Tourettic Impulses

Subject:	rio getting married
Time:	12:58 am.

Rio's getting married this August and I really wish I hadn't known and only knew about it when it was done. Now I have to endure the upcoming days and months with this painful thought that he is no longer someone I can fantasize about. (I have this unwritten rule not to fantasize about anyone who's married - it just doesn't feel right.)

So either I stop right now and let him go gradually - or I can do it the Ugly Betty way and enjoy the remaining 148 days I have left of gloriously objectifying him as a single man...

Hmm.

I think I'll choose the Ugly Betty way because I'm a romantic like that.

Sigh.

Seriously - I have no more will to live.

:(

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Subject:	nonsense meetings
Time:	4:26 am.

I am at that point where I hate meetings. I used to love meetings - it's a place where you trade ideas and such. But when you don't really get on with the people you have meetings with and from time to time you feel like you're cornered (and genuinely annoyed by majority of the people you share the room with), it eats a lot of your energy. So you spend your time post-meeting blurtying out how you feel.

Just like right now.

Hay. I wish I can get out of here. I miss my niece.

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Subject:	that's my boy!!!
Time:	5:16 am.

Meeh. Stop feeding the boys' brains with this gibberish. There's still a long way to go and the other teams can pip us to the end of the season. Sigh.

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