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I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which I'm dying...
are the best I've ever had.

My TV lies to me... I don't appreciate it. [02 Apr 2003|07:58pm]
Okay, so I've been going to random journals and posting things again.

Someone shoot me. I'm going to Bri's house this Friday, I think.
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I <3 Jimi. (Not Jenny, Kate-face.) [02 Apr 2003|06:18pm]
"I'm gunna put a curse on you and all your kids will be born completely naked!!!" -Jimi Hendrix

"You have to forget about what other people say, when you are supposed to die, or when you are supposed to be loving. You have to forget about all these things. You have to go on and be crazy, craziness is like Heaven..." -Jimi Hendrix

"Wow, Avril Lavigne is so tough that she got kicked out of a club. What club was that? I'm guessing it was the Mickey Mouse Club, since that's about as hard-core as she is." - Nick McCormac
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Kate would like this, I hope. [02 Apr 2003|05:54pm]
I think you did your essay on this a while back, if I'm right:

"Fear makes strangers of people who would be friends."
- Shirley MacLaine
Look right through me... - (2)

Quotes... [02 Apr 2003|05:45pm]
"There is a level of cowardice lower than that of the conformist: the fashionable non-conformist." -- Ayn Rand

My god, that is so very true!
Look right through me... - (1)

Random... [02 Apr 2003|05:38pm]
Paul: Look, it's a school of whales.
Ringo: They look a little bit old for school.
Paul: University then.
Ringo: University of whales.
John: They look like drop-outs to me.
- Yellow Submarine
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Speaks for itself. [02 Apr 2003|05:28pm]
If I don't write to empty my mind, I go mad. / Lord Byron.
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I'm so bored of education, I'm so bored of you. [02 Apr 2003|04:33pm]
I'm really getting bored of my classes.

2nd Trimester Grades

Pre-IB Soc. Studies: C+ (I was a pleasure to have in class...)
Japanese: A-
Physical Science: A-
Algebra 1: F
MiCroSoft: P
Pre-IB English: C
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Be my muse and inspire me. [02 Apr 2003|04:29pm]
Deja Vu. I have an idea for my short story.
Deja Vu

Is it true that drugs and mentel disorders make the greatest stories of all?
Deja Vu?
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I talked to Danny yesterday. [02 Apr 2003|04:27pm]
Have you ever noticed how human beings are ever-chaning? Look at yourself, have you changed over the years? You'll have a belief and then it'll change. You'll not agree with the past things you've done or said. Everyone does it. Life is strange, I'm a teenager caught in the middle. And I used to be so sure of myself. I think I've finally caught up with that time in life where you don't know what to think anymore. I can decide on some things anymore, I can't fully believe the things I used to. Too many conflicting thoughs. Too many different opinions. I don't even know what this war is on anymore. I used to be Pro-War. I used to be Pro-Peace. Now I just don't want people to die. But that's okay. Because I'll be certain once again. Even if it's a mistake. I'm human and I make mistakes as everyone else does. The world is full of ignorance. The world is full of boredom. Full of hate, full of death. It'll never change until we annhiliate ourselves.

(Because we're only gonna die from our own arrogance.)

I asked if the reality of Candide was true.
I was told that it goes on even now.
I was horrified.

Life shouldn't be so terrible. People take it for granted. Nothing will ever change though.

(It's my truth and if I tell you what it is, it won't be the truth anymore.)
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It's all been done before... Fuck this ham! [01 Apr 2003|07:09pm]
I need to write a story for Sparks, but all my ideas have already been done before, damnit. Um, I really miss Philip and he should go to school tomorrow... Asuka = Sad.

I need to April Fools someone...but I horribly suck at them. :/
Look right through me... - (1)

sjlfsjdflkj [31 Mar 2003|04:36pm]
I fucking love the Ducky Boys.

(Random.)
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Attentio`n Attentio`n [30 Mar 2003|03:57pm]
It has come to my attention that a friend of mine's father has been reading my journal and making assumptions. Apparently, he has been saying that I was a bad person because of some of the things I do, like having sex. As for me, I find nothing wrong with it as it keeps me from falling into a depression. It keeps me content and I need the affection. But, I understand that my friend's father is worried that her daughter may fall into a crazy world of sex and drugs and all that jazz. For one thing, my friend is so much smarter then that to which I greatly admire. She is one of the smartest people I know and I really respect her for it.

The majority of my friends smoke pot, they are great people whom are not immature as the rest of the freshmen, which is one of the reasons I hang out with them. I do not smoke pot. Just because I hang out with them, doesn't mean that I have to and they seriously have no problem to. You get all this shit from the media about peer pressure, that's never happened and it's almost peer bullshit. They'll ask if you want a hit and if you say you don't smoke, they're perfectly fine with it. They don't run around forcing you to do shit.

I can deal with myself, just like I've been doing for many years. I know that happiness follows saddness and it will be an on going circle forever.

I am old enough to make choices and I can't comprehend the older generations warnings. I believe that the mind sets are different. I believe in experiencing all there is to experience. If I get fucked over, that's life. It'll be something I've experienced and I will be able to grow from it. You can't just say, "don't do this, I did it before and it was bad" because that person won't comprehend it and do it anyways. The only way for a baby to learn not to touch fire is after the baby touches it and learns by experience.

If I ever have kids, I hope I'll still be able to think the way they do at their age. Because, if I can't...then it would make it so much harder to be a better parental.
Look right through me... - (4)

lsdkfs;lks; [30 Mar 2003|12:19pm]




You are Xianghua -

You're used to people telling you that you're cute because you simply are!
Your love for beauty and all things social makes you a positive force amongst any group of people.
Although you may seem delicate and fanciful on the outside, you're a lot stronger than people
think you are. Purity, inner strength, and a sense of aesthetics is what makes you Xianghua.


Which Soul Calibur character are you?


this quiz was made by david park
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ROAR! [30 Mar 2003|12:06pm]
Voine
is a
Fruit-Eating Pirate Monkey


...with a Battle Rating of 9.1



To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Voine, enter your name:

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I used to have a crush on that boy from Never Ending Story.. [30 Mar 2003|11:32am]
...I really need to go do something today.
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I missed Seattle... [29 Mar 2003|11:25am]
Aw, I woke up at Philip's house, it was nice. For some reason...I always wake up early and actually wake up at someone else's house. It's weird. Hm... We played CS, CS rocked my socks. dkfjkjlks Wanna play more now. Anyhoo...we left for that store thing at 11 and my mom took me home to take a shower 'cause we had to go to Seattle today. Yeah...we went to a few mall's cause my mom had to get stuff. Went to the Supermall and I got some jeans and spme black mary jane-like shoes. Went to REI in Seattle and I got some Dakaine gloves for $40, they're so fucking nice. I climbed that big rock too. I did the vertical way up and I could only go about half way. I really felt uncomfortable being so high up. ;_; Oh, well. Kenji barely got off the ground before he had to get down. We ate at Shoreline, good Chinese food. Meh... Yeah, that was about it. I wanted to go to Uwajimaya but we didn't. I got to listen to my music in exchange for my mom stopping at Supermall again.

Tired...
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Happy Friday, Happy Birthday.. [28 Mar 2003|11:16am]
Hm... A bunch of people went to Chris' house after school today to go to his birthday party. It was fuckin' awesome. Chris played guitar...Mike played guitar and Chris' dad played the harmonica and they did blues. Michael's friend B-Boxed for us. Aw, man. It was cool. Corey and I had a great video game conversation and Megan and Kira made fun of us. We all ran around the beach and stuff too, lots of fun. I am a sneaky whore, I stayed at Philip's house that night. Told mom I was going to be at Kira's. It worked. Oh, we played Halo at Aaron's house, he fucking owned us. It was cool though.
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Yeah! [27 Mar 2003|08:10pm]

Your Hedwig song is: Wig in a Box!
Your Hedwig song is: Wig in a Box!


Which ''Hedwig'' song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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Fill this out and leave it in a comment or something.. [27 Mar 2003|04:35pm]
Fill this out about me and leave it in a comment. (I got this from Toria.)

1. My name:

2. Where did we meet?:

3. Take a sab at my middle name:

4. How long have you known me?:

5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?:

6. Do I smoke?:

7. What’s my favourite colour?:

8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?

9. My age?:

10. Mi birthday?:

11. Color Hair?:

12. Color eyes?:

13. Have you ever had a crush on me?

14. Have you ever been jealous of me?

15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?:

16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?

17. What’s my fav type of music?:

18.What’s one of my fav things to do outdoors?:

19. Am I shy or outgoing?

20.Would you say I’m funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?:

21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:

22. Would you consider me a friend?:

23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam,
snobby, or something else?:

24. Have you ever seen me cry?:

25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?

26. Are my parents still together?:

27. Do I have a nice butt?:

28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?

29. Do you love me?:

AM I………. ?!?!?!?

31. Quiet or loud?

31. Short or Tall:

32.Weird or original:

33. Smart or stupid?

34. Boring or Fun?

35. Attractive or Unattractive?

DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)

36.A psycho?

38.Athlethic?

39. A nerd?

40. A slut?

41. Ghetto?

42. A *itch?

43. Two-faced?

44. Obnoxious?

45. Immature?

46. Mature?

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

47. What do you think I’ll be when I grow up?

48. A) Do you think I’ll get married?

B) If you do…Who do you think I’ll marry?

49. When is my birthday?

50. Who is my best friend?



51. What song(if any)reminds you of me?

52. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?

53. If you could rename me, what would my name be?

54. Have you ever had a dream about me?

55. A feature that you like about me:

56. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

57. Algo que me caracterice?

GIRLS ONLY ANSWER QUES 58,62,69 and 70 (don’t think u wanna answer the other
ones lol)

58. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?

59. Would you ever kiss me?

60. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?

61.Do you ever think about me off-line?

62. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?

63. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?

64. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?

65. Do you want me?

66. What word do I say all the time?

67. Is there anything you’d like to say to me?
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Stamp me up Bitch! [27 Mar 2003|03:29pm]
Kate iggity a grand master bizzo of hip-hoppity hop, yo. Peace out War out. (?!)
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children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
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