in the snow..but instead she came in and we hung out and got hyper..ohhhh funnn..its so weird when we're hyper we call the randomest people and its great.

I had a problem...she got me laughing so hard i seriously could not breath. it was so scary.wow.

It is decided that we are going to be weird..cuz weird people are very cool...and wear colorfulnesses in our hair tomorrow.whee.

::Dont walk barefootedness in the snow::

it stings
alot

k bye bye

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snowwwwww [14 Jan 2004|01:32pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | no doubt!! ]

Exams..ick...hah. gym -taking pictures of random people like fro man and grant and the milk machine.sweet.Im talkin to jen right now. we want to go sledding and build snow bitches but i don't know if thats gonna happen. I just woke up from sleeping. It was very nice.mmmmmmmmmm....Gonna go watch a movie til my mom comes home...then she can take me somewhere!!!
more later

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A word that explains everything...L.O.U [13 Jan 2004|04:42pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Dilinger Escape Plan! ]

Ah screw this..life i mean. school sucks. guys suck. ppl in general suck. theyre so bitchy all the time and what the hell did I do.I just don't get it i mean i laugh and have fun all the time and everything but yet inside i feel so......idk....

My mom thinks im going to kill myself because i was listening to a song called something death and suicide.hah.maybe if she would try listening to me once in a while she wouldnt have to think all these things.but no. instead she grounds me from communicating with my friends and going online...ha well there is such thing as aim express but shhhh shes too dumb to figure it out.

my daddys comin to take me to guitar.yay.

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[12 Jan 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Atreyu- someone's standing on my chest ]

K well this is how the day went down...school.yuck.except gym was quite amusing, for apparent reasons(britney is in my gym)I'm not even gonna say what was talked about.ummm. after school,hung out in the cafeteria and waited for brits mom to pick us up. Came home.made food.took a short nap and practiced guitar cuz my lessons start tomorrow yessss! cant wait. i love guitar soo much. thennn i started writing a story...well im gonna go study for exams..as much as i don't want to i sorta have to..ehhhh


Starving searching this barren wasteland
Trying to grasp being this alone
Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
Dying I'm asphyxiating myself
Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone
The lights are on and I wish I was home
My lips are screaming pretty nothings
My ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words I need actions
Hope as left me fucking shattered
Someone's standing on my chest
Alone would be a pleasant change from here
How do you gauge loneliness how you ever felt so alone
It feels like the light will never reach me here,
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead don't worry too much,
it only hurts when I breathe
-Atreyu-
wow i love them

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[10 Jan 2004|10:45am]
[ music | Red Hot Chili Peppers ]

*yawnnnnnnn* I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up..at least i only have to go for a day. and i'm going ICESKATING today. yayyy.

ok time to do some laundry....

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my ass hurts. and other randomenss u dont want to hear [09 Jan 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | STATIC X ]

just got home from snowboarding for the first time and its fucking sweeeeeeeet. went with doug and elliott,saw brit,kate,alyssa,emily and kelsey there...and a bunchof random little kids that say they know me. it was cool. except for im tired. and i don't like being tired because im no fun.

wowww i get dropped off and come home and joe is like on my mom "giving her a back rub" uh huh...there was fuckage..i know it..and i also know that u wanted to hear that..but it bothers meeee..i just keep telling myself, jess u are not going to be a whore when u grow up, jess u are not going to be a whore when u grow up. It'll work.

this is random i know but my ear hurts

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The Shed... [08 Jan 2004|05:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | no music...just TV ]

Alyssa keeps me sane..no matter what kind of mood im in she makes me laugh..many times
I dont really like people assuming things about me..
cuz they have no idea.
but they shall do what they want

time to eat panera.yum.

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........ [07 Jan 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Way Away- Yellowcard ]

Dunno. Haven't been feeling myself for a while..man do i hate my life..
Been thinking about things I know i shouldn't be...
Maybe i'll go back to sleep..that way i dont have to think

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Blahhhhhhhhhhhh [06 Jan 2004|03:21pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | Boom-System of a down ]

All this shit that has been going on..and i have no idea how to deal with it.

Plus not to mention people i thought were my friends are talking behind my back. what the fuck they don't know shit

really bad day.....

I've been walking through your streets,
Where all your money's earning,
Where all your building's crying
And clueless neckties working,
Revolving fake lawn houses,
Housing all your fears,
Desensitized by TV,
Overbearing advertising,
God of consumerism,
And all your crooked pictures
Looking good, mirrorism,
Filtering information,
For the public eye,
Designed for profiteering,
Your neighbor, what a guy.

BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM,
Every time you drop the bomb,
You kill the god your child has born,
BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM.

Modern globalization,
Coupled with condemnations,
Unnecessary death,
Matador corporations,
Puppeting your frustrations,
With the blinded flag,
Manufacturing consent,
Is the name of the game,
The bottom line is money,
Nobody gives a fuck.
4000 hungry children leave us per hour,
From starvation,
While billions are spent on bombs,
Creating death showers.

BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM,
Every time you drop the bomb,
You kill the god your child has born,
BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM
BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM

Why, why, why, why must we kill, kill, kill, kill
Our own, own, own, own kind...

BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM,
Every time you drop the bomb,
You kill the god your child has born,
BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM
BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM/BOOM
Every time you drop the bomb.

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Ohhh squishy come back, i miss you like no other [05 Jan 2004|05:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Puddle Of Mudd ]

Lets see..got home Derrick came over for a while. Haven't seen him in a whilllle. We were very skilled at keeping ourselves out of my brothers sight. it was fun.LOL. That was the best part of my whole day that was complete shit. For one, britney lost my squishy ring. That was devastating. And i don't feel good..at allllllllllll...i feel fucked up and just want to sleep but noooooooo the mother is making me go to Lakeside..dammit


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DateApril 9, 2031
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damn that is one hell of a long time away....

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