she burns   
11:39pm 30/01/2005
 
mood: indescribable
music: "what it is to burn" by finch
why am i not allowed to be happy? everytime i try to make myself happy there's always someone there to shove me down. and it's really sad when it's my own parents. what's so wrong with me that people always wanna see me miserable? what did i ever do to them? why do my tears make others feel better about themselves? i hate this. i don't wanna do this anymore. i hate this.
 
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