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*sigh* of eternal death... [16 Aug 2006|09:15pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | is it weird that i kinda like the pain??? ]

i feel horrible right now...lately i've felt as if i've just gone through a break-up...you know the feeling, when you're alone, and you just stop thinking of things and you're not doing anything, and you just suddenly feel so sad that you just wanna...sleep...forever...i won't say die...it would be so lame to want to die over this...it's just so stupid...i feel like i'm just always crying on the inside...like once i just stop doing things and i'm just alone with my own thoughts, it just feels like i'm crying inside and that i have been all day, even though i didn't even notive myself...it's horrible...i want to get over it, but there's nothing to get over...cuz there was never anything there...i just wanna be better...

1 hardship| A funeral and break up afternoon

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