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happy christmas and merry new years [02 Jan 2005|10:31pm]
well shit. winter break went by fast

Christmas came and i got fabulous presents and had orgasmic food and played board games with my favorite relatives. And then New Years came and i saw a flick with the love of my life and then got a passionate kiss at midnight.

well, you get the idea.

the reality of it was that christmas came, i did pretty good in the presents department and played Superman with my 5 year old cousin. Then went to a movie with Tom and watched the ball drop in new york on tv. not as glamorous as my first try, but i needed to be honest with you guys.

One night though, i was up till five shuddering under my blanket because i felt like i was going to toss my cookies ( no one says that anymore) but then i just ended up with one bitchin' cold. (no one says that anymore either, im sure there is a reason but i feel like using those phrases) My cold was bitchin' because it made me sneeze a lot and, come on, sneezing is just plain fun. and it also made my voice sound all flemmy and congested and sexy like my throat and nose were. and, come on, that is just the shit.

goodnight darlings
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back in white [23 Dec 2004|01:55pm]
Well after a long stream of absence I have decided to once again start updating on blurty. I kinda deserted my live journal account for a while also but I feel like coming back to blurty.

IT SNOWED! And I cant wait to go snowboarding again. A couple weeks ago Kari and I took a road trip up to Minnesota. We visited this place called Buck Hill, a ski and snowboarding lodge. Since it had been a year since I had last snowboarded I thought I would suck like no other. But then! My first time on a slope since last year I could stop! I couldnt stop last year, I always just had to fall down on my bum if I wanted to stop. I was uber excited.

Laura asked Beau out! Im not going into detail though because Laura pretty much covered that in her journal. But its kick-ass how happy it makes laura!

But now I get to go meet with my oral surgeon and then get Tom the rest of his Christmas presents. So I'm somewhat looking forward to this afternoon, somewhat not...
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highlights of the day [25 Nov 2004|11:11pm]
-waking up to realize that i nearly suffocated myself. i fell asleep with the blanket over my head and since that kind of shuts off any supply of new oxygen it got hard to breath, and so in my dream i was at the mall with friends and i remember that i kept saying "come on you guys, lets go outside cuz i really need some air." but then when we got outside i was still gasping for breath. and then i woke up to a blanket over my head. and it felt sooo good to get it off.

-changing the colors on this journal

-going to tom's and stealing Jim's AutoPilots shirt.

how was your guy's turkey day?

good day.
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forget you [25 Nov 2004|02:08pm]
happy turkey day

i found out how to change the colors on these things
go spending thanksgiving on the computer, like a nerd.
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it aches like history [19 Nov 2004|11:06pm]
im debating about continuing this fad.
must find out what kari thinks

maybe some things are just better kept in your head.

the end?
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*sniff* ahh, the smell of pot seeping through my vents [15 Nov 2004|08:38pm]

seems like someone has added to their paraphernalia.
wow, i almost spelled that word as "paraphilia", but that word means: "Any of a group of psychosexual disorders characterized by sexual fantasies, feelings, or activities involving a nonhuman object, a nonconsenting partner such as a child, or pain or humiliation of oneself or one's partner. Also called sexual deviation."

wouldnt that have been interesting.
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kickin' my patootie [08 Nov 2004|10:20pm]
my heart sank when i found out i had missed the Jupiter Sunrise concert. i could have kicked myself!!!! i cant believe i forgot the date that it was. And then i find out that they were also playing with the Rosefield Rivals! how shitty. you know what else is shitty? scumbags like dustin, robin, justin, andy, and josh. why is our school ridden with such guys?? its a pity we have to put up with them.
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[05 Nov 2004|08:57pm]
Wierdo741: well every heart shrivels up and dies
inept crush: thats upbeat
Wierdo741: indeed it is

*new sn for myself!
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novembre [03 Nov 2004|08:20pm]
like the saying goes,
you learn something new everyday
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just like last time, but a little worse [31 Oct 2004|12:48am]
i dont know what i want to happen.

i want to break it off sometime to try other people, but when you go out for awhile you become so attatched to them, and not in the boyfriend/girlfriend way, but as just friends too. i want to stay good friends with him so badly, i want to visit south korea with him someday, i want to know about anything thats bothering him. always. but when we tried just being friends it was a disaster, utter disaster. i dont want it to happen again like that. and i also cant imagine being just friends with him too, i went into total panic once while we were broken up because of something he said. i dont know if i'd be able to handle it. it seems like every option has more cons than pros.

its a joy and a tragedy at the same time.

am i blowing things out of proportion? i need to sleep.
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this is the best time we ever had [31 Oct 2004|12:43am]
that boy.
i'll never understand what he's thinking.
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peek-a-boo [19 Oct 2004|09:46pm]
weezer and a drop of water

Taj41589 (9:44:05 PM): what h/w do you have?

candie eyes044 (9:44:25 PM): western civ

Taj41589 (9:45:14 PM): ah
Taj41589 (9:45:20 PM): that sucks
Taj41589 (9:45:25 PM): just do it
Taj41589 (9:45:28 PM): or me
Taj41589 (9:45:30 PM): hahaha
Taj41589 (9:45:35 PM): arent i funny?

candie eyes044 (9:45:48 PM): lol! so so funny
candie eyes044 (9:45:51 PM): i wanna kiss you

Taj41589 (9:45:57 PM): cool
Taj41589 (9:46:29 PM): im a ladies man

candie eyes044 (9:46:41 PM): hah naw, a lady..boy..

Taj41589 (9:47:22 PM): ok
Taj41589 (9:47:37 PM): then u just a man lady

candie eyes044 (9:48:09 PM): no! im a boy lady

Taj41589 (9:48:33 PM): ya thats it

dorks, i know..
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apathy is lethal [10 Oct 2004|03:03pm]
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is it wrinkly and throbbing?? [03 Oct 2004|09:17pm]
anywho, laura's party was friday to saturday and skate south was saturday night.
this little girl at skate south was kick-ass, not only was she awesome at skateboarding, but she bullied the boys too, heh.

she's my hero.

then sunday i hung out with tom. fantastico.

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because i like it [29 Sep 2004|10:56pm]
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i've got my hash pipe.
hip hip.
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everyone's a little queer [29 Sep 2004|10:35pm]
i dont know what i think about my days lately
i dont know what i want
i wish i could just be honest with people
but im afraid to let them down.

i am UBER jealous of Calvin. He's been to TWO Weezer concerts f/ Jimmy Eat World.
pretty damn amazing i say.
t e e h e e...a girl speaks japanese in the weezer song Falling For You
thats silly

well best be off
gotta study for japanese tomorrow.
such a procrastinator i am
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butthole surfers [26 Sep 2004|10:56pm]
okay, yeah. im not updating alot. and i could say that nothing is happening, just going to school and blah blah. but stuff is happening, i just dont feel like updating about it i guess.

anywhore, im going out with tom again. YAY! goodness i love that boy.

oh if we had the power to trap anything that could hurt a
human being inside a jar we'd send it far from earth and
watch it explode in the sun to the cheers of everyone. but,
alas, that cant be done.
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thoughts of a dying atheist [18 Sep 2004|12:42am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Muse ]

ah, its amusing.
the situations i put myself into sometimes.

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the life of a vegetable [12 Sep 2004|06:18pm]
nothing seems appealing right now. majority of my friends dont, school doesnt, home doesnt, going somewhere or anywhere doesnt, boys dont. all i feel like doing is getting into bed and listening to music.

You know what i hate?
I hate feeling a deep connection with someone that you dont have a deep connection with at all. You want to talk/hold/comfort/laugh with/cry with/hug etc. with that person and you cant. they dont know you, they dont have a clue about how you feel. You arent even sure why you feel that way but you do and it hurts. You have no communication with them for fear of scaring them away so you sit by and watch them live their life that you so desperately want to be included in on and you cant do one single thing about it. It's a familiar feeling to me that probably no one understands. myself included. Oh well though, right? It will probably never change.
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hysteria [06 Sep 2004|09:53pm]
loss of control.
what a weird feeling.

what am i going to do??
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