| long time no me |
[30 Aug 2003|02:45am] |
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hold on//good charlotte |
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long time i havent wrote in here..weird..but now im actually not confused,surprising! i am finally goin out with gary again and we are doin very well! wooo i love him soo much...but lemme go listen to more gc and i will update this more sooner or later :-p
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[08 Aug 2003|08:40pm] |
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lost,broken,confused -MEST |
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yeh umm the other day i spent the whole day with an ex boyfriend...the boy i ever loved,gary, and its the first time we talked since we broke up..5 1/2 months ago..so happy joy me...i still have feelings for him..which are turning back to love..:-/! i ask myself how the hell can i start loveing him again when we havent talked in more than 5 months...but ya kno..now that i think of it..i never stopped loving him. but why do i feel like crying? maybe its cuz i dont think he wants me back..and i will fuckin die if we dont get past friendship this time! :-/ but hey what can i do?
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