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Nothing but the Color of Fake Pain [24 May 2003|06:15pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | A Hard Day's Night x The Beatles ]

Five days after deciding to go el natural, it hits: I'm dependent on medication and meditation. I'm starting to keep to myself again. I didn't sleep last night due to overwhelming feelings of self-hate and just pure sadness. I thought it would take longer to take a toll. At least inspiration will be easy to come across.

Keep it short.

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