Eva's Journal

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

12:38AM - I Give Head To Posers

HEY!!!

um, today i went into sa to look for a drum set...and i saw some really badass drum sets...hmmm, lets see, today i went to Krazy Kat Music, and SpaceTone Music...

YESTURDAY, i went to some different drum shops...i forgot the names of them already though, god damn, i need to somehow get a better memory (mabye its from the doobie, but that will never go)...

OH YEAH!...i passed my drug test, and i was very excited about that...

aaaaand if you are into drums then i will post some of the drum sets that i have seen in my ventures for drum sets...theyyyy are:

1.)5 Pc Premier set with hi-hat stand, snare stand, and pedal(<$399); symbols separate(<$150)
2.)Yamaha Stage Custom Standard set with snare stand, cymbols(<$699)
3.)Acclaim Set with everything(<$355)
4.)Premier Resonator Kit, with NO holes(woohoo!) 60's Model(<$400)
5.)Sonar Kit, 4 toms and bass, 100% German made(<$700)

^yeah, those are just some of the drum sets that me and my mom have checked out...
now that my mom has quit her work, it has been really cool cause i have actually been doing things during the day instead of just sitting around on my ass all day and being bored and shit...i thought that i would hate my mom staying home for the summer now, but i am actually enjoying it...she is not being annoying or anything, which is definently a good thing cause whenever my mom gets annoying, she gets REALLY mother fucking annoying..like to the point where you just want to HIT! but you cant...

ha okay so enough about all of that...now i will talk about all of the "juicy stuff"(

Current mood: crazy
Current music: 96 Quite Bitter Beings---cKy
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Friday, June 13, 2003

11:36PM - Fake Smiles For Miles...*pain*

Hey everyone!
haha i just said hi to no one...um yeah okay...

You know my burned arm? Well, i told my mom about it because i decided i didnt want it to get infected and then they would have to amputate and everything...I didnt exactly tell my mom EVERYTHING though...i just told her it was burned and that i didnt know how it happened...so she was like hmm, okay...then she took me to the doctor...

At the doctors office i got my arm all bandaged up and got some gooey stuff that i have to put on my arm twice everyday until the bubbles on my arm go away...also, at the docs office i had to take a drug test because my mommy thought that i was on drugs whenever i burned my arm, since i "didnt remember"...

Well, truthfully, i really DONT remember what happened...but i was doing freeon at the time that it appeared...so yes, i was on drugs, sort of, i guess, if you want to call freeon drugs...

Today i was in very much pain because i got bRaCeS...bla bla bla...they hurt really bad for a while until i eat some tylenol but yeah...i didnt get any colors on my braces because i decided that i didnt want alot of attention towards my mouth...so i just got silver.

I went to this animal shelter that is like really close to my house...like accross the street practically..and they have some really cute kittens there...i wish that i could have one, but my mom would never go for that since we already have 3 cats that piss everywhere...and we have a dog that pisses AND shits everywhere...its gross..

So yeah, off of that topic...well, this weekend is this "Berges Fest" thing that we always have in this little town...it should be fun i guess...i am going to try and get fucked up...but i dont know if that will be possible...but "I SHALL TRY, EVEN IF I MUST TRY ALL NIGHT" (

Current mood: cranky
Current music: Razorblade Kisses---HIM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

1:22PM - i want to talk to clouds...

hey i just woke up...yeah...

my arm feels better today...i havent looked at it yet though...yeah, im sure everybody thinks me talking about my arm is really boring, but i dont really care, cause really nobody is reading this anyways...and if you are, then you will just have to deal with me talking about it, cause i have a lot to get out...

last night i was thinking...i remember everything about me going and doing that freeon...but the only thing that i dont remember is me getting this huge ass burn on my arm...that is the only thing that i dont remember...and really, it is impossible to get from freeon, so i was really getting scared, because i was thinking that the devil burned me...but then again, i dont really believe in that kind of shit...so im just really confused about what to think...and i feel like if a do another sin then i will either get really hurt from it, or i will die from it...lol..this sounds crazy, but yeah whatever...

yeah, RIGHT at this very moment i am watching the real world...yeah...its an alright show..but its definently not the "real world"...i mean since they are living in paradise...

okay well i am going to go sit around and tend to my arm..blaaa

PEACE & LOVE---Eva

Current mood: confused
Current music: Time to Think---The Casualties
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1:45AM - Late Night

today was pretty eventful i guess...

does anybody know what freeon is? the shit you get from your air conditioner...okay well, i did some of that shit yesturday and i burnt my arm really really bad, like mother fucking 3rd degree burn...well i woke up this morning and i looked at my burn and there was a fucking bubble...and then little bubbles all around it...i was like oh my god this is fucking GROSS!!! cause really...it was gross.. okay well anyways, i was like popped the bubble, and it made it feel better, and it didnt hurt....so yeah.

...then after that i put my long sleeved shirt on (in the middle of summer) so no one would see my burn (mom, dad, sister)...and i went to see Finding Nemo with my mom and sister...it was like really sad...i almost cried at some parts, and it really taught me a lesson...but im really not quite sure what that lesson was so yeah...okay...

NEXT i came home and watching The Tom Green Show with my dad...Tom Green kicks some serious ASS!!! he is so funny, love to tom, love to tom!

NOW i am just sitting here at 1:53 am making a journal thingy because i have no life except for the intrests that you see under my intrests section thingy...and i am talking to my friend online who is drunk...it is pretty funny...aaahhh yeahhhh okay well...i like this journal...i have a lot to say, and now i can finally get it out...

ADVICE: NEVER do freeon...EVER...really, and if you do do it, then be very careful and dont burn yourself like a stupidnazigirl (me).....

PEACE & LOVE---Eva

Current mood: tired
Current music: the prayer position---afi
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