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i think i'm going to delete this. no one cares, no one reads it.
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[04 Mar 2006|03:40pm] |
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I'm miserable. I don't know why I'm still alive. My existence is absolutely pointless. I hate myself.
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The Ultimate You Survey
You:
1.Full name- Angela Elaine Porter
2.D.O.B- May 13, 1987
3.Height- 5"2' (bitch)
4.Weight-135 last time I checked
5.Hair color- Naturally med. brown but I dyed it dark reddish brown
6.Eye color- Brown
7.Currently wearing-Jeans, black 3/4 sleeve shirt, and happy bunny slippers
8.Currently eating-nothing
9.Currently drinking- strawberry lemonade
10.Currently listening to-Eighteen Visions
Favorites:
Top Ten Favorite Movies (In no particular order)
1.Less Than Zero
2.The Crow & Salvation
3.Urbania
4.White Oleander
5.The Amityville Horror (both of them)
6.Baseketball
7.Brokeback Mountain
8.The Nightmare Before Christmas
9.Seven
10.Corpse Bride
Top Ten Favorite Bands (no order)
1.Alice in Chains
2.Mad Season
3.Staind
4.My Chemical Romance
5.Linkin Park
6.Disturbed
7.Nirvana
8.Evanescence
9.Grey Daze
10.Stone Temple Pilots
Top Ten Favorite Songs (no order)
1.Down in A Hole-Alice in Chains
2.Sludge Factory-AIC
3.Darkness-Disturbed
4.Bloodflowers-The Cure
5.Plush-Stone Temple Pilots
6.Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance
7.Glycerine-Bush
8.Rape Me-Nirvana
9.My Little Box-??? (don't know who did it, but it was on ghost ship)
10.Strawberry Gashes-Jack Off Jill
Top Ten Guys/Girls You Want to Fuck (alive or dead,no order)
1.Johnny Depp
2.Ryan Reynolds
3.Jake Gyllenhaal (sp??)
4.Eric Mabius
5.My hot doctor :)
6.Julian McMahon
7.Layne Staley
8.Glenn Quinn
9.Trey Parker
10.Jared Leto
Top Ten Favorite Foods (no order)
1.Marshmallows
2.sour patch kids
3.panera's chicken noodle soup
4. seasame chicken from Dorothy's chinese at Giant
5.Grilled chickens from MacDonald's
6.those little frozen cookie dough ice cream things
7.pasta shells stuffed with cheese and mushrooms
8.Applebee's honey grilled chicken
9.Tacos
10.sweet and sour chicken from pretty much anywhere
Top Ten Favorite Words (not b/c of what they mean, just how they sound)
1. sadistic
2.melevolent
3.malignant
4.insanity
5.inconspicuous
6.desecrate
7.promiscuous
8.catastraphic
9.devestation
10.spiral
Top Ten Favorite Shows (no order)
1.Nip/Tuck
2.Southpark
3.The Daily Show
4.Chappelle's show
5.Family Guy
6.Aqua Teen hunger force
7.Deadzone
8.Law and Order SVU
9.Blue's Clues :)
10.American Idol (just the audtions lol)
Top Five Favorite Books (no order)
1.A Million Little Pieces
2.Dreamboy
3.The Traveling Vampire Show
4.Twilight
5.Something Dangerous
Top Five Most Used Phrases
1.Fuck it
2.I can't do this
3.Oh yeah
4.Wanna hug it out?
5.Yeah ok whatever
Top Five Favorite Lyrics
1.All of Down In A Hole
2."I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets.."
3.All of Glycerine
4."I wanna be pushed aside so let me go...."
5.All of strawberry gashes
Top Ten Favorite Animals (no order)
1.Crows/Ravens
2.Penguins
3.Puppies
4.Sloths
5.Cows
6.Squirrels
7.Red Pandas
8.Tigers
9.Black Panthers
10. Bunnies
Least Favorites
Top Ten Least Favorite Movies (no order)
1.The Village
2.Unfaithful
3.The Chronicles Of Riddick
4.Neopolian Dynamite
5.Amityville Dollhouse
6.X-men 1 and 2
7.The Exorcist 2
8.Fantastic Four (fantastic my ass)
9.Night of the Demons
Top Ten Least favorite Bands or Singers(no order)
1.Madonna
2.System of a Down
3.Taproot
4.Mariah Carey
5.Jessica Simpson
6.Usher
7.Gwyn Stefani solo, I liked her no doubt
8.Godsmack (they ripped off that name)
9.Beyonce
10.Black Eyed Peas
Top Ten Biggest Fears
1.Dolls
2.Ticks
3.Sharks
4.Dying Alone
5.Never being happy
6.That I'm losing my mind
7.Burning to death
8.Myself, sometimes
9.Wasting my life and not enjoying it
10. Confined spaces, sometimes
Top Five Things That Make You Cry
1. Animal Planet when they do the rescues and the puppies or whatever don't make it :(
2.The news sometimes, the things people are capable of.... it's just sick
3.Certain songs
4.Some movies
5.Thinking
Top Five Things That You Hate
1.The "President"
2.People that hate for no reason (racists, homophobics, sexists...)
3.Soy Sauce
4.Tomatoes
5.Car wrecks lol
How Do You Think You Will Die?:
it will most definitely be by my own hand be it a car wreck, a stupid decision or whatever. I'm sure I'll be the cause.
Thank You for taking this quiz:
No, thank you for killing about a half hour of my boring life
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| Another day.... |
[22 Jan 2006|09:56am] |
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So yeah, I've been thinking a lot lately, perhaps too much. I've noticed that I've written a lot of people off without even realizing and it hasn't bothered me a bit. I'm emotionally hurt for tons of reasons and I don't feel bad about cutting off the people that I've cut off. There are certain people whose calls I refuse to answer and e-mails I refuse to respond to. I've realized MANY things in the last few months and the biggest conclusion I have reached is that I have very few good friends, and I am fine with that now.I try to be a good person and I know now that karma is a bitch not because I've received bad things for the bad things I've done but because it doesn't exist the way it should. I need some good to start coming my way for the good I've done. Whatever, I will move on the way I always have. And if for some reason I don't answer you if you call or I don't write back to an e-mail you send me, think about it...you're not one of the few.
Peace out, bitches.
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| Survey thingy |
[19 Dec 2005|06:54pm] |
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X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (all the time)
[X] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.(yeah...I don't care)
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.(yeah but I think they were crack heads)
[X] I have more than 2 piercings.(depends on how you count them)
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.(a few)
Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[X] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[]I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[X] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public. (just the bottom part)
Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches.(had 23 on my ankle)
[X] I've broken a bone.(I've broken 3)
[X] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[X] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[X] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X]I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.(little crimes :)
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted
Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[X] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed
[X] I've smoked weed more than 10 times
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[X] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[X] I've done hard drugs.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.(I used to but don't anymore)
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[X] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[X] In general, I don't like people
[] I'm a feminist.
[X] I'm outgoing.
[] I listen to political music.
[X] I'm Democratic.
[] I'm Republican.
[X] I'm liberal.
[] I'm religious.
[] I dress fairly modestly.
[X] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[] I can sing well
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.(shot guns)
[] I am in love with love.(I hate love, it sucks balls but I would love to be in it)
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room (well I would kill it, but spiders don't bother me)
[X] I am really ticklish
[X] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] My answers are totally honest
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