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just another day.. [26 Apr 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | music from the tv ]

The week back after spring break was kinda gay. Started the new ballet and had rehersal for that everyday. my toe nails are white they are so brused haha. so friday i hung out with danny and ben. watched american wedding and defenitly saw parts of that movie i had never seen before... so funny. came home and called leah and talked to her for like 5 mins then went to bed. my ps woke me up early sat and we went tanning and then i went to the golf coarse with my dad and was his caddy. was fun for like the first 2 hours but then my contacts were being gay and itchy. came home and took a shower... talked to amber and then went over to her house and chilled with her since she wasnt allowed to go mom let me drive over there and i made a wrong turn. Hada girls night so much fun. caught up on alot of stuff since we hadnt hung out like that in sooo long. watched part of princess diarys and then watched freaky friday. went to bed and woke up sunday morning... got dressed.. my mom picked me up and then we went to church. came home and changed and then i got to drive down to nags head.went shopping and then sat on the beach for like half an hour wishing i could get in the water. slept the way home. today in rehersal me dale leah and resheid and jesse had the funniest conversation. and im borred and ther is nothing else to do sooo heres a quizy thingy...

-- Name: Elizabeth Ann Nichols
-- Birthdate: aug 3
-- Birthplace: Va
-- Current Location: Va
-- Eye Colour: Blue
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Height:5 11
-- Righty or Lefty: lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: leo

-- Your heritage: No F-ing clue
-- The shoes you wore today: flipflops
-- Your weakness: too many
-- Your fears: everything
-- Your perfect pizza: pizza hut peparoni thin crust
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: humm..not too sure

-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: yeeah buddy
-- Your thoughts first waking up: more sleep
-- Your best physical feature: everybody says they want my eyes so my eyes i guess
-- Your bedtime: whenever I feel like it
-- Your most missed memory: dance competitions

-- Pepsi or Coke: coke in the can and pepsi out of a machine
-- McDonald's or Burger King: wendys haha
-- Single or group date: hmm
-- Adidas or Nike: neither?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: whats the difference?
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither

-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss: try not to
-- Sing: when I know the song
-- Take a shower everyday: most of the time 2
-- Have a crush(es): yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Want to go to university: possibly
-- Like secondary school?: like what?
-- Want to get married: eventually
-- Believe in yourself: sure
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: not really
-- Think you're a health freak: not at all
-- Get along with your parents: rarely
-- Like thunderstorms:most of the time
-- Play an instrument: the recorder in 5th grade

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: tasted
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: if u wanna call it that
-- Gone to the mall?: sure did
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: never had sushi
-- Been on stage: nope 2 weeks though
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: not since 7th grade
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: mm nope
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: nope

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nyeah
-- If so, was it mixed company: yup
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught "doing something": nope
-- Been called a tease: haha yeah
-- Gotten beaten up: black eye from leah
-- Shoplifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: dont think so

-- Age you hope to be married: when i find the right guy
-- Numbers and Names of Children: havnt thought that far
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep, happy
-- Where you want to go to college: dont know
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: no clue
-- What country would you most like to visit: anywhere

LAYER NINE: In a guy
-- Best eye color? blue
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: usually short
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: not fat..not too skinny..muscles
-- Best articles of clothing: bathingsuit
-- Best first date location: movies or somewhere fun
-- Best first kiss location: while cuddling

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: nevvverr
-- Number of people I can count on with my life: very few
-- Number of CDs that I own: too many
-- Number of piercings: had belly button, 2 in each ear
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars on my body:couple but gonna have a new one soon where i burnt my knee
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: lifes too short to regret

Now here's the thing to fill out..

I ____ Beth.
Beth is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Beth, I would _______.
I think Beth should _____.
Beth needs ______.
I want to ____________ Beth.
Someday Beth will ________.
Beth reminds me of _______.
Without Beth _______.
Memories of Beth are ________.
Beth can be __________.
Worst thing about Beth is _________.
Best thing about Beth is _________.
I am ________ with Beth.

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Spring break... [20 Apr 2004|11:20pm]
All i can say is that Floridia was so much fun! haha me and leahs away message was definitly spelled wrong the whole time and i probly just spelled it wrong agian butttt who cares. haha the ride there went by pretty quick since i slept alot. the hotel was so pretty. lots of nature 2 pools and 3 hot tubs. got introule the first night because my uncle paul didnt like us talking to guys. we went to prime time tv for dinner where the waiter yelled at me for my elbows being on the table.. sooo funny. hid my greenbeans under my napkin he didnt like that either. met andy and will the first night in the hottub. they were pretty cool they made fun of us bc we have southern acsents and sat boat funny. hung out with them alot while we were there. played around in the parks most of the time. so much stuff happened that i dont feel like typing right now so just put it this way we had fun haha. we left saturday morning at 5 when me and leah got in a fight bc we were both grumpy and i was tired of her mom yelling for her to get up. got in the car and slept for 4 hours and then watched some of some movie and fell back asleep. leahs dad threw a fit bc they couldnt get the head phones to work for the tv in the car. slept some more and watched some more movies. finally got to leahs at 8. my parents came and got me and we went to ruby tuesdays while leah took a shower. still being nasty and bumming it leah brez and willey come and pick me up at ruby tuesdays and i leave with them and went to darrens... stilllllllll nasty and hadnt taken a shower in like 2 days, had my glasses on and absolutly noooooo makeup. chilled around there and watched some chris rock comedy. then me leah willey gilly brez and danny went over to dannys house and chilled there for a while. then we droped willey off and they took me and leah to my house. me and leah just chilled the rest of the night talked on the computer and went to bed. i woke up and i was asleep on the floor.
i got one of the point parts in the spring concert peice. its pretty but my feet hurt so baddddd. defintly have that rehersal 3 hours a day for 2 weeks straight. im so excited though. people are complaining bc they didnt get that part but i dont care ive never really gotten to do anything like this and theres finally somebody that wanted tall people to do it so w/e they can get over it they didnt see me complaining all the times i didnt get to do something b/c i was too tall. argh makes me so mad. well im gonna go to bed. laterr
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im counting the stars till im over you. . . [06 Apr 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | tvv ]

Y O U . .
[my name is] Beth
[nicknames] Beth Ann, Beth A, B A, Bah, Beef, Bef, Bethy, Betharoo, Bethany, Liz..
[age] 15
[age you act] umm pretty normal and sometimes like really hyper
[height] 5'11
[thing you say waaaay too much] ooooooooook
[where do you live?] VA
[do you have a crush?] yeeap
[what are you watching?] who knows
[bedtime] whenever
[most embarrassing moment] haha wayyy to many to choose
[in the morning i am] tired and grumpy
[all i need is] friends
[most romantic thing a person has ever said to you or done] hmm
[love is] something out there
[the one person who knows the most about you] Amber leah Willey
[if i could see one person right now] hehe :p
[i'm afraid of] everythong
[i dream about] haha obviously wierd things since i wake up in random places

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .
[pictured your crush naked?] who hasnt?
[actually seen your crush naked] umm no?
[been in love] noope
[cried when someone died] who wouldn't
[drank alcohol] yes
[lied] yeah
[been in jail] nah
[done drugs] nahh
[run away from home] hid in my backyard and came out 5 mins later and nobody knew i was gone? ha
[hit a girl] yeah
[gone skinny dipping?] haha yeeah
[broken a bone] yeah
[cheated on a test] of course not ::cough::
[cheated on a boy/girlfriend] noope
[been in the hospital] uhh dont think so
[let a friend cry on your shoulder] of course
[feel asleep in the shower/bath] haha yeah
[never slept during a night] yeeah
[been to camp] never
[sat in a restaurant without ordering] yeeah
[seen someone die] no
[didn't wash your hair for a week] doooooooont think so ew
[broken something valuable] yeah
[thought you were in love] no
[screamed at someone for no reason] all the time

[school] no clue where i wanna go
[where you want to live] newyork or flordia
[how many kids you want] 2 or 3
[what kind of job you want] a good one
[wedding song] some song my mom told me i had to dance to but i forget what it is haha
[song in your head] never comming back to you

T H I S O R T H A T . .
[coke or pepsi] fountian pepsi and bottle coke
[flowers or candy] flowers
[scruff or clean shaven] scruffy
[tall or short] tall

W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . .
[what do you notice first?] hair and eyes
[worst things to say] hmm..

W H O . . .
[makes you laugh the most?] Leah Ginny Kelly Alex
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them] oohhh man :X
[has a crush on you?] haha not sure
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?] boys
[stupidest person you know] haha ummm
[craziest person you know] Amberr

D O Y O U E V E R . . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] not recently but yeah
[save aol/aim conversations] noo

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .
[fallen for your best friend] ummhm
[been rejected] who hasn't
[rejected someone] yeh
[used someone] no
[been cheated on] no
[done something you regret] yeah

W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N . . .
[you talked to] Kelly
[hugged] Cory
[you instant messaged] Willey
[you laughed with] my mom

D O Y O U . . .
[color your hair] yeh
[ever get off the damn computer] Yeaup

H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
[obsessive] hah can be
[could you live without the computer?] its kind of hard to
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?] can't add anymore haha
[what's your favorite food?] Fajitas
[what's your favorite fruit?] Green Apples
[like watching sunrises or sunset] yes they are so pretttyy
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional pain definatley
[trust others way too easily?] lately its been hard to trust people

F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S . . .
[i want] to be happy all the time
[i wish] i was shorter and could tell "someone" i like them
[i love] My family and friends
[i miss] Amber V and Sarajanee
[i fear] being hurt
[i hear] the tv
[i wonder] whats going to happen in my life
[how do you know its love?] you get that feeling you can't explain and never stop thinking about them
[i am] tired as a mom and stinky

It was kellys birthday today! HAPPY SWEET 16 KELLY!!

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Its been a while.. [03 Apr 2004|12:02am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | never comming back to me ]

Its definitly been a long time since ive actaully written in here. Nothings really happened. I got switched out of my alg 2 class into alg2 part A. Alex Brad Amanda Jarret Kristen are in there its pretty fun except the teacher yells at me brad and alex for talking non stop and she is always kicking the guys out of class. her and brad got in a fight about how she is racist and he got kicked out it was pretty funny. i think the funniest was when the she was yelling at alex that if he didnt shut up he was going to go out the door and he sits next to the window and he lifted his arms up and pointed at the window and i was like u mean from the window ( pointed to the door ) to the door.. like the song get low it was so funny and we got yelled at for laughingat him. sooo funny though. Went to miss hickory tonight and sam won.. yay.. the guys were so funny.. the girl erins boyfriend came out in a little battery car and when they were talking about him they were like he loves his girlfriend erin and he riped open his shirt and he had i love erin written on a differnt shirt underneath sooo funnny. so kt vee, kt ham, rachel Granda who was sittin like 2 seats over and i didnt even notice haha havnt seen her in god only knows how long, leah, mary, my aunt debbie, aunt carrol, kimbo, grandma farmer, ms sandy, and buncha other people i hadnt seen in a while. i knew a bunch of the mr hickorys but couldnt figure out where i knew them from. o well. im hanging out with amanda D and that crew on sunday who i havnt hung out with since granduation last year its craaaazzzyy. Stayed home governors school yesterday and all of school today. wed we had governors school year book pictures so we didnt have 1st class and then 2nd class i really didnt feel good so i fell asleep on the palities bed thing and when i woke up kryslte and vee were making fun on me bc the way my hand was my finger looked like it was going up my nose. another one of my fish died... :( but my momma said that it hadnt been swimming around lately and i have too many fish in my tank so oh well haha. i went up to danceland last weekend and saw robynn and jessica and morgan and all those people. before we went over there me and my mom were sitting in the drive through at wendys and the blinds were up at danceland and i could see then rehersing and it made me really miss it. i love having my saturdays but at the same time i miss having something to do and being around those people i mean i grew up with them and went from seeing them atleast 3 times a week since i was like 5 to only seeing sam kryslte and leah all the time. then watching miss hickory tonight there was a bunch of dancing and one girl sang orange colored sky which made me miss it some more. i dressed up for school the other dayy it was crazy. i wore a black skirt with ruffles at the end, a pink shirt, black hose and black shoes. all day people were asking me while i was so dressed up. i walked into first bell and this girl lenay was like look at beth trying to be all cute and this guy was like she isnt trying she is i was like :) made me smile haha. well im gonna go talke to my dad... later

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away... <3

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Yay im at leahs!! [27 Mar 2004|12:26am]
[ mood | nerdy ]
[ music | dont want you back ]

01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: loved? liked
02. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yeah
03. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: nah
04. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now:yes
05. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes.
07. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yes.
08. Do You Want To Get Married: eventually
09. Do You Want Kids: yeah i guess

01. Room In house: my room
02. Type of music: anything that makes me happy
03. Song: head on collision
04. Memory: nags head and christmas
05. Day Of The Week: fridays
06. Colour: blue
07. Perfume Or Cologne: AE
08. Flower: roses
09. Month:Aug
10. Season: sumer
11. Place to be kissed: mouth?
12. Location for dates: dont care

01. Best Friends: leah willey amber kimberly britter
02. Boyfriend/Girlfriend:single ;)
03. Current Crush: dosnt matter since he has a gf
04. Hobbies: dancing
05. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: ?
06. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: my moms pontiac
07. Are You Timely Or Always Late: always late...
08. Do You Have A Job: not

01. Cried: yes
02. Bought Something: food:)
03. Gotten Sick: no
04. Sang: am right now
05. Said I Love You: yeah
06. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: no
07. Met Someone New: yeah
08. Moved On: yeah untill 2 days ago psh
09. Talked To Someone: yeah
10. Had A Serious Talk: yes
11. Missed Someone: everyday
12. Hugged Someone: yeah
13. Kissed Someone: no..
14. Fought With Your Parents: nope
15. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yea
16. Had a lot of sleep: not

* ? other questions
[do you drink] not really
[do you cuss] try not to
[do you consider yourself attractive] hmm dont want to answer that one..
[do you have a cd burner] yeahhhhh
[what did you do yesterday] school gsa mall
[what are you doing tomorrow] sleep.. who knows
[what are you doing this weekend] it is the weekend
[what did you do last weekend] hung with britter and babysat
[what are you gonna do when this is over] sleep

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Good song.. [23 Mar 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | until the day i die ]

I've been waiting for a good day
I've been holding back long enough
I've been hurting to tell you some things
it's not the falling of the temperature
that's making all our bones run cool
it's the breeze you make
the presence felt when you're around me

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

and I'm still waiting for a good day
I think I've held this long enough
I think it's safe to tell you some things
it's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
it's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

then you were gone
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone

and it feels like I'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
I've never seen this side of you
another tragic case
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
another tragic case and I've been
still waiting for a good day
still waiting for a good day

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and we say... [08 Mar 2004|09:19pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | last train home ]

once again ive been in that gloomy mood where everybody annoys me and i go off on people for no reason. Yesterday i drove to church and did pretty good except i couldnt park. then i drove home and almost ran over the cones. woops. then iwas driving to old country buffet and i had to get over into the other lane and my dad was telling me to get over and my mom was telling me to stop and i was freaking out bc i didnt know what to do. then i was all shook up and had to turn into the shoping center and i almost caused the person behind me to hit me. started crying in the resterant haha. felt better after. my mom took me driving at the school and then down providence road and i did better. went to payless and found some sandals i really wanted but they were really high so i would be even taller. not cool they were so cute. they even had my size. i hate being tall! . today was vees birthday. shes 16 and still dosnt have her permit but thats ok bc she will always have some guy to drive her around. haha. had fun waiting to go in exxon bc they are gay once again and will only let like 3 of us in at a time. we were talking about how they were "brown" and didnt like white people and then i went in and some guy was walking by and was like well do they like rednecks. me and krystle had a funny conversation on the bus. last week we were looking at the road names and there are some wierd names like kellyball? hahaha i swear thats a road name in norfolk. came home today and went visit my grandma for a little while and then came home and listened to some music and did my homework. well thats about it.

I wonder if you listening, picking up on the signals sent back from within, sometimes it feels like I dont really know whats going on. Time and time again its seems like everything is wrong in here..

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its time that i be on my way.. [29 Feb 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | im really really hot ]

This week has been interesting. I had black history month performance which was fun bc i got out of school early one day and then didnt have it the next day since we were doing a school performance. governors took us to burger king for lunch. chilled with Brittany Decker most of the time i love that girl. we learned this hip hop dance that wieler was making up it was fun. then i attempted to do math homework. woke up vee and talked to witt. then had another performance and went to fridays for dinner where my mom got pissedat the waitress. which was funny bc she wouldnt leave my mom alone which was making her even more mad. then the rest of the week was blahhish but i got to talk to some people i havnt in a while which was a plus. went and saw my geometry teacher and found out i passed my sol. friday night was so boring i like called everybody and they already had plans and junk. called amanda davis who i havnt hung out with since GRADUATION! last year wayyyyyyyy too long. she was already going to the admirals game with kaitlin but were definitly gonna have to chill soon. leah called me at like 11 and came and got me. we chilled and got in the hottub and went to sleep. she went to dance and i sat around and talked to her mom. i love having talks with her we talk about evvvvvverything.. then kimberly came and got us omg i have never laughed as much as i did sat night.
Funny events:
*you where good!
*kimberly has no clue where shes at when she drives
*soooooo hott!
*guys following us everywhere
*singing in the car
*finding those guys house
*driving past those guys house 5 million times
*throwing clookies at the bird
*darren falling over the stairs :omg i thought i was gonna pee my pants:
*getting rid of the evidence hahaha
*those bushes over there look like a good place
*haha 5 cars "which ones hers?"
*wendys trip for nothing haha
*duck road!
*evrbody in the club gettin tips!
*you think your a man? a man is a king and a king is ruler and a ruler is 12 inches.. still think ur a man?
* so manny more

then today i came home and layed around and watched movies with my dad and day. im gonnna go watch another one with him. MWah Beth

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This love has taken a toll on me.. [21 Feb 2004|01:24am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | dont want you back ]

Today was definitly the best day ever... i woke up this morning and was in a pretty good mood when i woke up.. walked into my moms room and layed down next to my dog and he put he paw on my sholder and i was like op! op! its gonna be a good day my dog gave me a hug...hahaha dont ask... got dressed... went to school... sat in 1st bell for like an hour waiting to be called to the auditiorium for the asembly... went to the asembly which was pretty funny... talked to this kid alex who i had met but didnt really know. went back to 1st bell after even though it was halfway into 2nd bell by then. we spent the rest of 2nd bell in 1st sitting around talking. didnt have 2nd bell. went to 3rd had a sub. finished the assignment in like 5mins so i did whatever i wanted the rest of the bell. i love having subs bc im not supost to get out till 1:20 and i always leave a 1:15. my mom was there with my tap shoes and taco bell. went to governors and had a run through of the show the entire time so i didnt really do anything. came home with leah. sam drove us home and we got stuck in trafic but it was actaully pretty fun. we had some enteresting talks and sang. got ready... kt ham came over... ate.. and then went over to ernst. omg the guys were all giving each other mohawks and stuff and there was the really hott guy whos hair was awsome nd he cut it all off. we had to take kt home so leahs mom came around 10:45 and ian came with us and we went back to leahs. me leah and ian got in the hottub and talked about how things use to be and the conversations we use to have like 2 summers ago haha. no me and leah are chilling and im getting ready to go to bed so im out...

ah im actaully really happy!!! yay this is the first time in like forever..

in your eyes..

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boomdeedoom [16 Feb 2004|11:44am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | tv ]

First best friend: Sara jane
First real memory of something: birthday partys at my house
First date: ive never really had a date
First real kiss: holloween couple years ago
First break-up: 8th?
First job: babysitting?
First screen name: ean8388 i think
First funeral: my gmas
First pet: doggie
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First house/flat/apartment: a duplex in gb
First credit card: i wish i had one
First enemy: umm
First big trip: not sure
First play/musical/performance: i was in dance recitals since i was 4
First musician you remember: uhh
Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: last night
Last kiss: while ago
Last good cry: the other night over some tv show.. sniffle haha
Last library book checked out: one for my research prodject like 2 months ago
Last movie seen: wathed bringing down the house last night
Last cuss word uttered: shit
Last beverage drank: pepsi
Last food consumed: hersheys kisses
Last phone call: last night
Last tv show watched: some talk show my moma was watching
Last time showered: yesterday but getting ready to go take one
Last shoes worn: my "desert boots"
Last cd played: umm jewel i think
Last item bought:a pepsi yesterday
Last annoyance: not being allowed to go anywhere last night bc of the darn snow knowingi wasnt gonna have school today
Last disappointment: not getting to go anywhere
Last soda drank: pepsi
Last ice cream eaten: um milkshake yesterday
Last time scolded: not sure
Last shirt worn: ripcurl tshirt

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dont you know that your toxic? [14 Feb 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | tv ]

its definitily been a while since ive updated this thing and theres gonna be time between them now bc im grounded from the computer on week nights bc my mom was mad about my report card. it seems like i keep getting sick. 2 weeks ago i had broncidus a week ago i had tonsilitus and then this week i had some stomach bug it was horrible. yesterday i decided to go home from governors with leah. we go to exxon.. pop one of my balloons on the way... i spilled ice all over the floor... walked out the buses had left us and our stuff was on it... her mom met the bus at gb and then came and picked us up in norfolk. we went to dumars and then to planet music. then we went back to leahs and were gonna do something with chandler but her mom wouldnt take us over there and he couldnt come over there so then Mike Z. wanted to do something sohe came and picked us up. we came to my house to get me some cloths and then went back to his and watched some of bruise almighty. his room made me want to go to the beach so bad. turns out he knows some of my familys friends. went back to leahs and realized i left my bag in his car which is still in there haha. this morning woke up and rode around with leahs mom and then went and helped sami pick out her miss hickory dress. its so pretty on her. then we went to bakers crust for lunch and then i came home. leahs off to johns cottage and i was supost to maybe chill with decker but that was never a def so its all good. talked to amber on the phone for like the first time in forever. got a prank call from graham derick and mike and whoever else was there. talked to them for a while and now im watching some old movie with my brother and my dad and im really craving a frosty. well imma go. XoXo Beth

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nothing better to do.. [06 Feb 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | where i come from ]

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1.) Jewel
2.) dashboard confessionals
3.) blink182
4.) brand new
5.) yellowcard
6.) Liz Phair
7.) Jason Mraz
8.) Alan Jackson
9.) the radio
10.) the starting line

09 things you look forward to:
1.) weekends
2.) summer
3.) my birthday
4.) Vacations
5.) getting my licence
6.) the summer
7.) spring break
8.) sleeping in this weekend
9.) Easter

8 things you like to wear:
1.) my necklace that my daddy bought me
2.) my ring
3.) jeans
4.) shirts
5.) socks
6.) my new shoes
7.) cheering shorts
8.) my danceland tee shirts

07 things that annoy you:
1) holding back my feelings
2) people who act like your friend and then talk about you behind your back
3) going to school
4) how much people will change to make someone like them
5) annoying people
6) being woke up after i fall asleep
7) not being able to what i want

06 things you say most days:
1.) im hungry
2.) shut up
3.) i dont get it
4.) i dont feel like changing
5.) im so confused
6.) i wish i didnt have school tomorrow

05 things you do everyday:
1.) eat
2.) talk
3.) brush my teeth
4.) get online
5.) dance

04 people you want to spend more time with:
1.) people from indian river
2.) froms from back in the day
3.) old dance friends
4.) my cousins

03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1.) where the heart is
2.) girls just wanna have fun
3.) Dirty Dancing

02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1.)Remember when:Alan Jackson
2.) make a stand: Jewel

01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1.) i dont think that i know anybody right now that i could spend the rest of my life with..

Yeah i dont know whats going on in my life right now.. i feel like im pushing myself away from the people that i was the closest with.. im seeing less and less of them. im never like happy anymore.yeah i laugh and joke around but inside all i really wanna do is go home and sleep. and when i get home and can sleep all i wana do is leave. nothing is satifying me. i basically blew the chance if there was even one with the guy i liked. im in another freaking freshman class this semester. if i knew i was gonna have to take world history and not keep going with geography then i would have just taken world history instead of being in 2 freshman classes. im tired of being taken advantage of. people think that i dont care about anything but I DO! ... i got my permit on tuesday. drove a couple times in my neighborhood and in the school parking lot but not on the road yet. im out.

i wish things were they way they use to be..

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remember when... [28 Jan 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | one hot momma ]

I havnt updated this thing in a while. my computer has been freezing up alot and just havnt really felt like updating it haha. umm over the weekend i went to see miss great bridge and chilled around alot. sunday i went off with my parents and got some more fish. it started snowing and i went over to my grandmas and played parchesse with myaunt carrol cathy and susan. i lost but it was still fun. by the time game was over the ground was already covered it was crazy. came home and waited for them to say no school monday. monday morning slept in and layed around all day in my nice warm bed. watched dirty dancing and girls just wanna have fun. i remember when girls just wanna have fun was me and jessicas favorite movie and we watched it like everytime we were together which was always... ahh fun times. Im starting to miss competitions and the people that i use to dance with. im enjoying the time that i have free now but im bored a lot more than what i use to be. i wanted to go back and take classes but they are starting recital and i dont know... who knows. tomarrow i have my geometry exam. i still have alot of stuff on my mind from that class that i wanna get off but everytime i try to tell the person i chicken out. i feel preasured to do it tomarrow bc its the last day of that class but i dont know. today was a pretty slack day. 1st bell we just read and in 2nd bell i had already finished my prodject so i sat there and talked. 3rd bell we went to the computer lab and i had already finished my prodject in there too so i took practice driving test and slept for an hour and half fun let me tell you. by time we got out of there my mom was there to pick me up. we went to the dollar tree with gauge and kendry and then went and got me some mcdonalds and went home. i went and ate and then watched some tv. now im just chilled here thinking about some stuff... ahh why does everything have to be so comfusing. well im gonnna go watch bachloret. Much love

Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking around with little wings on my shoes
My stomach’s filled with the butterflies...and it’s alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I’m never going to come down
If I said I didn’t like it then you know I’d lied
Everytime I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I’ll say ’why don’t you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever..

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its a shame theres no one to blame for all the pain that life brings.. [21 Jan 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | ive got friends in low places ]

:.. Thursday ..:
Went to school n had a sol... didnt finsh in time to go to gsa so my mom came and got me and i came home and took a nap and just chilled around the rest of the night

:.. Friday ..:
Went to school and gsa... came home and was tired and didnt feel all that great so i layed around and watched some tv. leah called saying they were comming to get me. i hadnt been over her house or hung out with her in a while so we chilled around and talked. played sims i swear that game is addicting. i try to stop playin it and i cant!

:.. Saturday ..:
went and helped with gsa auditions. mary kt and chelsea were there. had some laughs there when gnina made me do the jump combination and i screwed it up majorly and then the 2nd audition she didnt remeber it and i was like OH I KNOW IT! went back to leahs after and chilled around till she had to go to dance. came home and was gonna go to a party with willey but that didnt work out..

:.. Sunday ..:
Slept in for a change... chilled around.. went to the beach with my parents.. stuck my toez in the water is freezing. stayed there for a few then went to wrv where i saw shannon. got 2 new bathingsuits. came home and talked to willey. went and picked her up and went over to hunters and hung with some people. haha i suck at pool i cheated so bad. me and willey and chandler were playing and i couldnt reach the ball so i got ontop on the table and still missed haha. got bored around there so we went over to sashas haha i think thats how u spell his name. saw ian who i hadnt seen in forever. stayed there for a few and then we left and they drove us back to my house.

:.. Monday ..:
woke up and had me some wendys. willey left and i took a shower and layed around and chilled the rest of the day.

:.. Tuesday ..:
Went to school.. gsa.. and then came home. boring day

:.. Wednesday ..:
Went to school.. had 1st bell for 2 hours.. 2nd bell for a hour.. and then 3rd bell for a hour and then went to lunch and didnt have to go back to 3rd bell woohoo! went to gsa and thennn came home and went to foodlion with my momma. well thats about it..

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A B C's [15 Jan 2004|09:47pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | Stand ]

A – AGE - 15
B - Boyfriend/Girlfriend - nope
C - Chore you hate – any chore at all
D - Dad's name - Mark
E - Essential make up item – eyeliner
F - Favorite actress – Ashton Kutcher
G - Gold or silver - Silver
H - Hometown – Chesapeake
I - Instruments you play – me?im musically challanged
J - Job title – unemployed
K - Kids – none yet
L - Living arrangements – with the parentals
M - Mom's name - Cindy
N - Number of people you've slept with – well........ 0!
O - Overnight hospital stays – 0
P - Phobia – flushing the tolit in public bathrooms when im in there by myself...THEY ARE SO LOUD THEN! HAHA
Q - Quote you like – The greatest thing youll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
R - Religious affiliation? – babtist
S - Sibling(s) – 2 brothers
T - Time you wake up? – 7:15 in school days
U - Unique habit – ??
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – peas
W - Worst habit – biting my nails
X - X-rays you've had – arm, arm again, nose, chest, chest again
Y - Yummy food you make – tacos
Z - Zodiac Sign – leo

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Week of Performance.. [11 Jan 2004|10:32pm]
[ mood | envious ]
[ music | theres gotta be more to life ]

Thursday went to school and then to the theater for rehersal. didnt get out of that till late so my mom had to come get me. got home and got online. looked out the window and it was Snowiing!! i was so excited

Friday morniing my momma came and told me we didnt have school so i went back to sleep. played out in the snow with skler and guage. made 2 snowman. then went to rehersal and had a performace. ginnys momma brought me tropical smooothie i was so excited. it was sooooooo good.

Saturday went to odu and helped with auditions. had a lot of fun there. everybody was so nervous and we were all joking around. the first audition i was not awake at all and couldnt rememer the combinations so tod and gnina were joking on me. then went home saw amber before she left for college and then went back to odu for a performance. me and ginny colored. alot of people came to the performace. i was so embarssed with my huge cone head hat on haha. came home instead of going to dumars cuz iwas tired. took and shower and then leah had called so i called her back and talked to her and kt ham. then went to sleep

This morning i woke up and went to church. my momma tried to make me go to sunday school but i talked them into going to get breakfest with the jones. went to shoneys. came home and watched freaky friday which made me cry.haha i dont understand why all these movies are making me cry its crazy. then fell asleep and woke up at 5. thats about it..

Your eyes they look so bright,a funky flair in my appetite,but there's no room for you,my feet are on the ground,and my head is in the clouds,but you still can't break through,whatcha gonna do,I'm not just gonna stand around,waiting for you,falling through the cracks in the ground,and I'm hoping that you'll make your next move,that you'll make your next move...

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Arooga a a Arooga [06 Jan 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | 100 years ]



Me and willy had made plans to do something so we were looking for a party to go to. Amber invited us to go with her to a friends family party so we decided we might go there. mike called saying we could come over there but we decided to go with amber.we got there and there was a few of the guys friends and then us. they all left and went down the street so it was me willey amber and mike just chillin. things were pretty boring but then things got better. we ended up at ambers before the ball droped so we watched it at her house. the next morning my mom bought a car and so did my grandparents. we went out to eat and then i chilled at home.

The next night i spent the night over at ambers with willey and we watched some movies. Came home the next morning and got clean and was watching tv when leah and willey showed up and we went to lone star wherewe had a hottty waiter and leah was sitting there shacking her butt to the music when he walked up. went and saw cold mountian which i thought was going to be boring but was realllly good. then droped willey offf and we back to leahs and slept.

Leah had to go to dance the next morning so me and mary played sims all day. that game is so adicting. haha. my mom came and got me and then i got ready for school.. blah.

yesterday got to school and saw everybody. felt like i hadnt seen them in forever. got to governors and had rehersal both classes. my costume is so tight i cant breath in it and ginny had to put my shoes on for me.

Today school was pretty gay. got to governors and didnt have my point shoes so i had to take it on flat and then had ballet class.

We have a performance at odu fridayand sat. wohoo. i have reheral tomarow thursday and fridy forever . ginnys mommas gonna bring us some tropical smoothie so its all good. i love that place!

Well thats it for now.. SmackAroo

Something bout the way you look at me. made me think for a moment we were meant to be. living our lives seperately. and its strange that things change. but not me wanting you. so desperately. oh why cant i ignore it? i keep giving in, but i should know better. cause there was something about the way you looked at me. and its strange that things change. but not me wanting you... so desperately..

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Survey that i stole from brittany that was stolen from krystle.. :) [30 Dec 2003|11:53pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | tv.. ]

[ <> * % # BASiCS <> * % # ]

name: Elizabeth Ann
birthdate: 08.03.88
birthplace: chesapeake
current location: chesapeake
hair color/eye color:
height: 5'10
boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope..
siblings: 2 brothers
living arrangements: parents
pets: 2 dogs and 7 fish

[ <> * % # CURRENTLY <> * % # ]

date: 12.30.03
time: 11:56 pm
clothing: my black wind pants and a danceland shirt
hair: ponytail
nail polish?: pink
listening to: tv and my brother and matt playing a video game
on tv: news i think?
weather: cold
talking to: people..
# of people on buddylist:171
cd in player: a burned one
people in your house: my mom, dad, brothers, and matt
makeup: none : left over from today
shoes?: bare feet

[ <> * % # LAST... <> * % # ]

person you talked to: um my mom
instant message from: leah
hugged: my dad
who you rejected: chris..?
who you asked out: no one
who rejected you: mm?
you liked: no comment
who liked you: joe i guess
thing you said: its craigs phone
who you im'd: ian
ate: cheese cake
drank: coke
showered: this afternoon
cried: umm... its been and while
laughed: when me and my dad thought someone was door bell ditching and it was the tv
was sarcastic: ummm all the time?
was happy: now!
was angry: when leah droped the whoooooole pizza in dog food!
was in a if-you-come-near-me-or-say-a-word-i-will-shoot-you attitude: the other night
song listened to: perfect
thing purchased: fish
store you went to: pet smart
thing you cooked: fried balony sandwich
thing you broke: the cover to a cd
thing you turned on: computer
candy consumed: orange tic tacs
tv program watched: stars
vacation taken: nags head
book you read: my antonia
rude comment made: ahh dont even remember
person you yelled at: kimberly when she made a wrong turn to my house?
compliment made: hmm dont really know
person you called: amber
last person who called you: leah

[ <> * % # FAVORiTES <> * % # ]

color: blue
food: mexican
junk food: doritos
ice cream flavor:cookie doe
resteraunt: tropical smoothie or rancho grande or ruby tuesday
fast food resturaunt: wendys!
pizza topping: cheese
place to order pizza from: pizza hut
cuisine: say what?
candy: chocolate covered pretzels
gum: big red
beverage: sprite
soda: sprite
fruit: strawberries
vegetable: is salad a veggy?
animal: dogs
holiday: my birthday or christmas
season: summer
time of day: night
day of week: friday
time of the year: summer
place to be: anywhere with my buddies
vacation spot: nags head or somewhere where there is a beach
state: mmm
city: mmm
weather type: hott
book: i dont like books
type of music: everything
instrument: guitar... or drums
cd: man theres to many
song: not sure
band: too many
artist: whats with all these music ?s
radio station: 96.1, 94.9....
type of movie: scary and funny
movie: dirty dancing
actor/actress: ah i dont know
tv channel: family chanel
tv series: rich girls.. they are so clueless
tv character: no idea
show: didnt u just ask that?
store: wrv, 17th street, pac sun, costaledge..
thing to spend $ on: clothes
item of clothing: bathingsuits and underwear
accessory: i dont really have a favorite/
clothing brand: roxy.. volcum..
shoe brand: not really sue
shopping website: alloy
bath n body work scent: sun rippened rasberry
hair style: i dunno
shampoo: pantenee or fruitopia
nail color: pink
wall color: pink
room decoration: my pictures
computer brand: hp pavillion
font: dont care
instant messaging program: aim
computer game: dont have one
video game: uhhh....
thing to do: hang out with friends and dance
craft: none
subject: english.. just not this year
school activity: no thanks

[ <> * % # THiS OR THAT <> * % # ]

burger king or mcdonalds: burger king
fried or baked foods: fried
summer or winter: summer
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
peanut butter or jelly: peanut butter
coke or pepsi: coke
vanilla coke or cherry: neither
mello yello or mountain dew: mountian dew
7up or sprite: sprite
mr. pibb or dr. pepper: ew
ice or no (in drinks): ice
screw on lid or tab: tab
aluminum or plastic (soft drink containers): aluminum
paper or plastic (grocery store bags): plastic
pancake or waffle: waffle
apple or orange: apple
cappacino or coffee: ew
hot dog or hamburger: cheeseburger
sweet or sour: either
travel by car or plane: plane
front seat or back: front
window seat or isle: window
2 door or 4 door car: 4 doors
van or suv: suv
police or firestation: who cares
pencil or pen: pen
blue or black ink: blue
holly wood video or block buster: blockbuster
silk or cotton: silk
silver or gold: silver
long sleeve or short: short
long or short hair: long
curly or straight hair: mm i got both
dog or cat: dog
shower or bath: shower
pink or red: pink
black or white: white
hot or cold: hot
gap or old navy: neither
beach or pool: beach
tv or computer: computer
vhs or dvd: dvd
cd or cassette: cd

[ <> * % # WORD ASSOCiATiON <> * % # ]

hot: summer
window: outside
sea: beach
palm: tree
grass: yard
pumpkin: halloween
corn: bread
pizza: hut
spanish: class
movie: theater
auto: car
fire: burn
traffic: cars
school: sucks
diamond: ring

[ <> * % # QUESTiONS <> * % # ]

1. what is your favorite possession and why?: my pictures
2. if you had only one thing to take to a desert island what would it be? music
3. if you had to be in a room alone with someone for 72 hours who would it be?mohaahaha
4.if you had to live in one city for the rest of your life what would it be? ah i dont know
5. if you got to take a vacation tomorrow to anywhere you'd like where would you go? hawawii
6. if you had to wear a certain shirt for a whole year which shirt of yours would it be? my new gray sweatshirt
7. if i gave you $10,000 to spend at only one store which store would it be?wrv
8. if you had to listen to one cd for a whole week long which cd would it be? a burned one
1. for what specific reasons do you think britney spears should be slapped (you know you think she should. bitches.)? because she the biggest idoit and slut i know.... her music sucks and well i think i could probabaly go on
finishing time: 12:16 am
what did you think of this survey? it was something to do..

[ <> * % # YOU FILL OUT <> * % # ]
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why?
22. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?
27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?

Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.

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I dont know what to do.. [27 Dec 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Im just a kid ]

Last night me and leah went over to my grandmas and talked to my mom step sister and husband and then we went to the movies and saw cheaper by the dozen and we both cried during it. haha it was so good though. i droped my purse in cheese and leah stepped in it. came home and watched drum line and fell asleep. i got fishes yesterday!!! my brother came home withh 3 since the 3 i bought u couldnt even find. leah was on the phone with amber i was like i swear there is only 2 i cant find one and then i was like oh oh oh i found it and my mom started cracking jokes about find nemo....

ok i dont know what to do.. theres this guy who i really like and i dont want to like him but were really good friends and he has a girlfriend but we flirt all the time and ahh its driving me crazy. i dont want to tell him how i feel bc i dont want to mess up our friendship or him and his gf. i try not to flirt with him but if i dont talk to him then he wont leave me alone till i talk and if i still wont talk he starts bugging me asking whats the matter and i cant keep a strait face and i start laughing and i cant help it i have to talk to him...leave me some comments on what you think i should do...

"i fear ill go crazy if you leave my side"

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Christmas is over :( [26 Dec 2003|01:07pm]
Yesterday morning i got up around 9 and my dad was in the shower since he had been up for 2 hours and nobody got up so we all had to wait for him to get out. then we opened presents and my mom made a turkey and rolls and all that yummy stuff. then i got a shower and got dressed and set up my fish tank i got. dont have any fish yet though. leah came over and then everybody showed up and we went to my grandmas and ate dinner and opened presents. then we played cranium and leah and kimbo and mary spent the night. me and leah stayed up forever and rich and evan kept caling my phone argueing with us so my brother answered it and basically told them to stop caling. then we tried to watch 10 things i hate about u on my compuer but that wasnt workig and then i realized we could watch it on playstation 2. we woke kimbo up who got really hyper and we talked and i fell asleep. woke up and now im just chilling.... later

I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you..- Dirty Dancing
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