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how sad...you'd think i'd be talking about Puma when i say that!...but it's hella not even!...hahaha!...i guess Puma was right when he acused me all those time of liking Robbie...hahaha!...hella great...i mean...i don't like him NE more...or at least...who he is now...i fuckin hella miss who he use to be...i fucked up bad...damn it...damn it...damn it...why can't he be who he use to??...damn it...i'd give NE thing to have him back...I FUCKING MISS YOU ROBBIE!...why can't you come back?...don't die...you must still be in there some where...i see it some times...a little bit...i see it when you share you pop tart with me with out making me beg too much...i see it when you do your crazy awesome metaphores...i was so stupid back then...i sware...i still love you...i truely do...no you now...now you're not robbie...you're fucking ass hole robbin...but i miss the old ROBBIE...and i still fuckin love him like hell...*sigh*...why did you have to die?...why did you have to go away??...why was i such a bitch?...why was i so fucking stupid?!...why can't i just have you back...not in that sense...but just have you back as a friend...i mean...when you were there for me...i could really feel it...i mean...you took me to another level of comfort...i could practically feel your arms around me as you'd help me get over things...you were so smart...and you understood me...you really knew me...you had me figured out to the T...you just couldn't figure out what i really needed...physically...you were always a great friend...and maybe you still could be...i mean...no matter how terrible things got between us...i still always could feel comfortable with you...i wish you could just come back...
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