Saturday, September 24th, 2005
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5:40 pm - I want the kind of guy....
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I want the kind of guy...
-who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
-who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because
-who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are
-who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you
-who will hold you when you crying and wipe away your tears
-who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup in sweats and a big t-shirt
-who won't pressure you to do things you don’t want to
-who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well
-who kisses you on the forehead
-who doesn’t kiss and tell
-who actually listens to you when you talk
-who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night
-who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more
-who can't help but smile when you walk into the room
-who’s perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling
-who won't lie to you about where he’s going or where he's been or who he's been with
-who gets butterflies when he hears your name
-who picks you over his friends
-who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you
-who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you
-who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them
-who will hold you while we watch the sunset
-who really wants to make you the happiest girl in the world
-who'll give you gifts just because he thought you'd like it and it would make you smile
-who won't ask for a material gift, but instead asks to spend the day with you
-who'll write songs for you even though you might not hear them or take them seriously
-who'll show up at your house with a rose and tell you “I love you”
-you've always dreamed of but will never see.
current mood:  lonely
current music: Lisa Loeb "Stay"
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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10:35 pm - Birthday fun
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so yesterday was phil's 22nd bday....we had fun...although i had to work for part of the day....jimmy and him came and had lunch with me and nikki....then he went to his US meeting and came over and we went to dinner......
he got he presents and then we had cake....he's so awesome......i wanna know what he's plannin for VDay although i know i'll be good no matter what....i know that he's planning to get me something that he said will "take my breath away".....i just wonder what it is....
anywayz.....i've gotta exam on wednesday...and i didn't even realize it till this weekend and we found out we've gotta stat. exam on monday.....so much for some notice....but it shouldn't be too bad....
human sexuality is awesome....i recommend it to everyone....lopater teaches it awesome....he's so funny and the class and book are so interesting.....
welps.....i am not tired at all and things have been great....although i forgot to get a state inspection this month....uh oh....i need to get that done SOON!!!....lol....
"boogeyman" comes out friday....maybe phil and i will go see it....i really wanna see a movie that's gonna scare the crap outta me....i haven't seen one of those in a long time...if you know one....lemme know would ya???
i love phil so much....and i know he loves me.....and i'm gonna go back to reading for psych 312: educ. psych...
current mood:  loved
current music: Three Days Grace "Home"
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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11:29 pm - "it's our time to fly"
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so it took me 2 hours to get home last night b/c of the weahter....it's crazy....and 45 minute drive took me 2 hours....the things i do for school....lol.....rock on!!!
i can't wait till spring break....i think we're hittin the OBX....go me....haven't been there since summer.....and haven't stayed in a LONG time......
then NOPI's commin up again and i'm going with Phil and US....AGAIN....only this time it's in MD so it's overnight....i'm not tryin to make that drive after the show.....they'd be nuts.....oh wait....they are....sorta....hehehe
i've been hangin out with nikki alot more and i have so much fun hanging with her....we do the stupidest crap and have fun doing it....or we'll just chill and talk.....she's awesome.....i love being friends with her....she's so great.....i hope everything works out for her...and i wish her the best!!!
i'm thinking i might go and watch "Eurotrip"....it's so funny with naked old men (that i so don't wanna be seein on the TV.....or ever).....
i'll update lata b/c i don't have a crazy life like my lil sis....peace out!
current mood:  crappy
current music: Vitamin C "Graduation"
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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11:35 pm - Life is FUNNY!!!
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it's funny how life goes....you think things will be great....and then when what you wanted to happen actually happens....it's a disaster with a capital D!!! i won't go into the details of what i mean....but those who know me well will understand.....
so...classes are great this semester.....
MWF=> 11-11:50 is Psych 420 (Human Sexuality)
12-12:50 is RSTD 211 (Intro to World Religions I)
1 - 1:50 is Psych 312 (Educational Psychology)
2 - 2:50 is MATH 125 (Statistics...AGAIN)
it's not bad....i actually love Lopater's class this semester...it's more interesting than last semesters.....
i turned in my housing info...hopefully i get something so i can go back to NN and live......let's go PHILLY!!! hehehe!!!
so i'm hitting up NOPI this year...AGAIN....but i'm goin to MD....overnight trip with Phil....so much fun....i might be goin to VA too but i'm not sure.....
things are great with me and phil....rocky at times....but WONDERFUL.....our two year passed about 2 weeks ago (1/10)....and we've got his 22 bday commin up and then valentine's day (which i hate)...but he said he'd make it good. go baby go!!!
other than that not much i happening....been chilin with nikki alot....loving it....she's the coolest chic....phil gets along with her too....BONUS.....
OH...I SO RECOMMEND "BLADE TRINITY" FOR THOSE OF YOU INTO IT....rox my sox movie.....
welps....back to ready about the reproductive systems of males and females....joyful....lol....
current mood:  energetic
current music: Simple Plan "My Friends Over You"
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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11:26 pm - why is life so complicated????
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i don't know what to do with what's goin on right now....life's being a bitch to me now......I'VE GOT 2 WEEKS IN SKEWL LEFT SO THAT'S GOOD.....it's just my love life sux ass....one minute it's goin great then the next it's all f'd up...things have just been gettin on my nerves....i'm stressed out and i'm about to tell phil that we're gonna take a break so i can focus on skewl and he can do his thing....it's not like we're progressing past what we've been lately......argue daily then make up then do it again....BLAH BLAH BLAH.....i'm sick of it.......it's not just phil....but everything....i just need space....and i haven't had it....i'm outta skewl on wednesday and i'm off work too....we're supposed to be hangin out all day but i think i'm gonna cancel on that.....he can do his thing and i can rest at home and think about some things that i need to straighten out....maybe him and i need to break up for a while to get our lives where we want them....i haven't mentioned this to him yet.....partly b/c he's the one that is all mean to me....like saying he doesn't like the way i look....WTF.....it's not like i'm all crazy about his either....i just love him for who he is....but lately it's been hard trying to remember why i love him......i just think i'm so stressed out and things are gettin to me that i don't know what i want......i just know that i think i need time away from him....like a LONG time.....i wish i could just know exactly what i want......i think i know and then i change my mind......WHY CAN'T SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHAT I WANT IN LIFE.....i just want to know that i'm doing the right thing...i mean.....IS PHILLIP THE ONE THAT WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY....THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH FOR LIFE????....why can't someone give me the answer.....DO I WANT TO BE WITH PHILLIP???....that's all i want to know.....
i don't want to do something that i'm going to regret.....but i don't want to waste my life while i'm being blinded with love....how do i know it's real......i don't know what love is....i look at our relationship and then i look at others and i see that phil and i are not what we used to be.....we aren't happy like we were when we first got together.....can him and i really fix things and be happy......well.....at least wendy and chris are happy.....
he gets pissed at me about the stupidest stuff and then we get into some big fight about nothing...that's not how i want to spend my life.....i wonder if we should just take a break or something along those lines.....should we just try to be friends (no benefits)....and see how things go from there???......would that make things better or worse????.....we're so close.....he's my best friend (just like wendy)....i don't think i could do that.....I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT....
i just think that on wednesday i'm gonna hang out with him for a little while and then let him go home...i won't be going to the zoo....i don't feel like going now......things are just ruined for me.....it's not worth it....i'll do breakfast....if i wake up that early.....i don't even think i will....let everyone go without me.....I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE......i need a vacation......away from here....and work....and skewl....a place to just relax without any stress.....
welps....gotta figure out what to do bout the phillip situation....he'll be gettin off work in about an hour.....tootles!!!
current mood:  jealous
current music: Saliva "Always"
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Monday, November 8th, 2004
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9:24 pm - IT'S BEEN CRAZY
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ok...so it's been a LONG-ASS time since i last updated....well....skewl's just peachy....much better than last year....glad i'm living at home...tho i gotta live on campus next year cuz wendy, chris, phil, and i can't afford to move out yet......
yea....so chris is phil's cousin....dating wendy now.....awesome.....we all get along....lil probs with me and chris...and shit like that....nothing too bad....just normal crap.....
phil and i have been fighting like normal...going on the 2 year mark now...and i'm hittin 19 in less than a month....it's gonna rock my sox.....and xmas should be hott.......
it's been non-stop papers and exams since august.....i need some kewl down time...lol....we've been hanging w/ nikki and every now and then brian's around......
i'm definitely havin alot more fun this year at home than i was last year.....i'm gonna miss it when i leave again.....and i'm dreadin summer classes.....
works been crazy.....massive people being hired for our dept......new job time....i'm thinkin it anywayz......i'll write more later....when i'm not so sleepy..........
going to see "saw" on wednesday.....with my sexy man....and friends....
current mood: crappy
current music: Linkin Park "In The End"
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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11:37 pm - I don't wanna go out any more
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oh my gosh it's been so long....i don't know that i wanna go out with phillip anymore....he's such an @$$....all he thinx about is what he wants to do...i'm sick of it.....he never thinks about me....and never has time for me unless i ask like a week in advance....which isn't fair to me.....I HATE HIM....i don't know that i can date him anymore....let alone marry him...i don't know that he's even worth my time....he's just someone that you date for a while and don't stay with b/c he can't do anything for himself except go out and party.....
current mood: depressed
current music: Godsmack "I F**king Hate You"
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Friday, May 14th, 2004
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12:07 am - It's been freakin forever mann....
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OMG...so it's been a while since i've updated...tho not much has happened....i'm back home...been working about 2 weeks....and everything's great....i go to abbey road next saturday...and then camping the following week...(with my baby...I HOPE!!!)....
i've decided i'm not gonna look into a new car b/c in the long run i know i can't afford it...so it's no biggie...well...gotta go dry my hair...just got outta the shower!!!
current mood:  okay
current music: Rob Zombie "Living Dead Girl"
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Monday, April 26th, 2004
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9:20 pm - i don't know what to think....i'm scared of losing him...
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so this whole laurin thing is botherin me...part of me thinks she's jealous that i've got him and she can't have him...i think she likes him...and when i told wendy about it...she thought the same thing...i don't know what phillip thinks....i hope he doesn't want her...he says he doesn't...i just hope that what he really means and how he really feels....
part of me thinks that what she said about me is right....that he doesn't deserve me...that he's better than me and that he can find better than me...but then i think that if i lose him...i will no longer be whole...he's my other half....she can't have him...she just can't....he's mine and i love him with everything that i possess...i would risk my life for him....and i know he'd do the same....
then why do i feel this way...why do i feel that she likes him and a small part of him likes her....like when he liked wendy....what then...huh...then it was just attraction...but i don't know anymore...he says that when he goes out...he looks at other girls...he just doesn't touch....because "i can look, but i can't touch"....well...i mean...i know i look at guys...but i don't ever think anything about them....what do i do?????
current mood: jealous
current music: Hoobastank "The Reason"
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10:15 am - NOPI....
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so NOPI rox my sox....i had a GREAT time...minus a few things...
1. We got in an accident on the way (someone ran into Aaron's truck)
2. Laurin took it upon herself to yell at me about not being part of the "team"....i'm not in the car club...i didn't wanna go sit in bleachers...i wanted to stand at the fence...i wasn't stopping phillip from going....and then she decides to tell phillip that he doesn't deserve the way i treat him....hello....i wasn't treating him bad at all....then she proceeds to say he's better than me....like she should be with him or sumthin....then i apologize for getting aggravated...and she's just like "whatever...i get upset when my friends are upset"...Phillip was mad that he ran a bad time....not mad at me...he was having fun with me....so get over it Laurin!!!...and Phillip defended me and said to her "you don't know her...don't judge her"....GO PHILLIP...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...THANX FOR STICKING UP FOR ME...IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME THAT YOU DON'T JUST GO WITH WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SAY (EVEN IF THERE PEOPLE YOU DON'T LIKE)...BUT THEY'RE STILL US MEMBERS...
3. Some drunk guy wouldn't leave me alone....i had to go to the bathroom and couldn't find Phillip when i got back....and mr. drunk guy comes up to me and starts givin me hugs and stuff...and so i just started makin things up...like i had to go to the bathroom and that i had to find Phillip....it was GROSS....Jimmy said he'd beat him up if he saw him again....lol...GO JIMMY....i love that guy...he's so awesome...and he's so protective of Phillip....it's great!....
and guess what....Phillip doesn't even like Laurin...he said that not too many of them do...she was all rollin up her shirt at NOPI and her fat was all sticking out and everyone said she looked good...i wanted to puke it was so gross...eeewwwyyy!!!....at least i wasn't exposing mine....i'm tellin ya....she ain't commin near me...i mean...when i get an apartment with Phillip...she ain't commin over...she ain't commin to the wedding....nuthin....i don't like her and i don't want her near me....not if she thinks she's better than me....and she only just met me...only known Phillip for 2 months...and doesn't know anything about us....
other than that i had a great time....oh....and i beat Phillip at air hockey and foosball....well...just one game each...and he won the others...and we're going to a car show at the beach on May 1...and if Jimmy's not workin i told him he could invite Jimmy...it's gonna rock my sox....
well...i'm out....gotta work at 2..and a final at 8....(already took english @ 8am)
current mood:  sleepy
current music: The Used "Taste of Ink
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Friday, April 23rd, 2004
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4:36 pm - Look into my eyes...and you will see.....what you mean to me....search ur heart....search ur soul...
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NOPI...NOPI...NOPI...it's tomorrow...bright and early....I"M SO HAPPY....i hope steve's goin....it'd be kewl to see him and hook up with him and his friend there.....the lil posse's commin to get me tomorrow...well....meeting me and phillip and wawa's on j.clyde....then we're rollin out....i just wish we weren't leaving so late in the mornin.....UGH....
hasn't ne1 heard of gettin there early....i guess they want their sleep....hopefully i'll get along with his peeps....better....than i have before.....
welps....it's a short one...but trust me....on sunday....i'll write about NOPI....for car luvrs like me!!!
current mood:  excited
current music: New Found Glory "Everything I Do (I Do It For You)"
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Sunday, April 18th, 2004
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10:57 pm - this weekend was GRRREAT!!!
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so i got to go home this weekend......and hang out with my mom....except i worked Saturday from 9-3.....then my mom actually watch "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" with me....WHOA....what a surprise!!....she hated it tho....lol
today i got to stay home till 4....and then mom took me and Jess to Cracker Barrell cuz we've been sayin all year that we were gonna go....and we finally went today....lol....it was awesome...so YUMMY!!!
and i talked to my baby for like 10 min...and he's commin to see me tomorrow after my classes.....and i don't know what we're gonna do yet....but we always have fun together.....and NOPI's still up in the air....it doesn't seem like a BIG deal....but it kinda is....i mean....i don't wanna go if i don't think i'll have fun....not that i won't....i dunno....it's just sumthin i'm gonna think about for a few days....and make up my mind soon...cuz it's Saturday.....
well....i actually don't have homework due tomorrow....but i have a 10-12 page paper due Thursday and another paper due Friday....thank goodness my MWF 12-12:50 class is just conference days on MW....it gives me time to work on them....except tomorrow....well...i might....
till next time....Peace Out Homie-G!!!
current mood:  happy
current music: Michelle Branch "Are You Happy Now?"
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10:57 pm - this weekend was GRRREAT!!!
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so i got to go home this weekend......and hang out with my mom....except i worked Saturday from 9-3.....then my mom actually watch "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" with me....WHOA....what a surprise!!....she hated it tho....lol
today i got to stay home till 4....and then mom took me and Jess to Cracker Barrell cuz we've been sayin all year that we were gonna go....and we finally went today....lol....it was awesome...so YUMMY!!!
and i talked to my baby for like 10 min...and he's commin to see me tomorrow after my classes.....and i don't know what we're gonna do yet....but we always have fun together.....and NOPI's still up in the air....it doesn't seem like a BIG deal....but it kinda is....i mean....i don't wanna go if i don't think i'll have fun....not that i won't....i dunno....it's just sumthin i'm gonna think about for a few days....and make up my mind soon...cuz it's Saturday.....
well....i actually don't have homework due tomorrow....but i have a 10-12 page paper due Thursday and another paper due Friday....thank goodness my MWF 12-12:50 class is just conference days on MW....it gives me time to work on them....except tomorrow....well...i might....
till next time....Peace Out Homie-G!!!
current mood: happy
current music: Michelle Branch "Are You Happy Now?"
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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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11:41 pm - The end is coming....
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i can't believe there's only 2 more weeks left of skewl (counting finals)....it doesn't feel like i've been in college for a whole year.....especially for the fact that i'm getting out at the end of april....and i usually go for another month and a half.
things were hard for me first semester, but i've taken back some of the control that is possible for me to have....i feel that first semester was a learning experience for me....i also know that i've been given alot this past year (and it's not material stuff)....i've been given the independence that i believe all teenagers should experience....i've been given the support and encouragement that i need to believe that i can do this....i've been given the love that got me through all of my hard times this year....and i've been given a great person who took the time to listen to me throughout the year....(thanx Em for everything you did...you may not know it...but you really helped me this year)...
everyone says that college will be the best years of your life....yea well...that's what i heard about high skewl....and i know how that went....friends betray you....teachers harp on you....parents over-protect you....and you get hurt by a person you thought loved you....if that's the best years of my life...i think i'll pass on them....
there's so much more that i could write about...but i think that i need to think all of my thoughts out...organize them...and then come back later....and write them down.....for now....i think i need to take some time to relax before i crash for the night.....
CHAO!!!
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Hoobastank "Out Of Control"
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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12:28 am - it's not fair
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it's so not fair that my sister gets to go to the club....and she's 13 (for teen night)....and i can't....it's not fair that phillip gets to go chill with his friends all the time....while i'm stuck here workin on papers all the time....i work harder than both of them (school-wise).....and they get to have all the fun....well...phillip better watch out...cuz i'm gonna strike back....one of two ways....and i'll let him guess which one....
well....my paper's done....it's 6.5 pages....OMG....i'm so tired of typin......but i'm not sleepy...that's why i'm still awake.....i think i might just go read.....there's nuttin else to do...cuz phillip lied...he said he wasn't gonna be out too late cuz he's gotta get up for work in the mornin (although he's off)....but NOOOO he's still at jimmy's....who by the way...isn't even jeremy....which is who he's supposed to hang out with tonight.....screw him....he lies too much.....he's like "i'll call u when i get home"....well...he got off at 7....and i haven't gotten a call yet....
welps.....i'm outtie....
current mood: envious
current music: Britney Spears "Toxic"
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Monday, April 12th, 2004
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6:22 pm - 3 weeks left
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....i'm so excited....i have 3 weeks left till i move home...actually...if u wanna get a technical about it.....2 weeks and 2 days.....that's right....i go home on wednesday....GO ME GO ME.....summer vacation rox my sox....hopefully the weather will be good when we get outta this place....thank goodness for professors who let u move ur finals around.....ur angels!!!
phillip's commin to see me on thursday....and i get to give him his easter presents...YEY!!!....i know that he bought me "texas chainsaw massacre".....so totally awesome movie.....it rox my sox too....and he got me sumthin else...but he won't tell me....oh well...just 3 more days till i find out....then we're gonna chill on saturday night after he gets off...and he can pay my mom back cuz she's gonna buy our tix to the warped tour on saturday when i get off....then....next saturday....it's....NOPI.....and it's gonna rock.....with me, phillip, jimmy, jeremy.....and whoever else comes....we're gonna have so much fun....at least i will.....i can't wait...
so my sis's headin out to peabody's tonight....it's sad when she's been more than i have....not that i really care....i'm gonna go chill at abbey road this summer...and peabody's....(maybe)....i'll do what i feel like doing...if i wanna go...i'll go...if not....i won't.....i've got so many plans for the summer....i hope i get to do most of them....
i'm so optimistic....it's not even funny...i'm in such a great mood....well....i need to go start my 4 page philosophy paper that's due tomorrow....till next time...adios!!!
current mood: optimistic
current music: The Used "Blue & Yellow"
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Sunday, April 11th, 2004
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7:55 pm - HAPPY EASTER!!!
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so easter was GREAT for me!!!....i got to have dinner at home with my mom and sister....and i got my gifts from everyone but Phillip (maybe thursday or saturday)....
unfortunately...i had to come back to this dreaded place for another 3 weeks....
...and then phillip just told me that jeremy's gonna go to NOPI with them....i don't know if i wanna go now...i mean....jeremy's awesome....he's the one friend of phillip's that i like and i tell him he needs to hang out with jeremy more often.....i just don't know that i wanna go with phillip, jeremy, jimmy, and people from phillip's work....i'll have to think about it.....if i'm the only girl...i'll go...cuz i get along with guys so much better...their so easy to talk to and the don't give u crap about anything....so maybe i will.....it might be better than if some other people were goin....
then....i need to talk to my RA about closing arrangements in 3 weeks....i either leaving on Wed, Thur, or Fri...and i don't wanna be held responsible for any damages after i leave...so i gotta have a talk with the roommate about it....cuz i will wind up doin all the cleanin in the room before i come home...and since i will have done all that and she'll still be here...i don't wanna have to be charged for any mess that gets made....that's fair....isn't it?????....tell me if i'm wrong!!!!
well...back to workin on homework.....
(me amo mi amor Phillip....te quiero!!!)
current mood: hyper
current music: A.F.I. "Girls Not Grey"
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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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11:25 pm - AGH...They're falling....
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OMG.....this is like the worst i've ever done in skewl in my life....i think i'm slackin too much this year....but it only tends to be at the ends of the semesters....
i need to catch up on english WW's....i think i'm 2 weeks behind.....this is not good....and then with biology....i've gotta read the chapter on respiration for the quiz tomorrow....but i read and all i understand is "blah blah blah blah blah"....i don't concentrate on it....i can't make myself....
then i'm trying to get things ready for tomorrow....and i've gotta go to the libraray at home....take jess to IHOP....buy her "cheaper by the dozen"....and get tix for the warped tour in august (for her, me, phillip, and danny)......
i feel like i just don't have time to do everything that i need to do......i need time to relax....as if i knew what that word meant......
current mood:  rushed
current music: Story of the Year "Anthem Of Our Dying Day"
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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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11:11 pm - did i make the right choice????
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the more and more i pack up things from my room to move back home....the more i wonder if i made the right choice about where to live next year....i mean....i won't mind the drive....but i know i'll miss staying up and doing what i want....the freedom i have here....and being able to see phillip for as long as i can without sending him home at a certain time.....
i guess i'll just have to see how things go at home....my mom told me that i had to "shape up" before i came home and that i need to "fix" the problem i have with my sister....i didn't even think we had a problem....she says i don't care about jess's life.....if i didn't....why would i ask her what's goin on...take her places.....and do stuff with her....i do care...jess is the one that doesn't ask about me...and then she calls me and tells my mom i got an "attitude" with her....whatever.....i didn't.....i tried to talk to her...and she didn't wanna talk to me.....that's her choice....
i know when i go home my mom's gonna be on me about only hangin out with phillip....but once i'm home....i can do things with wendy...(if she's ever off when i am).....and hit up peabody's......plus i can chill at abbey road and see trufusion (may 8 & 22)......and see some "friends"....not really....there....they're just aquaintances now.....so much for high skewl friends.....
then i have to worry about gettin my room hooked up for skewl stuff....i gotta get my own phone line so i don't have to worry about making sure that me and jess each get our times online....and then i've gotta get the phone for my room....and hook up my computer.......and get my furniture and stuff painted.....and hung....and organized the way i want......and do all this while trying to have fun this summer.....
i wanna go to the beach...outer banx....2 concerts (at least)....clubs....ocean breeze....movies....and just the normal summer stuff...and while working and doing stuff at home.....UGH...i hope it's possible.......then i've gotta come out here to get my books...whenever i can......
well...that's all for now....i think i need to hit the sack....or at least wait for phillip to get home and call me...in another hour.....
current mood:  worried
current music: The Neptunes "Light Your A$$ On Fire"
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8:48 pm - stay out....
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UGH....some people need to mind their own business....i mean...i don't want u all up in mine....live ur own life....stay outta mine....i need to get away from here....skewl sux....i hate santoro (but i love em).....i just don't want people tellin me how i should live my life...it's not urs to live.....it's mine.....i can make my own decisions......just leave me alone!!!!
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Staind "For You"
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