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a lot of time has passed. I feel like a different person reading these occurances like their someone elses. Very weird. I love questionaires. I also love that no one will probably read this. ACE! name;: Alissa do you like your name;: yeah, except nobody ever spells it correctly middle name;: Scott (it's my mom's maiden name,) do you like your middle name more than your first?;: no birthdate;: sept. 1st, 1981 age;: 23 wish you were still..;: 5, kindergarten rocked! shoesize;: 8 1/2 do you act your shoe-size?;: sometimes hair color;: blond every change the color?;: I used to change it like I change my shoes. It's been my natural color for awhile whos hair do you wish you had?;: ashley's with slightly more hold. eye color;: blue what color do you wish they were?;:I'm fine with blue height;: 5"11 want to be taller or shorter?;: I like being tall what do you like most about your body?;: my eyeballs least?;: my whack feet. they hurt constantly would you have plastic surgery? no way, totally against it [your favorites] name;: Stella song;: I couldn't make that decision even if my life depended on it....seriously band;: same album;: there's a tie between versus-the stars are insane and my bloody valentine-loveless movie;: west side story place;: san fran and in my car driving in the middle of nowhere season;: autumn and winter time of day;: late late night radio station;: KXLU 88.9 genre of music;: couldn't choose teacher;: Amber Catherine my philosophy prof. last semester class;: English, creative writing sport;: not interested drink;: I'm trying to drink water, I consume an insane amount of soda every day. I'm a total addict food;: italian candy;: chocolate gum;: the minty kind or big red cartoon;: ren and stimpy show;: forensic files color;: pink, black, red, turquoise friend;: all of them celebrity;: not really any of them a lot. Adrian Brody is fucking hot though website;: threebrain.com place to be;: roller skating rink [love exc..] your sexuality?;: straight do you have a 'someone';: maybeh if not, a crush;: absolutely yes if you have a crush do they know;: they should by now, shit. do you want them to know;: uh, yea if you have a 'someone' - 2 dates-going on 3 LOL is it love;: beep beep beep or is it lust;:....... best thing about them;: he doesn't own a tv why you like them;: because he's amazing something you don't like about them;: I don't know if this crazy feeling is mutual have you kissed;: kinda yeah if so, are they a good kisser;: so far soooo good when do you think about them the most;:constantly at all hours of the day would you ever cheat;: no have you cheated before;:no what reminds you of them;: everything I sound like a psycho hose beast. I'm just being honest [enough with that - currents] time;: 2:25 a and I'm doing this shit. taste;:peppermint hot tea clothes;: my skimpy pjs, it's fucking hot in my house!!!!! makeup;: none jewlery;: just the yooj (usual) music;:the loud fan I just noticed now....thanks a lot food;: nothing thought;:Live journal is down and I haven't written anything on here in ages but I was reading my old answers to this questionaire and I felt an edit was in order. feeling;: warm and toasty worry;: where I'm going to live obsession;: amoeba noise;: see music [have you evers..] smoke;:yes done drugs;:yes gotten drunk;: yes ran away;: not really, I used to threated my mom with it when i was really young. got in a fight;: yes my brother and I used to almost kill each other kicked a guy in the nuts;: hell yeah, I'm surprised my brother can still function in that region, not like I'd know. bitch-slapped someone;: I've always wanted to gotten a death threated;: someone threatened to kill themselves if I didn't cooperate and date them, does that count? THat guy was a major psycho, I hope he's doing well now. give a death threat;: no man been stalked;: sort of stalked;: no skinnydipped;: yes had sex;: yes madeout;: yes gave head;: yes saw your parents have sex;: no, they seperated when I was 7 stolen anything;: yes broken a law;: yes thought of suicide;: in general, sure. Not for me though attempted suicide;: no cried;: yes dummy had an emotional breakdown;: yes killed something;:I killed a racoon on Sepulveda :( I was so sad, I started crying [companions - friends (most..}] nicest;: Joyleen funniest;: Katrina caring;: Joyleen orginal;: um. annoying;: none of them fustrating;: i'd say myself stupid;: none smart;: all of them talented;: dilean wierd;: joyleen strange;: joyleen out-going;: ashley preppiest;: joyleen dorkiest;: me prettiest;: ashley, that whore ugliest;: none gives best advice;: joyleen and dilean for the most part best friend;: k, d, and j listens to you;: dilean fight with the most;: not any of them a whole lot. Probably Joyleen and Katrina and even then, it's very minimal sweetest;: joyleen betrayed you the most;: none as far as I know going to be famous;: dilean going to the slammer;: I wouldn't put it past any of them trouble-maker;: joyleen will be the one on the corner in a box;: hmm sluttiest;: hahaha she knows who she is ditziest;: j & k in a good way. whoa I rhymed wish you were closer to;: neomalie coolest;: all of them saddest;: joyleen potty mouth;: ashley totally if you had to..get married to them;: dilean and I'd make her cook for me LOL [deep thoughts] gay marriages;: pro g. bush;:is he dead yet john carrey;: they're all liars toilets;: great place to shit rappers;: they're cooler than you abortions;: good in most cases green potatoe chips;: I hate those!! sex before marriage;: not a problem with me this thing;: a good way for me to forget what I really should be doing suicide;: selfish drugs;:high school was fun. Now I'm an "adult" ghosts;: patrick swayze ruined it for me love at first sight;: have not experienced it [When was the last time you..] cried;: when I watched Napoleon Dynamite, I was laughing so hard I cried smiled;: when I saw jared laughed;: ditto said 'i love you';: when I talked to my mom on the phone on sunday bonded with your mother/father;: last Saturday gave a hug;: tonight at work-jared watched tv;: 2 weeks ago listened to music;:in ashley's discman outside an hour ago, I freaked out and ran inside because a spider came down from the sky and was hanging out right next to my head. I think he wanted to listen to Neutral Milk Hotel too. lied;: today, I won't get into it faked sick;: never were sick;: back in Jan. I think it was were depressed;: last month were bored;: now bit your nail;: 4 hours ago tapped your foot;:doing it right now ate an apple;: when I was waiting for my mom to get out of surgery 3 weeks ago said something nice to someone;:to jared at work tonight [who was the last person..] said im sorry to;: some client at work you told you loved;:my mom hugged;: jared kissed;: jared wanted to kill;: oh lots of people LOL slapped;: james at work, it was more of a love tap kicked;: don't remember probably luke saw;: ashley talked to;: ashley glared at;: some lady at work who was ignoring her child as it fucked with our stereo and ran all over the place in a frenzy, craving attention. shopped with;: myself cried with;: Ashley made you cry;: Ashley you thought about;: jared constantly said your stupid to;: ashley for talking her dumb shit you wished you were;: no one other than me [music] do you like.. meatpuppets?;: yeah sure black flag;: yeah bad religion; not really minor threat;: yeah metallica;: circa ride the lightning guns' n' roses;: circa use your illusion ac/dc;: yes hanson;: oh yeah afi;: no smile empty soul;: dont know them taking back sunday;: don't know but they sound shitty alkaline trio;: no thursday;:no drowning pool;: for the love, NO stain'd;: ditto aerosmith;: circa get a grip and prior three days grace;: they have a shitty ring to them also all american rejects;: no gc;: NO NO NO sticky little fingers;: who>? green day;: hell yeah blink 182;: no the ataris;: no limp bizcuit;:NONONNONON red13;: no linkin park;: no, unless I'm composing the soundtrack to my version of hell story of the year;: no hoobastank;: stank in the name=bad news incubus;: no, this would be track 2 on my hell soundtrack the beatles;: LOVE THEM switchfoot;: track 3 nirvana;: yes the vines;: ultimately annoying misfits;: yeah my chemical romance;: no idea [what comes to your mind..] joe;: joe cool, like, snoopy. DUD! heart;: awesome band rain;: cold weather sounds fantastic right now blimp;: indiana jones and the last crusade *pfff rollin';: stones love;: soon? sweet;: I could be so lame right now, but I won't go there november;: hahaha, wyclef. It's the first thing that came to mind! aol;: nonsense stickey;: post its porn;: what I have to see at work all day everyday don't get the wrong idea, I work in a photo lab! beef;: yuck poor moomoos spam;: that's seriously sick dude music;: my life support end;: thank god [the end] how do you say goobye;: peace out did you like this thing, it passed the time ---------------------------------------- |
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a lot of time has passed. I feel like a different person reading these occurances like their someone elses. Very weird. I love questionaires. I also love that no one will probably read this. ACE! name;: Alissa do you like your name;: yeah, except nobody ever spells it correctly middle name;: Scott (it's my mom's maiden name,) do you like your middle name more than your first?;: no birthdate;: sept. 1st, 1981 age;: 23 wish you were still..;: 5, kindergarten rocked! shoesize;: 8 1/2 do you act your shoe-size?;: sometimes hair color;: blond every change the color?;: I used to change it like I change my shoes. It's been my natural color for awhile whos hair do you wish you had?;: ashley's with slightly more hold. eye color;: blue what color do you wish they were?;:I'm fine with blue height;: 5"11 want to be taller or shorter?;: I like being tall what do you like most about your body?;: my eyeballs least?;: my whack feet. they hurt constantly would you have plastic surgery? no way, totally against it [your favorites] name;: Stella song;: I couldn't make that decision even if my life depended on it....seriously band;: same album;: there's a tie between versus-the stars are insane and my bloody valentine-loveless movie;: west side story place;: san fran and in my car driving in the middle of nowhere season;: autumn and winter time of day;: late late night radio station;: KXLU 88.9 genre of music;: couldn't choose teacher;: Amber Catherine my philosophy prof. last semester class;: English, creative writing sport;: not interested drink;: I'm trying to drink water, I consume an insane amount of soda every day. I'm a total addict food;: italian candy;: chocolate gum;: the minty kind or big red cartoon;: ren and stimpy show;: forensic files color;: pink, black, red, turquoise friend;: all of them celebrity;: not really any of them a lot. Adrian Brody is fucking hot though website;: threebrain.com place to be;: roller skating rink [love exc..] your sexuality?;: straight do you have a 'someone';: maybeh if not, a crush;: absolutely yes if you have a crush do they know;: they should by now, shit. do you want them to know;: uh, yea if you have a 'someone' - 2 dates-going on 3 LOL is it love;: beep beep beep or is it lust;:....... best thing about them;: he doesn't own a tv why you like them;: because he's amazing something you don't like about them;: I don't know if this crazy feeling is mutual have you kissed;: kinda yeah if so, are they a good kisser;: so far soooo good when do you think about them the most;:constantly at all hours of the day would you ever cheat;: no have you cheated before;:no what reminds you of them;: everything I sound like a psycho hose beast. I'm just being honest [enough with that - currents] time;: 2:25 a and I'm doing this shit. taste;:peppermint hot tea clothes;: my skimpy pjs, it's fucking hot in my house!!!!! makeup;: none jewlery;: just the yooj (usual) music;:the loud fan I just noticed now....thanks a lot food;: nothing thought;:Live journal is down and I haven't written anything on here in ages but I was reading my old answers to this questionaire and I felt an edit was in order. feeling;: warm and toasty worry;: where I'm going to live obsession;: amoeba noise;: see music [have you evers..] smoke;:yes done drugs;:yes gotten drunk;: yes ran away;: not really, I used to threated my mom with it when i was really young. got in a fight;: yes my brother and I used to almost kill each other kicked a guy in the nuts;: hell yeah, I'm surprised my brother can still function in that region, not like I'd know. bitch-slapped someone;: I've always wanted to gotten a death threated;: someone threatened to kill themselves if I didn't cooperate and date them, does that count? THat guy was a major psycho, I hope he's doing well now. give a death threat;: no man been stalked;: sort of stalked;: no skinnydipped;: yes had sex;: yes madeout;: yes gave head;: yes saw your parents have sex;: no, they seperated when I was 7 stolen anything;: yes broken a law;: yes thought of suicide;: in general, sure. Not for me though attempted suicide;: no cried;: yes dummy had an emotional breakdown;: yes killed something;:I killed a racoon on Sepulveda :( I was so sad, I started crying [companions - friends (most..}] nicest;: Joyleen funniest;: Katrina caring;: Joyleen orginal;: um. annoying;: none of them fustrating;: i'd say myself stupid;: none smart;: all of them talented;: dilean wierd;: joyleen strange;: joyleen out-going;: ashley preppiest;: joyleen dorkiest;: me prettiest;: ashley, that whore ugliest;: none gives best advice;: joyleen and dilean for the most part best friend;: k, d, and j listens to you;: dilean fight with the most;: not any of them a whole lot. Probably Joyleen and Katrina and even then, it's very minimal sweetest;: joyleen betrayed you the most;: none as far as I know going to be famous;: dilean going to the slammer;: I wouldn't put it past any of them trouble-maker;: joyleen will be the one on the corner in a box;: hmm sluttiest;: hahaha she knows who she is ditziest;: j & k in a good way. whoa I rhymed wish you were closer to;: neomalie coolest;: all of them saddest;: joyleen potty mouth;: ashley totally if you had to..get married to them;: dilean and I'd make her cook for me LOL [deep thoughts] gay marriages;: pro g. bush;:is he dead yet john carrey;: they're all liars toilets;: great place to shit rappers;: they're cooler than you abortions;: good in most cases green potatoe chips;: I hate those!! sex before marriage;: not a problem with me this thing;: a good way for me to forget what I really should be doing suicide;: selfish drugs;:high school was fun. Now I'm an "adult" ghosts;: patrick swayze ruined it for me love at first sight;: have not experienced it [When was the last time you..] cried;: when I watched Napoleon Dynamite, I was laughing so hard I cried smiled;: when I saw jared laughed;: ditto said 'i love you';: when I talked to my mom on the phone on sunday bonded with your mother/father;: last Saturday gave a hug;: tonight at work-jared watched tv;: 2 weeks ago listened to music;:in ashley's discman outside an hour ago, I freaked out and ran inside because a spider came down from the sky and was hanging out right next to my head. I think he wanted to listen to Neutral Milk Hotel too. lied;: today, I won't get into it faked sick;: never were sick;: back in Jan. I think it was were depressed;: last month were bored;: now bit your nail;: 4 hours ago tapped your foot;:doing it right now ate an apple;: when I was waiting for my mom to get out of surgery 3 weeks ago said something nice to someone;:to jared at work tonight [who was the last person..] said im sorry to;: some client at work you told you loved;:my mom hugged;: jared kissed;: jared wanted to kill;: oh lots of people LOL slapped;: james at work, it was more of a love tap kicked;: don't remember probably luke saw;: ashley talked to;: ashley glared at;: some lady at work who was ignoring her child as it fucked with our stereo and ran all over the place in a frenzy, craving attention. shopped with;: myself cried with;: Ashley made you cry;: Ashley you thought about;: jared constantly said your stupid to;: ashley for talking her dumb shit you wished you were;: no one other than me [music] do you like.. meatpuppets?;: yeah sure black flag;: yeah bad religion; not really minor threat;: yeah metallica;: circa ride the lightning guns' n' roses;: circa use your illusion ac/dc;: yes hanson;: oh yeah afi;: no smile empty soul;: dont know them taking back sunday;: don't know but they sound shitty alkaline trio;: no thursday;:no drowning pool;: for the love, NO stain'd;: ditto aerosmith;: circa get a grip and prior three days grace;: they have a shitty ring to them also all american rejects;: no gc;: NO NO NO sticky little fingers;: who>? green day;: hell yeah blink 182;: no the ataris;: no limp bizcuit;:NONONNONON red13;: no linkin park;: no, unless I'm composing the soundtrack to my version of hell story of the year;: no hoobastank;: stank in the name=bad news incubus;: no, this would be track 2 on my hell soundtrack the beatles;: LOVE THEM switchfoot;: track 3 nirvana;: yes the vines;: ultimately annoying misfits;: yeah my chemical romance;: no idea [what comes to your mind..] joe;: joe cool, like, snoopy. DUD! heart;: awesome band rain;: cold weather sounds fantastic right now blimp;: indiana jones and the last crusade *pfff rollin';: stones love;: soon? sweet;: I could be so lame right now, but I won't go there november;: hahaha, wyclef. It's the first thing that came to mind! aol;: nonsense stickey;: post its porn;: what I have to see at work all day everyday don't get the wrong idea, I work in a photo lab! beef;: yuck poor moomoos spam;: that's seriously sick dude music;: my life support end;: thank god [the end] how do you say goobye;: peace out did you like this thing, it passed the time ---------------------------------------- |
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My weekend was pretty action packed. I don't think I've ever done so much manual labor in my life. So I helped Dilean move and it was an experience let me tell ya. First we go to Ikea to purchase a "loft bed" for her. The parts of the bed were so goddamn heavy. To transport them from the loading dock area into her car was a task in itself. Then I had to sit in this contorted position in the car all the way back to Silverlake, which I didn't really care about, I was laughing half the time because it just looked so fucking funny. So parking in Silverlake is total ass, and she's living right on Sunset and Hyperion so it's an especially bad area for parking. We had to hazard it in some shady taco stand parking lot. By this time it was about 10pm. This is where I realized exactly what I had gotten myself into. Homegirl lives at the top of a hill behind all the shops off sunset, so there are about 4 flights of stairs we have to climb to get into the apt. Good times!! So Jay, Dilean, and I all carry the gargantuan pieces first. With all three of us carrying it, we were still struggling that's how fucking heavy it was. My hands were raw and red by the time we got everything up there. So fast forward to getting all the shit into her room. We then proceed to attempt the assembling of the loft bed. We open the 3 boxes which contained all the parts for this thing, included was a gallon sized bag with about 100 screws and wooden thingies in it. I could tell it was going to be a long night. To top it all off I had failed to bring any snacks for myself, knowing perfectly well before I went that it would probably be hard to find something vegan in her place, and I didn't have the cashflow for eating out. Ashley got really sick again and they had to leave (poor thing was shivering and sweating!!). So it was up to Dilean and I to finish. We were so deliriously tired and hungry we put half the shit on the wrong way and spent even more time undoing it all. It was just a total fiasco. We decided to deal with it later and we went to that super trendy joint Fred 62 which is mediocre by the way, but it was the most accesible place at that hour that would cater to my needs. We had a nice dinner (at 2:30am!), we were going completely insane and I was singing like a total lunatic to all the songs that were coming on, at one point 'Nothing But a G Thang' came on and the cd started skipping, well, I took my plate and pretended to scratch it like a record. Yeah, like I was a DJ. I know, I know I'm a total ass. Dilean sure got a kick out of it though. She was nice enough to treat me even though it was a mistake and I was so out of it that I forgot to put my card in the folder thing (honestly I did!!). Then without warning, we just had to run into the EX. I felt so bad for Dilean, it was just the perfect garnish to add onto our winning evening. We then drove to Whittier to get her mattress. I was so out of my mind, in the car I was talkin all this weird shit. mainly about TLC. I finally got to bed at 4:30am. It was really fun in hind sight though. I don't get that much action in my life usually. Yeah, that's sad. My midterm is next week. |
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Wednesday is my last day as an animal product consumer. I am going vegan, it's really exciting, and I don't give a shit what anyone has to say about it. I am in a 3am delirious state right now, and will not take full responsibility for anything I say herein. *********** I swear if I don't get into bed I can stay awake forever, I never get tired unless I get into a comfort zone. This has been tested on numerous occasions, and I am convinced I'm the best at staying awake than anyone I know. Claim 1: Driving back from seeing Death Cab in Santa Cruz; I drove the entire way there, which was cake. We saw the show and drove back to L.A., our drive really starting at 1am because we got lost for about an hour LOL. It was Alvarez's turn to drive and he lasted about 1 1/2 hours before he started to see double. I was so pissed because we had all agreed that we would do equal driving. Neomalie was knocked out in the back seat half an hour into the drive. So it was just up to me. I drove until 9 am without any problem. I was pretty cranky though, I insisted on playing whatever the fuck I wanted and however loud because they got to sleep, so I said, "fuck you," and I listened to Destiny's Child at full volume. It was the best hahahahahah I must've listened to "Say My Name," about 10 times. It was so fucking great. Claim 2: I went out with my roommates while they did their narcotics and went dancing. We went to this club that only people on drugs can go to because it starts at 3am and doesn't close until 10am. It's called, "Does Your Mama Know," I can't believe I decided to go out to this place to begin with. It was a sort of test for myself. All I had was a cup of coffee and a Dr. Pepper. I even danced to House music! HAHAHAHAHAHA I went to bed at 9am. I was up for 24 hours straight, it was amazing. I guess in a way I kind of wanted to show them that it could be done without the substance. They couldn't believe that I lasted, I really showed them. It's so cool to have Dilean with me in school too. We've been hanging out a lot more and it's been the best. I love going to see Ole play. Ole is my new fav. band hehehehehehe. All the bands they play with are fucking amazing too. The Meeting Places are so good. Girl drummers are so in right now babe LOL Carlo and Marc are awesome too. Carlo esp. ;) Okay I suppose it's time for me to lay down. I do work tomorrow, I don't know who I think I am. |
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it was not fun and I did not sleep last night which made it less fun Now I am going to read my philosophy book this is my Saturday night. oh joy. this is not a song, I just don't feel like typing all the way to the end of the field ok enough of this shit. I saw a great band yesterday, they were called The Meeting Places and they were all hot as fuck. Not to mention they played awesome music, which majorly contributed to their hotness in my eyes. Their music made me want to be in love. Which I know nothing about anymore, it's been so long. My San Francisco shots came out so ace!!! I'm so happy with them!!!!!! It was so gloomy on the way there, I got some rad photos from the side of highway 5 too. Also, there are pictures of the three of us fools being bad in the hotel room. Funny shit. I look like a total psycho in one of them, it was intentional though, I remember giving that psycho face when Katrina told me to smile. I can't ever be normal when someone else takes a shot of me. Only when I'm doing self portraits. I like to pretend I'm fuckin Cindy Sherman or something. Whateva! Tomorrow (today) I'm hanging out w/ T-dawg and E-dawg. Should be fun, we'll cause ruckus up in tha hood, maybe we'll watch Purple Rain for the thousandth time. Sorry, I went all ghetto, I don't know where that came from. |
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LOLOLOLOL Joyleen and I sang "I Got You Babe" at karaoke tonight. I was supposed to be Sonny, and she, Cher. But she just ended up serenading the foliage on stage instead, what a fuckin foo. That was pre-spewing, mind you. It pretty much went to shit after that. I couldn't remember what lines were Sonny, so I just ended up singing the whole thing while she writhed around on the floor, holding the tree on the side of the stage. It was fucking fantastic. Note to self: cut Joyleen off after 4 drinks.... |
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[x] Birthdate: Sept 1, 1981 [x] Birthplace: Oxnard, CA [x] Current Location: Los Angeles [x] Eye Color: blue [x] Hair Color: naturally blond [x] Righty or Lefty: Right [x] Zodiac Sign: virgo [x] Innie or Outtie: Innie -----------------DESCRIBE--------------- [x] The shoes you wore today: peach flats [x] Your eyes: they turn gray when it's gray outside [x] Your fears: spiders -----------------WHAT IS------------------ [x] Your most overused phrase on aim: I don't use aim [x] Your thoughts first waking up: do I have to work today? [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes [x] Your best physical feature: my rack hehe [x] Your bedtime: way too late [x] Your most missed memory: Orion Ave. apt. w/ Dilean. One year is a really short time in hindsight -----------------YOU PREFER------------------ [x] Pepsi or coke: Pepsi [x] McDonald's or Burger King: you trying to kill me? [x] Single or group dates: Single [x] Adidas or Nike:adidas [x] Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate [x] Cappuccino or coffee: coffee [x] Thongs or Panties: boy cut, or none at all -------------DO YOU------------------ [x] Smoke: no [x] Cuss: fuck ya [x] Take a shower everyday: not exactly [x] Have a crush(es): Yes [x] Who are they: you wouldn't know em [x] Do you think you've been in love?: yeah [x] Want to go to college: yes [x] Like high school: we have a love/hate relationship [x] Want to get married: maybe [x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yeah, I was trained well [x] Believe in yourself: for the most part [x] Get motion sickness: sometimes [x] Think you're attractive:yea [x] Think you're a health freak: absolutely not [x] Get along with your parents: Now we do, everything's finally peachy [x] Like thunderstorms: lightning, yeaH!!!!! I actally sit at the window and watch it [x] Play an instrument: I wish ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------- [x] Go to the mall: yes unfortunately [x] Eaten sushi: no [x] Been on stage: no [x] Been dumped: no [x] Gone skating:no, aww, that sounds fun [x] Made homemade cookies: I made a cake! [x] Been in love:no [x] Dyed your hair: no [x] Stolen anything: yes, I stole a sharpie from work. heheheh -------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ [x] Flown on a plane: yes [x] Missed school because it was raining?: no [x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yea [x] Cried during a Movie?: oh yeah, I'm notorious [x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: um, maybe.... Trent from Daria hahahhahaha [x] Had an imaginary friend: no [x] Cut your hair: yeah [x] Had crush on a teacher?: nope [x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah [x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes [x] Been caught "doing something": what kind of something are you implying? [x] Been called a tease: not to my face [x] Gotten beaten up?: not in the traditional sense [x] Been in a fight: hell yeah, my brother and I used to get into it~!!!! [x] Shoplifted: yea ----------------THE FUTURE------------------ [x] Age you hope to be married: I couldn't care less if I ever DO get married [x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2 stella, olivia I don't know about boy names yet [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: the beach or the forest, totally casual, writing own vows [x] How do you want to die?: I don't know just make it quick and painless. hahah [x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: I am grown up, I'm just realizing and I'm not trying hard enough to do what I want [x] What country would you most like to visit?: more than one, but first anywhere in Europe. Italy probably -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ [x] Best eye color: no pref really, just as long as there's emotion behind them [x] Best hair color: I love dark hair [x] Short or long hair: kinda long [x] Best height: just as tall or taller. But I've been with guys shorter than me, it's no big deal [x] Best weight: I like thin guys [x] Best first date location: the getty [x] Best first kiss location: not in the movies. lame! -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- [x] Number of people I could trust with my life: probably 3 [x] Number of CDs that I own: I'll never know, way too many [x] Number of piercings:4 [x] Number of tattoos: none [x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: zero [x] Number of scars on my body: the worst one is on my leg from when I fell against a brick wall as a kid [x] Number of things in my past that I regret: I don't regret anything except maybe not telling some one how I felt. But in the end I guess we were better off ---------FAVORITES------------------ [x] Shampoo: bumble and bumble [x] Fav Color(s): pink red black [x] Day/Night: night [x] Summer/Winter: winter [x] Lace or Satin:satin [x] Fave Cartoon Character: blossom from powerpuff girls! She's so sensible! heheheheh [x] Fave Food:pasta [x] Fave Movies: lost in translation, wayne's world, harold and maude [x] Fave sport: I don't care about sports ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ [x] Wearing:pjs [x] Drinking: nothing [x] Thinking about: my vacation coming up [x] Listening to: the royal tenenbaums soundtrack ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ [x] Cried: no [x] Worn jeans: Yes [x] Met someone new online: yes [x] Done laundry: no [x] Drove a car: yes [x] Talked on the phone: Yes ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- [x] Yourself: I try really hard [x] Your friends: yes [x] Santa Claus: no fool [x] Tooth Fairy: no [x] Destiny/Fate: totally [x] Angels: no [x] Ghosts: sometimes [x] UFO's: I thought I saw one this one time, but it was just a balloon really really high in the air. ahahhaah since then, no. [x] God: I believe something created us, I'm not sure if that force is called God --------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ [x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: no [x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no [x] Do you like anyone?: of course [x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: probably Katrina, we do finish each other's sentences [x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Joyleen [x] Are you close to any family member?: I'm real close with my mom [x] Who do you hang around the most?: Katrina, Dilean [x] When have you cried the most: when I saw Dancer In the Dark in the theater, I was PMSing and the movie wanted me to fucking commit!!! the combo was just too much to handle [x] What's the best feeling in the world?: giving [x] Worst Feeling?: betrayal. Jealousy [x] What time is it now?:12:42 am |
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I wish today was Friday, but I have to leave for work in 5 min. I am so congested, I can't breath through my nose for shit. I had one of those awful sick sleeps. Where you wake up every hour so you can de-clog your sick orrifices. EEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! Pump the brakes playa! T.M.I.!!!!!!!! At least I'm not spewing like Ashley. She was busting excorcist styles on Tuesday night, she had to go to the hospital. Yipes Stripes!! Scary! I'm thankful for my stomach of steel during times like this. It takes a lot for me to spew. For some reason I'm in gross out mode today. Time to go sell my soul to the devil for pocket change. That was a quick 5 minutes |
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So it started out I was at Katrina's house in Palmdale visiting with her like high school times. She was mad at me for something and told me that she thought I should go to the grocery store and get food for her mom because I had spent the weekend there and ate all their food (hahaha) her words were, "Alissa, when do you get paid? February 1st? Because I think you need to go get more vegetables, milk, and eggs for my mom," I was so mad at her, I blew up and was like, "you're fucking kidding me, right?! That's insane, I haven't had anything since I've been here!" There was just wierd vibes going on between us. The next part is a little hazy but the next thing I remember is being at my mom's house in the backyard and L.A.O was playing at some party I was having, in my backyard. It was the most bizarre thing, there was a giant shoebox that was a metallic pink color. It was laying with the open side facing the sky and that's where the "dance floor" was. They were playing inside this giant shoebox which was sitting in the middle of the lawn in my mom's backyard, and you had to jump the side of the huge shoebox which was about 5 feet high, in order to see the band. I was getting mad because everyone was crushing it while trying to get over and it was getting all dumpy looking. Apparantly I owned this big shoebox and was trying to take good care of it. (????wtf???) I was hanging out with Katrina again in this little scenario and we were with her cousin Sophia, they both did not want to be there and I was pissed because it was my party and they were supposed to be having fun. I remember Katrina walking out the side gate in the backyard at some point. The next part I remember, which is where it gets way fucking wierd, was I was in some kind of flower arranging class. It was being held in a classroom type place and my high school history teacher, Mr. Komen was the teacher of the class. (HAHAHa) I did not want to be with the rest of the class and I told him I wanted to go into the private room because I didn't want to be around any of the other people for some reason. I went into this "private room" and it looked exactly like a bathroom, I mean, it had all the bathroom characteristics. Tile on the wall, linoleum floor, medicine cabinet, etc. except there was no toilet or shower. I sat at this desk, all alone that was in the middle of the room. There was a PA system, like in high school where I was getting the class instructions on by Mr. Komen. All the flowers were next to me on the table and as I was trying to make my arrangement they kept breaking and falling apart. All the petals were falling off when I would hold them, and I couldn't use a lighter hand for some reason. I was just handling them too roughly. I tried to arrange them in the vase and they were all broken at the stems. I got up to go get assistance from Mr. Komen and saw that everyone else's arrangements were perfect and all finished. They were all just standing there looking at me with their perfect flower arrangements. I told him about my flower problem and he reached into something behind the desk and gave me this bug that looked like a really big potato bug. It was about 4 inches. He told me to put it in the vase and it should help. (uh...yeah, okay) So I go back and put the bug in the vase and it wakes up from it's little ball and starts burrowing into the green oasis foamy stuff at the bottom of the vase. All of a sudden it all turns into this sand and starts overflowing out the top of the vase. Then the table grows like 5 feet because it's now above my head, and an insane amount of sand is pouring out onto me. I remember putting my fingers in it and it felt so real. It was like a sand waterfall. This is when Katrina's cell phone started ringing and I woke up. I know I left some parts out, and I can't remember transitions at all. Fucking bizarre, man. I need to wake up early more often, I tried to explain it to Katrina and Elizabeth when I woke up. Katrina always says the same thing to me when I tell her about my nutty dreams. "You smokin' crack before we go to sleep? What's going on?" |
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confused| 11:05pm 28/01/2004 | ||||
I'm tired of just wanting to sleep when I get home from work. I want the urge to create things again. I am becoming so disgustingly adult it kills me. I know it's not me! On the weekends I get a little taste of how I used to be then Monday comes way too fucking fast and I'm back on dead mode. I feel dead inside. I can't even elaborate in the way I'm writing, my mind is so fried with work terminology. Matte/glossy/normal/mounted/cropped/do you need any film today????? I am deeply affected by my environment and I have been this way since I was young. All I feel at work half the time is bitterness and just a longing not to be there. I wish I could be switched to a production position. I got to hang out at Prints and Digital today and see how all the kick ass pro prints are made. I was completely at ease sitting at the computer retouching a scan, I was enjoying work for the first time in awhile. I am so reserved and way too quiet to be a front counter person, and the fact that they're taking a sales approach to the company now and I'm supposed to be some sort of salesperson is just hilarious. The way clients get in my face and are so condescending towards me and everyone at the counter is really hard for me to deal with. I like mellow people and everyone who comes in just seems like they're fucking high! When I drive to work, I get so pissed when the Cloverfield exit comes up, always way too fucking fast. I want to keep driving always, all the way to the ocean. My vacation is going to be fan-fucking-tastic. Here is a list of the things I plan to do/accomplish. It's a modest list, but the small things are what's important to me and what I have been unable to do for quite some time. 1. Read at least 3 books 2. go to the beach at least twice a week 3. drive to Joshua Tree to shoot 4. drive to burned tree area off 10 to shoot 5. drive to El Mirage dry lake bed to shoot 6. wake up before 11 am at least a couple of times 7. make my way up to San Francisco for a weekend 8. shoot there 9. get my car washed and detailed inside 10. do yoga every morning 11. go visit Heather 12. go night shooting in downtown (with an escort of course) 13. clean the house 14. hang out with my brother 15. take Asia to the dog park 16. gather up all the negs/slides I want printed 17. organize all my photo junk (this is a HUGE task) I know that if I don't make some kind of itinerary for myself I'll just waste away on the couch for two weeks. I will not let this happen. Writing this is a kind of way to assure myself. Time to take a shower |
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