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[23 Oct 2005|10:59am] |
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yup...i dunno what i'm doing NE more...i mean...it's like being a crack feine...i can't stop...i keep telling myself it's the last time...that it's gonna stop...but i know it's not...i lie to myself to just let me feel it again...>it's like a drug<...*sigh*...yeah...really it is...*pleh*...i fucked up bad...no wonder he never takes me serious...
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[23 Oct 2005|08:41pm] |
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hmm...no updates since last time i checked...not fun...oh well...*geez*...well...slowly the more i read...the more i get the urge to start writing again...i figure by the time i finish this book, i should be writing again...that is, if i live past this book...i dunno what it is...but reading all that...makes me wanna pick up all their bad habits...the way the author talks about the way they feel when they do things...it's just breath taking...and i wanna feel that way to...jesus k-rist...now even a book is a bad influence on me!...hahaha!...hella great...i need to get ^^...if you know what i mean....
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