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[14 Jun 2006|10:15pm] |
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okay! that's it! i'm putting myself on myspace restriction! *ugh* this is gonna be hard...but i sware...okie...well maybe not sware...but i'm gonna try to not go on myspace for 5 DAYS!...oh god...just thinking about it makes me sick!...but it's okie...i can do this...right guys??...so for 5 days...no myspace...so the next time i can get on myspace is June 19th at, just to round it off, we'll say 10:30...so that gives me like 10 more minutes to be on it! haha...so yeah...after tonight at 10:30 no more myspace until June 19th...next monday...well here i go guys!
I CAN DO THIS!
yes i can!
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[14 Jun 2006|10:56pm] |
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dude...i couldn't even last one day...not even 20 minutes...i get one message from the space that is mine and i'm on there quicker than flies on shit! haha...oh well...i make myself sick now...but what's new...
now...how bout some random tay thought...
...we grasp to that which feels right for the moment...not thinking of the consequences...not thinking of the future...just what ever gives us pleasure now...then again...some things don't even need to be thought about that far ahead in life...yet those are usually the things we over think...over analyze...over complicate...the things that we some times blow out of porportion are usually the things that need the least amout of energy of our lives, yet i know that i always magnify those ones until they are all that i can see...maybe it's because those things are so much easier to deal with...so i focus so much time and engery on those, because i know they are fixable...rather than the true pickles of life...which leave me stumpped and over bared so i leave those to the problem solvers, instead of myself...as time goes on, i can slowly see myself not caring...giving a big FU to all of life...and i feel okay about it...just go with it...if there was NE ounce of advise that i could give to some one that i know they would take...it would be to just go with it...no matter what why you're going, you're going some where...and don't you feel that is better than staying rooted to the ground just because you feel it's safe and you know it...isn't it more fun to run blinded through a thick forrest not knowing what is ahead...that's all life is...a pitch black forrest...that we all scurry through...trying to find the right way out...not seeing what's infront of us...remembering what we've already been through...and only definate of what's upon us at the moment...who is to say what is the right path to take?...there are so many ways out...so many way through life...should you take the shortest? the most scenic? the one with the least bumps?...we all have out own thoughts and way of getting through things...so which path will you take through life?...and the wonderful thing about life...is that you can change that path at NE given second that you feel like it...why? because when it all comes down to it...it all depends on us and what we choose in life...
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