| im painting the wall with your brains |
[24 Mar 2004|11:24pm] |
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im very bored almost time for sleep...time for random steve facts:
i love "the tragedy of romeo and juliet"
i have no idea what umbrellas are made of.
i enjoy killing small animals
i dont know cursive at all
am afraid of spiders,ghost,aliens,touching my own neck,touching my wrists
ive broken 4 bones
i had an undecended testicle when i was born
i only like 15 people i know,i hate the rest
i lie to much
pizzia is over rated
hamburgers are under rated
i hardly ever poop anymore
i think i will be an alcoholic
i dont think thats a bad thing
ive been in 3 actual fist fights
why are you reading this
theres nothing i love more than music
i rather read a book than watch TV
i drink 17-25 liters of mountain dew a week
ive had 9,500 grilled cheese sandwitches in my life
i once found a bananna sticker on the bottom of my penis for no actual reason
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[23 Mar 2004|10:48pm] |
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We didnt see bayside,that sucks so bad,jesse got in a fight with his parents.this sucks,i was so excited to see them,i was gonna be such a great day.whatever plenty more shows to see.i trying to get used to this hardcore thing before show with katie,but theres just to much screaming.can he really be that mad? it sounds like he says "AHHHH" or "ROOOOH" or "BAHHHH". i dont think theres any lyrics.whatever.i wanna see a rock n roll show.like the yeahs yeahs yeahs or the vines er somthing,cuz i saw emo and im seeing hardcore and punk soon.so i wanna see rock n roll.i cant to see the unseen with matt,actual good music.
today was an odd day,for no real reason,i was just waiting for school to end,then waiting for Lacosse to end and then let down by not going to what i was waiting for.so me chris and diana hung out at chris's house.watched a movie and ate cookies.oohh man! on the way home from chris's i was skateboarding and i guy turned a corner to quick riding a bike,he hit the nose of my skateboard with his bike and he fell over and said "mother fucker!" hahaha,the skateboard spun under my feet a bunch of times and i fucking landed back on it somehow and skated away while the guy was all mangled on the ground.thats crazy
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| Whoa Whoa Skull Fuck,Skull Fuck |
[22 Mar 2004|08:05pm] |
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I wrote a song today its about skull fucking,its the weirdest thing ever,i love the song though i made music for it and its really really catchy, matt likes it,hadin wont.but thats ok.id paste the lyrics but i lost them and there only in my fartbook/notebook.i made the song because i was bored in class,it started off as a joke but im doing it anyway.enough about skull fucking.
survey from jesse.Which goddammit song am i? Alkaline Trio album for those who dont know.
I refuse to face reality. I just drink my
problems away to cover up my sadness. One
day I'll be over it and wonder why it was so
hard. But for now the bottle is my friend.
What Goddamnit song are you?
yup
thats right i drink to keep from sobbing
im going to see bayside tomorrow with jesse and hopefully diana and chris. its gonna be great. we might not go but it looks good so far.its in ithaca the ride down there will be very fun and the show is gonna be great.i just have to get through school tomorrow and then i get to have so much fun,im gonna see a norma jean show with katie soon,then im seeing the unseen with matt. the unseen is the only band i actually like that im seeing but all bands are worth seeing,, not much to say
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| no remorse....screw the cops |
[21 Mar 2004|11:41pm] |
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GBH - Necrophilia |
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Very nice night went and saw an emo show,you might be thinking "why would steve wanna see an emo show" well steve doesnt but it was free..thanks katie..It was ok,i hated the bands so much but hey mercedes was ok, i hugged the lead singer of limbeck(or somthing) and then i hugged the lead singer from hey mercedes followed by me taking a picture of him awkwardly,he probably thinks i love him,but i really dont even like that band.it was fun all and all but everyone else had a amazing time like it was the best night of there lives and i was kicking things in complete boredom.im happy jesse was there because he didnt like it either so i had somone to complain with, i really wanna see a good band play.whatever...im in a good mood,like really good dont know why im so happy but i am,im happy to go to school tomorrow its gonna be good.i cant wait to practice again, we havent practiced in so long,theres gonna be energy this time.i have very nice bass lines now too,i want to play another show more than anything right now.playin shows are great because everybodies eyes are watching me.its so strange its an unexplainable feeling that only me matt and hadin could say.i can somehow make a person smile in front of me just by looking at them while im playing,and just watching people bobbing there heads to our music that we came up with is a great feeling.i want to be famous enough to play a show thats small but everyone knows the lyrics to our songs and likes us alot.i hope matt can get us another show soon.
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[17 Mar 2004|10:27pm] |
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Going Away to College |
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alright im not drunk but i have a beer,so my mood is super thanks for asking blurty.what does blurty mean? should i know that? Today i went to school then went home and hung out with diana,chris,jesse again.The four of us are always together,then on weekends add hadin, good time all round im done for now
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| maybe your a vampire? |
[16 Mar 2004|09:34pm] |
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Alkaline Trio - Trouble Breathing |
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everybody answer this or ill kick you
01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. Am I loveable?
03. Am i an asshole?
04. Do you think im hott?
05. When and how did we first meet?
06. What was your first impression?
07. Do you still think that way about me now?
08. Do you think im annoying?
09. How many times have you wanted to beat my ass?
10. Do you think I'll get married?
11. What makes me happy?
12. What makes me sad?
13. What reminds you of me?
14. If you could give me anything what would it be?
15. Have you ever liked/loved me?
16. Have you ever wanted to kill me?
17. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
18. Do you think I could kill someone?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. Do or would you trust me with your dark secrets?
21. Who do you think I will end up with?
22. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
23. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
24. Are you going to put this on your Blurty and see what I say about you?
25. Would you honestly care if you never saw me again?
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[15 Mar 2004|10:02pm] |
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punk rock. 1-10 scene points. way to go, you drink
outside of shows lots and make the rest of the
scene hate you.
how many scene points do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla
yeah...i dont know if this works...
steves A fucking punk...thats prove steves not emo
next
LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Steve
-- Birthdate: 2/19/88
-- Birthplace: Syr.
-- Current Location: syracuse,ny,home
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: dirty blond
-- Height: 5'11
-- Righty or Lefty: right
-- Zodiac Sign: pisces i think
LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: i dont know at all
-- The shoes you wore today: blue converse
-- Your weakness: emo
-- Your fears: emo
-- Your perfect pizza: i take the cheese off and eat it
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have a good band
LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: suck it dean,suck it
-- Your thoughts first waking up: wheres my moutain dew
-- Your best physical feature: people like my hair,they also hate
-- Your bedtime: when im tired.
LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
-- McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Adiadas if it came down to it
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: when im drunk
-- Sing: quite a bit
-- Take a shower everyday: usually but not totally
-- Have a crush(es): no
-- Want to get married: maybe.
-- Believe in yourself: yea
-- Get motion sickness: never.
-- Think you're attractive: im ok
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: one of them
-- Like thunderstorms: depends
-- Play an instrument: Guitar,Bass,Drums
LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: hahahaha
-- Smoked: Yea
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone to the mall?: yea
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no
LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes at school
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: yea
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no
LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: yea
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 kid,boy,sombody else will name the fucker
-- Describe your dream wedding: no
-- How do you want to die: ironicly
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: music
-- What country would you most like to vistit: usa,cali.
LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? blue
-- Best hair color? brown or black.i dont like blonde
-- Short or long hair: past chin by a little
-- Height: my height
-- Best weight: i dont know how much girls weigh actually ,130lbs?
-- Best articles of clothing: emo,punk,ska type girls
-- Best first date location: fun
-- Best first kiss location: doesnt matter
LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1 thats chris ostuni.
-- Number of CDs: none really, i break em' mp3. player
-- Number of piercings: none,never happening
-- Number of tattoos: none,never happening
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: 17
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot, i make alot of bad choices
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[15 Mar 2004|06:39pm] |
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I used to hate alkaline trio but jesse listens to them every second of the day. so they kind of grow on you alot.Its great drumming to trio downstairs."weve had enough" is so fun.when we get all the new euipment i will be happy $1,500 later.jesse sounds like that matt skiba fellow so much.if i close my eyes i think mr. skiba is right there in front of me...he kinda looks like him too _FORT_ well enough about jesse.
jesussandalSoCks: summer is gonna be a good time stevie weevie
jeeves 227: hell yea
jeeves 227: driving around raping old people
jesussandalSoCks: ...
im funny
i hate when people put there own jokes on these things.im a hipocrite
yup
today was a strange day dont know why..everything seemed out of place and slighty awkward.that sucks somwhat.cock.im going to play the drums.............drums are so fun everybody should learn em speaking of drums i have to learn that bass line that i couldnt do but matts girlfriend can do.fuckin bitch the bassline is the ever so happy "this is it" by the strokes. thats a good bassline but the strokes suck.i made a new song for the band.we are very good at making songs.if we wanted to we could make like 100. the hard part is learnin them.
anyway.my parents found the whiskey that i had. they dont care much there just disapointed,fuck em im having fun.
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| my happy days |
[12 Mar 2004|11:16pm] |
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all last weekend i was depressed fri. sad, sat. really sad then chris came in the room and gave me some vodka went to very very happy.then came sunday shitty.monday was awful.tuesday i woke up and completely stopped caring i was as happier than i was in a long time.dont know why.wednesday no school.great.thurday,school but best school day EVER.i had a bit too drink during school.i was in all the lunches making a total ass of myself.it was great.in the last block class the room was spinning everything was funny.i stumbled out of the class and just barly made it to the bathroom stall without falling over.then i had to walk home drunk off my ass.thats fun.today is friday and i didnt go to school.i have a job interview tues.which means gettin car and lots of band equipment.looks like everything is comin up steve.im so happy. just like back in the day,'member that? it was like october/november.its finally back.you might be saying "what the hell are talking about?" im not sure. i was much happier then.now im just happy its back motherfucker.im a lush its the weekend and i'm having fun. thats the last emo reference ill ever make .oh yea im gonna be a dick again.so screw you fagots.thats the steve you know? screw you fagots..4 girls ask me out already this month.that makes like 7-9 all together.im a fucking pimp.actually there pretty ugly expect a few.some were very nice.they just creeped me out.they cant get enough of the hair.thats it.its really awkward when random girls come up to you and talk to you and try an ask you out.im such a drunk.thats looked down upon in society too. jesse and diana are the only ones to back me up.there good buddies. very good. i hate to say it but im kinda tipsy right now.we cant practice for two weeks now because jolene and matt have plans.that sucks but our equipment sucks anyway,so ill have a paycheck by next practice,i cant wait for the next show.they are the funnest thing i will ever do.it would be great to get famous.but just famous enough to not have a job ever.and just sit around for the rest of my life.so i can show everybody i didnt need school.i want that so bad.i really dont care about anything or anyone expect the band anymore.it seems to be dying slowing because of drugs and girlfriends and friends and just not caring anymore.i think our band has some chance of doing somthing.most bands start off with nowhere to go and knows nothing about shows.thank god for matt.matts very under-rated,so thanks matt :wink:.
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| ANGRY FUCKING PUNKS! |
[04 Mar 2004|10:39pm] |
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Up the Fucking PUNX! Motherfucker!, went to the dicks show yesterday and we beat up some skins!.hey hows a punk rock show like a bananna? there both better without the skins.hahaha.wait no,chris said i acted different on this blurty thing.i think hes right, thats strange.punk is stupid, i really like the music but the scene is full of crap.just a bunch of kids walkin around thinking there punker than the next guy.its just music,i never heard any other music liking itself so much.like a jazz band talking about how jazz they are.up the jazz! ski bop doo.anyway,today i waited on the bleachers for 2 hours with diana for lacrosse practice to end.jesse gave us a ride,so cold,diana shivers like a little dog.im gonna bring some pepper to school so i can hear diana sneeze.its the funniest thing ive ever heard,i just laugh for hours on end but nobody else does.i got new shoes.do they let you swear on this blurty thing..like is there a limit?moutain dew is good.so are skateboards.i cant believe i ate the whole tihing.i decided i will cut down on being a dick as much,sorry jesse,but somtimes i just cant believe myself.like that kid at the show he said "whats the dily-o" i stared at him for a moment in complete disbelieve that a person that is not severly retarded would say that to me.then i flipped out on him like a total asshole,everybody found it funny at the time, then i thought about and i shouldnt do things like that
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