recent poem shit things   
11:18pm 09/11/2004
  Dream World- Sinner

so many thoughts where to begin
it starts in a room just like ur own
but then all of a sudden the walls are stone
your in a cave hunting a treasure
when three mermaids give you the oral pleasure
just when you think "howd i get here?"
your there and feel no fear
for your now a captain on the seven seas
raping and pilaging cause a pirate you be
reaping it in lost in sin
so many thoughts, where to begin
in a blink of an eye at the gates of hell
fearing for something cause it cant be life
cause if your at the gates, you cant be alive
a the sudden realization that your lost in a dream
your world falls apart torn at the seams
what you trusted to be real, in a dream aint what it seems
your legs turn to rubber as you try to run
from the horror of existence breaking down around you
you feel your pulse quicken and anxiety sets in
you shoot awake confused on where you've been
glancing around seeing your safe and sound
you close your eyes and set off to dream land for one last round
but then your clock goes off and it time for school
so you hit the snooze an close your eyes
as you start to drift back to sleep
you hear a noise and turn to see
a sheep in wolfs clothing sipping on tea
he sees you looking and says its rude to stare
in disblief you mutter "you cant sip tea, especially in my room
when questioned why you notice your speaking german or some other creepy language
the sheep becomes a dragon and your a dragon master mage
you travle the worlds burning down towns
when you see a circus and decide to stop;
cause lets face it since u were a kid you had a thing for clowns
the circus was great till it was time for the main show
the clowns came out shouting "the time has come for you all to go home"
in a pissy rage you go to complain and a clown stops you then socks your dome
scared of clowns now and sitting in your room
you hear you alarm and its time for school
you wake up looking at the time, oh this is great
your already 30 minutes late
so you rush to get ready but stop to take a pee
you look in the mirror and get egotistical
thinking your all that and top shit on the pile
when all the while your making a mess
your peeing all over and you cant seem to stop
your dad walks in for his morning shave
gives a big yawn and to his surpise
you pee on his face
pissed as hell he grabs your head
as you apologize for what happened
he yells your adopted
you close your eyes then open them to see
some how you made it back to your room
you look at the clock and 10 minutes till school
might as well get up youve dreamt enough for one night
but yet you feel as though somethign just aint right
far from reality your lost in a dream everything you experience
aint what it seems.

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When the skies burn black- By Sinner

The skies burn black with the fall of your faith.
Cry out my name and accept your fate.
Are you lost and unknown? Forgotten? alone?
You'll never find your place while I hold the throne!

Skies Burn Black,
The time has come,
I'll open my gates;
As You and Pain become one.

You prayed away and what did it get you?
Not a damn thing to show but more shit to be live through!
You lived a lie in a world of false dreams, watch your world shatter as this
reality is torn from the seams.

Skies Burn Black,
I welcome you...a Friend;
Your pain, sweet Ambrosia,
For your grief knows no end.

The skies will burn black as decay.
When the light of innocence is put out to stay.
Not a soul in Heaven or even on Earth, will escape the dark of my eternal curse!
I'll welcome you home; with all your woes, pain and sorrow.
Hoping you're dreaming and you'll wake up tomorrow, is nothing more then a delusion of
a frail, feeble mind; for the end of time is held in my grasp and mercy for my children a
thing of the past.

When the skies burn, black ash will rain from the heavens, the tie between the Lord and us has finally been severed.
When He turns his back, his fury's unmatched, pay no attention to the cold, just sit and behold, as the life we know...fades to black.


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Less Manic Then You- Sinner

I try and try to confess my sins, but I see no reason;
The people here, in my life, probably won't get my meaning.
I can't deny what I feel is loss, a sense of hoplessness and mistrust,
don't get me wrong it's not twards them, I just hate my own existence;
I see no reason for me, this person, to keep on being persistant,
It's been going for far too long and the path I've chosen, weakened my resistance.
It closes in with each passing day and I fear the light of tomorrow,
I lock my self away in dark, drowning in unknown sorrow;
This room of mine is all I need with the blinds pulled tightly closed,
light bulbs shattered and T.V. on static;
I'm more depression than manic.


(ill look and see if i have more saved i know of some but i started them a few months back and never finished ill finsih and post them)
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
   
08:01pm 17/10/2004
 


You Are Scary

Scary!

You even scare scary people sometimes!


 
     

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....im so bored ill leave u an update   
04:18pm 13/09/2004
  nothing much been going on over here....I've been working 38hr weeks at the front counter at mcdonalds. a week back or so 60dollars came missing from my register and we have no clue where it went im pissed at that, cause im always like a few cents over or under never in the dollars. Well theres been recent talk of promoting me to crew trainer cause ive been showing progress and improvment. i showed two people how to use the register and they picked up on it the first day with very few mistakes and im one of the fastest people at taking orders :). well me and heather have been together for two months now and everything is great except the fact we greatly miss eachother cause shes in london for school for the next 3months or so. my classes are the same bullshits they were last time i complained so why repeat my self. um theres not much else to say cause at the moment im talking to heather on yahoo :) its nice to see her again even though its only been a few days but shes just so far away :( but its not long so yeah :)


"shes gone" -Sinner
The days seem long and the nights ever longer
when the one by your side is there no longer
lonliness sets in and depression is your friend
when the ghost images of her see no end

The way you feel when you hear her name
makes you hold back your tears of pain
Shes gone far away and there's nothing you can do
so you sit and wait for you time to come too

the pain to great over the lost of your one and only
feeling that hole in your heart makes you that more lonley
you pull out the blade and you know what to do
when all of a sudden shes standing next to you

she wasnt gone so far away as you thought
caught up in you own melo-drama thoughts
she sees how you are and its patheticly true
the reason she left was only cause of you
 
     

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UPDATED   
02:41pm 13/08/2004
  well it is long over due for an update so here one is...

Me and Heather are officially dating and its been a month we have been together. I'm having so much fun with her, it's great. When shes around I feel happy and comfortable but when she isn't around I seem to smoke alot more and feel bored tired and alone. I love her company.
Let's see what else has happened lately...Andrew is still at OK. with his brother and Jesse, Me and Phil have been working lately and we dont hang out as much as we used to we are all either at work or school or with a girl. I've been picking things up pretty fast at McDonald's I hardly mess up any orders or need manager help on anything, I only need help when someone gives me too high of a bill (like a $100) or then give me a promo card for a free sandwhich. I stock the cups, take orders and clean the lobby and bathrooms in my time there it's all very easy when you remember where everything is. I just dont like working mornings cause people are cranky and yell alot in the morning.
With school alls been well I still have been there every day its not hard to do it but its tiring to walk there its up hill oh well atleast i get to sit down when im there. My classes all suck pretty much cause I'm stuck with with one teacher four nights a week for 2 classes who cant read and doesnt know how to teach he just speaks to us and when we ask a question he says hes not sure but will find out and thats all we here about it. those two classes are Database Applications like Access and shit like that and the other is Cisco Networking, something i want to learn but doesnt seem like it will happen since he appears incompetent. Oh, yeah, my friday night class seemed cool till the teacher saw what I could do with HTML and said he didnt want to waste my time cause he wont go into such depth as i know...sad this is i dont know much. so imma try and test outta that class so i dont waste his or my time.

Well Heather is on her way so imma head out now....I'll leave ya with my fave qoute from Interview with the Vampire...."Evil is a viewpoint, God kills and so shall we; Idiscrimetnly He takes the richest and the poorest and so shall we; for no two creatures are, as we are, none so like Him, as ourselves...
 
     

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10:56am 05/08/2004
 

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12:59pm 30/06/2004
 
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and the moon she hangs like a cruel portrait....   
01:09am 26/06/2004
  ok so maybe i should start updating...iunno...i might try


well today was cool i went to a job interview that jesse got me over at his work and it seems good so ill let every one know how that goes when its done. been going to class even though some nights i just dont want to. on my first test in american govt i got a 10.5 outta 25 but she graded on a curve so it was outta 20 still not good but then on my midterm in desktop computing i got a 93 outta 100 on it and that was the highest score in the class so im glad on that but now i need to work on my term paper but that wont be so bad since im such a wiz and me and this guy brandon trouble shooted a computer no one in our class or my teaches other class or the teach him self could fix and fixed it my term was reduced from 5 pages to 3 so whoot. i got so bored in class on thursday night that after i updated the drivers on the comps that did work i went and organized the teachers cabinet of cds and floppys and visual aides he keeps for the class then went to this comp that was so old i cant even explain what i did here without sounding like im from mars....but i got what wasnt working to work and showed this guy who thought he was tough shit up :).
alls been good on the friends front and the depression thing has been lurking but isnt dominant so its all good
i almost ruined a relationship between two people where one says there dating and the other says they arent but i dont care if they are or not i just want her to be happy even though my actions dont show it. i didnt mean for what i said to seem like i was making waves with u two (if ur reading this know that im serious....you who im talking about and no its not u mel....im just a all around asshole ask anyone in my familys that met me theyll agree) just stop the lying on all parts it will make everything better.
heathers been coming over lately its been alot of fun even though my parents were here for most of those times. we need to watch Pulp Fiction and actually watch it!!!
Speaking of which i got Pulp Fiction on DVD the other day...bout fucking time might i add. Its soooo bad ass all who havent seen it hit me up and we will watch it.


well im done for now hopefull ill update more....see ya

-Greg
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
   
11:26am 21/06/2004
  HASH(0x8ae92d0)
Your soul is OPEN-MINDED. Although you do have
strong opinions and make decisions, you never
make them without thinking first of not only
everything that is, but those that may not be
as well. People trust that you'll willingly
hear them out and understand when they tell you
something, and you are well-liked for it. You
are often the mediator in disputes and your
desire to do what is right overcomes all else.
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AHHHHHHHHH!   
11:14am 21/06/2004
  Static-X- The Only


I'm winning, you're losing

I'm falling, your agony

Lower than lower, before

Your forgotten memory



My heaven, your hell

I'm killing, your fantasy

More and more, you follow

Your divorced reality



You're trying to take me

You're trying to make me

This is the only

Give me the only thing

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

The only thing I understand is what I feel



Identity, fantasy

Heresy, killing me

Lower than lower, before

This thing to feed



Hypocrite, lunatic

Fanatic, heretic

More and more, you follow

Your divorced reality



You're trying to take me

You're trying to make me

This is the only

Give me the only thing

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

The only thing I understand is what I feel



Hypocrite, lunatic, fanatic, heretic
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
Written during American Govt.   
11:29pm 07/06/2004
  Religion is a belief isn't it? People believe in a religion so as to give themselves a meaning and a way in their lives so as to not feel empty. But when "Belief" becomes "Law" does it still carry the same message? Why must one be told their is a god and be told to worship? If force is how belief is enforced then what happened to the tranquility and peace that came with simple worship? Did it go to the churches so that they can take your money in the name of "God" or did it go to the time spent spent doing the same thing you did every night before but now with "peers"? Are we so insecure in our own beliefs that we need followers or is it we just need to know were not alone on this? If we're not alone and we know it then why do we close our minds and alienate ourselves from from other beliefs? Is it fear we're wrong? is it fear of change or is it fear in that we just might be wrong in what we believe? So if we're so caught up in being correct with what we do then why do so many care about what one "Sinner" "BELIEVES" in his life?

"Questions?" -Sinner
 
     

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Locked in a battle slowly losing ground desperations takes over and....   
10:19pm 03/06/2004
  well it seems to be update time!! well thats all cause im tired.... jk. Well i've been chillen and busy and the same time. understand that concept? it means ive been doing things but doing them casually not in a rush or something like that lol. lets see jesse's still here its all good im surprised he hasnt annoyed me yet i guess its cause were just that cool. he got a job yesterday and im still looking dammit. to bring me down a bit my neighbor and good friend phil is moving sometime this month and thats a total bummer. its felt like hes been here for yrs but he will still come over and chill he said. well ive been going to school and its all going good. still on a happy one lol. been hanging out with deana its all been fun. kinda confused bout somethings with that but im not gonna reveal that to the world. well i guess thats all for this update


looking around fear in his eyes he ponders his choices before he dies. were they right? was he correct? As these questions race though his mind he begins to fret. shaking at his knees as he stands at the gates. awaiting his judgment wonders if his life change came too late 2nd to the next the guy in front damned hears his screams just before he lands. the flames lapping out of the ground he stands in position as he hears this sound..."You led a life of sin and blasphemy you denied god and yet your here. What do you think your judgment will be? Will it be heven of hell where you spend eternity?" the man with confusion riddled on his face nervously replies with a little hast, " This grand decision you leave upon me? What shall i say to allow me in? should i mention my good deeds and how i turned my life around or should i tell it all and risk going under ground?" Just then he realized what the answer should be. He replied with great clarity his choice for the final decision...."I by no means have lead a life of religion or a life of the good i've done my share to make the world worse. I've denied god in my times of need and turned to drugs and hate to numb the pain. I stand before you afraid of my fate I know my decisions were not too late. I found god and cleaned up my life but yet their are better who deserve that light. I stand here before you no longer afraid, I accept my decision to be put in the dark for I am not worthy to walk through that lot." St. Peter looked upon this man standing firmly before him reached for his pen and wrote down his judgment. The ground starts to rumble and the man blacks out... was his answer wrong or correct? you make the call...as for me i'm peter and for me their was no flaw. He would have passed the gates if thats what he asked for god gave us free will to choose our paths. No answer you choose no choice you can make will deny you hevens gates.
-Sinner "At The Gates"
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
"everyday is anothr day and i can never seem to find my way to the place i was when happiness left..   
10:58pm 12/05/2004
  ..but i found a new place close to where i am a place i can find if i lose my way. if i close my eyes i can see it i can sense it and i can live it...."_random thought of the moment

i guess ill update since its been soooo long....well nothing going on as ussual when i do these casual posts...school starts the 25th of this month and i cant wait. its gonna be wierd being back in classes again but yet itll be different cause theres more on the line this time around. the 20th i'll be going there for orientation and to get my books and schedule (i wonder how my clases are set up..hmm?) i still need a job to pay for my monthly tuition to the school :( rite aid called me gave me their screening number so i called answered everything correctly i beleive but i was shot down without a reason why...i believe it was because on the app i listed working at the convention center as previous work turned it in saying they could call then was fired :-/ oh well i have plenty more apps to turn in but that just got my hopes all up and shattered them like a crystal ball hit with a baseball bat! been talking to old friends who i havent talked with in a while met an old friend from freshmen yr and been hanging out with her for a bit its all been fun. been hangning out with friends been doing chores and fighting the urges to yell back at family and alls been good. im actually happy again with where i am and where im going. i feel closer to my friends even though i know some are keeping secrets i wish they could trust me like i trust them but hey we all have our little quirks. i know i lie to some of my friends one in particular but i cant say what i hide cause it will not help anything at all. but off that lets see i have a dentist appointment tomorrow at 10:30am oh yippy i get to go and be told what i already know "your wisdon teeth need to come out" my bottom left is killing me its slanted and poking through on both sides of the gum and all the others are barely doing anything its pissing me off extremely....does anyone else find it funny i have my best times when im uncomfortable and acting wierd then when im comfortable and mentally collected? i do. but its so much fun to just belt out "its odd like flip-flops on a fish" for no reason or to bounce in a car waving like an idiot with a stupid smile on ur face at an old lady trying to speed away from you when in the car your in your blasting some catchy japanesse song that makes you want to bounce your ass off!!

well i guess thats all if anyone who reads this and i havent talked to in such a long time is thinking i dont like them or somethign think differently ive been out lately and trust me i mis all you who i talked to even the ones who think im insane or i made u feel paranoid what ever the reason well this is Greg not Sinner who is having the time of his life at the moment (i guess im getting my early teen yrs enjoyment now :)) saying see ya all later and have a fine and dandy day

-Greg

"it seems every day when the sun sets im left out in cold with no where to go with nothing but a shallow grave to call home. i stare longingly into the hole and i feel fear as i know its almost time. suddenly i feel my pulse quicken and i know im wrong the time hasnt come. i put down the gun look around and watch as my nightmares fade away and the demons chasing me collapse into themselvs and to top it off the sun rises and...i wake up. nothing changed just a new day same shit but this time i have a little more hope a little bit more energy this time i feel like i can make it, this time i think "hey just a bit longer my time will come happiness will be mine" just a bit longer seems like forever when faced with depression every day but i face it i embrace it i need it to tell my self this cant be all im here for. soon someday soon i know my wait wont be for naught someday i will have my happiness and ill share it all with you, if you do the same with me..."
- Sinner
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
that one word says it all...   
02:10pm 11/04/2004
  FUCK!! that pretty much explains it all. Nothing goes well nothing goes quite bad enough but yet just enough to cause some sort of annoyance. sitting here nothing going on. zoning out then back in just long enough to realize i was not here. where was i? im not sure somewhere where i was captivated for what seemed long hrs of nothingness. people always ask whats wrong when i do that but i cant explain what it is i dont know what it is its just somethign i do that is soo relaxing. stare off into the colors of life, the blues the greens of nature, but somethings been different with it lately i stare off and i see my beloved colors my peaceful world but then it changes slowly then more rapid...the colors fade dull, life seems to be dragged out stretching reality so thin that im not sure at what im looking at anymore. just something there thats mangled and disformed something only i seem to see. could this be truth bout life? or bout me? im confused still and have just a bit more clarity. ive established a direction for my life but its not official i have paper work to file and dates to keep. well i'll be leaving with this last thought.... what is it thats warped and twisted...reality or my own sic mind?  
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
quench my thrist with absynth, depression is all but MYTH   
11:19pm 04/04/2004
  (this is something i woke up writing... well not really wake up i was in between sleep and conscious and realized i was writing...took me 30min to figure out what it said when i was done)



well where to begin... It's back like a sudden rush of an over used phrase. I'm alone, scared and dont know what to do. Places and people to turn
to are all too few when it feels as if no one cares. No ones here for me anymore like they used to be in the past. They know what they're doing...which
leaves me out on my ass. I have no direction, I've lost control. I fear my present and my future for it's all so unknown. Can't someone come back and
help me let go? Let go of the worries, let go of the fear and of my childish nature and help me clear the thoughts that haze my mind, to lead me to a
tomorrow with clarity direction. I need someone now more then ever someone come back dont leave me alone forever...

This isn't a poem or a lyrical rant it's just me thinking bout the stress on my chest

Do you remember when we first met? Just two poeple in class who never would have thought what happened would. We became quick friends as close
as can be. I told you I loved you but knew it could never be. You were my first kiss as well as one of my first true best friends. We talked to each
other for hours connecting days in one long conversation. I told you your gorgeous cause to me you were the top but then tragedy struck our bubble
of a perfect friendship popped. I blame my self for the loss of what we once had the closeness and trust. I'm trying hard to keep the lingering remains
together, trying so hard to regain what we once had but i feel it it's slipping, fading, falling away. Someday I hope we're back to how we were but the
memories of how we were are fading, clouding up like rising smoke from burning crucifix; turning into something unclear. Were we as good as friends as I
thought or was it all an illusion, a trick of the mind between two people who had found a friend in one another, a companion, a keeper of secrets, a teller
of no lies, a person to go to when they needed a cry. An illusion? No. What was there was real but like so many other things I fucked up. I feel I've lost
you forever and with that I cant deal cause if its true then all i have are memories but with no one to reminice. All I have are my memories...my memories...
and nothing...no one else.
 
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
lack-a-whack-slack and smack   
08:53pm 25/03/2004
  i know i know its been a long time...i just dont have much time or when i do i dont think of updating sorry.

well lately ive been having problems. my anger is unchecked, i was fired from work, me and my mom argue almost all the time, my sleeping and eating patterns are off, i still dont know what to do with my self i have no plans for the future and i hardly talk with anymore and feel so alone. well only pluses are that im ussually alone so i cant piss anyone off but yeah so imma go now just wanted to update since i hardly talk with alot of you...again sorry for it.

-Sinner
 
     

(1 Subliminal Thought | Lost in my Mind)

 
...O_o;;   
06:02pm 17/02/2004
  "@050 Feb.11.2004 04:12:26pm pst
you know who you are


this entry is for uhm....bob, you know who you are! lol
ok uhm.....i just met bob, but it doesn't seem like it, he's really cool, and always makes me happy when he talks to me no matter how bad a day i'm having, bob needs to get his LICENSE so i don't have to do all the driving! haha, well i don't know what to write, i know this picture is on my melo already, but i had to put it in this entry for ya. "


if only i was bob >_>
 
     

(1 Subliminal Thought | Lost in my Mind)

 
   
02:07pm 15/02/2004
  just a quick update...i cant trust someone like i used to now...she lied to me for so long and i cant handle that...chelsea prove to me ur not just lying straight to my face...prove to me...  
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
meh, fuck it!   
06:34pm 14/02/2004
 
music: BHC- I am a Cloud
i beileve i found a "friends" journal but i guess were not friends cause even though i asked to be kept on i was still removed and i guess this explains the supposed accidental removal a month or so ago...what ever though im tired of people shutting me out and feeling good bout it why the fuck cant any one tell me to my fucking face? is it too much fun seeing me try or is it far too easy for u people to jsut forget me, if thats the case why were we even friends?! but guess what! im sick and tired of bout half the people i talk to or called friend im outta that shit depression i was in for so long now i truly dont give a shit all i hear is the same bullshit even after i told alot of u that im not just here to hear ur bout ur crap life u continued or in a few cases just IGNORED me...i should update bout other things as well since im here huh? well melissas mad at me, emilys in trouble, my job still(!) owes me fucking money, im still fixing comps to the best i can, i cant remember if i posted this last time but i lost 20 or so lbs! but meh fuck it! (<---its my new motto!) ill update again eventually....btw check out the sound of boyhitscar and depswa....two kick as fucking bands that rock with more than just "oh pity me so i can sell my soul 'for the band'"
 
     

(1 Subliminal Thought | Lost in my Mind)

 
see the sun set, with its fading sky; see all life fade through these eyes...   
10:38am 08/02/2004
  well lets see lots happened sicne the last actual update....ive been with my job now and its all good minus the fact they keep screwing me over in hr and pay but we're getting that squared away. blurty once again acts as a meeting service, since thanks to blurty i met a really cool girl names emily. she doesnt live too far away and we actually get to hang out in person its so cool. i bleieve i just lost a good freind cause of my personality but maybe this is for the best i dont want to interfere with her life any more than i have...but the least she could do is tell me her self bout it. yeah the lack of updates i cant explain i just feel the need to come here like i used to do....but those of u who have friends only please dont remove me for i still come in and check ur journals i just dont post much. ive been fixing up peoples computers for them so if any one has a comp (near me) that needs a lookin at contact me and ill try to help. my computers still running smoothly :) i now have 24dvds and still not a single ps2 game but who cares i like dvds better. i havent really stolen anything in quite sometime i guess my kleptoness is dropping out....well i guess this is all im feelin kinda down and tired come on people IM me or something!  
     

(Lost in my Mind)

 
>_>    
06:17pm 17/01/2004
 
mood: apathetic
music: balto's quest
well yeah its been alooooooong long while hasnt it? well lets catch up here shall we? for along time i did nothign 'cept hang out with friends and we dont need details on that then i hung out with lindsay which was great then back to the routine of nothing went to bryman college checked out the plans and stuff cant take a course yet thought oh well still working at the convention center and thats it for catch up....today i went to work and had know clue were i was going or what i was doign so i left and went home i know thats bad but oh well it was a day i vlunteered for so fuckit but yeah thats it and im done im tired lots of crap lots of nothingness so see ya

-Sinner



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Congratulations! You're Sam!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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You are not crazy my friend, You are but one of my
kind! Good for you. You insist that you aren't
insane, but a sane mortal would be smart to
stay out of your path. Your lust for blood is
insatiable, and you prefer the dark nightime
streets and the quiet of classical piano music.
You are an eighteenth century vampire. Wow.
glad to find more like myself.


Insanity: What form are you?
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