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Sunday, May 18th, 2003
11:11 pm
hey ppl what up? well news flash me and ray decided to be just friends... kissed him last nite and it was weird ... like kissing my best friend... he is one of my best friends and were to good of friends to cross that line between friendship and dating... you know what i mean? so me and the ray are bck to friends which is good cuz things felt real weird between me and him this past week.... dont know of anyone else noticed we werent the same .... but now bck to the same 'ol rose and ray ... friends! ::wipes forehead:: glad were still friends... anyway last nite was fun , had mucho fun singing with the gurlies.... and saying our farewells to the ash.. we will miss you soo much ash... you'll always be in our hearts.... hung out with the kla and the James(m) yesterday... came over to my house and we got to buffalos an hour early so we hng out at publix(of all places) and read cosmo lol was bored.. not really had fun just being with my best friend EVER and another of my best guy friends the James(m) had looonnnggg tlk with the James last nite .. outside of buffalos... did NOT disappear LOL (ash) feel bad for him... am here for him tho... if u ever need to tlk you know I'm here James(m)!!! tlkin to the smacks and both ashleys right now... wish kla would get on... me no able to get ahold of her.... o well ... ok shes on now lol i have been writing this for like ever but I keep tlking to ppl and am not getting it done lol... frustrated! right now i am sooo frustrated! ok anyways.... im going to end this cuz im getting no where will wright more later love ya'll! Kenny ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my friends! bu byes for now

current mood: frustrated
current music: any man of mine- shania twain

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Friday, May 16th, 2003
3:56 pm
me tlkin to by other big sister in ohio for those of u who dont know her name it be vicki!! i love her lots lol... hi the vicki!!! ok love all you guys ... hehe love the kla!!! KENNY ROCKS!! and so does the matrix write more later when me have time

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Thursday, May 15th, 2003
1:15 am
g'nite ya'll

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Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
9:52 pm - .....
hi everyone me is sitten here tlkin to smacks(been tlkin for a long time) we wait for kla to get home... funny how quick somethings change... and they keep changing.. nothing ever stays the same... like that one song time marches on" the only thing that stays the same is that everyhting changes".... good song good quote form song... me tlked with the james yesterday about him and kla ... he says he still loves her and i really think he is sincere with that ... way wrong timing tho... and it does look real ironic how he did this when kla liked ray too ( altho me glad her not with the ray) .... me is on klas side in this big mess... Im her best friend and shes mine so we stand together.... sisters.... the thing is i dont want her to be in a relationship that causes her to distance herself from her friends ... like she was b4... and i wish that no one could be hurt at all by this whole thing it makes me sad to know that no matter what someone is going to get hurt some one maybe a few ppl... and it sucks!! no matter what i love all my friends and im always here for you guys.... kla i will ALWAYS be here for u and i support u no matter what u do... i hope that u do the right thing tho... anytime u need me i am here... always!me love u my wonderful sister... wish u no have to do this.... but everything happens for a reason... what this holds i dont know yet but we shall find out... on a different note... me likes the ray.. he be a diff ray now tho.. more quite than normal and a little bit hasty with other ppl but other than that hes still the same ol' lovable ray... me loves my friends... MY BIRHTDAY IS IN 8 DAYS.... ahhh excitement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 16 FINALLY ok no more! lol Murder Mystery on 31st YAY! me like!!! hehe ok me go now!!! love all ya'll bu byes for now!!!

current mood: thoughtful
current music: bbq stain- tim(no not him) Mcgraw

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Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
11:30 pm
hey u guys!! well today has been great except that i have to remove this pink spotted disease from my skin! lol (pink highlighter splater on me if u dont know already!)... anywho me got called an angel.... and me helped out a friend in need! it feels so good to help out ppl! yay! me in reall good mood.... me love my frineds!!! J'aime tres beaucoup!!! Ash, Kt, Kla... my fwee bestest fwiends!..... ok well me gonna go for now! Me likes the ray!

current mood: ecstatic
current music: big star- Kenny(yes that one)

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12:28 am - its all good... for now....
hello ppl hows it shakin? pret-ty good here... me tlkin to my sister and her current beau! hehe silly smacks he flick pennies! me was tlkin to kevin... hes nice to me.... tlked to ray for long time earlier me likes him.... he makes me smile... all smiles today! we ALL got along ... hehe flag... country music... karaoke... me like it all... ouch head hurts... me have permanent headache i think.... wont go away.... need sleep.... hehe... should i really do that on sat. ya'll? .... i m pretty sure i will lol.... me likes the ray .... kayla likes the smacks he makes her smile... Ash likes the Ricky and Kt likes the benson(no call by first name no more) me read a good book called False memory.... by Dean koontz... lol freaky! need to clean room... me go to a friends house tomorrow one that's not in ROTC ... how weird is that? her name is Jill she was my first friend at NGHS so me want to tlk to her lol me hardly ever see her me always with kla kt and ash... but like to always be with them... lol "the gurls" wanna hug them! wanna see ray..... NOW!!! Smacks call me whimp me no whimp..... ok done for now!

current mood: chipper
current music: buy me a rose- Kenny (not that one) rodgers

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Monday, May 12th, 2003
3:47 pm
what is up ppl? I just got home from school... had a pretty good day lol... saw ray (hehe) i never thought that me and ray would ever even consider being more than friends... hes always just been this really nice guy who i can tlk to about anything... i mean well u know what i mean and now he's this really nice guy who i can tlk to about anything and that i like .. and he likes me... and im really happy ... and no ones fighting anymore... were all bck to normal... my birthday is in 10 days and I am having a kick ass party then cowboys afterwards (right girls?) and then the next week its Murder Mystery!! Woo hoo much fun much fun..... AHHHHH the excitement.... ray.. lol me likes the ray... hehe Kayla likes the smacks lol sisters! southern sisters! KENNY July 3 ... cant WAIT Dena Carter and Keith Urban will be there to YAY! bobby ray... have i finally found him? kla u think?
we will see.... lol :) ok got stuff to do... tlk more later love ya'll ! ... Rosie!

current mood: bouncy
current music: Your begining to get to me- Clay walker

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12:51 am
ME SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: ecstatic
current music: none bed time now

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Sunday, May 11th, 2003
8:36 pm
hey hey ppl FINALLY got my comp back today, my gpa wasn't going to give it back until school got out... EEK! thatd be horrible, but yea tis ok. Well Im in a better mood than I was the last time i wrote in here... I decided to be the "better" person in this ordeal and not be like every one expects me to be and Im going to be nice... as u all prolly see by now... but yea i went to karaoke last nite with ray smacks and kayla t'was fun... and to let everyone know... i like ray i told him last nite at karaoke... hehe he like sme to JUST found that out as im writing this... ok well no more for now if u want to know somethin ask... im trying to tlk and i will update more later

current mood: cheerful
current music: Why not- Hillary Duff

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Monday, May 5th, 2003
9:15 pm
hey upset then not upset cant make up my mind.... blah! lotsa emotions..... angry music then sad music then happy music, confusing my self.... well all i know is that im fine in general ... ur right ash, Im not going to let myself make a living hell out of my life. I am going to hold my head high and even over the betrayel and stuff Im going to just ignore it and get on with my life , I have other thing to think about than this crap... so its over... do what ever you want and that's to everyone... this is to the past you can kiss my glass... lol haha jk... idont even really know that song but it came to me lol..... im on a so so mood trying NOT to let things bother me.... tlked to ray for a long while .... ok enough of that... I am going to MISS ash when she has to go..... i really will!!! i love you Ashley, and Kayla, and even KT... tho im mad i still love you.... man im glad to have you guys!!!! ok well no more for now

current mood: contemplative
current music: Lets make love- Fatih hill and tim mcgraw

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Sunday, May 4th, 2003
11:33 pm
leave me alone about everything... do what you want i dont care anymore im not going to... i swear i will never voice an opinion again... thought thats what these were for? hmmm w/e bye amd dont comment

current mood: aggravated
current music: Im just tlking about tonight- Toby Keith
7:43 pm
OK this wont be long... I only have a few things to say... I dont care anymore.. for anyone who does ..... Im srry.... i dont know who i can trust if anyone... i seriosly think I am going to quit ROTC... i mean it... but it doesn't really matter does it? I have a lot of things going on right now that really only a few ppl know and that's only because i broke down and told them today..... I have to much things outsdie of school going on to deal with this petty BULLSHIT..... why do i let it bother me? WHY? y cant i be a cold hearted bitch who just doesn't care? y do i have to care about things so much? i trust ppl to easily.... never again.... man to much stress latley.... a lot of it has things to do with stuff that ya'll dont even know about... theres a lot more to me than the stuff that's just surface deep.... but like i said it doesn't really matter right?.... i refuse to deal with this kindergarden BS and why i ever let myself get involved is beyond me... far beyond.... there are a few ppl who I am not tlking about and you know who you are.... the others you know who you are too.... Im srry if this offends anyone, everyone else tells how they feel my turn..... but yea and i dont want any comment on this entry if u want to say something to me email me or something because right this second i feel like my head is going to explode.... bye

current mood: bitchy
current music: How forever feels- kenny
Thursday, May 1st, 2003
10:44 pm
o and good game KT love ya girl!!!!

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10:41 pm
Hello ppl... just got done making a really easy version of chocolate mousee t'was fun.... and took like 2 min ... went to KTs softball game... that was pretty cool i guess had fun ... lol catching raindrops... lol Benson ate a bug (not on purpose).... ok guys im pretty much upset right now....cant say y.... Kayla knows and i dont have to tell her she just knows.... thanks Kayla for being there ..... I can tlk to you... i like being able to tlk to you!!! your my sis I swer there was a mix up at the hospital lol.... well dont want to write i will write more later..... love all you guys.... Bye for now

current mood: sad
current music: Drive_alan jackson

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12:37 am - tired
hey hey going to bed now... so tired i ironed my uniform at like 1145 or somethin .. late!!!!! but yea... im sore... tired.. and sorta upset!!! grrrrrrr ok nite ya'll love ya .... I LOVE KENNY!!!!!!!!!!!!11

current mood: tired
current music: Let me let go- Faith Hill

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Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
9:53 pm
BORED BORED BORED you should play yahoo pool sometimes tis really fun ok bye now

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8:23 pm
need to tlk to some one...... now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sry these entrys are so short

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7:59 pm
hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it................ now im going to smile and pretend like nothings wrong!

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7:54 pm - sadness
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo......................................................................................................................... i hate crying.......

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5:01 pm - Sup?
I just downloaded this client thingi so i can write in my journal and post it later... like the live journal thing Kayla has.... but tis blurty.....ok well I don't have anything to write about right now!!!!..... just that I'm here for you James always!!! when ever you need me..... and Ash I DONT WANT YOU TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no!!!! not fair I will miss you so much! I actually do have a lot to say just don't feel like writing it right now... ok well tty guys later!!! love u all VERY much! ... Rosie( no wait only ash calls me that jk) Rose :)

current mood: blah
current music: Rodeo_Garth Brooks

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