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[22 Nov 2005|07:56pm] |
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well, here i go again...getting fed up with life, so i try changing things up a bit...welp...i'm sick of this "sign" bull shit...i've always believed in "signs" and it's ruining my fucking life...so no more of that...also i read way too far deep into things...i'm not assuming shit NE more...that's it...i'm sick of thinking that just cuz some1 said fucking "pass the salt" that means they hate me (hella over exageration there...but you get my point)...and i'm tired of living up to what people say we should...like for example..."play hard to get, cuz if you play too easy no one will want you"...(just an example)...but i'm done with that...i just wanna be me now...flat out...hard...cold...stacy...just me...no more of this "oh...i think i'll say or do this cuz i think you'll like it" i'm probably going to start asking a lot more questions on everything...cuz i wanna start being crystal clear on everything....(sorry Jessica...but this means when you in a bad mood...they words "are you okie" may come out of my mouth)...fuck...i don't even know NE more...all i know is that i'm done with all this karma shit...all these fucking signs and leaving shit up to luck...i'm no longer flipping fucking coins to choose my path in life...oh god...i may even have to stop reading my horoscope...well...no...maybe i'll just read them for fun...i don't even know...but here we go again...tay changing again...*sigh*...it'll end...some day...
*yawn*
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