| it's okie...i don't blame you...i wouldn't want me either... |
[11 Aug 2006|06:44pm] |
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i don't blame you...i truely don't...i should've been there for you...it's the same as not giving a pet the proper attention, and then letting it become vicious...then getting pist when it bites you...this is just one more thing i'll have to get over...i'll still always miss you...now that i really know that your completly gone...
you're beautiful...
you're a liar...
i love you
i hate that you lie to me...
i hate stacy evans...i hate that it took me loosing someone close to me to make me realize that i'm still bad...i should treat you all better...i thought the other one telling me all those things was enough to make me change...apparently i didn't change enough...i promise...i'll do it this time...maybe i will become an actual catholic?
(sure, he had a choice, but had i been there for him, i could've helped him me that right choice...)
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